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Chapter 1
Astrid's POV
I didn't mean to end up in his bed.
It was supposed to be a quick trip upstairs as soon as I returned home for summer. I needed my charger–that was all. But Micah's room was dark, and I didn't want to turn on the lights because I figured he was asleep.
Just take the damn cord and slip right back out. That was what I thought.
I wasn't even trying to wake him. I just wanted to grab the damn cord and slip right back out. Simple.
Except it was otherwise.
Because I realized the man lying in that bed wasn't my brother.
And I didn't realize that until it was far too late.
The room smelled like him, but not quite. A deeper, muskier scent with cedarwood tainted the air. I crept in slowly, half-blind as I dragged my fingers along the edge of the table to guide myself.
The bed suddenly creaked and I froze.
“Micah?” I whispered.
But no answer. All I got was the sound of a slow exhale, and the sheets.
He was facing the other way. His broad shoulders moved under the covers. The glow from the hallway gave me just enough light to see the outline of his body. Bigger than I remembered.
It was toned with a tattoo on his arm–one I didn't recognize.
That was when I started to suspect something was off. But I didn't leave.
I knew I should have. The smartest thing to do was to back out, pretend I never came for my charge, and forget the whole thing. But I stood there like an idiot, staring at the figure on the bed, confused and curious.
And then he turned over.
His face came into light and I saw who it was.
Rhett.
My stomach dropped and my eyes widened.
I had just walked into my brother's room while his best friend was sleeping there.
Oh my world.
Panic flooded into my chest as I backed away, my heart racing.
“Shit,” I breathed. And just as I turned to leave the same way I'd come, his eyes flew open. They landed on me instantly.
It took a few seconds before Rhett drew his focus on me.
“Astrid?” His voice was deep, rough from sleep.
I froze in the doorway like a deer caught in headlights. My oversized T-shirt barely covered my thighs with no bra on. My hair was a mess. Great.
“I-I thought this was Micah's room. I didn't know…” I fumbled with the words, my hand still on the doorknob.
Rhett blinked slowly, as if trying to wake up enough to process what was happening. His hazel eyes swept over me again.
“Micah's on a trip. He asked me to crash here while the water heater in the guest room gets fixed and until you're back for summer. You returned late and I slept off. My place is also getting renovated.” he finally responded.
That made sense. Micah had mentioned something about going on a trip like how he regularly did. He wasn't the type who stayed home for long.
I nodded quickly, too embarrassed to speak.
“Sorry for the disturbance,” I muttered beneath my breath.
I hated that I'd said that. Rhett Rivers didn't deserve any apology.
“You okay?” His voice came, and broke through my thoughts.
I paused and looked at him. I should've said yes. I should've walked out and closed the door behind me. But I didn't. I stayed glued to my spot, taken aback.
It took a beat before I regained my voice.
“Yeah,” I said and sighed softly. “My phone battery is down due to the long journey earlier. I needed my charger. I left it in Micah's room before I went back to college last time.”
“You left it in here?” Rhett raised a brow as his eyes met mine again.
“Yes. Just to be sure, I used the outlet by the table earlier.” I replied.
He sat up slightly, the sheets slipping down his chest.
Muscles. So many muscles.
I felt my throat run dry and my eyes refused to blink. I looked away quickly before I could see enough.
“Go ahead. I'm not looking.”
I heard Rhett's damn voice, and that made me glance back at him. Of course, he was very much looking.
A small smirk tugged at the corner of his lips.
“Relax, Astrid. It's just me.”
That was the problem. It was him.
Rhett Rivers. My brother's best friend. The guy I'd crushed on secretly since I was sixteen. The same guy who used to ruffle my hair and call me a kid.
Now he was lying shirtless in a bed, his eyes watching me from under messy dark hair, and I was very aware of how naked I almost was.
I crossed my arms over my chest, and turned toward the table, trying to focus.
'Charger. Get the charger.’ my subconscious voice screamed at me.
I bent slightly, searching in the dark.
“It's on the floor,” Rhett said after a moment.
He actually knew where it was and hadn't told me sooner?
The heck.
I reached down and grabbed it. When I stood, my head brushed the table and I winced.
“Are you alright?”
“Fine,” I said quickly.
Rhett was still watching me as silence stretched between us.
I wanted to turn and leave, but my feet suddenly felt glued.
“You know,” he said, his voice low. “you’ve grown up.”
I blinked. “Excuse me?”
“I mean, you're not a kid anymore.” he shrugged.
I rolled my eyes. “I wasn't a kid last year either.”
He laughed softly. “No. This is the first time I've seen you in 5 years.”
I licked my lips and took a step back. “Well, good night.”
“Astrid.”
His voice stopped me again.
I looked back to see Rhett leaning forward now, his arms on his knees as his eyes held mine.
“Next time,” he said slowly, “don't sneak into a man's room looking like that.”
“Like what?” I asked, feigning innocence.
Rhett's eyes flicked to my half exposed thighs and back to my face.
“Like a walking invitation.” he uttered.
My breath caught. I didn't say anything because I couldn't.
So I turned and left. My heart was still hammering when I closed the door behind me.
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Chapter 69Rhett’s POV“I’m pregnant.”The words didn’t land all at once. They staggered in, slow and uneven, like sound traveling through water.For a moment, I was sure I’d heard her wrong.I stared at Astrid, at the way her shoulders trembled even though she was trying to stand straight, at how her hands hovered over her stomach like she was guarding something fragile and alive. Her lips were parted, breath uneven.Then she asked it—softly, almost afraid.“Aren’t you happy?”Happy.The word felt foreign in my mouth, like a language I’d once known and forgotten.My gaze dropped before I could stop it. To her stomach which was flat and innocent. Giving nothing away. And yet my mind filled it in anyway. Something was growing there, something that didn’t belong to just us anymore.A baby.My chest tightened violently, like a fist had closed around my ribs.Shit.I stepped back from her, the air suddenly too thick for me to breathe in. My hand dragged through my hair as I turned away, p
Chapter 68Astrid’s POVA month laterA dull heaviness settled deep in my abdomen like something foreign had taken residence there overnight. My limbs felt slow, useless. When I tried to breathe, my chest resisted, thick and tight, as if the air itself needed permission to enter me.I rolled onto my side and groaned.The fucking nausea came again. So hard my throat hurt and tears watered my eyes.My stomach clenched violently, a twisting sensation that sent me scrambling upright. I barely made it to the edge of the bed before nausea surged up my throat, hot and unforgiving. I gagged, pressed a hand over my mouth, and stumbled toward the bathroom.I retched until my eyes burned.When it was over, I stayed there, palms braced against the sink, forehead resting against the cool marble. My reflection stared back at me. I looked pale, eyes glass with trembling lips.What was wrong with me?It felt likemy body was turning against me, moving on its own rhythm, demanding things I didn’t under
Chapter 67Astrid's POV Steam curled off my skin as I stepped out of the bathroom, towel wrapped around me, breath still uneven from everything that happened before the door closed between us.Water dripped from my hair, trailing down the back of my neck, and for a soft second I imagined Rhett still standing in the center of the room.But the room was empty.Still an quiet.My brows creased. He hadn’t left a mess, not a dent in the door. A strange, unwelcome hollow opened in my chest.I crossed the room slowly, scanning for any hint of where he’d gone. Then I noticed his closet door left open. One of his shirts—black, soft, worn enough to know he liked it—hung loosely from the edge.I reached for it.My fingers sank into the fabric, and the scent hit me before I’d even lifted it.Rhett's warm, cedar scent. Something that felt like the memory of being held too tightly, kissed too hard, wanted too much.My heart kicked.Before I could think twice, I tugged the shirt on. It swallowed me
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Chapter 66Rhett's POV Dominic’s voice was the first thing I heard when we stepped inside the villa.Astrid froze behind me. I felt it—the slight falter in her steps, the sudden inhale she tried to hide. And I hated that Dominic noticed it.He always noticed everything.He stood near the overhang, cigar between his fingers, one eyebrow raised like he’d been waiting for me to walk right into his trap. The lights above him cast a shadow across his jaw, making the small smirk tugging at his mouth look crueler.“So you knowingly skipped the makeup dinner with Serena Valenti for the toy behind you?”Astrid stiffened.I straightened, slowly positioning myself in front of her.Dominic’s eyes flicked down to where Astrid’s hand was still half tangled with mine from the rain. He paused and the smirk widened.“Bold, Rhett.” His voice dropped. “But risky. Unless she’s that sweet. Sweet enough to make you forget your own damn operations.”Astrid tried to pull her hand away.I tightened my grip.
Chapter 65 Astrid’s POVI didn’t breathe the entire ride to my mom's place. Rhett didn’t speak once. Nor did he look at me. When he finally parked at the curb, he only said, “Ten minutes.”His voice had dropped into that low, pressed tone he used when something was caving in inside him. My chest tightened. I nodded and stepped out, the air cold enough to sting.The walkway leading up to the small apartment glowed faintly under the porch light. I pushed the door open quietly, expecting darkness.But laughter drifted out first.My mother’s laughter.It hit me so hard my throat closed instantly.I strode inside fully, and Dave was the first to see me. His eyes widened, surprise breaking over his face. The mug in his hand paused halfway to his lips.“Astrid?”My mom turned at the sound of his voice, still smiling—until her eyes landed on me.Everything on her face dropped.Her hand flew to her mouth. “A–Astrid?”I didn’t mean to run.But I did.I covered the small living room in seconds







