เข้าสู่ระบบRiley POV
The next day I am up early, not because I want to be, but because apparently there is a set time to wake up. Something the sick man failed to mention. Note to self: check if grumpy menopause can hit at forty, because that is how old he is according to Matteo. Not that you could guess. He is built like a Greek statue and looks like one too.
I shake my head to push the thoughts away. Do not think about how he looks. The man threatened to murder you yesterday.
I meet the man who cost me my down payment. His name is Enzo, and he begrudgingly shows us around the house. It has three storeys and is comically huge for two people, since the staff commute in and out. Another interesting thing I learn is that the guards are not allowed near the house because the old man loves his privacy.
I stay for a week and quickly note a few things that piss me off.
One, only Giana and I have bodyguards. I do not know what that is about. Matteo gets to come and go as he pleases, while we have to ask for permission.
Two, breakfast is always at the same time. Seven. If you miss it, you wait until lunch. It takes me a few days to figure that out.
Three, there is a fucking church bell and it is loud. Why, you may ask? To call us like dumb cows. When food is ready, the bell rings. When the staff needs to assemble, it rings. And my favourite part, there are small bells in every room so you can be summoned like a dog. Why call my name when you can reduce me to a grovelling animal? In case it is not obvious, I hate it.
Four, the worst of them all is Matteo. He comes back bruised every day. What are they doing to him? It has only been a week and he already has every colour of the rainbow on his skin. It does not help that we do not share a room either. I guess that is another thing I hate. So five things.
Of course, there are some good things. I help in the kitchen and start learning Italian, which turns out to be nothing like high school Spanish. The staff members are kind and helpful. But whenever I ask about Lorenzo, they all get this starry-eyed look of fierce loyalty that makes me wonder what he did to earn it.
I also enjoy watching the guards train, a passion both Giana and I share. Enzo just rolls his eyes whenever he catches us. According to Giana, he is a big softie and the only person Lorenzo actually listens to. He is attractive too, but married. Good for him.
Giana and I sit by the pool. She reads a novel while I lie there bored out of my mind.
“Why is the east wing forbidden?” I ask with my eyes closed.
I hear her book close. I cannot tell whether she plans to ignore me or answer.
“It is my mother’s room,” she says softly.
“Oh. Is she around? I have not seen her.” The words leave my mouth before I can stop them. Immediately I regret it. But Giana just smiles.
“She is dead.”
“Well, my mom is dead to me, so I guess we have that in common,” I think, but I keep it to myself.
“How did she die?” I ask.
“Lorenzo killed her.”
I sit up so fast I nearly get dizzy.
“What?” I blurt out.
She laughs, and it unsettles me. You do not say something like that and laugh.
“Aren’t you sad? Or angry?” I ask carefully.
“No. She cheated on him, so he killed her. Simple. That is how our world works.”
“In my world, we sue people and get divorced,” I say, trying to lighten the mood.
“It is not your world anymore,” she murmurs.
I shiver. She is right. I am no longer part of that world.
We sit in silence for a while before Giana suggests we go shopping and grab something to eat at a café. I agree and get ready. I insist we take a cab, and her bodyguard Vittorio scrunches his nose at the suggestion.
Our first stop is a jewellery store. I do not pick anything, even though I want to. Giana, on the other hand, has no problem spending her father’s money on things she will probably never wear. I may shy away from spending thousands on shiny rocks, but I have no problem dropping money on unnecessary fabrics. So I do.
“So how did you and Matteo meet?” Giana asks, sipping her coffee.
I cannot help but notice how graceful her posture is. Her back is straight, shoulders pulled back, auburn hair curled and falling past her shoulders. It makes me feel inadequate.
We sit outside while a warm breeze brushes our skin. I sip my cappuccino and smile.
“We grew up together. Our moms worked at the same diner. They were both struggling, and we both had awful dads. Misery loves company, I guess,” I say with a shrug.
I expect her to let it go. Most people do. She does not.
“So will your mom miss you? I mean, I know Matteo’s mom…” She trails off. “But what about yours?”
I freeze. Even after all these years, I still freeze. I hate myself for it.
“My mother is… indisposed,” I say vaguely.
She tilts her head in this innocent, puppy-like way that makes me want to protect her. All of a sudden, she feels like the sister I never had.
“Five years ago, when I was fifteen, my mom remarried and decided she did not want me,” I say.
I wait for pity. It never comes. Instead, I see anger in her eyes. The kind I know too well.
“She still sends money and calls at least once a month. She just asked me not to visit,” I add, feeling strangely defensive.
“That is not any better,” Giana says, horrified.
I shrug.
“At least she cared enough to call.” I say, and that successfully ends the conversation.
Riley POV The flight back feels shorter than the one that took us to the island.Or maybe it just feels that way because of how sore I am from all the places and positions Lorenzo had fucking worshipped my body in.He holds me at night, or more like early morning after we are done, the whole time, his fingers are brushing my hair. I want this, call me fucking selfish. But I want the island to be our entire world. To just exist with him, no responsibilities or pressures. Just us. But it is nothing more than a dream.Now we’re going back.Back to his world that is now in a sick way my own world. Back to responsibilities, danger, and decisions that don’t leave room for feelings, romantic or not.I sit by the window, watching clouds stretch endlessly beneath us. Lorenzo is across from me, reviewing something on his laptop, his expression already morphing into a version of himself I don’t like. The cold, ruthless mafia don.But every now and then, his eyes lift to me.Just for a
Riley POV Sunlight streams through the windows and I stir. My body is fucking sore all over but I don’t regret it. I subconsciously reach out to look for Lorenzo. God I love the man. He must be a sex god, because there is no fucking way he made me come five times in one night. Of course it was fucking great and I was screaming like a maniac. Bit it is kind of hard not to when he is whispering the dirtiest things to me. He had my face flush against the pillow. His fingers digging into my scalp, the pain so fucking delicious I wanted more. When he had my naked ass so far up, his firm hand digging into it so possessively. I think how he parted my cheeks and shoved his dick into my wet pushy hitting my sweet spot in one thrust. I clench my thighs at the memory. How he flipped me so that I was on my back. Then pampered kisses on my pussy, licking and sucking and thrusting that unholy tongue inside me. God I want him again. I bite my lip as my hand find cold, empty sheets.
Lorenzo POV Her legs are bare, sun-warmed, smooth. The curve of her hips draws my eyes before I can stop myself. The hem of the shorts cuts across her thigh so high it might as well not exist. And she’s wearing a thin tank top knotted above her waist, exposing a sliver of skin that makes my blood heat instantly and irritably.Fuck me sideways I want to cancel dinner right then and there. I can almost see her spread all over my bed like a fucking dessert. Mine so fucking mine. I shake my head. I have to wait. The tiny smirk as we walk to my car tells me she knows what she is doing. I can feel my cock twitch.But not now, I have to wait. I still contemplate the merits of fucking her in my car. My dick grows.But then I remember she is hungry. ‘Feed her, get groceries then fuck her.’ I tell myself as I start driving. But of course my little demon doesn’t want to make it easy on me. Riley sticks her head out the open window like a child or a puppy, letting the wind whip through her
Riley POVBy the time I wake up, it is the next day. I instinctively reach for Lorenzo but the bed next to me is cold. My sleepy haze completely disappears. That is when I notice the warm rays falling on my skin. It is either too fucking early or very late in the afternoon. I stumble out of bed, almost tripping over the sheets and the dress I forgot to take off. I quickly change out of it and take a shower. I pause for a while in just mu towel, debating what to wear. Lorenzo’s shirt lies on a chair like an answered prayer. I put it on without a bra. I don’t dry my hair completely, but so that I don’t come on too strong. I wear the least slutty underwear in the bag of essentials provided for me. How convenient. At the breakfast nook, Lorenzo is sitting his bare back to me. I gulp, maybe I am ovulating because why do I wanna pounce on the man. Especially the way his spider tattoo is just begging me to trace it with my tongue.He turns to face me and I see the glasses hanging low on hi
Riley POV I don’t know who starts first but all I know is I am hooked. He kisses my lips, slow and sensual at first, like he is trying to kiss away the pain. I kiss him harder as he places me on the small kitchen counter. It is cold so I gasp in surprise, he takes that moment to thrust his tongue and I moan.“I want you.” He says breaking the kiss. We are nose to nose, our foreheads touching.I respond by closing my eyes and kissing him. He picks me up and walks to my room. Next I know he drops me on the bed.He takes of his shirt and then kisses me, with my eyes closed, he moves from my mouth, trails my jaw and then my throat. I place my hands on his shoulders digging my nails in his flesh. He keeps one hand on my waist, playing with the band of my shorts.His other hand moves under my shirt to the clasp of my bra. He unclasps it with wonder and my lust muddled mind wonders how many times he has done it. When he squeezes my right breast everything else goes out the window. I moan a
Lorenzo POVWork has been relentless.For weeks now I have barely slept more than a few hours each night. Meetings run late into the morning, reports pile endlessly across my desk, and every phone call seems to carry another problem that needs immediate attention.Yet the strangest part of it all is the silence. The Bratva attacks have stopped. Like completely.A month ago they were pushing into our territory aggressively with ambushes, sabotage, information leaks. They tested every border we had, probing for weakness like wolves circling prey.Then suddenly… nothing. No shipments intercepted. No gunfire in the night.Just complete silence. I don’t trust it.Men who live in this world know that quiet rarely means peace. More often it means something worse is being prepared and with more people to loose I cannot afford uncertainty. Riley briefly flashes in my mind. I clench my fist.I cannot afford any mistakes, not like I did before. She will not end up like my wife.That is why my m
Riley POVIt’s around nine and there is a long line to get into the club. Some of the perks of being part of the mafia is that Giana and I walk past all those people in the line until we reach the beginning.“Hey you bitches, stand in line like everyone else!” some random dude who had probably been
Lorenzo POVIt’s been a few days since I have seen Matteo. Ever since I told him to keep his girl under control, he has been avoiding me. My men say he has made friends with some low-life drug dealers we hire. I don’t fucking care, as long as he learns how everything works.So imagine my surprise w
Riley POVThe hardest part isn’t lying. It’s the timing, everything has to be just right.By the fourth night, I have it down to a science. I wait until the house settles and the footsteps in the courtyard thin out that’s how I know the guards are switching shifts its always after every two hours.
Riley POVThe morning I leave feels unreal.For weeks I’ve been counting down the days until the end of summer, until I could finally return to my own life. I imagined excitement, relief, maybe even freedom. But standing in the driveway with my suitcases beside me, I feel something much more compl







