I’m not sure why I came to this stupid event. I wasn’t obligated to do so. I was simply bored. Dealing with my pack, the council, a lot of travel, and so much more. Nothing that doesn’t feel like a routine. Coming to this should be a good distraction. That’s what I thought initially.
But being the only council member at this event means everyone is coming up to me to pass on greetings. Hoping I’d notice them. I’m like a wealthy man in a pool of poor people.
As rude as that analogy is, it’s the best description I have.
I checked the time on my watch, only five minutes. I can’t leave anytime soon. I’ve got a duty.
When a couple approaches me, I bite back my sigh as I feel
the dread.“Alpha Cassiel Aldric, I’m glad you could make it.” I turned slowly to face them. My eyes and wolf don’t even register the male. My gaze is immediately drawn to the girl. Beautiful, full golden brown hair, pink l1ps, fair skin, and a gorgeous set of amber eyes.
Eyes that scan over my face with interest but without recognition. But I recognize her. How could I not?
My wolf is alive all of a sudden and needed to have a moment alone with her. However, I control myself as I notice the silver... tacky metal ring around her stunning finger.
Then I finally move to the man. He’s tall, average build, average looks. He doesn’t... he shouldn’t.... why is he married to such a goddess? I realize he’s waiting for me to say something with his hand out.
“Hello, I’m glad to be here. Who are you?”
The man looks like I’ve struck him in the face, but he recovers quickly. “I’m Alpha Matthais Crowe. This is my pack, I’m the one throwing this event. It’s an honor to have the presence of a council member.”
This man is a pack leader? I fight myself not to look back at that woman. It’s rude that he hasn’t introduced her. Perhaps they’re not married.
“Oh, my apologies. Many people have come up to me today, I thought you were one of them.”
“I’m so sorry if they’re bothering you. We could go somewhere more private.”
I pick up on his tone that he would like to discuss something with me. I think the fvck not. There are about a hundred alphas who try each time to get me to give them a way into the council. It seems this basic man is just like the others. Giving up on the urges filling me up, I go back to looking at his wife.
“That won’t be necessary. Part of being an alpha is entertaining people, right?”
Matthias fakes a laugh. “Yes. It’s part of the job.”
“Who are you, Miss? A friend?” I say, swallowing the almost hope that tries to seep into my words. My beast is roaring the chant.... MATE. MATE. MATE. MATE. Over and over again in my head.
Matthias seems to realize he hadn’t introduced her. “Oh no, this is my wife. Aurielle Crowe.”
She flickers her thick lashes as though surprised by something. It happens for just a second, but I don’t miss it.
Her hand comes out, and she bows a little. “It’s an honor.”
I wrapped my fingers around hers, ignoring the thrill that went through me as her slender fingers were engulfed by my much larger ones.
Aurielle, a name fit for a goddess. I’m reluctant to release her after the handshake, but to not be suspicious, i do so.
I need a way to get this man out of my sight so I can talk to her.
“On second thought, that private conversation would be nice. Would be kind to check if there’s a spot here available for us to chat?”
He takes the bait without a hint of hesitation. “Perfect.” his eyes shine, and he looks at his wife. The shine dissipates, and he shakes his head. “Would you be okay if I left her here with you? Just until I get back. Then we can head out separately.”
The gods are in my favor once again. I pretended to think about it. But the answer was already on my tongue before i said anything.
“Yes, that would be great. Don’t take too long.”
“I won’t.” he leans closer to her, wrapping his hands around her waist and elbow to whisper something into her ear. I don’t smell a mating bond between them so either they’re not mates or he hasn’t marked her. Which is very foolish.
Who keeps a woman like this unmarked?
I would have claimed her the second i put that ring on her finger. I’m being civil.
Whatever Matthais says to her, I notice the change in her demeanor. Which gave my wolf the wrong feeling. But i made him calm down. We can’t go crazy over another man’s wife. I’m not like that.
He stepped back, giving me a smile and walking off. I watched him disappear into the sea of people. The moment he’s out of sight, my eyes fall back to the woman. She’s looking around at the waiters.
“Would you like some champayne?” i offered, and a frown forms on her face.
“I... don’t drink alco-hol.” she says. Linking her fingers together. Somehow i don’t believe that, but I’m not going to question her. Whatever she says is right.
I smile, and her cheeks flames up. Turning a lovely shade of pink. I beckoned one of the waiters over.
“Do you craft any zero-proof cocktails?”
He nods. “Yes sir, we have a fruity mocktail.”
I looked back at Aurielle. “Would that be okay?”
she nods, smiling. I motioned for the waiter to get some. I glanced around, her husband should be back soon so i need to take advantage of this.
“Let’s talk on the balcony. It’s a bit hot in here.”
She complies, and i hide my smile behind a perfectly hidden mask. I’ve got a reputation to keep up. The waiter returns quickly, it seems he caught another waiter who had a tray of mocktails. I collected one for myself, and led Aurielle towards the balcony.
My god, her name just sounds right. She walks ahead of me, looking divine in her fitted dressed.
How on earth is she married? I could have sworn..... well, there’s no use thinking about it.
The plan was to sleep somewhere else to avoid the meltdown that would happen when my parents, Nerissa, Matthias and matthias’s parents end up at dinner tonight. I shall not be heading for that mess. And not to mention that Matthias texted me to inform me that his grandmother would be there. If the devil had a mother it would be that woman. So I’m not going to waste my time with that. I think my stress levels might never go down if i show up there. I lodged at a classy hotel for the night, and ordered delicious meal. I took off my shoes and crawled into the bed. Letting myself sleep without worrying about someone breaking in to attack me or some stupid shit like that. For the first time i felt like i was having a peaceful sleep. It made me uncomfortable. I’d never slept so soundily in my life. It felt nice, and nice was uncomfortable. I was halfway through the best sleep of my life when the hotel phone rang. I know it’s the hotel phone because mine is silenced. And on do-not-disturb
“Mrs Crowe, why do we keep rehashing the same thing?”I sighed, trying to avoid the doctor’s gaze.“Your blood pressure is high. Each time you keep saying you’ll reduce your stress, but you aren’t. It doesn’t even seem like you’re eating the right contents or sleeping enough,” she went on to list everything I was doing wrong and how I needed to do better for my sake and the baby’s sake.I listened with one ear open because there’s nothing I can do about my stress with Nerissa around. I wish I could take three days away, to just.... perhaps I should have listened to Cassiel and kept the key. “- I just feel like perhaps pregnancy is more unplanned than you led on. I’m going to recommend some vitamins and a therapist.”I flinched, sitting up straight. “What? A therapist, why?”Doctor Sharpee exhales, her eyes narrowing with displeasure. “Young women, especially lunas, are under alot of pressure to birth the next heir to the pack they’re in charge of. It can be stressful. And it can affe
Kneeling for four hours was nothing. I’d been forced to kneel for longer. My knees will probably never be the same. After being there, glaring at Nerissa’s pictures. I was finally able to leave when a servant came to inform me that my four hours were up. Of course, Matthias had told them. I went straight to my room, showered, and changed my clothes into something nicer. Something I considered cute, because I needed a way to cheer myself up. And after rubbing some ointment on my knees, I needed to get out of here. Go to my appointment, eat something. And talk to Cassiel. I looked at myself in the mirror. If you ignore the sadness in my eyes, you’d think I was beautiful. I'm wearing a soft, dreamy outfit that feels like something out of a romantic countryside fairytale. My top is a delicate, off-white knit camisole with thin straps and a subtle floral embroidery in the center—it's fitted and feminine, hugging my shape without being too tight. It has a slightly vintage, handmade charm
I decided to take nerissa away from the house so she could see my office and how well I’m handling things. She was still the beacon of joy I’ve always known and loved. I can’t believe she came back. I can’t believe she’s alive. I’ve missed her. I’ve missed her every day for three years. I wanted to take her on dates, have a true luna ceremony for her. I want to do so many things. And yet as i drive us to my office building, my thoughts kept falling back to the things aurielle said. Should i have asked more questions? Because she’s right. Nerissa vanished for three years without telling me by herself that she needed space. I would have let her have all the space she needed.Did she find herself? Why come back now? When I’m weeks away from divorcing her sister?Did she date while she was away?Fuck, i despise aurielle and the seeds of doubt she has put in my mind. Nerissa wouldn’t lie to me. I trust her entirely. I was the one who fucked up. I should have fought my parents harder when
I don’t know how to feel. My sister had just accused me of attacking her... without saying a single word. Matthias believed her, which isn’t weird, it’s actually kind of normal for him to take the side of the devil. But I’m just baffled. Was that like thirty seconds? A minute at most. The moment Nerissa left like the snake she is, Matthias dropped his fake smile.“What did you do?” he whispered, yelled. Like she was going to hear him. Actually, she might. I get the feeling she didn’t leave at all. She’s probably glued to the door wanting to hear him berate me. Well, I have a doctor’s appointment, and I will not be insulted today. “What did I do? What is wrong with you? Your ex pops up after three years, feeds you some story, and you immediately believe it? You believe she hasn’t been dating or seeing someone else. You think she was actually finding herself? You believe everything she tells you, even without proof? You are the definition of a fool.” I don’t know why I spilled my in
“Hey, sister.” A soft voice filled the air suddenly. I felt a pinch on my face, and I tossed in my bed. “Wake up, you little maggot.”I opened my eyes to see Nerissa staring at me. Her eyes slitted like a snake, she brought up something sharp, and I screamed. Sitting straight up to smack her off me, but instead I found no one. My chest hurts, and I feel like I can’t breathe. My neck itches, and... and.... I got up and immediately ran to the bathroom to wash my face. I can’t believe she’s back. And she’s already haunting me. After everything I’ve been through, she’s back. Spreading lies immediately on the first night. I got out of the bathroom and made myself leave my room so I could drink some water. The second my door came open, she was there. A bright smile on her wicked face.“Hello, sister.” She pushed me back into the room with one finger and kicked my door closed with her foot. “We haven’t gotten to chat since you locked yourself away. I figured you would at least miss me.”I
The devil comes in pink, you’ve heard it from me.Nerissa stood in front of the gate, her hair blonde as ever. Curly, flowing over her shoulders. A strapless black dress and heels that matched. With an overnight bag and a huge smile. If Matthias wasn’t standing so closely behind me, I’d have slammed the gate and stormed into the house. Unfortunately, I can’t pull that off. Suddenly, I feel like vomiting. Suddenly, my freedom is much farther away than I was ready to accept.The only thing I could say was- “I told you she wasn’t dead.”I shoved him out of the way and walked the path towards the house. Heels hitting the ground could be heard following me, and someone grabbed my elbow. Forcing me around. Nerissa hugged me tightly. Likely for show.“Oh, I’ve missed you so much, Aurielle. It’s been so long. Too long.” She pulled back. Matthias was stunned. “You’re alive.” He whispered. She turned to face him. “Of course I’m alive. Didn’t Aurielle tell you? When we went on that break, I
I spent my entire day picturing having a child in this place. I mean.... wow. Look at the space of the living room, there are two living rooms. One small and upstairs, and the main one is downstairs with a fireplace. There’s a pool in the backyard, four bedrooms, and five bathrooms. Who needs this much?There’s a study/library. It’s empty. No basement, which isn’t a problem. There’s a laundry room, this place has everything, and Cassiel pointed out that I could change one into a baby room. The other rooms can be for other things. He got me thinking about what I wanted to do for a job. What career path did I want to take? And by the end of the day, I was handed a bunch of papers with jobs in the community, and jobs at his pack. And several others. I was also handed the key to the house, but I rejected it. In the car, Cassiel asked why.“I haven’t paid the rent yet, and i can’t move in at the moment. I don’t want to keep the key. I’m in love with the house.”That was the partial tru
There are times when I realize being me is a tragic story. The first time was my kidnapping, the second was when I was saved, only to realize my parents had replaced me, the third... I could go on. The list is longer than the list of things I’ve ever owned. But today was a different type of tragic. Matthias left early, I’m not sure if he was trying to beat me out of the house or not, and somehow my parents found out, so they showed up just as I was getting ready to step out and call Alpha Cassiel.I had to change our plans because it seemed ridiculous for him to drive from his pack to mine just to pick me up. But now I’d be late meeting him because of these people. My father looked like a man staring down a vicious criminal, and my mother hid herself behind him. Coward. What a coward. They really should check who they allow to become parents. These two aren’t cut out to raise their own beta child. I held my bag, leaning against the closed gate. Refusing to let them in. If they wa