"Spread your legs and use your hands, my little dove," his voice was rough, a dark whisper that curled into my skin. My body trembled, traitorous, yet I obeyed..because I never resisted him. I couldn’t. Even when his words bound me tighter than any rope, even when shame burned my cheeks, my fingers still moved at his command. I'm Amara Blake. At home, I’m nothing. The unwanted daughter. The mistake forced to live in her sister’s shadow. A living Donor. A spare part to my sister. Scorned by my mother, hated by my father, reminded daily that my only worth is keeping myself “pure” for Nina’s sake. But with him… purity doesn’t exist. Professor Black doesn’t see me as a burden. He sees me as temptation. A secret waiting to be ruined. Every time I walk into his office, I feel the weight of his gaze…hungry, dangerous, claiming. I shouldn’t want him. I shouldn’t crave the way his voice curls against my skin like a promise of sin. But I do. And when his hands finally touch me, I realize one truth…I’m no angel. I was made to burn. MY PROFESSOR SIN
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His hand slid up my thigh, firm and unyielding, dragging heat along my skin. I sucked in a shaky breath as his broad frame hovered over me, shadow swallowing me whole. Roman Black’s mouth was at my ear, his voice low, sinful, the kind that made every nerve in my body bend to him. “Do you know what you do to me, Amara?” God, the way his hips pressed down against mine, the way his chest pinned me to the desk, claiming every inch of me like I already belonged to him. My fingers curled tight, desperate to hold on to something real. His scent was leather and mint, intoxicating, and I swore if he moved any closer, I’d dissolve under him. His thumb stroked my waist, slow, deliberate, leaving fire burn through me. My body arched on instinct, craving more, begging for more. His lips dragged over my neck, rough stubble scraping against tender skin, and I couldn’t stop the shiver that ripped through me. I gasped when he pushed harder into me, that heavy weight grinding against me, my heart slamming against my ribs like it might tear out. My thighs trembled. My pulse stuttered. The sound slipped out before I could swallow it back. A moan. Soft. Barely there. But it was enough. I jolted back to myself at once. I pressed my legs tightly together. The desk in front of me. My notebook open. My pen in my hand. The dull scratch of chalk against the board. My chest rose and fell too quickly as reality hit me like a bucket of ice water. Beside me, the girl with curly hair nudged my elbow, biting back a smirk, her brows raised like she’d just caught me in something scandalous. Heat rushed in my face. I dropped my gaze to the page, bowing my head as if the words there could open and swallow me whole. When I dared to lift my eyes again, He was there. Roman Black. Standing at the front of the class, sleeves rolled up, voice like whiskey poured neat, smooth and dangerous. His gaze swept across the room like he a bear searching for his prey. And then it found me. Something twisted in my stomach. Not butterflies. Something I can't seem to place my hands on . Gosh I'm done for. I tore my eyes away, pretending to study the syllabus, but my body betrayed me, every nerve locked onto the way his voice wrapped around certain words, low and heavy, like when he said intimacy. He didn’t flirt. He warned. With nothing more than his presence. By the end of class, I was the last still lingering, shoving papers into my bag. I told myself it was an accident. It wasn’t. “Miss…” His voice cut through the quiet, low and commanding. “Blake,” I offered, throat dry, pulse hammering. “Stay a moment.” I did. Because maybe I was stupid. Or reckless. Or just lonely enough to want to hear what he’d say next. He moved closer. Not touching. But close enough that I could breathe in the mint of his coat. Power radiated off him, slow, heavy, deliberate. “You’ve read ahead,” he said quietly. “Your eyes gave you away during the discussion. Tell me… did you agree with the ending?” I swallowed hard. “No.” “Why not?” My gaze lifted, caught by his. Storm-dark. Controlled. Dangerous. “Because I don’t believe people walk away when they’re burning,” I whispered. His jaw flexed, something unspoken flashing through his expression, intrigue, surprise or something darker. The silence stretched, dangerous, almost suffocating. “You should go,” he said finally, stepping back. But as I turned, his voice followed, low and rough, not meant for me to hear: “Curious little thing.” And God help me… I smiled. ****************************** I walked out into the fading light of late afternoon, heart pounding in my throat. The campus buzzed with life, but I felt strangely apart from it. Like I was on a different planet, orbiting alone. Then I heard it. “Oh my God, is that your outfit, Amara?” Laughter. High-pitched. Cruel. I stiffened. A group of girls stood by the fountain …hair glossy, lips painted, laughter sharp as razors. I knew them. Everyone did. They were the daughters of senators, CEOs, ministers. Girls who smiled sweetly in selfies and spat poison the second the camera clicked off. The elite. The untouchables. They called themselves Sassy. God knows why. And in the middle of them, like a rose among thorns, was my sister. Nina. Her arms were crossed, an awkward smile curling her lips. “Guys, stop. She’s just…you know. Quiet.” One of them snorted. “Quiet? Or invisible?” Another chimed in. “Or just poor.” The words sliced through me like cold glass. Nina glanced over and caught my eye. Her smile faltered, not with guilt. With embarrassment. She always hated being reminded we were sisters. I shifted my gaze away, willing the sting in my eyes to fade. My fingers tightened on the strap of my bag. “Are you walking home?” one of the girls called. They already knew the answer. Nina stepped forward suddenly, her voice too loud. “You want a ride, Amara?” It was performative. A spotlight offer. One she knew I’d never take. Not in front of her friends. Not when they were already laughing. I shook my head without looking back. “I’m fine.” “Suit yourself,” someone muttered, smirking. Behind me, I heard the purr of an engine, Nina’s driver pulling up in her sleek, air-conditioned car. She always got picked up. I always walked. Twins, some used to think. But we were nothing alike. She lived in the sun. I crawled through her shadows. ****************************** The walk home was quiet. But inside me, it wasn’t. Every footstep echoed like a warning, every gust of wind curled around my bare neck like horror. My thoughts drifted back to Professor Black, the way his voice dropped when he spoke to me, like he didn’t want anyone else to hear. The way he looked at me, not like a man looks at a girl. Like a beast recognizing something it wants to devour. You’ve read ahead, Your eyes gave you away. My chest tightened. My heart beating fast. No one ever noticed that about me. Not even Nina. But he did. And that made him dangerous. I adjusted my backpack, picking up my pace. My legs were starting to ache, and the neighborhood around me began to change, buildings cracked, air colder, windows darker. Home wasn’t far now. Unfortunately. I crossed the street, hands trembling, my heartbeat rising with each step. My feet slowed, even though I tried to will them forward. The closer I got, the heavier everything became. My breath sounded loud in my ears. My legs wobbled. My hands trembled against the strap of my bag. My mind screamed at me to turn back. But I couldn’t. I never could. Home wasn’t a place. It was a warning. And tonight, like every other night, I’d have to face it. **************** The metal gate creaked open. I offered the gateman a small smile as I stepped through. “Good evening, sir,” I mumbled. He nodded, gaze flicking toward the long driveway behind me. Luxurious cars lined the front, imported, polished. Among them, Nina’s black Benz gleamed under the porch light. She was already home. Of course she was. Our parents were wealthy. Painfully so. But money doesn’t buy warmth. Or answers. Or the smallest explanation for why I was treated like furniture in my own house. I walked slowly toward the entrance, each step feeling like a countdown. Ten steps. Nine. Eight I gripped the edge of my shirt with one hand, chest tightening. Six, Five, I closed my eyes at the doorstep. Just for a moment. To prepare. Three. Two. I opened the door. And stepped into hell. The first words that hit me were sharp, careless, echoing from the hallway: “The doctor said we have to get the surgery done soon. This can’t wait.” Then came a voice even colder. “And who’s going to break the news to Her? Her?” Her. I didn’t even need to ask who her was.AMARA'S POV I couldn’t sleep.All night I kept rolling on my bed, staring at the ceiling, feeling the heat on my skin. Professor Black’s hand had landed again and again. The memory came back in flashes, the sound of his voice, sharp and heavy with command, the heat that spread through me, the way my body betrayed me with every strike.It was wrong. I knew it. But every time I closed my eyes, I wanted it again.I pressed a pillow to my face and groaned, half in shame, half in need. My cheeks burned hot, and my thighs pressed tight together. The voice in my head scolded me..you’re sick, you’re shameless but another voice whispered back, he made you feel alive, he made you feel wanted.I hated myself for it. And yet I wanted more.I thought of the way he looked at me when I bent over his desk. His eyes dark, full of something I couldn’t name. That look alone kept my heart racing hours later.I turned on my side, hugging my pillow, whispering into the darkness, “I want you… I want you, e
AMARA'S POVMy breath caught the second the words left his mouth.“On the table. Spread your legs.”His voice wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. It was sharp, deep, final.I felt my knees shake, but I moved. I climbed onto the cold surface of his desk, the wood pressing against my thighs. My fingers shook as I pulled my skirt higher, my whole body burning with shame.I parted my legs slowly, my chest heaving. My heart was beating so loud I swore it echoed in the quiet room.Professor Black leaned back in his chair, his gaze heavy, eating me alive.“Wider. Spread your legs, little dove.”The name made me shiver. My thighs trembled as I pushed them apart. I wasn’t wearing panties. The air hit me and I sucked in a sharp breath.He smirked. He had known. Of course, I asked for this.“Good girl,” he murmured. He didn’t touch me. He didn’t move closer. Instead, he stayed where he was, his hands resting in his pockets, watching me with those dark eyes that stripped me bare.I thought he was
PROFESSOR'S BLACK POV I told myself it would end yesterday.I told myself I would not be weak again.But all night, she was there in my head. The sound of her breath when I pressed her against my desk. The heat in her eyes when she whispered she wanted me. I hardly slept. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her skirt pushed up, her body begging.By morning, I was angry at myself. Angry at her. Angry at the fact that a student, a girl half my age, had gotten under my skin.I tried to bury myself in work, in lecture notes, in anything. But every word I wrote twisted back to her. I opened the drawer of my desk once, then slammed it shut instantly. Her panties were still there. A reminder. A trophy. A curse.I've always been a fucker, from the club to my office, I had tons of them whore, lining, waiting for my call but this one girl…just this one girl…“Amara…” her name sprang from my mouth. She definitely got me hooked.***************By the time the lecture started, I swore I would not
AMARA'S POV Her eyes roam all-over me with disdain before she masks it with her perfect smile. Always acting innocent, and that's what I hate about her.Nina.She stood with her little group of perfect friends. The moment their eyes landed on me, they went silent. Then one of them laughed, pointing right at me.“Wow, look at this! Amara actually trying to be sexy? What happened, did someone finally fuck you?”The others burst out laughing.Another girl leaned close to Nina, pretending to whisper but loud enough for me to hear. “Guess she’s just a bitch after all.”The laughter got louder, and my heart sank.“Stop it, guys,” Nina said, putting on her soft voice, the one that always fooled everyone. She even gave me a sad little look. “She’s my sister…”But her lips curled. I caught the smile she was hiding, the way her shoulders shook from holding back her own laugh.One of her friends tilted her head, eyes full of mock pity. “Who’s even going to touch her? Maybe the school cleaners.
AMARA’S POVThe room was too quiet.I stood there, my hands clutching my skirt, heart thudding so loud I thought he could hear it.Professor Black didn’t say a word at first. He just sat behind his desk, his sharp eyes burning holes through me. I wanted to look away, but my body wouldn’t obey. It was like his gaze chained me in place.Then he finally spoke. His voice was low, firm, cutting straight through me.“Shut the door, Amara.”I swallowed hard and did as he said. My hands shook on the handle before I clicked it shut. The sound echoed in the silence. I turned back to him slowly, feeling my chest rise and fall in uneven breaths.“Come here,” he ordered.My legs felt weak, but they moved anyway. Step by step, I walked toward him. Every inch closer made my skin hotter. When I reached the front of his desk, he leaned back in his chair, studying me like I was prey caught in his trap.“You enjoy testing me, don’t you?” he asked. His lips curled into something that wasn’t quite a smile
AMARA’S POVSleep didn’t come easy that night.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him, Professor Black. The sharpness of his jaw when he leaned close, the heat in his stare when he held my panties between his fingers, and then… that smirk. The smirk that cut me deeper than any words. He’d dismissed me, sent me away as though I was nothing more than a child playing at desire.I pulled my blanket tighter around me, but it didn’t shield me from the memory. Instead, it only made me ache more. My body still trembled at the thought of his voice, hoarse and low, telling me what to do. My legs squeezed shut under the covers, ashamed at how wet I had been in his office, how wet I still was thinking about it.Rejection was supposed to make you feel small. Embarrassed. Broken.And yes, I felt all of that. I couldn’t forget the humiliation of standing there half-undone, offering myself, only for him to turn away. But under that humiliation, another feeling was blooming, wild and electric.Defianc
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