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Ch. 8 Morning Light

作者: Cara Anderson
last update 最終更新日: 2025-03-20 03:26:48
Finley

I barely sleep. How could I when Nova paces restlessly all night, whining for her new mate while simultaneously reaching for the old bond that has haunted us for two years? My body feels like a battleground between competing instincts, and by dawn, I'm exhausted.

Mom brings tea to my room early, perching on the edge of my bed with concern etched into her face.

"How are you feeling?" she asks, handing me the steaming mug.

"Like I've been hit by a truck." I take a grateful sip, the herbal concoction calming Nova slightly. "Is there some kind of record for fastest mate rejection? Because I think I'm about to break it."

"Finley." Mom's voice is gentle but firm. "You don't know that he's going to reject you."

"You heard him. He's promised to someone else." The words taste bitter. "Territorial alliances come before mate bonds, apparently."

She sighs, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear like she used to do when I was little. But she doesn’t argue.

"It doesn't matter now." I pull aw
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