Queen of the men

Blu***One thing about being a gangster is the inability to cry when people are watching. Father said it makes you look weak and that is abominable.It'll give your haters an opportunity to laugh at you, and make you look like a complete fool.So in order to give you haters no view of emotions, you keep up a straight face and once in a while, you smile.Make it look like the pain didn't hurt one bit.It was my father's funeral, everyone kept on whispering and saying things like I'm heartless or wicked or I probably wanted him dead because I have refused to cry, right from the moment they announced his demise to me.At a point a smiled cheerfully once or twice and then went back to normal.Someone even said I was his killer, that I killed him myself just to inherit his throne, like there was anything here worthy of inheritance.But the truth people don't know is that I don't know what emotion I am to put up right now.Everyone knows me as a cheerful girl, too happy infact, not a day

I had trouble on my hands and that was a fact.Before my father died, he had a lot of issues with the police, a whole lot, he was the most wanted criminal but most untouched because they couldn't get him.He also had enemies, lots of enemies that we believe also killed him, and one of them swore to end the entire family lineage, he did well killing my mother and my sisters, and now my father is out of the picture, I'm the next he's coming for.I never for once thought I'd become a Mafia, but as it is now, I have no other choice than to be one.That's what has caused my sudden Character change.I use to be a nerdy weird kid that could barely make a sentence without stammering, that was what killed my esteem and I knew that I will never be that it girl.But after I moved away from Italy and moved to the United States, I suddenly found my confidence.The Hastings brothers have been my childhood family.Their family was friends with mine and so we became best of friends especially after I

BLU * * * My eyes shot open and I groaned, my hand still hurt . "Glad to see your awake", Alex said walking over to my bed. He had a glass of water in his hand. "Hi Allie", I was smiling. "You okay?", he asked dropping the glass on the table beside my bed. "My arm still hurt", I said. "Sorry about that, I'm just glad you're okay", she said touching my cheeks. Alex had changed a lot, he was much more matured now, calm, reserved, manly, and so hot. He was the one in the family with the lightest green color, it was so bright and sharp, he had light brown hair too, you'd almost think it'd blonde. He was well built, very muscular and it was sexy, and he had this silver necklace on from when we were kids, it was his father's. He was the cuter version of Damon, and he's always had my back, how come I've actually never noticed him? "I missed you, a lot", he said calmly. "Like you moved to America and shut everyone out, completely, I tried reaching out to you, s

So the news about Ricci being murdered by me has gone viral in the Mafia world. And my father's other enemies have heard about it, and Believe me, they're not impressed at all. And it's not like I give a fuck honestly, I don't, I actually want them to come for me, my only worry is that now everyone was going to know me, and I wanted to be mysterious.... ughhhh. I'm guessing no one knows me in person actually, they only know my father's name so they just keep saying his kid, and the worse part is, they think I'm a man. like seriously, do they think it's only a men thing? what I can't control the black axe boys? I really want to shove it in their faces that I'm a woman actually, but then again, I like being mysterious. Today, we'll be paying a visit to another one of my father's killers.Aladdin.He's an Indian prince I heard, and luckily for me, he's here in Italy.Now this is where beauty comes in as one of my many weapons."Hey Alex", I said heading downstairs."Hey Blu, you

We got into our car, and Alex looked at me."What?"."Blu I'm scared of you, no literally I am".I gave out a short laughter."What? how what did I do?"."This... whole new personality is crazy honestly, I don't even know what to say""You don't like it?", I asked."No, that's not it, of course I do, I mean I am, so proud of this person you are, I would never have imagined even in a Hundred years that I'll meet this version of you, it's so... so amazing I'm so proud of you Blu, I really really am", he said.I smiled."I owe a good part of it to you", I said.Was it me or was Alex becoming really attractive of recent? his eyes, it was so bright and pretty and... oh my God no no no this is wrong.He brushed my hair off my face."You're really pretty Blu, if I ever forgot to mention, just know that you are", he said.This... this thing happening right now was giving me anxiety.Alex isn't looking at me right now like how he use to, it wasn't plain and friendly... it was Lust filled, like