로그인Chapter Five – Her Decision
Elena’s POV
I sat in the hospital room for a long time after hearing the news, the word pregnant repeating itself in my mind in a way that refused to fade no matter how many times I tried to silence it.
At first, I could not believe it, and my hands moved slowly, almost cautiously, toward my stomach as though I might somehow confirm it was not real, yet even though nothing felt different on the outside, I knew something had already taken root inside me, something small, something alive, something that belonged to me and to Daniel.
My child.
A faint, uncertain smile touched my lips, not because anything in my life had suddenly become better, but because for the first time in a long while I did not feel completely alone in the world, as though something had quietly chosen to stay with me even when everything else had been taken away, but that feeling did not last.
His voice returned without warning, cold and distant, cutting through that fragile warmth as though it had never been allowed to exist at all.
“I never wanted a child with her,”
“And honestly… I will never want anything with her.”
My chest tightened instantly, and the small sense of comfort I had been holding onto began to unravel, thread by thread, until it left behind something heavier, something that settled painfully deep inside me.
And then, slowly, memory began to surface, not as a clear moment, but as something fractured and unwilling, the night I had tried so hard to forget because it had never belonged to love or intention, the night he had come home drunk, the night everything had happened without softness, without meaning, without the clarity that should have existed between two people bound by anything real, it had never been something he chose, and et it had still changed everything.
My throat tightened as the realization pressed harder against me, because if he had never even wanted me in his sober mind, then what place did this child have in his life, what possibility existed for something he had never chosen even once?
My hand pressed more firmly against my stomach, as though I could shield the life growing inside me from thoughts that were beginning to feel unbearable.
“No,” I whispered, my voice breaking into something barely audible as I shook my head slowly, as if refusing the entire reality I had just stepped into. “Not my child…”
But even as I said it, something inside me shifted, not suddenly, not loudly, but with a quiet finality that settled deep into my bones, because for the first time I understood with painful clarity that I was not going back, not to him, not to that house, and not to a life where I had to shrink myself just to exist beside someone who never saw me.
I rose slowly from my seat, wiping my face with hands that were steadier than I felt, and in that moment the decision formed fully inside me, complete and irreversible.
I would keep this baby, I would raise this child on my own, even if I had nothing and no one, because this child had done nothing to deserve rejection, and I would not allow it to inherit the same quiet emptiness that had followed me all my life.
When I finally stepped out of the hospital, I knew something inside me had changed in a way that could not be undone.
I was not healed, and the pain had not disappeared, but I was no longer blind to what I had been refusing to see.
For the first time, I could see clearly.
The child had never been the problem.
He was.
Daniel’s POV
When I returned home, I expected silence, but what greeted me felt different from the usual quiet that filled the house, it was heavier, more final, as though something essential had been removed rather than simply absent.
I stepped inside and closed the door behind me, my gaze moving instinctively through the familiar space before I called out her name. “Elena?” There was no response. Frowning slightly, I walked further in, and it was then that I noticed the papers resting neatly on the table, placed in a way that made them impossible to ignore. Drawn toward them, I picked them up and flipped through the pages, quickly recognizing what they were. Divorce papers. My eyes paused on the signature at the bottom. She had signed them. For a brief moment, I felt something unexpected not anger, not even disappointment, but a strange sense of lightness, as though a weight I had carried for a long time had suddenly been lifted. So this is it, I thought. It’s finally over. But the feeling faded almost as quickly as it came. As I lifted my head, I began to notice the details around me, small at first, but impossible to ignore once seen. Her things were gone. Not in a careless or hurried way, but with precision. Everything had been removed deliberately, as though she had taken her time to ensure nothing of hers remained behind. A faint tightness settled in my chest. I moved through the house, checking each room in turn. The kitchen was clean and empty, the bedroom untouched, the bathroom silent. There was no sign of her anywhere, no trace that she had ever been there at all. I took out my phone and called her. The line rang briefly before stopping. I tried again, then checked my messages, only to find nothing waiting for me. When I called once more, the call didn’t even connect. Disconnected. My grip on the phone tightened slightly as I stood there, a strange, unfamiliar feeling beginning to take shape in my chest. Eventually, I sat down on the couch, still holding the phone, my gaze unfocused as the silence around me settled into something heavier than before. The house no longer felt simply empty. It felt… finished. The vibration of my phone broke the stillness. A message. I glanced at the screen and saw her name, the woman I had chosen. The messages were soft, warm, exactly the kind of attention I had once wanted. And yet, for reasons I couldn’t explain, I didn’t feel like replying. Instead, I turned the phone off and set it aside before leaning back, letting my thoughts drift without direction. Time passed, though I couldn’t say how much, before my phone rang again. This time, I reached for it immediately. For a brief moment, I thought it might be Elena. But when I looked at the screen, I saw the name of the family doctor. Frowning, I answered. “Hello.” There was a short pause before he spoke. “Good evening, Mr. Daniel.”"Yeah?" I asked impatiently. Elena's departure had left me restless and uneasy, though I couldn't even figure out why.
"I'm here to congratulate you!"
"For what?"
On the other end of the line, the doctor's excited voice suddenly faltered. He became hesitant, as if he had let slip a secret he shouldn't have.
"Madam… didn't she mention it? I'm sorry, I…"
"Say it." My heart tightened.
"She came to the hospital today. Said she wasn't feeling well…"
I clenched my fists. That stupid woman. She must be sick. As always, she refused to be a burden to anyone.
"Get to the point."
"She… "
"She's pregnant."
The words hit me like a bullet, piercing straight through my consciousness.
"....What did you say?"
The doctor hurriedly hung up. I stood there frozen, my mind Buzzing with noise.
Chapter Six – The Dream I Left BehindElena’s POVThe car stopped in front of the house I once called home.I sat there for a few seconds without moving, my fingers still wrapped tightly around my bag. My heart was beating slowly now, not fast like before, but heavy, as if every beat carried something painful with it.This place…It had been a long time.After I got married, I stopped coming here. Daniel did not like it. He said a married woman should stay in her husband’s home, not run back to her old life.And I listened.Like I always did.I pushed the door open and stepped out. The air felt different here. Quiet. Still. Almost like time had been waiting for me to come back.When I unlocked the door and stepped inside, a soft smell greeted me. It was not unpleasant. It was just… old. Untouched. Like memories that had been left behind.I closed the door slowly and stood there.No voices, no tension, no one judging me.Just silence.I let out a long breath I did not know I was holdi
Chapter Five – Her DecisionElena’s POVI sat in the hospital room for a long time after hearing the news, the word pregnant repeating itself in my mind in a way that refused to fade no matter how many times I tried to silence it.At first, I could not believe it, and my hands moved slowly, almost cautiously, toward my stomach as though I might somehow confirm it was not real, yet even though nothing felt different on the outside, I knew something had already taken root inside me, something small, something alive, something that belonged to me and to Daniel.My child.A faint, uncertain smile touched my lips, not because anything in my life had suddenly become better, but because for the first time in a long while I did not feel completely alone in the world, as though something had quietly chosen to stay with me even when everything else had been taken away, but that feeling did not last.His voice returned without warning, cold and distant, cutting through that fragile warmth as tho
Chapter Four – The GoodbyeElena’s POVWhen I returned to the table, I tried my best to keep my head high and sit as though nothing had happened, even though my composure felt like it was quietly cracking from the inside and my eyes still burned from the tears I had refused to let fall in front of them, while my heart felt heavy as though it had been torn apart and stitched back together in a way that no longer made sense.Daniel was sitting close to her, the woman he called his childhood friend, and he was smiling at something she whispered into his ear, that same effortless smile I had once believed was meant for me, the kind I had prayed for, waited for, and slowly learned to stop expecting from him.The moment I sat down, his sister’s voice cut sharply through the atmosphere, loud enough for everyone to hear as she leaned back with a satisfied expression that made it clear she had been waiting for this moment.“Oh, look at her face,” she said with obvious mockery. “Did you cry? Do
Chapter Three – The CornerElena’s POVThe moment Daniel dragged me into the corner, my heart began pounding so loudly that I was certain anyone nearby could hear it, the sound echoing in my chest as his grip tightened around my arm with a force that made me wince, though I said nothing, because the sting against my skin was insignificant compared to the ache spreading slowly through my chest.“Why did you come here?” he hissed under his breath, his voice low but sharp with irritation. “Why, Elena? Must you always find a way to disgrace me?”My lips trembled as I struggled to steady my voice, even though everything inside me felt like it was slipping out of control. “Daniel… remember your mother called me, and I only came because it’s your birthday. I just… I just wanted to be here for you.”He let out a bitter, humorless laugh, shaking his head as though my presence alone offended him. “If you had signed those divorce papers earlier, none of this would have happened. Don’t you unders
Chapter Two – The DinnerI arrived at Golden Crown Hotel with my heart beating so fast it felt like it wanted to jump out of my chest. I kept telling myself this was a chance. Maybe if I showed up, Mama Grace and the rest of the family would see that I still cared. Maybe they would accept me.I walked into the bright, glittering hall. The smell of food, the soft music, the clinking of glasses—it was all so grand, so much more than I had imagined. For a second, I felt out of place in my simple dress, but I forced myself to stand tall.Then my eyes moved to the table.Four chairs. That was what I had expected. One for Mama Grace, one for my sister-in-law, one for Daniel, and one for me.But there were five chairs.My heart skipped. Why five? I blinked quickly, pretending not to notice. Maybe it was just an extra seat. Maybe I was overthinking.I walked forward and bent slightly. “Good evening, Mama. Good evening, Lena,” I greeted softly, trying to sound respectful.Mama Grace only nodd
Chapter One – Happy BirthdayI held the small chocolate cake in my hands, trying not to let them shake. I had saved little by little from my salary just to buy it. It wasn’t much, but I told myself it would be enough. After all, it’s not about how big the gift is, but the heart behind it.I had even managed to buy him a shirt last month. It was still hidden inside a small bag near the sofa, wrapped in plain paper. I imagined the smile on his face when he saw it, when he realized I still thought of him, still loved him, despite everything.I wanted tonight to be different. Maybe, just maybe, he would look at me the way he used to.I lit the two candles and waited by the door. When I heard the lock turn, my heart jumped. Quickly, I switched off the lights. The living room went dark, except for the soft glow of the candles.As the door opened and Daniel stepped inside, I walked forward, forcing a smile even though my chest was already tight with nerves.“Happy birthday!” I said, my voic







