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SCARLETT
"The test is negative again, Mrs. Reed. I'm sorry." The doctor's words hit me like cold water thrown in my face. I sat on the examination table, paper gown crinkling under me, staring at the floor while the room spun a little. Negative. Again. This wasn't the first time I'd heard those words. It was the fifth. Maybe the sixth. I'd lost count because counting hurt too much. Ethan didn't flinch. He just nodded once, like the doctor had told him the sky was blue. No surprise. No disappointment. Just acceptance. I wanted to scream at him to react. To look devastated. To hold my hand. Anything. But he stayed silent, arms crossed, face blank as stone. The drive home was worse than the appointment. Forty minutes in the Bentley, city lights sliding across the windows, and not one word between us. I kept glancing at his profile-sharp jaw locked tight, eyes fixed on the road. His hands gripped the wheel so hard the knuckles turned white, but he never reached for me. Never asked if I was okay. Never said the usual empty things like "We'll try again" or "It's not your fault." Because to him, it was my fault. We pulled into the driveway of the mansion. The automatic gates closed behind us with that soft, expensive click. Lights flicked on automatically as we walked inside. Marble floors, crystal chandelier, everything perfect and cold. I followed him up the curved staircase to our bedroom because I didn't know what else to do. My legs felt heavy, like they belonged to someone else. Ethan shut the door behind us. Hard. The sound echoed. He stood there for a second, back to me, shoulders rigid. Then he turned. His face was different now. Not blank anymore. Angry. Tired. Broken in a way I'd never seen before. "Okay, I'm done with this shit," he said. His voice came out low at first, then louder. "Five years, Scarlett. Five fucking years I've waited. Five years of tests, doctors, schedules, pills, injections-and still nothing. Still the same goddamn negative result." I felt the words land in my stomach like rocks. He stepped closer, eyes burning. "Do you know what it's like? My mother calls every week asking when she's getting a grandchild. My father looks at me like I'm a failure. My cousins whisper behind my back. Friends-people I do business with-ask why I don't just divorce you and find someone who can give me an heir. They think you're broken. They think I'm weak for staying." His words sliced deeper than any doctor's report. I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hold everything in. "Ethan..." "No." He cut me off. "Don't. I'm tired of hearing excuses. I'm tired of pretending it's fine. My family is ashamed of me. My legacy is dying with me because my wife can't give me a child." Tears burned my eyes. I blinked hard. "I want a baby too. More than anything. You know that. It's not like I'm choosing not to get pregnant. It's not my fault." He laughed-short, bitter. "Not your fault? Then whose is it? Mine? Because last time I checked, I'm the one who's been perfect on every test. Perfect sperm count. Perfect everything. So yeah, Scarlett. It points to you." The room tilted. I reached for the dresser to steady myself. He kept going, voice rising. "I can't keep doing this. I can't keep walking into family dinners with nothing to show. I can't keep watching my father shake his head like I'm a disappointment. I need kids. I need an heir. And if you can't give me that..." He stopped. Took a breath. Looked at me like he was seeing me for the first time in years. "So I'm done waiting," he said. "I want an open marriage." The words didn't make sense at first. They just hung there. "Open... marriage?" I repeated slowly. "Yeah." He nodded like it was the most logical thing in the world. "I sleep with other women. You sleep with whoever you want. No questions. No jealousy. We stay married. We keep the house, the money, the life. But I get to have children-maybe with someone else. And you get to have fun without me leaving you." My mouth opened, but no sound came out. He kept talking, faster now. "It's practical. It's modern. It solves everything. I won't divorce you. You'll still have everything. Security. Status. You can even have lovers. No one will judge you. We'll look normal from the outside." I felt sick. "You want to sleep with other women," I said quietly. "And have children with them. While I'm still your wife." He shrugged. "It's better than divorce. Better than losing everything we've built." I stared at him. This man I'd loved for five years. The man who'd held me when my mother got sick. The man who'd paid every hospital bill without blinking. The man who'd promised me forever. He was gone. In his place was someone cold. Someone desperate. Someone who looked at me like I was the problem. I felt the slap coming before my hand moved. My palm cracked across his cheek-hard. The sound echoed louder than the door slam. He froze. Cheek red. Eyes wide. "You're insane," I said. My voice shook, but it was strong. "You're actually insane if you think I'd agree to that. I'd rather divorce you than live in a marriage where my husband fucks other women and expects me to smile about it." Ethan touched his cheek. Slowly. Then his expression hardened. "You think divorce is an option?" he asked quietly. Too quietly. I lifted my chin. "Yes." He stepped closer. Close enough that I could smell his cologne-the same one I'd bought him last Christmas. "You forget something," he said. "Your mother is alive because of me. The hospital bills? The private room? The machines keeping her breathing? I paid for all of it. Every cent. And I can stop. One phone call. That's all it takes. I tell them to pull the plug on life support, and she's gone. You ready to lose her too?" My blood turned to ice. "You wouldn't," I whispered. "Try me." His eyes were hard. "You walk out that door talking divorce, and tomorrow your mother stops breathing. Simple as that." Tears spilled over now. Hot. Fast. I couldn't stop them. "You would kill my mother to keep me trapped?" My voice cracked. "That's who you are?" "I'm a man who takes care of what's his," he said. "And right now, you're mine. You owe me. Five years of waiting. Five years of shame. You owe me children. You owe me respect. And if you can't give me that the normal way... then we'll do it this way." I backed up until my legs hit the bed. I sank down, hands covering my face. Ethan watched me cry. No comfort. No regret. Just cold silence. After a minute he spoke again. Voice softer, but still sharp. "Think about it, Scarlett. You have a week. Either agree to the open marriage... or start planning your mother's funeral."SCARLETT The phone's shrill ring sliced through the quiet like a knife. I shot upright, heart slamming so hard it hurt. The room was dim, golden afternoon light slanting low through the blinds. For one dizzy second I forgot where I was. Then I saw him. Ryder lay on his side, facing away from me, breathing slow and deep. The sheet had slipped to his waist. His back rose and fell steadily. One arm tucked under the pillow. He looked peaceful. Safe. I felt anything but. Panic flooded me—cold, sharp, immediate. I scrambled out of bed, legs tangling in the sheets. My bare feet hit the cool floor. I grabbed the phone before it could ring again. Ethan's name glared on the screen. I darted into the hallway, pulling the bedroom door almost closed so my voice wouldn't carry. I answered on the fifth ring, pressing the phone to my ear like it might burn me. "Where are you?" Ethan's voice came out low and furious, barely controlled. "I've called six fucking times Scarlett. We need to
SCARLETTI woke up alone.The bed felt too big, the sheets cold on Ethan's side. Sunlight sliced through the curtains in sharp lines across the floor. I stared at the empty pillow for a long moment, waiting for the familiar pang of confusion or hurt.It didn't come.This wasn't new. Ethan had always slipped out early—before dawn most days—leaving me to wake up to silence and the faint smell of his cologne. I'd spent years wondering why he never kissed me goodbye, never woke me with coffee, never said "I love you" before he left for the office. I'd told myself it was his schedule, his stress, his way of loving quietly.Now I knew better.After last night—the slap, the agreement, the sight of him with Lila in that dim room—I didn't wonder anymore. I didn't care.The house felt different. Colder. The air thicker, like it was pressing down on me. Every room echoed with memories I didn't want.The kitchen where he'd threatened my mother's life. The bedroom where he'd hit me for the first
SCARLETT"You humiliated me in front of everyone."Ethan ripped off his mask the second we stepped into the bedroom, throwing it onto the dresser so hard it skidded across the marble top. His face was flushed, jaw tight, eyes burning with something darker than anger. Disgust. Embarrassment. Maybe even a little fear.I followed him inside quietly, closing the door behind me with a soft click. The room felt too big, too cold, the chandelier light bouncing off every expensive surface like it was mocking us both.I sat down at my dressing table, fingers trembling as I untied my own mask. The black velvet fell away, revealing red-rimmed eyes and smeared lipstick. I looked wrecked. I felt worse.Ethan paced behind me, hands clenched into fists. "Do you have any idea what that looked like? You—my wife—kissing some random stranger right after I introduced you as Mrs. Reed. Everyone saw. Everyone."I let out a small, bitter chuckle. It sounded foreign coming from my throat. "Isn't that
SCARLETT"Sign it, Scarlett."Ethan stood in the doorway of our bedroom holding a single sheet of paper and a pen. His voice was calm, almost bored, like he was asking me to sign a credit card receipt.I stared at my reflection in the full-length mirror. The black dress hugged my body perfectly—expensive silk, low back, the kind that turned heads. The diamond necklace and earrings we'd bought that afternoon caught the light and sparkled coldly. I looked elegant. Polished. Like the perfect wife he wanted to show off.But the woman in the mirror felt like a stranger. Hollow eyes. Tight smile that didn't reach anywhere real. I didn't recognize myself anymore.Ethan stepped closer. "You look good. They'll all be jealous."I didn't answer.He held the paper out. "Open marriage agreement. Simple. We both get what we need. You keep the life. I get children. Everyone wins."My stomach twisted. "I never agreed to this.""You will." He tapped the pen against the paper. "Because you love
SCARLETT"Mom, if you can hear me... please wake up. I need you."I sat beside her hospital bed, holding her thin hand in both of mine. Her skin felt cool and paper-thin, like it might tear if I squeezed too hard. The machines around us beeped softly-steady, mechanical heartbeats that had become the only proof she was still here. Five years. Five long years in this quiet room, tubes and wires keeping her body alive while her mind stayed somewhere far away.I stared at her peaceful face and felt the same ache I'd carried every single visit. Yesterday Ethan had threatened to pull the plug. One call, he'd said. One call and all this ends. The words kept replaying in my head like a bad song I couldn't turn off. Was it a bluff? Or was he serious? I searched her face for answers, but she gave me nothing. Just the slow rise and fall of her chest, the same rhythm that had tricked me into thinking there was still hope.I rested my forehead on our joined hands. Tears slipped out and soak
SCARLETT "The test is negative again, Mrs. Reed. I'm sorry." The doctor's words hit me like cold water thrown in my face. I sat on the examination table, paper gown crinkling under me, staring at the floor while the room spun a little. Negative. Again. This wasn't the first time I'd heard those words. It was the fifth. Maybe the sixth. I'd lost count because counting hurt too much. Ethan didn't flinch. He just nodded once, like the doctor had told him the sky was blue. No surprise. No disappointment. Just acceptance. I wanted to scream at him to react. To look devastated. To hold my hand. Anything. But he stayed silent, arms crossed, face blank as stone. The drive home was worse than the appointment. Forty minutes in the Bentley, city lights sliding across the windows, and not one word between us. I kept glancing at his profile-sharp jaw locked tight, eyes fixed on the road. His hands gripped the wheel so hard the knuckles turned white, but he never reache







