Trigger Warning:
Chapter Thirty-One includes a domestic violence and attempted sexual assault scene.
Another warning will be placed at the beginning of the chapter of the trigger.
Truth or dare, I text him, hoping for any lifeline. Maybe he’ll tell me it was a misunderstanding.
Truth, he responds, and my heart picks up its pace.
Did you ever love me, or was it all a ploy to get laid? I type, barely able to see through my forming tears. I follow this text with the three photos of him and Amber looking real cozy with each other.
Three little dots appear and disappear.
I throw my phone against my wall and scream into my hands.
Why did he have to pick Amber to cheat on me with?
The one girl that can make me feel insecure is the one girl that Cory screws behind my back.
My tears turn into audible sobs. I try to suffocate myself into the pillow, hoping to suffocate the pain.
Those tears carry me to sleep, where nightmares await me.
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“Paige, get up! We’re going to be late for school!” Peyton screams as he’s knocking on my door.
I wake up, and for a minute, I’m at peace. That minute ends too soon. Sadness overwhelms me as I remember the last twenty-four hours. The whimper in my head tells me that my wolf, Ash, feels the pain as well. Of course, she does. She’s a part of me.
I consider staying in bed, but there’s something about staying at home that doesn’t sit right with me. I want to go to school. I want to show Amber and Cory that they didn’t hurt me that badly. It doesn’t matter if that’s a total lie. They don’t have to know the truth.
This desire to prove them wrong is the only thing that pushes me to climb out of bed and get ready for school.
Looking at the clock, I know I have exactly thirty minutes before I have to leave.
Guess I’ll just skip that shower. I’d rather concentrate on covering up the evidence of my pain.
I go to my closet and pick out some ripped jeans with a low v neck shirt.
Simple, but enough to show Cory what he’s missing.
Seriously, Paige? Ash’s voice booms inside my aching head.
What?
Why do we want to show him what he’s missing? Leave it alone.
For a wolf, she hates confrontation, or maybe that’s a trait she picked up from me.
He hurt us, and we can’t let that stand.
Ugh, he’s probably not even our mate. Why should we care so much?
Because I loved him, I admit.
A mistake I won’t make again.
Ash, understanding the pain of betrayal, retreats to the back of my mind, leaving me to stun Cory alone.
I get dressed, adding a push-up bra to make my cleavage look extra nice today. It’s always a nice revenge to show a guy something he can’t have. I go to the bathroom to add some natural makeup, only applying mascara to my big, green eyes and some blush to make my pale skin look a little more alive. My auburn hair is still twisted in yesterday’s braid. I release it and watch my strands fall into nice red waves. Loving the look, I skip the brush and add some hairspray.
“Paige! Let’s go!”
“Okay, okay! Chill out.” I reply, not hiding my annoyance with my twin.
Twins are uncommon among werewolves. Boy/girl twins are even more rare, but here we are.
I open the door, and there my twin brother stands. I look at him, and even though we are twins, we look so different. He looks more like my father with his golden-brown strands and big brown eyes. Standing at 6’, he towers over my 5’6 frame. That still doesn’t stop me from snapping at him.
“What is your problem today?”
“I have business to deal with.”
I see a glint in his eyes, and I know he’s planning something. I wonder what it is, but I don’t ask. The less I know, the better. Plausible deniability.
He opens the front door, and the chill of this October morning hits me. October is usually my favorite month. The leaves, the pumpkins, the undeniable energy of mystery in the air. Today, October is bleak though. I pull open the door to my black sedan and sit in the driver's seat. I’m stuck taking Peyton to school now, too, since our parents took away his car for underage drinking. For wolves, our parents are strict. My parents run the pack and us like we have some remarkable thing to live up to. We are a small pack of one-hundred and fifty, but we border a bigger pack, Aurora Flame. They have double the amount members.
I turn the car out of the driveway and head toward school. My heart panics as we get closer. I don’t know why I’m letting Cory have this much power over me. It’s school. I shouldn’t be afraid of it because of him. “Paige! Watch out!” I was so lost in thought that I didn’t see the car brake in front of us. I stop just in time, though I regret it when I see whose car it is. Amber’s. “Ugh. I should’ve hit her!” “Yeah, probably should’ve. Though Dad would kill you.” I think about it, and he’s right. Amber is the Beta’s daughter, and that earns her a soft spot in my dad’s heart. That’s why I haven’t told Dad or Mom what Cory did. My mom would probably point out the ways Amber is better than me, and my dad’s heart would be crushed. I can’t tell him he doesn’t really know his goddaughter. I sigh and pull into a parking spot. Peyton barely waits for me to park before hopping out of the car and running off. I rest my head on the steering wheel, trying to muster up the courage to go into sc
I slam my door, but Cory lingers. Once his scent fades, I collapse into my bed sobbing. That was so hard. I wanted to smack him and kiss him. I wanted to hug him. I can’t though. I can’t forgive him for this. He made his choice. Three years of what I thought was love down the drain. To think I was praying for that poor excuse of a wolf to be my mate. I stay in my bed until my father comes up to get me for a late evening training session. I follow my father outside, noticing how his brown hair is graying. He smiles at me and gets into the fighting position.“Aren’t you getting a little old to be fighting, Dad?”“I’m an Alpha. I’ll never be too old to fight,” he replies while lunging at me.I easily move out of the way, proving my point.“Yeah, sure.”He catches himself from a fall and gives me the opportunity to tackle his side. We do this back and forth for two hours until my mom calls us for dinner. My dad has been training me since I was little. He knew I would never take over the p
I have felt anxious all day. I don’t know why, but it just feels like a part of me is lost. I put the weights down and take a deep breath. I’ve been working out for hours now, but it’s not helping. The anxious feeling has been there since the invitation to Alpha John’s kids’ eighteenth birthday celebration came in. I’m Alpha of the Aurora Flame pack.Onyx Moon has wanted to be officially associated with us for the last four years. Attacks on their lands have been increasing, and being involved with us would hopefully put a stop to it. I’m sure Alpha John is hoping that his son will meet his mate and that she’ll have ties to my pack. I’ve been Alpha for two years since I turned eighteen. I wanted to wait to take over until I met my mate, but my father was eager to retire. He said he wanted to spend more time with my mother. But I haven’t seen him do much of that. In fact, I almost never see them together unless they are on official pack business. I think he just hated the job. The cons
I spend my weekend training and sleeping. The calming energy I felt on Friday has lingered, and it was just what I needed to leave Cory behind. I feel much better as I awake on Monday morning. Double-checking myself in the mirror, the messy bun I forced my red locks in is messier than I meant, but oh well. Leaving my room, I walk down the stairs and into the kitchen, where I know I’ll find my mother. I’m surprised not to see Peyton. I guess he already left. I grab a granola bar and some bacon; I don’t have time to eat a full-blown meal right now, so this will have to do.“I’m leaving now, Mom. Love you.”“Be safe, and please, behave, Paige. Remember that you’re the Alpha’s daughter.”My mom is always like that. She wants perfection, even though perfection doesn’t exist. She runs our pack with those same expectations. It’s why everyone tries to avoid Luna Margot. She will criticize you for hours if you let her. The only person she accepts at face value is my dad. That’s because they’re
“Have they suspected you?”“No. I’ve been sneaking around during the day when no one is home,” I reply, sipping my bourbon.“We can’t let Colin meet his mate. He’ll be stronger, and we can no longer overthrow him.”“That boy is the worst excuse for an Alpha I’ve ever seen. A mate won’t change that.”“He’s my nephew.”“I don’t care! He’s weak. This pack needs a strong, ruthless Alpha. They need me.”Growing up, Colin was always wishing and hoping for his mate. It’s disgusting. An Alpha must be an Alpha with or without a woman behind them. The Alpha is the strength, not the mate bond. Colin could never understand it from my perspective, could never understand why I hate the mate bond. Of course, he can’t. He was born into rank. He and his parents are the most protected in the pack. The rest of us aren’t so lucky.I was born to a pack warrior and an Omega. One night, a rogue broke into our house. My parents hid me in a cabinet, blocking my view of the rogue, but I could hear them. They b
I awake in the morning to my mother yanking me out of bed. “Paige, you’re going to be late for your hair and makeup. Get up!”“Ugh. What if I don’t want to get my hair and makeup done?”“Then, you can explain to your father and Alpha Colin of Aurora Flame why you aren’t looking your best on your big night!”Like I’m the one who asked for this party. My parents insisted on it. Peyton and I are turning eighteen, and they want to go all out for it. I’d rather hang out with Val. Why would Alpha Colin care what I look like anyway? I only remember meeting him once a few years ago, but he didn’t pay me any attention. He was following his dad around like a little Alpha puppy.I groan and push myself out of bed. Every freaking muscle in my body hurts. I guess I’ve been overdoing it at training. With that thought, I push through the soreness and open my bedroom door. I call out for the she-wolves and my mother. They are quickly up the stairs and into my bedroom. My mother paces around while the
The world stops. I can’t hear anything over the loud pulse in my chest. Relief and excitement wash over me at the same time. I finally found her. I can’t believe it. She’s more beautiful than I imagined. All my restraint leaves my body, and I run to her. I pick her up off the ground and hug her. Touching her feels like lightning is pulsing through my veins. I feel so alive. Just hugging her feels amazing. I can only imagine what mating with her would feel like.Much better than your hand. Dom laughs.I’m betting you’re right.“I’m Paige.”“I’m Colin.”“Could you put me down?”I put her down quickly but grab her hand. I look down at my mate to see a hint of fear in her eyes. My thoughts begin to swirl as I try to decipher her body language.She’s not going to reject us, human.You don’t know that.Our parents are staring at us in disbelief, the Beta’s daughter is seething with jealousy, and there’s a boy standing next to her who looks like his world is crumbling. For a second, I wonder
I inwardly groan. Colin has met Paige, his mate. Our plan for the Alpha just got a lot more complicated. He’s head over heels for her too. I could see it the second he saw her. I need to talk to James. The plan needs to be changed. This girl is innocent and doesn’t deserve what we have planned for Colin. I’m not so sure Colin deserves it either, if I’m being honest. The nerves are getting the better of me. I just need to remember that this is the only way to get Charles out of the way.“You okay, little brother?”“I’m fine. It’s great that Colin has found his mate.”“I don’t know. She seems to be opinionated and strong-willed. You know submission is needed in a good Luna,” he says, taking a big swig of his whiskey sour.The anger boils in my blood again as the memories of Charles breaking Nicole’s spirit. She, too, was once opinionated, but as time went on, Charles made her submit. He violated the mate bond in the way he treated her. He sleeps with other she-wolves to keep Nicole in l