Chapter 28 - Realization

Shalom walks into my bedroom with a towel around her body and nothing else. My cock gets hard at the sight of her soft skin. All I can think about is the feel of her pussy around my… I clear my throat and look away. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this. She’s been complaining about sore muscles and I offered to give a light massage. But now that we’re here I don’t know if this is a good idea. I want to help relieve her pain but I have a feeling it’s going to be at my detriment.

After the night she left me in this very room with my heart shattered on the floor, I made a promise to myself. I’m not going to make love to her until I’m sure she’s mine. I need to trust that she won’t run, I want to be sure that she’s sure about her feelings for me. I have too much to lose. My heart can’t take another blow from her, it's holding on by a tiny thread.

Granted I made this promise out of hurt and anger. I didn’t account for the fact that she’s the only woman I’ve wanted with all of my