I wiped the rolls of tears that formed on my cheeks and immediately changed into my outfit. Patting my cheeks so they don't appear puffy.
Outside of the hospital, drew stood smartly by the car, ushering me in. “Thank you.” I mouthed. Through the ride, there was no denying of the tension which hung in the air as i kept tossing from one side to another. But Drews eyes were focused on the road and he uttered no word until we arrived at mom and dads. “Ill be waiting outside.” He said, putting on his shades. as we stepped out. “Aren't you coming in?” “I don't think so..” he answered. “And what if i insist?” I asked. “ have a wonderful thanksgiving ma'am.” He said firmly. Extending a forced smile. His words cut deep but with a pursed lip, i shrugged my shoulders and gave a curt nod. I couldn't understand the pang i felt within me. As i walked into the house, i felt a familiar ache across my chest. There were pictures on the wall which held a decades worth story, each of its own. Mom and dads successful marriage reminded me of how close to failure my marriage to Derrick was heading. but the delicious aroma welcomed me in still. “Rebecca darling..” mom gushed heavily as she pulled me in for a bear hug. “My goodness, you have gained a lot of weight baby!” She remarked, engulfing me deeper in the hug. I had nearly choked on my own saliva hearing her say that. “Forgive this old apron of mine,” she pulled out, “i was beginning to think you wouldn't make it” “… and your husband?” She asked as her eyes scanned behind me. “Good thing he is not here because we have an important matter to discuss.” Dad chirped in. “Ethan its too early for that.” Mom cut in sharply. “Too early for what?” I darted my eyes between the both of them but neither had anything to say. “Honey please have a seat.” Mom pleaded with her eyes as she led me to the dining table. There was a brief moment of silence within the dining room and mom spoke up. “So what are you thankful for honey.” Mom asked me. “Monica stop this nonsense and go straight to the point!” Dad banged the table, yelling at mom. “Rebecca here needs an heir or would you like to educate her on the consequences of not having one?.” His eyes turned red as he slammed the fork into the chicken. My breath seized at dads outburst. “Dad?” My eyes shone with horror. “You have to take it easy on her Ethan,..” mom shunned him assertively, but he continued to glare at me, expecting an answer to his question. Just then the door came open and Drew walked in pristinely. “I heard noises, so i came in to check if everyone is okay. Im Drew, Mrs Rebeccas driver.” He Introduced. “Rebecca, answer me! Its been three whole years. Why don't you have a child yet!” Dad fumed again. “If something should happen to you.. where would your inheritance go?” Drews eyes locked with mine once again, but this time there was confusion in them. He must be wondering why i was hiding the baby. I thought. “Excuse me sir, Mrs Rebecca here…” drew interrupted. I shut my eyes and clenched the fork i held tightly, hearing drew about to spill my secret. “Mrs Rebecca here has a medical condition, so she cannot bear a child… for now.” He said. My eyes flung open as i released my impatient breath. There was a brief silence in the room as everyone paused to absorb the information. Including me. “Honey why didn't you say something…” mom asked worriedly. “I um…i guess i didn't want to bother you..” i trailed off. Not taking my eyes off drew. “We’ll…With that said, i hope we can continue thanksgiving without lifting a finger on our daughter Ethan?” Mom said giving him a tug. “If you may excuse me.” Drew curtsied. I watched him go through the door and non hesitantly i followed him. “Drew..” i called after him. “Ma'am.” He answered. I rolled my eyes at the formalities. “Thanks for what you did back there…you were truly..” i heaved in a sigh. “A life saver.” I continued. “I meant every word i said at the hospital, he said.” Not flicking. “Im here to protect you.” “Drew I'm married… you and i, well….” I shook my head saying. “I don’t need you trying to protect me. I said lowly. “i love Derrick so much and you know that.” He pinched the bridge of his nose. “Im not asking for your hand in marriage Mrs Rebecca, i only want to protect you, and not just on the road. In any way i can.” I smiled warmly. “Thank you.” “So um why did you conceal the baby from your parents?” He asked. My shoulders slumped. “Its Derrick, he doesn't want the baby, he insists on an abortion…and i have to save my marriage. I have to do what he wants.” “Rebecca, you were so scared of losing your baby back at the hospital, you cant do this.” He flashed. But i avoided those green and penetrating eyes of his, focusing on everywhere else but at him. “ look at me.” He said looking at me intently, holding me by my both arms. He shook his head lightly. “Im not going to let you do that.” His hands moved slowly to my neck and then to my cheek. “Im afraid theres nothing you can do, my mind is already made up.” “Rebecca…” his tone faltered.searching my eyes. Instinctively, i shut my eyes and leaned into his soft palms, reveling in the soothing feeling. I then moved closer into his embrace and placed my head on his chest. I felt his arms wrap around me softly, pulling me in. “Im not going to let you do this.” He said placing his cheek on my head. I lifted my head bemused my the gesture and once again, his lips were staring in front of me. Just then there was a slow clap from a short distance. I quickly pulled myself out of Drew's embrace but i kept my eyes focused on the ground hoping it would open up to swallow me up. Dad must think I'm out here making out with my driver. How irresponsible. I thought to myself. And then the clap came to a halt. “Never have i ever witnessed a scene so intense, not even from the best movie.” Derricks voice resounded.Series of thoughts clashed in my head, banging heavily against one another like a tambourine as i tried to process what the hell was going on. “Have a seat Rebecca,” Derrick said, unflinching.I couldn't tear my eyes away from the monster i was staring at, but i moved accordingly. Reaching for one of the kitchen stools. Mom sat tied to a chair, her lips were sealed so only her eyes did the talking. And from the look on her eyes, she was going through a rollercoaster of pain, stress and heavy tiredness. My eyes welled up immediately, soaking up my cheeks. How could he be this cruel to mom? If he did this to mom what about dad?Dad, where was Dad?“Derrick,” i swallowed. “where is my dad?” But then, mom shook her head erratically, as though trying to tell me something. Her gesture pulled a string on my heart. “What is she saying?,” “what is she trying to say?” I cried. “Take the tape off her, please!” I hovered around him saying,“For goodness sake Derrick, what is this truly
(Back to present.)The clock spun around so quick that suddenly, minutes passed into hours and hours turned into days. There was no call from Drew, neither was there any sign from Derrick. Just me, my growing baby, the maid and the walls. “Karen,” i called the maid, who seemed to work tirelessly. “You work so hard, you should take a day off.” I said to her. “I couldn't leave you all alone here, you have no one by your side, Ma'am.” She added.Ouch. I thought i was aware of that, didn't know i needed a reminder.“You barely eat, you barely move around. Hell, You don't even speak with anyone.”“I may just be an ordinary maid, but i know loneliness when i see one.”“tch,” i kissed my teeth. “Snooping around?, Thats not what you are being paid for Karen,” i said with a tired voice.“I know,” she knelt beside me saying. Her cheeks puffy and round, with a petite frame and plaited two cornrows, she looked nothing older than twenty. “But its because i care about you ma'am,” she paus
What!” I shrieked. “Theres no way you are going to tell him that.” “Why are you going to lie?” I snorted.“Well watch me.” He said, storming out of the house. Was it his plan to drive me crazy? I held on to the railings of the staircase tightly for stability while my head spun like a rollercoaster. A Divorce?, (Back to the day before Derricks wedding to Rebecca.)“Oh my God, Derrick,” i flung my hand to cover my mouth in amazement at a bracelet he got me.“These are so gorgeous., i love them. Thank you!” I exclaimed happily. Running my fingers into the water fountain from where we sat, we watched the decorators do their thing.“Thank you, for loving them.” He snickered. “But most importantly Rebecca, thank you for not making this feel like an arranged marriage.”“I feel like i have known you all my life,” he continued. “And i promise to make this work.”“And i,…” i was about to repeat my vow when we were interrupted. “If its not the charming bride and groom to be,” the event
I remember when i was a teenager, and i had just finished watching my first horror movie ever, My face lacked emotions, it remained frozen, pale, like it was sucked dry by the very terrifying monsters from the movie. Well, history just repeated itself. Except that, this time, it wasn't a movie, but the words from my husbands mouth. Derricks mouth. “Thats unlike you, Fiona?. …,” i repeated. “Fiona, thats what this had all been about?” “Wait, how long has this really been going on?” I bombarded myself with series of questions. “ i cant do this anymore,” i resigned. “ i cant hope for you anymore.” I shook my head saying. Flinging off the duvet without a care in the world, i impatiently jumped out of the bed. Derrick only ruffled the sheets once again before drifting off back to sleep. One look at him and i slammed the door shut so hard. Wishing i could just take a long drive far away from this mess. But it was past midnight already and had nowhere to go. I ha
I spun his arms over my shoulders as i struggled to pull him up. He had staggered through the door and landed with a heavy thud on the floor. “What happened to you?” I asked worriedly, tossing aside every last bit of anger i felt towards him. Assessing his body, i couldn't help but pinch my nose at the stench coming from him. Was he drunk? He seemed to have stumbled on blocks on his way too . The scratches and bruises etched on the back sides of his shoulders mixed with traces of sand. I shook my head pitifully. Tracing the ends of the bruises and patting away the sand stains off his body. “It hurts…” he yelped. “Derrick?” I drew my eyebrows together as i leaned in closer to hear him clearer. “Are you hurt?” I asked. His eyes were closed and only his lips trembled. He looked so helpless and i cursed under my breath. One last attempt, i drew in all the strength i had left and pulled him up finally. “She made me do it…” he slurred once again, trailing off. I
“Who was that?” Derricks voice resounded as i walked steadily past the doorway. My heart froze at the sound of his voice. Despite everything he put me through, i couldn't understand the butterflies that still flapped in my belly. Neither could i understand which emotion struggled to play first. Was it resentment?, anger? or a hot boil of both?The mere sight of him sitting cooly, pissed me off. With an ambience of purity, like he wasn't fast burying his dick into Fiona's pussy a couple hours ago.Why couldn't i hate this man for godsake. I needed to get even in some sort of way. “Rebecca, I'm talking to you.” He dusted off the cigarette smoke into the ash tray saying.I pursed my lips and swallowed. “He dropped me off.”“Who Rebecca! I said who!.” He flared. “Maybe if you had…” i paused, saying. “Waited at least, for me back at the hospital that question would not have existed.” He took off his glasses and smirked. “I see.” “I can see you borrowed some audacity. Well, i c