I found Matthias’s mother lingering far from the crowd with her husband. They seemed to be in their own world. Matt’s parents are the nicest people in my life right now. They make jokes with me, not at me. Ask how I’m doing. Invite me to family dinner. They’ve made these three years not entirely horrible.
They like me, which is a nice change from all the evil and hate in my life. I let a breathe come out as i approached them. Trying not to feel even worse than i already do. I think morning sickness is finally catching up to me. Which is... i curse internally. I need to set up doctor’s apppointments.
I’m really bad at this. Handling everything by myself.
The moment Meriam Crowe spots me. Her loving smile that she had been giving to her husband turns into a smile of adoration as she sees me. Her arms come out, and i feel relaxed immediately.
“My beautiful daughter in law.” the moment I’m close enough she hugs me. “How are you?”
I breathed in her scent. The scent of the mother i wished i had. I hugged her back, smiling at my father in law. Maxwell Crowe had a good run as alpha of the Moonveil Pack. He was amazing and people assumed his son would be as amazing, as kind and as understanding. And Matthias delivered.
He is so nice and understanding, and just the most amazing Alpha to everyone who isn’t me. I am the problem to him.
I pulled back, keeping the smile on my face. “Meriam, I’m doing just fine.” i say before realizing how that would affect what i want to ask her. So i shake my head. “I am actually feeling unwell. Would you mind if we left early?”
Meriam immediately sprung into action, she turned to her husband. Whsipering to him that he should keep an eye on their son, and offer him support while she took me home.
I love this woman. My hormones must have been activated because i almost cried right then and there. And that would have been so embarrassing.
Maxwell told me that he was here for me too, and he followed us outside to where he could call their driver. What a gentleman. Watching him give her a kiss before opening the door to the back of the car for both of us. I got in first, and Meriam joined.
“Tell me what’s wrong?” she asked the moment the driver pulled the car away from the venue. She’s a delight. I wish her son liked me, even if it was the same way she liked me. That friendliness, my parents behave around them.
And the fact that they didn’t even like Nerissa makes me feel like they are truly my people.
“What’s wrong? You’re staring off, Auri.” Her sweet tone brought me out of my thoughts. She scooted closer, moving one arm around my shoulder and pulling me closer to her. I placed my head on her shoulder, and shut my eyes as i started to talk.
“I...” I swallowed. Hoping she won’t hate me. “I’m pragnant.” her grip on me tightened, and she exhaled. A really long exhale that made me feel queasy.
“Aurielle, why aren’t you happy with this news?” this wonderful woman.
“I... how did you-”
She moved me, and my eyes opened. We looked at each other, her gaze soft and protective. “What’s going on? Tell me.”
“Matthias believes I’m trying to seek his attention by faking my pre-gnancy.”
She frowned, narrowing her eyes. “I will beat that boy. How could he say such...is he still hung up on that brat?”
“No, no there’s no point. I’ve decided what’s best for me and my child, is to divorce Matthias.”
Meriam pulled her hands back and slapped them over her mouth. Her eyes went wide. “No no, my dear don’t. My son just needs to open his eyes. If you divorce him, Matthias will never know how amazing you are.”
I gave her a wobbly smile. “I’m sorry. But i can’t bring a daughter into his home. Or a son. Someone who will hear their father shout at me that I’m nothing compared to Nerissa.”
I have never gone into details about what Matthias says to me in the privacy of his home. Or the way he treats me. They don’t know about the punishments, but they’ve seen the photos of Nerissa all over the house and they’ve heard him say things.
She looks ashamed but also very sad. I picked up her hands, and held them.
“I love you and maxwell. You’re amazing, but I’m expecting a little child that needs me. And I... I need your help.”
She nodded, closing her eyes and trying to get herself in check. “I’m going to miss you. I hope we can be in our grandchild’s life. Even if my son...” she grinded her teeth but then took in two deep breaths. “What do you need?”
“A divorce form.”
Her sad expression was still there, but Meriam Crowe is a woman I adore because she whipped out her phone and made a call right there and then before I got home.
The information we got was interesting. I’d need to come in person to the council in two days to get the form from their workers. After that, I’ll fill it out, then submit it.
People don’t get divorced every day so after the thirty day wait i should be sent a response and a time for me to make an appearance. There’s just one issue.
For the divorce to proceed without further issues, I’d need the willing signature of my husband. If I’m unable to get this. Then i would need to get a summons form instead. Fill that out, submit and wait for a reply. A summons means the council will summon me and my husband to discuss our case, then force him to sign the divorce form which they will then discuss. And after that thirty day wait, then I’ll get to know if they’ve approved the divorce or not.
That is he-ll. It seems like I’m going to have to fight to get out of this marriage. But it shouldn’t be hard. Matthias doesn’t even like me. But he is stubborn.
Meriam said she wanted to be involved and that she would set me up with her doctor to ensure the fetus grows well during my divorce.
The Crowe family have given me more love than i have ever seen from my parents. Meriam dropped me off and i went straight to my room to shower and make some notes.
I was in my room, hours later when the door opened and a drunk Matthias stumbled in. I tensed immmediately. What does he want?
"Nerissa..." he mumbled drunkenly.
I choked back my tears. Once again, he was drowning in liquor, because of her—my dead sister. Tonight was no different.
But this time, I forced the storm inside me to still.
Because soon I'll leave him for good.
Cassiel Aldric is as cold as everyone says he is. He hummed his way through our entire conversation, but he did agree to be the one to evaluate my pack in a week. I have another chance to impress him. The man is so difficult to please. The youngest in the council, and apparently cocky as hell. He did however, ask me about Aurielle when we came back out. I found my father alone, and he told us Auri went home with my mother. Of course she would do this. Of course she would embarrass me. Not even staying to say goodbye to a freaking council member. What was so serious that she had to leave? I think that shined a bad light on me, because Alpha Aldric left shortly after hearing that. I was furious. I’d thrown this full moon event and not only did my reason for doing this, leave before the main fun could happen. And my supposed wife left as well. I don’t know why i let my parents convince me to marry nerissa’s murderer. My mate, my love. The woman i would give my life up for, killed in
Out in the cold, a fitting fate for me. Twice in my life, I’ve been cast out at night. I’m amazed I didn’t immediately beg Matthias. In fact, I wanted to beg Matthias. But after the way he acted, the things he said to me at that party- to not let my attitude and lies corrupt Cassiel while he was gone- and the nerve he had to barge into my room for sex.Did he think that after I told him I was pregnant, and he called me a liar, that I would still sleep with him? Is that how he thought this would go?Well, not anymore. I think. The cold is messing with my head. I found a small bench and curled up there for the night. Shivering. I should have grabbed my credit card. Then I could have stayed at a hotel. The next morning, I woke up with a slight pain in my sides. This was a risky move. I put my baby at risk all to prove a point. I sighed, shivering. It was what... five maybe six in the morning? The sun was just coming up. I can’t go back to Matthias. Where can I... I mean my parents... n
And what a man. Dressed in a black turtle neck and grey pressed pants, he looked like he was on his way to buy an estate. He lifted one eyebrow, golden eyes flickering at me with the same recognition I’d noticed last night.“Aurielle, right?” His deep, rich tone made my name sound even better.“Yes, sir.”“No need for formalities. Call me Cassiel,” I noticed the amount of eyes on us. From people waiting to be seen by the council. “Of course. Um, I’m here with my mother-in-law.” I scanned around for Meriam, who was talking to someone at the front desk. “What do you need from the council?” he was still holding me by the arms. His grip was firm and warm. “I came...” Well, this is embarrassing. He just met me the day before. I coughed to clear my throat. “I came for a divorce and summons form.”I thought about it on the way here. Just in case Matthias is difficult, which I doubt. He’d be happy to divorce me. But just in case, I can file for a summons. Which is another hassle, but I nee
With Meriam outside waiting, I wanted to speed through this as quickly as I could, but my omega seemed to notice that she was alone with what had to be the strongest alpha wolf she’d ever encountered. Cassiel looked even better stationed behind his black desk. A man of power and wealth. Worth more than the pack I live in. I cleared my throat gently to find my voice. “You wanted to see me?” Cassiel nodded. “Aurielle, as a luna getting a divorce form is not that simple,” he explained, and my stomach felt funny. I laid a hand above it. I already know that, but... I was still hoping to get a form. “But I did get you the form and summons. If you’re going this route, it won’t be easy. Do you still have my number?” Actually, last night, before I started making a list, I saved his number. Then tore the paper up into pieces. Then I tossed it into the trash can before making my list, and having to deal with my drunk husband. I smiled at Cassiel, nodding to answer his question. “Perfect.
His anger left faster than I could have anticipated. “I’m sorry... what did you say?” I waved the form at his face. “I want a divorce. I want this marriage to end. So i can be free of you and your fucking hatred. I want to get away from you. So sign the papers.” Matthias was quiet, I think I’d finally done something to surprise him. But my omega knew it wouldn’t last. I knew it wouldn’t last. “A divorce? Because I didn’t believe your fake pregnancy? You realize you will have to prove you’re pregnant and that this child is mine in front of a council of the wisest wolves?” I snickered. “Oh really? I had no idea. Have you considered that I can prove it? Imagine standing in front of them, yelling about how I’m faking my pregnancy when I have proof.” He shot up out of his seat, and I stepped back out of fear. “So that’s why, huh? To humiliate me and ruin my chances of becoming a council member? What proof do you have? Show me the proof that I am the father of your false pregnancy. W
Two days went by faster than I expected. Matthias was scarce around the house, which bothered me. No, scarce is the wrong word. He’s been absent—gone before I woke up and back home while I was asleep. But today’s the third day, and I need to see if he’s signed those papers. I have a doctor’s appointment and some exercise to do. Weirdly, though, I’ve been in contact with Alpha Cassiel. He texted me the night after I got the papers asking if I got home safely, which was nice. We texted back and forth. Mostly at night because he’s busy during the day. How do I know that? He told me. Explained that running a pack and being a council member means he sleeps less and travels a lot. He seems like a really open and honest man. Our conversations are short, but each one has been very nice. That’s beside the point. I walked through the hall, searching for Matthias. I knocked on his study room as one of the maids came by. She gently grabbed my arm.“He's out. At work, I think.”I thanked us, an
I busied myself with my doctor's appointment. I learned that I needed to eat certain things, reduce my stress, and exercise more to keep my body healthy for the baby. The doctor said my blood pressure rose higher than it was yesterday. Which is insane. Twenty-four hours and I'm a mad woman. I avoided answering any of her questions about announcing my pregnancy. When a Luna is pregnant it's a huge deal for the pack. She'll be birthing the next leader. But since I'm aiming for a divorce, I don't want everyone to know about this. Especially not my parents. They're not good people to me. I don't want their influence in my child's life. They'll find out like everyone else when I leave this place.The rest of the day was uneventful. I made more notes of what I needed and filled out the summons. By dinner time, which was 8 p.m. for me, I got a phone call from Alpha Cassiel, which surprised me. He doesn't usually call. What is usual for us? Just a text. We're kind of friends. I answere
“He drank quite a lot. Something was clearly on his mind.” Lena said, trying not to be too obvious with her pointed statement. I was the reason he drank?He should be embarrassed. I walked forward, and she gripped his shoulders. Keeping him close to her. “I can take him inside. You don't have to-”“Look, Lena is it? Is he your husband?” I asked her. Making sure my tone was clear.“No, but-”“But nothing. Thank you for bringing him back but please get out of my house.” I closed the space between us and grabbed her Matthias. He laughs, “Aurielle~ baby.” I rolled my eyes. He's a sweetheart when he's drunk, super drunk. If he's close enough to think, he'll stir up drama.He wrapped me in a hug and tried to kiss me. For Lena's sake, I let him. And he sighed, giving me a full breath of alcohol. My hormones did not like that. “You're not mad anymore.” He says, tightening his grip. I pushed my face out of his chest to wave Lena off. Her expression was deadly. She clearly wasn't pleased. I
I don’t know why it bothered me. The entire day, while I worked, I kept checking that picture. It happened every four hours, then escalated to every thirty minutes. I couldn’t help myself. There was just something there that bothered me. Why was she with him? What were they doing? Are they friends? Is she trying to sabotage me and my chances of getting into the council? Why is she doing such a thing?What could she and Alpha Aldric have to discuss?I need to know what they’re up to. It bothers me. It truly does. I finally caved halfway into my work and called her. “Matthias, is everything okay?” Those were her first words to me. I could hear someone in the background. What if she is pregnant? Was she sleeping with him? No, that’s ridiculous. Alpha Cassiel is a busy man, and up until a few nights ago, he didn’t know my wife. I’m assuming. “Um, I was wondering if you wanted to have lunch today.”“It’s already past the time for lunch, Matthias. And are you alright? Why do you suddenl
After the ordeal of the night before, I knew I needed to keep some distance from Aurielle. Nerissa never mentioned the way her parents treated Aurielle. She always told me they loved Auri more than they did her. I mean, it’s expected. She is their biological daughter. I assumed they tried to love them both, but I believed Aurielle was the favorite. To see him slap her made me feel angry. Who does that? Who hits their own daughter because she’s getting a divorce? That’s disgusting. I had to throw him out, and now I don’t understand what to do about this feeling clawing at me. How long has this been happening? Has Aurielle just hidden her parents' mistreatment of her from her sister and me?I almost laughed at myself. Why would Aurielle come to me with her problems? Still, it doesn’t feel right knowing that she’d been.... I mean, it’s not like I treated her any better, but it’s not like I hit her even once. I wasn’t raised that way. Sleep eluded me that night. I hated the way the si
I slept like a baby for two hours before waking up. I just couldn’t let myself rest. I needed to go and check those papers to be sure I’d filled out every important part. My reasons for wanting a divorce. My reasons for wanting to separate from my alpha. Whether it was mutual, I hadn’t checked that part. I chose that I was the one seeking to end the marriage. I made sure everything was in place. I’d go to the council tomorrow to turn these papers in. I needed to guard them with my life. Where’s my phone?I looked around my bedroom for my bag and spotted it lying on the floor next to the bed. I reached into it for my cell phone and sighed with gratitude when I found it. I’m not sure why I’m on edge. My cheek still stings, and my body feels like it has been through shit. And my elbow is sore as hell.I should probably sleep more. That was what I said to myself as I clutched the divorce papers and unlocked my phone. There were three messages, but only one caught my eye.Cassiel Aldric
My father protested. “Why? Is she not meeting your needs? I know it’s strange for a luna to not have a child after three years of marriage, but surely she’ll have one soon.”Firstly, damn that man to hell. How am I supposed to have a child when Matthias uses condoms, and the one time he doesn’t, I end up being branded a liar for ending up pregnant. How is this my fault? They all expect too much from me. I ignored my parents and stood. “Are you being honest? You signed those papers?”He nodded, taking bites of his steak. He cut another piece but stopped, looking up at me. “You don’t deserve the title of luna. You don’t deserve to be called Aurielle Crowe. You’re worth less than the dirt on the ground.”He was being cruel on purpose. There was no need to say something like that. There was no need to undermine me. Does he have any clue what I’ve done for him? Putting my life on hold for three years, he doesn’t even know the payment plans for any of his servants, he doesn’t know who fixe
My lunch with Cassiel had been helpful and also painful. He’d consoled me while I bawled my eyes out like some baby. I blame my ever-growing hormones. My omega was just as upset as I was. Being in Cassiel’s warm hug had helped me relax a little, he made sure I was okay before letting go. And he insisted I eat the food I'd ordered. Even made sure I ate some dessert and held my hair over the ice bucket when my stomach reacted to it. He rubbed my back and held my hair, then walked me to the bathroom after. It was humiliating, or it should have been. But Cassiel Aldric is an amazing friend. He didn’t complain, he just wanted me to be okay. I felt overwhelmed by that. Now, in a cab back home, chewing on some mint gum, I wondered how my life had gotten to this point. I agree with my father on some level. Those kidnappers should have killed me. Cruel to say, but I felt like death would have been easier than being alienated in two homes, all because of one girl. I’m exhausted and all I
I took a cab to the restaurant thirty minutes before Cassiel was supposed to arrive. I was shocked to find him already there. He looked out of place, his hair was slicked back in a neat and classy way. His golden eyes moved around the restaurant as though searching for someone. He looked like he’d come straight from the council. He wore a button-up white shirt, which he’d rolled the sleeves, and placed his long coat jacket on the chair next to him. I was stunned for a moment until his gaze landed on mine. He beckoned me over, and I nervously went. “Alpha Cassiel... um-” the restaurant was empty. Come to think of it, I didn’t even give the lady at the reception my name. She had just motioned for me to go in. “Relax, I didn’t want the nosy people carrying my face all over the papers. So I rented out the entire restaurant for the next two hours.”That is a rough sentence to process. He did what? For how long? How much money does he have?He pushed his seat back, walking over to me. C
I arrived at my grandmother’s soon enough. She lives on the edge of town to preserve her peace, she’s not really a fan of people. But my father has her house filled with more than enough staff to care for her. I would have gotten here quicker had I not stopped to grab the divorce papers. The phone call with my mother was an eye opener. My parents love aurielle. They were not upset when Nerissa died. In fact, I think my mother was a bit happy. Not because my mate died, but because I wouldn’t have to marry her. And here she is, planning, plotting for ways I can keep Aurielle stuck in a marriage with me. Why would I want that?And it really dawned on me that I’m fighting against a divorce when I should be jumping. I don’t know what to do. If this was a pack problem, I could answer this in seconds flat. But in my own marriage....The last time I let my parents decide was after aurielle died and my mother decided I needed a luna for pack reasons. I didn’t want her, I didn't want to marry
Watching Aurielle leave left me feeling strange. She made some good points, even though I would never admit it to her smug, manipulative face. Why am I contesting this? She’s going to file for a summons. Which means I’d be forced to stand before the council as Aurielle ruins my name.I can imagine how the alphas there would look at me. It would be humiliating. I must have called her parents yesterday after she left the office. I took the divorce papers out of the bin, they’re in my office drawers. I should sign them and be done with her, right?Even though I think I can win that summons. I can tell them all the lies she’s told me over the years. Even the one about Nerissa being alive. That lie had hurt me the most. She was more conniving than anyone knew. I need some advice. I need someone I can trust who can weigh in with their honest opinions on what I should do. I sighed and went back to my room to change. One person came to mind. I know her advice will shine some light on my t
The next morning, I went for a walk before the sun came up. I wanted to see it rise. I don’t remember the last time I watched a scene so beautiful. It was like I was reclaiming my life once again. The sunrise was beautiful, and the stunning glow from the bench in a nearby park kept me calm and prepared me for the day ahead. It was still cold, but seeing the sun was nice. And this time I work on something thick so I won’t freeze. After that sight, I made my way back to the house just in time for Matthias to wake up. I couldn’t look at him, knowing that he knew I was in love with him and still treated me poorly, and that Lena was a stupid replica of my sister.Did he even realize how similar they looked? Was he detached in some part of his brain?I should scream at him for getting wasted and having his beta bring him back to our home. He wouldn’t do this to Nerissa. Then again, I’m not Nerissa. I sighed and went to my room to take a bath while Matthias nursed his hangover in the livi