Chapter 33

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He lifted my chin and lightly kissed me. It was something I hadn’t felt in months and it was electric. The kiss was one of permission, one of hope, one of lowering inhibitions. He pulled away and looked at me.

“I’m sorry Brees, I had to. I had to try. I have wasted so much of our time being angry and bitter. But I’ve never stopped wanting you,” he said, apologetically stepping back.

I let out a deep breath and pulled him back in. Our kiss was much more passionate this time. I didn’t realize how much I needed him. How much I wanted him. We found ourselves entwined with one another. Our hands searched each other's bodies. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Still kissing. Panting. Yearning. Still hoping. I didn’t know what we were doing exactly, but I didn’t want it to stop.

His hands grabbed my behind and squeezed gently. He walked over to my bed, still carrying me, his hands pressed firmly against my thighs now.

“Brees, I have missed you so much,” he said.

He laid me backwards gently onto the comforter. Our hands searched one another again, fervently. He pushed my hair back and kissed my hairline. His lips kissed gently down my face. I pulled at his hoodie and started to lift it. He helped me remove it. My hands ran up and down his chest. I could hear him breathing louder. The look in his eyes was one I was familiar with. He looked at me as if I were the only girl in the world. He smiled at me through the dim lighting. I kissed his ear lobe gently. He held my hand above my head and ran his fingers down my arm.

“Brees, we should stop,” he said, pulling away suddenly.

“Why Kee?” I asked.

“Brees, I want you so badly right now. I just don’t want to…” he started.

”Please don’t stop Keegan,” I said, “I love you. I want you. And if I’m being honest, I need you,” I gasped, kissing his neck.

”I love you too, Brees,” he said, moaning softly.

”Kee, you don’t have to say that,” I said, looking away, my cheek pressed against his arm.

“I mean it, Brees. I have only ever loved you. I’m kidding myself by saying anything different. I need you tonight,” he admitted.

He pulled me back towards him and kissed me again. He slid his hand up the side of my thigh. His other hand went to my back and unhooked my bra. This wasn’t uncharted territory so I was comfortable.

He let my bra fall to the ground. He stood back and looked at me. Biting his lip he smiled and shook his head in disbelief.

“Brees, how do you manage to get hotter every time I see you?”

I gave a shy smile and giggled. Pulling him back to me and kissing him. Kee slid his hand down my shorts and rubbed me gently. I fell back into the pillows and grabbed his face in my hands softly. As he massaged between my legs I felt myself losing control. I pulled a pillow over my face to stifle my moans. I thrust my hips back and forth as he kissed my thigh.

“Take off my shorts,” I said in his ear through moans.

”Brees, we don’t have to. Just let me make you feel good. Don’t worry about me,” he said, removing his hand from between my thighs.

”Keegan, I want this. I want you. Do you want me baby?” I asked.

He nodded with doe eyes and kissed my forehead. He obliged and pulled down my shorts. He threw them to the floor and continued kissing my inner thighs. My body jolted involuntarily with every kiss. I pulled him up so that I could kiss his mouth. I tugged at his drawstring on his pants. Our bodies pressed against one another and we moved in a rhythmic way. He softly and gently caressed me and held me in his arms.

”Are you sure?” he asked again.

”I’ve always been sure about this moment with you,” I said, kissing his chin.

He slid my underwear down with both hands jsut slightly to expose my buttocks and the top of my vagina and kissed my belly. I could tell he was being so careful with me. He sat up and removed his pants as well. I could see him straining in his boxers. The bulge sitting there aching for my body.

He moved back down to finish taking off my underwear with his teeth. He licked the crevice of my buttocks and thigh. He teased the area with his tongue. His breath was warm near my opening. He licked around the area with purpose. He was everywhere except where I needed him to be.

“Please Keegan!” I begged.

When I thought I couldn’t take it anymore he dipped his tongue into my wetness. My eyes opened and I sat up a little. This was a new feeling.

“Oh my goodness,” I squealed.

The moan I let out surprised both of us.

I thrust my hips against his tongue. He licked up and down and repeated several times. I tried to back away a bit but his tongue followed. He sucked a little and then I felt his fingers touch my sensitive exposed piece. He rubbed it with little circles. I grabbed the back of his head and shoved him deeper as I rode his face. He pressed his fingers inside of me slowly. He didn’t go very far. He was still licking me as well. I started to feel a burning sensation in my stomach and then I came. The sheets were soaked. He let me finish as he sucked me dry, and then he climbed on top of me and kissed me so passionately. His fingers getting lost in my curls.

We both laid there panting for a moment before he moved my leg to the side to allow him room to get closer to me and then with his guidance it happened. I dug my nails into his back. He pushed himself into my wetness. He kissed my neck so softly. I could hear him moan with each passing motion. It was a new moan, a more passionate moan. He buried his face in my neck.

“I love you Brees…” he said, kissing my earlobe.

Though I was in pain, I didn’t show it. I let him push into me as I buried my head into his neck. I whimpered softly as he broke me.

“I love you too Kee,” I said, tearing up from the pain.

I didn’t want him to stop though. Sharing this part of our love has been something we had talked about.

The bed squeaked softly as we navigated back and forth. Pulling off pieces of our clothing between each kiss. His movements were slow at first as he got my body through the pain.

At one point I started to feel pleasure and I moaned loudly. That must have turned him on because he started to move faster and breathe harder. He took one of my nipples into his mouth and licked it like he was hungry. Like he had been deprived of it for too long. He bit it a little and then cupped both of my breasts with his hands, moving his thumbs in circles around the area. I gasped to try to keep up with the pleasure my body was feeling. I couldn’t believe I was sharing such a special moment with the people one person I loved most in the world. It was going exactly how I had imagined. Our bodies moved as one and for the next few moments I gave my virginity to Keegan Patts.