My eyes are open.
I get off the bed seeing how the sun is almost up and I sit in silence for about ten minutes before I start doing the most. I take out my tooth brush from my bag and head into the bathroom to freshen up.
In total, I use thirty minutes to get ready to be on the move once again. After putting my hair in a bun, I wear the hood over my head and say something to my heart that no one gets to hear.
I unlock the door of my room and right before I can step out. There is a figure right in front of me, I haven't taken my eyes to stare at him but I know he is a wolf because of his growling.
Slowly, I raise my head and they are about eight in number. I move back in fear as I realize that I have been caught by them. I cannot run and I cannot hide.
"Good."
"Get back in, Luna." He says as his voice is thick, vicious and I recognize him very well to be my dead mate's friend. The look in his eyes shows that he will spare me no mercy and I am on my own in this very moment.
I don't know what to do or whom to call. You would expect that a werewolf should have some kind of power and strength but I'm different because it the very curse that will kill me today.
He pulls me out of the room in one go and I almost slip off from my feet. I look from one side to other, scared out of my wits for what they are all going to do to me.
"Move." He says and I obey.
He is right behind and I can hear them snarling, mimicking and disgracing me as I walk through. I am too close to my cousin to be caught. I am too close to escape.
What can I do? How can I save myself?
I think as I walk in the direction that they head me. It pains me to know that I am using my own legs to walk into the direction that they want me to be in. I am still holding my backpack; I made sure to keep a well-founded hold on it when he dragged me from the house.
In a second I muster courage and put my hands into the zipper of my backpack to pull out a taser. Since, I am not able to use any of my wolf strength; I have to hold onto items and instruments that would weaken those that attack me.
I breathe the moment I am able to feel it and it gives me a flicker of courage the moment my hands touch it. I pull it, slowly, out of my bag and right when I am the vehicle they have purposefully brought me to.
He is called Beast, the one who has led the pack members here and he is the same one who carries the vicious look in his eyes, right behind me. I am to enter into the vehicle when it is opened but right when he thinks I would enter I press the taser onto his neck and he shouts staggering behind but not falling to the ground.
They did not expect it and the moment I do it, I run for my life without looking back. The other pack members waste no time in coming for me. They know that I cannot acquire the strength of my wolf but they underestimate me. They always do.
But unlike them, I have learnt not to depend on the strength of my wolf but on mine only. That is what has brought me this far. It is my own strength that I use to clean my cheeks, fighting to survive this.
And it is all I have.
I run in such a manner that I cannot feel my legs any longer, I can't feel my heart beat, nothing. I run straight into the forest because I would not be able to hide in the common area where civilians move.
I can hear the snarling, the excitement they have to catch me. It is evident and near. There is tears in my eyes as I run, my feet hurts, everywhere hurts and I have no control when my knees bends and I come crashing down.
I am on my knees and I try to get back up. And when I do, I can feel the throbbing pain in my legs because I have been running for too long. I can hardly remember a time when I wasn't sprinting over rocky surface.
I know well that I will soon come crashing down but I have to hide. I will soon run out of strength because I am depending on myself. The wolf in me is never activated and I depend entirely on my strength.
I scout the forest looking for a place to hide that would hide my body and scent. The only thing close by is a river and I could stay in it, long enough till they pass. It would likely mean my death but I would rather die in the way I choose than let them do it to me.
So, I jump into the water with my bag and I remain there holding my breath for as long as I can. The water is cold just like my situation and I feel like nothing.
“I can feel it surging through my bones and I cannot hear anything that is going on.” Slowly, I begin to drown. I am trying to catch a hold of myself and remind myself that I must wake up, to free myself in due time.
"Maria."
I can hear my grandmother speaking to me, I hear her sweet voice and she is speaking to me like she needs me to remember but I have gone too far.
I close my eyes, seeing the clouds, feeing water leak into my throat. So, this is what death feels like.
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I can see a man jump into the water and swims into the deep lake. I cannot see get a clear view of his face but I think I've seen him before. Is he doing this to save me? I am still conscious and I know when his hands grab a hold of me by my waist and he swims upwards after taking me.
I feel someone pressing chest and all the water deposited in my lungs come pouring out. I open my eyes and turn over to cough out the residue of water in my throat, nose and everywhere.
After doing that, I look up and there is he, looking at me and before I'm about to say anything. I see Beast, right behind him.
My heart is deactivated in this moment as I figure what is about to happen. They caught me. They saved me so they would kill me themselves.
"Beast, you have been too brutal to my brother's mate." Just look at her, she has suffered too much. He says and I gaze at him with a shocked expression while sitting on the ground.
Brother?
He grabs a hold of my bag that I buckled around me when I jumped into the water and he is about to search it when I try to take it from him. Beast steps forward when I do so but the man who saved me from the water tells him to step aside and leaves me as I stop him from snatching my bags.
I am Dane, alpha Dane of the ancient moon pack and I believe you were a Luna? He says, he takes off his shirt while saying this and squeezes the excess water out if it.
My lips are trembling in cold, fear and the fact that I have run out of all options.
Does she speak?
He asks Beast who watches me like I'm some spectacle as he twists his neck before he answers.
"I believe so."
"I'm not going to hurt you." I know it may be hard to believe but I have actually come here to save you. Your life as it is reeks of danger!
"Every pack is out there to have a look at this Luna who is said to bring bad luck." You are not safe at where you think you could run to.
Lakecity? The Wolfsbane pack will be waiting for you. I'm here to invite you back into the pack as tribute to my brother for you were his Luna.
Alpha? Beast stops him, wondering how he can say that. I, myself wonder why he would be saying all of these. They have tracked me so far to invite me back into the pack?
As she looks at him, she knows why there is some familiarity. He has a scent that reminds her to of the man she met at the store, the one who grabbed the hoodie at the same with her.
He is the one. He has seen her since then and he failed to capture her. Knowing this, she grabs a hold of her bag tighter not understanding what to believe anymore.
"We can't keep her." She is a curse and will bring it wherever she takes her feet to. Beast says.
And yet, my brother proclaimed her to be his mate even after knowing this. Isn't it so? The man who is supposed to be called Dane says and he looks at me.
"Your brother is dead." I am free from that! I say, I stare back at him in his eyes, holding my stance even when I am afraid, breaking and losing every hope that my life would ever be normal.
You stupid bitch! Beast says to me with aggravation but he does not step further to hurt me.
"I don't want to be a Luna or a member of this forsaken pack." If you bring me back, I will make sure my curse gets rid of everyone and everything. I say meaning every word that escapes from my mouth.
“I have never once used it as a weapon or even let my lips spell it but at this moment, I will use it than to go back with them.”
"You don't have a choice." Dane, the new alpha says to me and it gives me the chills.Get up or Beast here will do it for you! You may have used that threat on others but it won’t work on me. He says and I cannot believe it.Why doesn't he fear my curse?I am taking time to understand why he isn't scared of me when he beckons Beast to get me up but I immediately try to get up myself. Unfortunately, my knees are weak and I almost fall the moment I get up but Dane pulls me.I push him away when he holds me. I am struggling to stand but I do not accept the help from him."You don't seem to have much use for your legs." Dane says and I do not want to answer him."I can walk." I tell him."Let's go." He says and the pack members all turn to begin to move by his order.The first step I take is dreadful and I have not even taken more than one. I am holding my drenched back pack in one hand while I hope to make sense of my legs.“Unexpectedly, Dane who I thought was walking grabs my bag from
I feel what electrocution is like. It raises everything in me and it awakens all of my memories in a seconds. I am thrashing all over the surface of the tub as if I did not just try to kill myself as everything that I’ve been through flashes through my mind. “And everything returns to darkness, tightness and so much…cold.”I open my eyes, my head hurts and my throat is parched. It takes more minutes before I remember what happened yesterday and the moment I remember the feeling of what happened and how it happened. I jerk from the bed.Why am I on a bed? I think in my head and when I try to get up, I find out that my right hand is handcuffed and I try to use my other hand to set myself free. I look around the room but there isn’t time for me to remember that I was here yesterday.I look down at myself and I notice that I’m wearing clothes, a sweater, pants, and socks! I wasn’t wearing clothes when I tried to kill myself. How come I’m not dead? I continue to force my hand out of the h
I stay still in a single position looking at this home of his and my mouth chooses to widen as I looking forth and back. I have been in the wild for so long that I don’t mind being here for a change even if I’m forced.“Come; let me show you your room.” He says to me and he does it very casually like I am some invited guest.“Like a guest, I follow him upstairs silently and we climb up a staircase touching the part where he claims that he marked me.” Dane opens the door to the room and he beckons her to enter.I look at him before I walk in and I am really marveled at how beautiful it looks. I’m actually wondering if he is really using me as a hostage or something else. I turn back to him after taking my eyes away from the polished tiles, walls; even the air is just so clean.What are you thinking? He asks me and I remember that he is right behind me.“You cannot keep me here forever.” I say to him even when I would like to rest here.“Of course, I can’t.” He says.Then, what is this?
I am stunned by what Dane says.The Legend of the chosen one is a story that every little is told during their fledging years so that they can feel special and important to the pack members. It is just a story and now, I have to listen to it so I can feel special. This is what I believe because why else would Dane try to remind me of the story.It is about a woman Bay who was destined to save her pack because she can see things that are yet to happen. In a very dire time, she rises to the responsibility of being Luna and becomes a bearer of peace. She saved generations of werewolves over the years through her sacrifice and well, I am nothing like her.I drop my fork on the table and pick up a napkin to clean my mouth.”Dane, I think I know the story very well.” You don’t need to start from the basics. I say to him as I carry my plates from the table and head over to the basin to wash it.“My brother believed it.” Dane says and I pause for a moment.What do you think that scar on your
I am silent when he says that in reply in the first few seconds.“And I am not your mate.” I say and he is quiet as if he is thinking of something to say too.“I’m sure you are low-key that this happened to me.” You cannot hurt me because you made a pledge to your brother but it’s not a bad idea if someone does it to me. Right? I ask but he doesn’t give me an answer.I take the towel from him and head out of the room. I need space, away from him and his stupid little pack. I don’t even know what I am doing here. My back stings and I just want to cry but I wouldn’t break down in front of the people I hate.I can hear his footstep behind me as I walk downstairs and I do not give a second thought to why he is following me until he grabs a hold of my hand. I face him and he is staring at me seriously.“You are injured.” Stay still while i tend to your wound. Dane says as he heads over to the cupboard and pulls out a first aid box.I stay still holding tears as he returns back to me and ke
It is as if he understood and that is shocking. How would he understand? He doesn’t even know me. I let go of him as we both stand at the staircase and I let go of his sleeve that I didn’t even realize I was holding.“I’m…I’m so sorry.” I say, am slipping on my sentences and still trying to hold onto false bravery. I look at him and wonder why he is quiet at the scene I have caused.I need him to say something to at least save me face it his moment where all of my walls are all coming down.“You should go back up and rest.”“I will have the pack doctor come check on you.” He says to me and his voice is lacking arrogance or anything that shows we hate each other. As if he can sense all of my distresses and puts all of our differences aside.I nod my head after he speaks; there is nothing to say because in this secondi have realized that Dane is not so horrible. I can adjust and find out what and who I really am if he is at my side. Maybe, it will somehow be a consolation of his brother
After, we get back from the trip to the mall; I get out of the jeep and head into the house without making another eye with him after what we both had spoken about. It is like he knows I am trying to escape him and at this point, I don’t even care about what he thinks because I am flagger basted at what I have just learnt.He follows me inside afterward even when I am in my room, I can hear his footstep as I drop some of the items I have bought including my new phone. I take a deep breath think about what he has said and how it falls in my ear.“Later, that day, a slight knock comes at my door and at this time I know it is Dane.” I am shocked at myself for knowing what his fist on my door sounds like. I get up from the bed and open the door.“It is him.”“The pack members are having a cook out, would you like to come?” I think it is a good opportunity to meet with them instead of staying here all day long. He says.“Sure.” I say to him and I open the door.He heads out and I follow hi
I follow Dane inside after the cookout and I cannot really express what I feel at this moment. I stand at the door and he heads over to the fridge for a drink. He looks back at me and asks.Would you like a drink? Soda or beer? He asks me.“Beer.” I respond and it is almost as if that answer shocks him as I head in to the kitchen and lean at the counter has he passes it to me.I use the counter to open the bottle of beer and we both take a good gulp and suddenly we smile and it turns to laughter after. I tune my face away wondering what this is and how we became familiar to this extent.Is it because we went grocery shopping? There is lasting silence after that but then he speaks.“You saw us.” Dane says and I pause before going in for a second gulp.Didn’t you? He says again and I have inkling to what he is thinking about but I will not accept that it affects me.“You must love her.” I say and take that second gulp that I definitely need this time and he is silent when i asked that.