LOGINLorenzo POV
It’s been two weeks since Matteo moved in and I would say everything is great. Sure sometimes I think he might murder me in my sleep but he hasn’t tried so far. I still don’t like the girl he brought along, Riley. She hasn’t caused any trouble yet and I am grateful, my life is stressful as it is. My car pulls up at one of our casinos. Its during the day so of course it isn’t busy, but here and there you can find some gamblers who just don’t know when to quit. There are servers around so I flash my harmless play boy smile, I swear it still does something to the ladies. Most give me cautious smiles or avoid eye contact completely. They work here so of course they know what I do. But they don’t mind, I pay well. I hardly go to the casinos and clubs, I prefer handling everything in my very legal and very non threatening five star hotel. Instead of making my way to the office I go to the basement aka the place we keep our enemies. Every one of my businesses has one. Enzo says they caught a maker of the triad trying to buy out my business. They are like damn cockroaches. They have never been bold enough to openly challenge the New York mafia but now it seems they have a death wish. Honestly I expect this from the bratva not Asian triads. I take the hidden stairs down. The manager offers to escort me but I don’t let her. The place is isolated and I don’t really know her, what if she pushes me or stabs me in the back, I would be dead before I drew a weapon. I know, I am paranoid and some people would say I should let her walk in front of me or that she has a pink clipboard and a cupcake hairclip on her hair. But never underestimate people, especially people who love tacky things. That aside I may or may not want her to see my hands shaking and potentially hear me hyperventilating in the small dark place. My former therapist, the one Giana insists I should visit again said I am claustrophobic because of ‘trauma’. Bitch please, I torture people and run a crime ring I think being chained to the wall in my father’s torture room at least twice a week since I was five doesn’t qualify as trauma. I am so grateful when I see an opening at the bottom of the stairs. I mean I hate cramped dark spaces but when I finally see an open space it is like heaven to me. If God is real and for some fucked up reason I do go to heaven then I want it to be a large space with wine and family. When I picture family I think of Matteo, Giana and even Enzo, though I will stab myself before I ever admit that. There are a couple of doors but I can only hear screams from one. Its a sick but welcomed distraction from my feelings. Enzo as if sensing my presence comes out of the door. He is way younger than me but definitely more mature. He is always stoic like batman. I clear my head ‘like batman’ I can’t believe that even crossed my head, nope Giana should go back to school. I blame all of the batman and Robin cartoons she made me watch. “He refuses to talk but I think he has important information.” Enzo continues completely unbothered by my internal monologue. “Why do you think he has something to hide?” “Well first of all why go to the heart of our territory when he could poach one of the restaurants outside our territory.” My gears turn. “Do you think they know the restaurant is a front for the lab.” Enzo nod grimly. The Mexican restaurant has been one of our biggest drug producers for years thanks to the agreement we have with them. “Aren’t some of our men supposed to be there.” Enzo shakes his head. “Wednesday, they usually transport today.” And I catch on to what he is saying. The triads knew our men were not there, they thought they could offer a deal to the owner and steal one of our best labs. What they don’t know is that part of our agreement with the owner required us to get his wife and children visas and pay for their education. Backing out of the deal would mean giving up his family. My guess is he called Enzo the moment the guy made a proposal. “Okay vary the transport days and only inform warehouse an hour to delivery just in case.” With that I walk into the torture room. He is chained to a chair and hooked up to an IV. One eye has swelled shut and two of his fingers are missing. I can also see blood sipping through his faded shirt. He is not a high ranking member so he probably doesn’t know much. “Do you have anything useful that may or may nor spare your life?” I am direct and simple. I do not have time for games and as much as I would personally yank a tooth or two out I can’t because I have a meeting tonight and no spare clothes. He laughs hysterically and spits. “Yeah. You don’t know what’s coming.” I quirks my brow, intrigued. “And what is coming?” “I will never tell you that.” He is smiling and his eyes are daring me to try and get it out of him. I know his type, I have tortured and killed enough to know. His manic smile and the suicidal glint in his eyes. He’d rather die than reveal something. Most lower members are like that. Once you climb the ranks the blind loyalty is replaced with games and politics. Most will sell out for their life but not all. I sigh. Enzo is behind me and silent. “Kill him and send him back.” With that I leave and spend the rest of my day doing paperwork who knew being a don had more paperwork and political than action. In the evening I pull up in one of my clubs. Dante had been gracious enough to meet me here. In my world there are two type of leaders, the cool calculating one and the hot headed maniac who kills everything on sight. I pride myself as the cool guy who loves to be underestimated until I am not. Dante is oddly a mixture of both. He will give you a talk on wine culture one minute and the next slit your throat and lick your blood of his knife. I don’t know about the licking part it is a rumour. He is the son of the don of the Vitale famiglia, a family known for its assassins and mercenaries. Exactly the type of allies I needed. I heard the bratva had been messing with their weapon shipment. Honestly they had been fucking with all the mafia territories but we are too proud to admit it and work together. But I am not to proud. Dante and I settle in the VIP area that is empty tonight. First we get drinks as is custom. I have two guns and a knife. I know he does too. But we take out a gun each to symbolise we haven’t come for bloodshed. He has two men who stand outside the club and one next to the VIP section. If he hadn’t agreed to meet me deep in my territory him bringing guards would be considered an insult. We are about to start our talks when something pulls me to the dance floor below. At the centre of the floor in matching black and white dresses are Giana and Riley. Dante seemingly following my gaze sees them. “No disrespect don but isn’t that your daughter?” Dante asks his voice carrying a tone of amusement. Giana is a lady in our circles and is respected as one. Her being here dancing in this club, wearing whatever hand towel she picked from the rack is an insult to me and to her honour. Next to her Riley is swaying her hips like a pro. Makes me wonder how many times she has done it. But that isn’t the fucking point, she has corrupted my daughter and where the fuck is Vittorio.Riley POVBy the time I wake up, it is the next day. I instinctively reach for Lorenzo but the bed next to me is cold. My sleepy haze completely disappears. That is when I notice the warm rays falling on my skin. It is either too fucking early or very late in the afternoon. I stumble out of bed, almost tripping over the sheets and the dress I forgot to take off. I quickly change out of it and take a shower. I pause for a while in just mu towel, debating what to wear. Lorenzo’s shirt lies on a chair like an answered prayer. I put it on without a bra. I don’t dry my hair completely, but so that I don’t come on too strong. I wear the least slutty underwear in the bag of essentials provided for me. How convenient. At the breakfast nook, Lorenzo is sitting his bare back to me. I gulp, maybe I am ovulating because why do I wanna pounce on the man. Especially the way his spider tattoo is just begging me to trace it with my tongue.He turns to face me and I see the glasses hanging low on hi
Riley POV I don’t know who starts first but all I know is I am hooked. He kisses my lips, slow and sensual at first, like he is trying to kiss away the pain. I kiss him harder as he places me on the small kitchen counter. It is cold so I gasp in surprise, he takes that moment to thrust his tongue and I moan.“I want you.” He says breaking the kiss. We are nose to nose, our foreheads touching.I respond by closing my eyes and kissing him. He picks me up and walks to my room. Next I know he drops me on the bed.He takes of his shirt and then kisses me, with my eyes closed, he moves from my mouth, trails my jaw and then my throat. I place my hands on his shoulders digging my nails in his flesh. He keeps one hand on my waist, playing with the band of my shorts.His other hand moves under my shirt to the clasp of my bra. He unclasps it with wonder and my lust muddled mind wonders how many times he has done it. When he squeezes my right breast everything else goes out the window. I moan a
Lorenzo POVWork has been relentless.For weeks now I have barely slept more than a few hours each night. Meetings run late into the morning, reports pile endlessly across my desk, and every phone call seems to carry another problem that needs immediate attention.Yet the strangest part of it all is the silence. The Bratva attacks have stopped. Like completely.A month ago they were pushing into our territory aggressively with ambushes, sabotage, information leaks. They tested every border we had, probing for weakness like wolves circling prey.Then suddenly… nothing. No shipments intercepted. No gunfire in the night.Just complete silence. I don’t trust it.Men who live in this world know that quiet rarely means peace. More often it means something worse is being prepared and with more people to loose I cannot afford uncertainty. Riley briefly flashes in my mind. I clench my fist.I cannot afford any mistakes, not like I did before. She will not end up like my wife.That is why my m
Riley POVThe morning I leave feels unreal.For weeks I’ve been counting down the days until the end of summer, until I could finally return to my own life. I imagined excitement, relief, maybe even freedom. But standing in the driveway with my suitcases beside me, I feel something much more complicated.The house stands behind me, large and quiet in the early morning light. For months it has been my world its gardens, its endless hallways, its strange mixture of warmth and danger.And now I’m leaving it behind.Lorenzo walks beside me toward the car waiting at the end of the drive. Chris stands nearby with the luggage already loaded into the trunk. The morning air is cool, carrying the faint scent of damp grass and coffee drifting from the kitchen windows.Neither of us says much at first.There isn’t really anything left to say.The drive to campus takes almost two hours. Lorenzo insists on taking me himself, even though he could have easily sent someone else. He drives the entire
Riley POVThe night of Matteo’s initiation arrives quietly, without the dramatic build up I imagined something like this would have. I had expected secrecy, tension, whispers in the halls, but instead the house moves with its usual efficiency. A handful of cars arrive near dusk, their engines humming briefly before the gates close again. Men step out wearing black suits and speaking in low voices as they enter the mansion. It is not a large gathering. In fact, it is smaller than I expected.Lorenzo tries to stop me from going.“You should stay here,” he tells me that evening as we stand in the foyer. His tone is calm, but I can hear the firm edge underneath it. “You don’t need to see this.”“I want to,” I reply.His eyes narrow slightly. “This is not a ceremony meant for outsiders.”“I’m not an outsider,” I argue. “Matteo is my friend.”Lorenzo watches me for a long moment, clearly unconvinced.“You might regret it,” he says.“Maybe,” I answer honestly. “But I’ll regret not being t
Riley POVGiana leaves the next day. I take her to the airport and she hugs the air outside of me.“Remember to call.” She says.“Again, I will.” I assure her and she smiles.“I know.” She whispers and leaves.The house feels different the moment she’s gone, like someone turned down the volume on everything. She had always been noise and motion and laughter filling every hallway, and now the silence feels too odd and controlled. I still have two weeks left before I leave for school. Two weeks before my new apartment becomes real and this strange chapter of my life ends. I try to fill the days with classes and planning and packing, but the quiet stretches longer than I expect.Matteo doesn’t speak to me, he rarely comes home. At first I think it’s just avoidance. After everything that happened the fight, the slap, the mud, the humiliation I assume he simply wants distance. But within a few days the real explanation becomes clear.He announces his engagement.The news comes casually,
Riley POV Matteo doesn’t come home. At first, I tell myself he’s just avoiding me. That he stayed out to cool off. That he’ll walk in eventually with that guilty look and a half-hearted apology. After a few days it is clear he isn’t going to be back for a while. It is oddly fine by me. I over
Lorenzo POVThe shipment arrives just before dusk, which is exactly how I like it.There is something honest about work done in that thin hour between day and night, ironic I know, when the world is undecided and people are tired enough to make mistakes. Mistakes are useful, they reveal loyalty, c
Riley POVI wake before the sun.The house is quiet in that heavy way it gets when everyone is asleep or pretending to be. For a moment I lie there staring at the ceiling, replaying yesterday in pieces I wish my brain would stop holding onto.The fight, Matteo bleeding in the ring, the slap in the
Riley POV The first morning I show up, they think I’m fucking lost and I can’t blame them. The training grounds sit at the far end of the estate, past the garages and security wing, tucked behind a small stretch of trees that block most of the noise from the main house. It’s not somewhere peopl







