I found Matthias’s mother lingering far from the crowd with her husband. They seemed to be in their own world. Matt’s parents are the nicest people in my life right now. They make jokes with me, not at me. Ask how I’m doing. Invite me to family dinner. They’ve made these three years not entirely horrible.
They like me, which is a nice change from all the evil and hate in my life. I let a breathe come out as i approached them. Trying not to feel even worse than i already do. I think morning sickness is finally catching up to me. Which is... i curse internally. I need to set up doctor’s apppointments.
I’m really bad at this. Handling everything by myself.
The moment Meriam Crowe spots me. Her loving smile that she had been giving to her husband turns into a smile of adoration as she sees me. Her arms come out, and i feel relaxed immediately.
“My beautiful daughter in law.” the moment I’m close enough she hugs me. “How are you?”
I breathed in her scent. The scent of the mother i wished i had. I hugged her back, smiling at my father in law. Maxwell Crowe had a good run as alpha of the Moonveil Pack. He was amazing and people assumed his son would be as amazing, as kind and as understanding. And Matthias delivered.
He is so nice and understanding, and just the most amazing Alpha to everyone who isn’t me. I am the problem to him.
I pulled back, keeping the smile on my face. “Meriam, I’m doing just fine.” i say before realizing how that would affect what i want to ask her. So i shake my head. “I am actually feeling unwell. Would you mind if we left early?”
Meriam immediately sprung into action, she turned to her husband. Whsipering to him that he should keep an eye on their son, and offer him support while she took me home.
I love this woman. My hormones must have been activated because i almost cried right then and there. And that would have been so embarrassing.
Maxwell told me that he was here for me too, and he followed us outside to where he could call their driver. What a gentleman. Watching him give her a kiss before opening the door to the back of the car for both of us. I got in first, and Meriam joined.
“Tell me what’s wrong?” she asked the moment the driver pulled the car away from the venue. She’s a delight. I wish her son liked me, even if it was the same way she liked me. That friendliness, my parents behave around them.
And the fact that they didn’t even like Nerissa makes me feel like they are truly my people.
“What’s wrong? You’re staring off, Auri.” Her sweet tone brought me out of my thoughts. She scooted closer, moving one arm around my shoulder and pulling me closer to her. I placed my head on her shoulder, and shut my eyes as i started to talk.
“I...” I swallowed. Hoping she won’t hate me. “I’m pragnant.” her grip on me tightened, and she exhaled. A really long exhale that made me feel queasy.
“Aurielle, why aren’t you happy with this news?” this wonderful woman.
“I... how did you-”
She moved me, and my eyes opened. We looked at each other, her gaze soft and protective. “What’s going on? Tell me.”
“Matthias believes I’m trying to seek his attention by faking my pre-gnancy.”
She frowned, narrowing her eyes. “I will beat that boy. How could he say such...is he still hung up on that brat?”
“No, no there’s no point. I’ve decided what’s best for me and my child, is to divorce Matthias.”
Meriam pulled her hands back and slapped them over her mouth. Her eyes went wide. “No no, my dear don’t. My son just needs to open his eyes. If you divorce him, Matthias will never know how amazing you are.”
I gave her a wobbly smile. “I’m sorry. But i can’t bring a daughter into his home. Or a son. Someone who will hear their father shout at me that I’m nothing compared to Nerissa.”
I have never gone into details about what Matthias says to me in the privacy of his home. Or the way he treats me. They don’t know about the punishments, but they’ve seen the photos of Nerissa all over the house and they’ve heard him say things.
She looks ashamed but also very sad. I picked up her hands, and held them.
“I love you and maxwell. You’re amazing, but I’m expecting a little child that needs me. And I... I need your help.”
She nodded, closing her eyes and trying to get herself in check. “I’m going to miss you. I hope we can be in our grandchild’s life. Even if my son...” she grinded her teeth but then took in two deep breaths. “What do you need?”
“A divorce form.”
Her sad expression was still there, but Meriam Crowe is a woman I adore because she whipped out her phone and made a call right there and then before I got home.
The information we got was interesting. I’d need to come in person to the council in two days to get the form from their workers. After that, I’ll fill it out, then submit it.
People don’t get divorced every day so after the thirty day wait i should be sent a response and a time for me to make an appearance. There’s just one issue.
For the divorce to proceed without further issues, I’d need the willing signature of my husband. If I’m unable to get this. Then i would need to get a summons form instead. Fill that out, submit and wait for a reply. A summons means the council will summon me and my husband to discuss our case, then force him to sign the divorce form which they will then discuss. And after that thirty day wait, then I’ll get to know if they’ve approved the divorce or not.
That is he-ll. It seems like I’m going to have to fight to get out of this marriage. But it shouldn’t be hard. Matthias doesn’t even like me. But he is stubborn.
Meriam said she wanted to be involved and that she would set me up with her doctor to ensure the fetus grows well during my divorce.
The Crowe family have given me more love than i have ever seen from my parents. Meriam dropped me off and i went straight to my room to shower and make some notes.
I was in my room, hours later when the door opened and a drunk Matthias stumbled in. I tensed immmediately. What does he want?
"Nerissa..." he mumbled drunkenly.
I choked back my tears. Once again, he was drowning in liquor, because of her—my dead sister. Tonight was no different.
But this time, I forced the storm inside me to still.
Because soon I'll leave him for good.
Aurielle DuVall I had the best sleep of my entire life. My body feels rested in a way it never has before, like every muscle finally decided to unclench. I guess the cure to sadness is kissing an amazing man and then falling asleep in his arms. Maybe that is a little dramatic, but I cannot deny that being held by Cassiel all night was something close to perfect. His warmth surrounded me, steady and grounding, and the rhythm of his breathing lulled me into the deepest, dreamless sleep. I dread the thought of having to sleep separately after this. Once you taste something that good, the idea of going back feels unbearable.How did I stay in a loveless marriage? I've been given so much attention over the past few months that I can't understand how I went three years only getting scraps. Morning came quicker than I wanted. Cassiel was already awake, his voice calm as he told me we would be heading back to his pack today. The weight of responsibility tapped me on the shoulder immediatel
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Aurielle DuVall I darted my eyes away from him before he could make a move. Not because I didn't want to kiss him.But because deep down I doubted he ever would. Cassiel was too much of a gentleman to kiss me while I was vulnerable. Though I don't think it would make him any less of a gentleman if he did decide to kiss me. The moment I slipped into the tub, the water embraced me in warmth. The bubbles rose in soft peaks around my shoulders, carrying the faint scent of lavender. Every ache in my muscles loosened and I felt myself sink deeper, letting the day’s stress dissolve into the ripples. Cassiel did not leave. He crouched beside the tub, close enough that his presence wrapped around me just as surely as the water did. His silence was heavy, yet not uncomfortable. He was watching me. I dragged the washcloth over my skin, following the rhythm of my own movements, but awareness of him pressed at me. When I dared to glance up, I found his eyes fixed on my face. His expression wa
Aurielle DuVall I shut my eyes the entire way back to the house, not because I wanted to sleep, I couldn’t, but because keeping them closed felt safer. I trusted myself in Cassiel’s hands. He wasn’t incompetent, not the kind of man to leave me to handle every detail alone. He was steady, reliable, and even in my haze, I knew he wouldn’t fail me. Still, rest never came. I was far too aware of every bump in the road, of the strange heaviness pulling at my limbs, of the bitter metallic taste coating my tongue and teeth. My body wanted to collapse, but my mind remained stubbornly awake, stuck in its own endless replay of everything that had gone wrong today. When Cassiel finally arrived at the house, it felt both too soon and not soon enough. He didn’t waste time, his voice cut firm but polite as he dismissed the mercenaries, telling them they could go with an edge in his voice that made it clear they were in trouble. They listened instantly. They always did. The guilt pricked sharp
Aurielle DuVallI’ve decided, I’m going to take the risky option. The dangerous one. The kind of option that could get me killed if I made one mistake. But I promised myself, before I even made my move, that I would not stand still and wait to be saved by these people. If I did nothing, he would win. If I fought, at least there was a chance.I forced my lungs to fill, forced the air into my body even though panic was threatening to strangle me. My wrists were burning from the pressure of his grip, and his other hand pressed cruelly over my mouth. His skin tasted of dirt, of sweat, of the kind of filth that never really washes away. His breath reeked as it hit my cheek.My senses were being haunted.Before I could talk myself out of it, I lifted my foot and slammed my heel down on his toes with every ounce of strength I had. There was a sharp crunching sound that turned my stomach, bone meeting bone in a way that was not natural. He shouted in pain, his roar so loud it startled the bi