Masuk
STELLA
The sheets were still warm.
That was the part nobody talked about. Not the blood — everyone who worked in the east wing knew about the blood by now — but the warmth. Like the bed had not yet decided whether what happened in it last night was violence or something else entirely.
I wrung the cloth out over the basin and watched the water turn pink.
Around me the other maids moved through their morning routines with the practiced efficiency of women who had learned not to look too closely at anything. Berta was folding towels in the corner and talking without stopping, the way she always did when she was nervous and pretending not to be, while Lina was cleaning the floors.
Nobody liked cleaning the future Alpha’s chambers in the morning.
Not because he was cruel exactly. Cruel men were easier to understand. Alpha Derek was worse. Charming when he wanted to be. Beautiful in the kind of way that made women stupid enough to mistake danger for affection. The sort of man who smiled while ruining your life.
And his bedroom always looked like a battlefield afterward.
"She was crying again," Berta said. "Heard it through the wall. Proper crying, not the delicate kind."
Nobody responded. Nobody had to, we all knew exactly why she would cry after spending a night with Alpha Derek, the man was known to be not just overdominant in bed but also really rough with women he sleeps with. A lot of people assumed he might change and probably be careful with his soon to be Luna –Lady Valentina but from all we could see that wasn’t the case at all.
“Careful with those,” Berta muttered beside me while gathering discarded clothes from the floor. “One of the girls ripped the silk curtains last month and cried for two days after he yelled at her.”
“He yelled?” I asked quietly.
Lina snorted.
“No. He looked disappointed. Somehow worse.”
I pressed my lips together to stop myself from laughing. In the Night Wing palace, even our humor sounded exhausted.The room smelled like expensive liquor, sweat, and the faint scent of jasmine perfume. Lady Valentina’s perfume.
Future Luna of Night Wing.
I stripped the sheets from the mattress carefully, trying not to think about the rumors I’d heard from the servants’ quarters the night before.
Crying.
Begging.
A shattered vase.
Then silence.
I swallowed hard. Eight months in this palace and I had learned something quickly—money made people ignore things they shouldn’t. Like bruises. Like screams behind locked doors.
Like the way Lady Valentina had started wearing high collars despite the summer heat. The palace ignored it because Alpha Derek was handsome. Powerful. Untouchable. And because Lady Valentina was still going to marry him anyway.
A knock sounded suddenly from the chamber doors.
Every maid in the room straightened instantly.
One of Valentina’s personal guards stepped inside.
His eyes swept over us before landing directly on me.
“You,” he said flatly.
My stomach tightened.
“Yes?”
“Lady Valentina is requesting your presence.”
The guard stopped outside Valentina's private chambers and opened the door without a word.
Warm light spilled across the floor. I stepped inside.
She was seated near the fireplace, one leg crossed elegantly over the other, a crystal glass of wine resting between her fingers like she'd been born holding it. Golden hair arranged perfectly over one shoulder. A pale blue dress that looked sewn directly onto her skin. Every inch of her polished and untouchable. Except her eyes. Her eyes looked tired in a way the rest of her hadn't caught up to yet.
"You asked for me, my lady?"
"Yes, Stella." Her gaze lifted slowly. "Come closer."
I obeyed. My pulse had already started climbing and I didn't fully understand why yet.
She set her wine down. "You've worked in the palace for eight months."
"Yes."
"Your mother is still ill. She requires treatment from the southern physicians."
The question hit me like a hand around the throat. I blinked. "Yes."
"Those treatments are expensive." I stared at her and said nothing, because there was nothing safe to say. How she knew about my mother's treatments — about the extra shifts, the disappearing coins, the bills I kept folded in my apron pocket like a second heartbeat — I didn't know. But she knew. And she wanted me to know she knew.
She tilted her head slightly. "Your supervisors say you work hard. That you're loyal and quiet."
The word loyal in her mouth felt like a trap being set.
Then her eyes moved over me. Not the way people usually looked at maids — through us, past us, the way you looked at furniture. She was measuring. Shoulders. Waist. Height. The line of my jaw. Something crawled up my spine and I had to fight the urge to step back.
"You and I are similar in height," she said.
"My lady?"
"Stand straight."
I straightened automatically. She rose from her chair and walked toward me — soft, unhurried, like a woman approaching something she had already decided belonged to her. Up close I could see the faint purple bruising along her neck, half-hidden under powder that was a shade too thick.
Her eyes caught mine catching it.
"He likes roughness," she said, casually, the way you'd comment on the weather.
I dropped my gaze immediately. "I'm sorry, my lady."
Silence settled between us. Then she smiled, and somehow that felt worse than anything she could have said.
"I have an offer for you, Stella." She walked back toward the fireplace slowly. "Simple. Private. Beneficial for both of us." I wanted to leave. Badly. But servants didn't walk away from an Alpha's daughter, and desperate servants even less so, a part of me just felt that I wouldn’t be able to fulfill her request and it was the first time Lady valentina was asking for a favor from me, I couldn’t deny her that is if I still want my head glued to my body.
She picked up her wine. "You are aware that Alpha Derek and I are expected to marry within the year."
"Yes."
"You are also aware that he has... appetites." The way she said it made the hair on my arms stand up.
"He requested that I stay in his chambers before the wedding." Something in her voice pulled tight. Controlled too carefully. "And I discovered very quickly that one man can become very exhausting." She turned to face me fully then, close enough that I could smell jasmine and wine, close enough to see the second bruise hiding beneath her sleeve.
"You need money," she said quietly. My throat tightened. "Yes."
"And I need rest. I stared at her vaguely, trying to process what she was saying and where this conversation was leading. The fire crackled between us. Outside, somewhere down the corridor, I could hear the distant sound of the palace going about its day — completely indifferent, completely unaware.
Then she said the words that changed my life forever.
"I want you to take my place in Alpha Derek's bed."
DEREKI couldn't stop thinking about her. That was the problem. I had tried. God knew I had tried. I had sent women away, one after another, each dismissal feeling more pointless than the last. I had refused Valentina when she tried to distract me. I had even convinced myself that what I felt was nothing more than irritation, a passing annoyance that would fade the moment I stopped indulging it. But every time I closed my eyes I saw Stella. Her face. Her eyes. The way she had looked at me when I found her in Damien's house, steady and unafraid in a way that had stayed with me far longer than it should have. And, most irritatingly of all, the way she had spoken to me. As though I were no different from anyone else. As though she wasn't impressed by my title. As though she wasn't afraid of me. She had even stepped on my foot.My jaw tightened at the memory. "That little—" I stopped myself. The door opened. Valentina stepped inside. I didn't bother looking at her."Another woman is waiti
STELLAHis lips crashed against mine. For one second I forgot everything. The meeting. Raventooth. The palace. The fact that I was supposed to be standing here as nothing more than his servant. Everything disappeared beneath the warmth of his mouth. Damien kissed me like he had been holding himself back for far too long. Not violently. Not carelessly. Just intensely. His hand remained against my cheek for a moment before sliding down to my jaw, his thumb brushing my skin as though he was making sure I was really there. My heart was pounding so hard I was certain he could hear it. I should have pulled away. I knew that. I had every reason to. Instead my fingers curled into the front of his shirt.The moment I did, his breathing changed. He deepened the kiss. My entire body seemed to wake up at once. Warmth spread through me, leaving me dizzy, and when his other hand settled around my waist I instinctively moved closer. Too close. Much too close. Yet somehow it still didn't feel close e
STELLAThe meeting finally ended. I stayed out of sight until the doors opened and the rulers began filing out. I wasn't foolish enough to stand around where I wasn't supposed to be. Whatever had been discussed inside that room was meant for them, not servants like me. Still, I couldn't help watching, my eyes drifting toward the closed doors every few seconds despite knowing it was pointless. Maybe I would catch something. A name. A word. Anything that could give me an idea of what Damien intended to do about Raventooth.But nothing.Vivian was among the last to leave, lingering by the door in a way that made it clear she wasn't in any hurry to go. She approached Damien with a smile. "It was good seeing you again."Damien shook her hand. "Likewise.""I hope I'll see you again soon.""I'm sure you will."Her father approached next and exchanged a few words with Damien before they shook hands as well, a brief, formal gesture between two men who clearly respected each other from a distan
DAMIENI cleared my throat, the sound sharper than I intended in the quiet corridor. Stella's head snapped toward me. The smile disappeared from her face almost immediately.Interesting."What exactly is going on here?" She looked at the servant beside her, then at the grapes scattered across the floor. "I bumped into him on my way downstairs. He dropped the basket, and I was just helping him pick everything up."My eyes moved to the man. He froze, whatever composure he'd had disappearing entirely under my gaze. I didn't say a word. I didn't need to. The servant hurriedly gathered the remaining grapes, shoved them back into the basket, and bowed so deeply his forehead nearly touched his knees."My apologies, Alpha. I shall be taking my leave"Then he left, practically stumbling in his haste to put distance between us. Stella watched him disappear down the corridor. I watched her."You scared him.""Good."She turned toward me with a frown. "He wasn't doing anything.""I didn't say he
DAMIENVanessa, no, Vivian, had been talking for far too long, her voice weaving through story after story with the easy confidence of someone who had never once worried about running out of things to say. I had stopped keeping track of how many stories she had told. Something about the old training grounds. Something about a summer when we were children. Something about a horse I apparently used to ride, one whose name she used freely as though I should recognize it instantly.I remembered pieces of it. Pieces. That was the problem. Ever since Azrath had entered my life, there were memories I could no longer reach properly, entire stretches of my own childhood locked away behind something I had no key for. Some were nothing more than fragments, flashes without context. Others were completely gone, as though they'd never happened to me at all.Vivian didn't know that. She continued speaking as though I remembered every detail, her eyes bright with the kind of nostalgia that assumed I
STELLAI had never seen Damien look at someone the way he looked at Vivian. It wasn't anything obvious. He wasn't smiling constantly or acting particularly warm. That would have been easier to understand, easier to name and set aside. Instead it was the little things. The way he didn't interrupt her. The way he actually listened, giving her his full attention in a way I hadn't seen him give anyone. The way Vivian could mention something from their childhood and Damien would respond as though the memory had been sitting somewhere untouched inside him all these years, waiting for someone who already knew where to look for it.I sat quietly beside him, trying very hard not to pay attention. I failed."And you still hate mornings?" Vivian asked with a small laugh.Damien's lips twitched. "Some things never change." I looked down at my plate. That was a smile. A real one. I had seen Damien smile before, but usually it was the arrogant little smirk he wore whenever he was about to say somet







