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“Where is everyone?” I muttered to myself, adjusting my back bag as I walked into my new school.
The halls were completely empty, not a student in sight.
I suddenly heard a roar so loud and wild, like a stadium just exploded. I flinched, my heart jumping into my throat. The sound came from deeper inside the school.
Summoning courage, I followed the noise till I was standing inside the courtyard, everything made sense. This is where everyone was.
Hundreds of students circled around forming a tight ring, everyone seemed to be recording with their phones and yelling at the top of their voices, chanting, “Lucifer!. Lucifer!.”
I stood confused for a minute, this certainly can't be the school assembly right?.
“What is going on?”
“A fight,” I flinched as someone replied to me.
“A fight?” I gasped, “Why is no one stopping it?”
Her dark eyes widened, meeting my blue eyes like I’d just asked the dumbest question in the world, she let her eyes trail over my long blonde hair. “You must be new?”
“Yes. I just started today.”
She smirked, she had short dark hair cut in a bob around her round face. “The guy with grey hair is Chris Kane, a.k.a Lucifer, he runs this hood. The Kanes run this city. Even the principal doesn’t cross him. I'm Maya by the way, let's climb up so we don't miss all the fun.”
Before I could protest, she dragged me up a decorated table so we could watch the fight.
“Lucifer!. Lucifer!. Lucifer?. Lucifer !” The roar was deafening. I forgot to blink as I took in the entire scene.
“I knew Chris would win. He always wins.” Maya exclaimed happily as she started recording too.
A guy with messy grey hair was throwing bloody punches at someone who has possibly passed out already, each hit landed with a sickening thud.
It was cruel and bloody. I felt nauseated as I watched the Chris or Lucifer guy hit the other guy, blood spurting out of the guy's nose and mouth and staining both of their white shirts.
Memories I've tried to bury deep inside me begin to surge up, I instinctively touch the part of my arms where my scars are. I specifically wore the long sleeve uniform to hide my scars, I can't let people see them.
The reason I have scars running down my arms came into my head. I began to have a panic attack as fragments of the memories filled my head…, …my ex boyfriend Marcus’s enemies…, ...the girls that bullied me…, …my brother hitting me when he's drunk…, …what happened at the party…
“Are you okay?” Maya's voice floated into my head.
…the knife slicing the skin on my arm until it left a permanent mark…. The blood….
“NOOOOOOOO,” I screamed at the top of my voice. My voice cut through the chaos like a blade.
I felt everything around me freeze. The chanting of Lucifer died instantly. I could literally feel all heads turn to me, eyes boring into my body.
“Who the hell is that?” someone whispered as I slowly removed my hands from my head.
“Is she crazy?” another asked as I steadied my breathing, coming out of the panic attack.
Maya had jumped down from the table beside me and I couldn't find her in the crowd. I was all alone again, just when I was kidnapped. NO! I can't think about that right now.
“You're not a coward Rebel, you have to learn to be confident and courageous, those are skills you can build with practice,” my therapist had said.
I decided that from this moment on I will be confident and courageous.
“Stop fighting!” I said firmly like I didn't just have a panic attack about my traumatic past.
Chris a.k.a with wild grey hair looked up and our eyes met, deep emerald green eyes locked onto mine with intense cold hard gaze.
He was practically a bloody mess, from his perfectly looking sculptured face to the white shirt of his uniform.
“What did you say?” His voice was deep and dangerously calm in the silence.
“I said stop,” I replied, lifting my chin. I jumped down from the table and landed perfectly, ballet classes are paying off.
“Everyone parted so that I was standing in the direction of Chris and open to him. Stay strong Rebel!.
Chris stood up straight, tall and intimidating with a solid looking broad chest, lean neck on an athletic looking body. He reminded me a lot of Marcus, my ex boyfriend and I had the urge to touch my scars again but I didn't give in.
Chris dropped the guy he was punching like a useless lump and started walking toward me. Like a predator closing in on its prey. My heart was pounding but I didn’t move, he was now standing a few feet from me, to intimidate me with his height.
His bloody clothes, face and bruises nauseated me but I stayed strong.
“You’d better stand back, blonde princess” his green eyes trailed over my long blonde hair. “Unless you want to take his place.”
“I’m not a princess. If you don’t stop hitting people for fun,” I shot back, “you might want to worry about someone finally hitting you.”
Someone snickered, and suddenly the whole place erupted into laughter.
“Who’s that bitch?” a student scoffed.
“Is she trying to be funny?”
“You mean get killed,” someone corrected.
Chris studied me from head to toe, from my sparkling white sneakers to the light skin of my long straight legs in short purple skirt, and white long sleeve shirt hiding the scars on my arms. And then my wavy honey blonde hair falling in long waves over my back.
I knew I was hot and pretty, the lustful stare from men confirmed it. I blinked my blue eyes at him waiting for him to stop checking me out.
“My eyes are up here,” I said more confidently to get his attention. I know he definitely sees how hot I am.
Chris's gaze stayed on me as he stepped closer, “You’ve got guts speaking to me like that.”
I shrugged slightly. “And you’ve got anger issues.”
A few gasps echoed through the crowd.
“First day?” he murmured, wiping blood from his face, grey eyes never leaving me.
I didn’t answer, I was struggling to hide my nausea seeing all that blood on him.
He spoke again, his voice was colder, “Then let me teach you something. Nobody messes with Chris Kane.”
My stomach tightened, “What?” I asked.
A slow smirk spread across his face, the kind that promised trouble, “Everyone who stands in my way…”
He took a step forward, cracked his knuckles, “…gets it?”
The crowd erupted instantly. “Fight Lucifer!. Fight Lucifer!.”
My pulse spiked as I suddenly remembered the last time I fought, it was the day I got the scars. The roar was up again and more deafening.
Before I could think, before I could swallow my nausea, before I could swallow my panic attack, he moved.
And the last thing I saw was his fist coming straight for my face.
The three dots appeared, disappeared and appeared again.Then it disappeared. I stared at the screen so intensely my eyes started hurting. Come on Ivy Finally, a message arrived.IVY:How much do you remember?I immediately typed back.REBEL:The club, Kai, a drink, then absolutely nothing.The response came instantly.IVY:Oh.REBEL:IVY. WHAT HAPPENED?Several seconds passed. Then my phone started ringing.It was Ivy. I answered immediately."What did I do?" I asked There was a brief pause before she let out a sigh. "A lot.""Oh my God.""Okay," she said quickly. "Before you panic, nobody died.""That was your first reassurance?""I felt it was important."I buried my face into my pillow. "Start talking."She began, "I shouldn't have left you alone.""You already said that.""I mean it."My stomach twisted tighter. "What actually happened?"For a moment, Ivy didn't answer, I heard the sound of teeth gritting together before she finally spoke. "Kai's friends kept giving you drinks.
The first thing I became aware of was pain, not normal pain, not a headache but a full-scale assault on my skull.I groaned and buried my face deeper into the pillow, immediately regretting it when the movement made the room spin violently."What the hell..." My voice sounded dry and scratchy like I'd swallowed sandpaper.I squeezed my eyes shut again but the darkness somehow made the spinning worse.For several long seconds, I simply lay there trying to remember how I'd gotten into my bed.My last clear memory was sitting at a table in Eclipse with loud music and flashing lights. I remember Kai's friends and the drink I took. After that, everything else was blank. A horrible feeling settled into my stomach."Oh no." I pushed myself upright carefully and the room tilted. My stomach immediately threatened mutiny. I collapsed back onto the mattress.Several minutes later, I managed to stagger out of bed using pure stubbornness and the nightstand for support. Every step felt heavy, like
By the time Ivy dragged me out of the restaurant, my phone had buzzed countless times. Dad and two unknown numbers kept calling.I stared at the screen while Ivy put on her motorcycle helmet outside the restaurant.Another call lit up the screen. It was Dad again. My chest twisted briefly. For half a second, guilt tried creeping in.Then I remembered Susan listing rules at breakfast like I was some prisoner on arrest and the guilt vanished immediately.I held down the power button on my phone and shut my phone off completely.Ivy yelled. “Come on girl.”“Okay,” I grabbed the other helmet and put it over my long blonde hair. Twenty minutes later, we pulled up outside Ivy’s house.Warm lights glowed through large windows, and there were motorcycles parked near the garage alongside random flower pots that looked slightly neglected.“Welcome to my humble abode,” Ivy announced proudly while dragging me inside.The house buzzed with energy. Somebody was laughing loudly in the next room whi
The entire table went silent as Dwayne joined us. I could tell that everyone remembered the bathroom video and no one knew where to look.Dwayne stopped mid-step when he saw me sitting beside Ivy.His eyebrows lifted immediately in surprise. “Rebel?”I suddenly became very interested in my drink. It seems the universe enjoyed humiliating me in new creative ways.Ivy looked between both of us slowly, “Is this going to be awkward?.”One of the guys at the table pointed dramatically between us. “Wait. You two are the bathroom scandal scandal couple.” Ivy threw French fries at him. I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole.Dwayne looked equally thrown off.“What are you doing here?” he asked carefully.“I could ask you the same thing,” I said. Ivy blinked rapidly then suddenly pointed at Dwayne. “Hold on.” She pointed at herself. Then at Dwayne again.“Rebel,” she deadpanned, “please tell me you didn’t know that’s my brother.”My mouth fell open. “What?”The entire table burst
The apology disappeared from my throat the second I looked up.The girl standing in front of me was gorgeous. Not in the intimidating way Vanessa comes across as. This girl looked effortlessly cool.Dark curly hair framed her face perfectly, falling around the shoulders of her oversized blazer. Her skirt was slightly shorter than regulation, one side of her tie hung loose, and multiple silver rings decorated her fingers. She looked like the type of girl who could walk into a room and accidentally become the center of attention without even trying.And judging from the crowd suddenly staring at us?. She was definitely popular. “My bad,” she said, “I swear people keep throwing themselves at me today.”I blinked nervously and before I knew what was happening, I smiled at her. Gosh she was just so pretty I couldn't help myself. My first smile all day. The girl looked up quickly, clearly pleased with herself. “There it is.”“What?”“I was starting to think you only communicated through
The drive to school was painfully quiet. I was literally boiling with rage. I swear if Dad tells Susan and her children about what happened to me, I am going to run away and leave that dumb mansion. “Traffic seems lighter today,” the writer said politely from the front seat.I stared out the tinted window, saying nothing. He cleared his throat awkwardly. “You are Kane's new step daughter. You're very beautiful”I kept quiet. I wasn't in the mood for small talks. The poor man tried one last time. “Beautiful weather we’re having.”I looked up at the grey clouds covering the sky.“Sure,” I muttered dryly.After that, he said nothing. I rested my head against the cool glass while my stomach twisted tighter the closer we got to school. The massive black gates of Maryville Academy slowly came into view, students pouring through the entrance in expensive uniforms while luxury cars lined the curb.My phone buzzed again.DWAYNE:You okay?DWAYNE:I haven’t seen you yet.DWAYNE:Can we meet
The door suddenly barged open. All fours of us watched as a guy with band aids decorating his gorgeous face stepped in. He paused when he saw me,“What's going on here?” He asked in a deep voice, turning his gaze to the three guys. “Dwayne?. You're alive?” Brown curl began to laugh, “I thought Ch
A sharp voice cut through the entire courtyard before his fist could hit me, “Chris! Stopppp!”I let out the breath I was holding as the crowd parted for a girl marching forward. One look at her and you'd know she's all about purple, purple bag pack, purple boots, purple braids, matching purple Mas
My heart dropped as the marble floor rushed toward me.For one horrifying second, I thought I was about to smash my face straight into the ground.Then a strong arm wrapped around my waist, a hand caught my wrist. Suddenly, I wasn’t falling anymore.I gasped sharply as my body slammed against somet
I was running again.That was the worst part about the nightmares.No matter how many years passed, no matter how much I tried pretending I’d outgrown that terrified version of myself, the dreams always dragged me back there.Back to the hallways, to the laughter, to getting hit.“Look at her arms.







