Lilith Conner was by all means not a normal 17 year old girl. She has had her fair share of fate and is tired but continues to keep striving forward. All of which is happening in a small town in South Texas. From having her family slaughtered in front of her at the age of 5 to being a outcast in her own Pack. Yes, Lilith Conner is in fact a werewolf, or is supposed to be since she hasn’t been able to Shift everyone says otherwise. Will Lilith live as she is or will destiny have another plan for her?
View MoreAs the alarm went off I rolled over to hit the snooze button then realized it was 3 AM. I jumped out of bed and headed to the restroom in my hut. After being kicked out of the pack house I was shunned to this small hut in pack lands.
The hut was my home even though everyone basically saw it as me sleeping in a cardboard box. It had a open room and a tiny restroom with a shower. It was built for me because no one wanted me around or to use the pack house facilities. I am the disgrace of the South Texas Pack.
I have my duties to hold my place in this pack, I cook all the meals for the 300 pack members. I have to stay out of everybody's way considering that is my only way I can stay and have a home if it was even considered that.
When I was five the pack found me curled in a ball in the corner of my families old house. My parents layed on the floor in their own blood. The alpha was outraged that his beta was dead. Even though I was a child the pack has blamed me, not once trying to find out the truth behind my parents death. All I remember from that night was waking up to a loud sound, running down the stairs to find my parents already gone.
That night still haunts me. Being seventeen and having to raise myself has not been easy. With being punished every chance the pack got I was already ready to give up. There was always a little voice in the back of my mind pushing me not to, and for some reason I have listened to it for the past twelve years. After I have showered and got dressed I walked to the pack house. As I was walking to the kitchen I stopped by a mirror and saw how I have let myself go. My strawberry blonde hair was not as healthy as it should be, my hazel eyes were dull with despair, and my cheekbones showed way more than they should have."Lilith"
I turned to see one of the pack warriors coming down the stairs getting ready for shift change guarding the land. I recognized him right away, "I'm sorry, Adam, I will go cook breakfast now". I didn't realize I was standing in front of the mirror for so long. As I walked past him I didn't dare look up as I knew by the way he said my name how he would look, disgusted.
When I was done with breakfast I made my way to grab a piece of bread since that was what I was allowed. I was expected to survive off of three pieces a day. The reason for my poor nutrition, and nobody cared. I have a feeling that this is what they wanted a slow death.
As I was walking out the door before anyone noticed me I ran into somebody. I glanced up only to see who it was and automatically dropped my gaze and head. At six foot tall and built the way every woman dreamed about. Silas, the alpha's son, stood there and said, "How about you get a move on and next time don't ruin my clothes with your disgrace".
He shoved me hard so that I fell to the floor and had to scramble up clumsily. Noticing he moved out from the door I ran as fast as I could to my home. I graduated the previous year. Yes, I know i'm a little young to already have graduated high school, but I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. I didn't have the money to go to the community college like a lot of the pack, so I stayed and worked here for the little they gave me which isn't much at all.
I flopped down on my bed and realized tomorrow is my eighteenth birthday. I didn't realize how much time has passed. With not being able to shift into my wolf and turning eighteen means finding your mate, but I don't think it's possible for me. I fear if I was to find him he wouldn't want me and would reject me.Before I noticed I was waking up again to banging on my door. I walked over and pulled the door open revealing my alpha.
"Lilith, tomorrow is your birthday and I have come up with two options for you", he said with distaste.
"Yes, alpha", I replied with my head bowed showing respect.
"Option one, You leave the pack and move on with your life, which is the kindest thing I can offer you at the moment", he paused, "Option two, You continue to do what you do for the pack and when the time comes you will break and nobody will mourn you", he announced.
"I will let you know tomorrow of what I choose, but I have no where to go, and at that y'all are who I know", I paused before finishing, "I will announce my decision in front of the whole Pack before breakfast".
I could feel his eyes on me as he thought about what to say, and I was afraid he would slap me for wanting to wait until the morning. All he said was, "Fine", and walked out slamming my door in my face.
And than that's when I realized I had the most important decision in my life to make tonight.
"Mommy," little Mason ran up to me and threw his short arms around my leg. I was standing in the middle of the training area after a long session staring off into the distance. I had a lot on my mind that my anxiety didn't thank me for as I started feeling sick to my stomach and my nerves were all over the place. I smiled and shoved the anxiety away with the sight of my adorable little boy and lifted him into my arms. "What are you doing out here little one?" I asked while I kissed his cheek making him giggle. "Daddy said I could go see you and get you to play with me," he replied with the biggest smile a three year old can muster up. He instantly melted my heart and I couldn't help but inhale his sweet cheery scent and calm myself. "Alright my love, let us go play. Would you like to go to your swing?" he nodded his little head so fast I thought he would make me dizzy watching him. I ruffled his h
"Hey guys! I am so sorry that I haven't updated we had a winter storm that made our electricity go out for several days and I am in college so busy busy days. Thank you for your patience."Seven Months Later "Ryker!" I screamed over the intense pain.The baby was coming I could feel the contractions and I couldn't wake Ryker. I didn't want to do this but I had no choice. I raised my hand and pulled back my arm as soon as I felt a contraction I brought my arm down with the force of the pain I was feeling. I slapped Ryker across his cheek and finally he was awake looking around like a madman."What was that for?" he asked rubbing his now red cheek."Ryker if you don't get me to the doctor this instant you will regret being mated to me!" I screamed at him as another contraction came. They were getting stronger and I knew I needed to get to the doctor soon. He rushed around the room and grabbed the bag we had packed and
"Hey everyone! I am so sorry for the wait I had a lot going on and wasn't able to write. But I wanted to say that I have a lot planned before I finish this story. I love you all for the support you give me and appreciate every single one of y'all so thank you so much for your patience. I just ask that you still be patient with me and I will put out as many chapters as I can. I am in the middle of a move right now so I will try my hardest to give y'all what you are waiting for. You all mean the world to me for loving this story and I hope you follow me through my others when this one is finished."Lilith We landed in front of the prison that held Darius. Ryker took my hand in his and lead the way. Everyone followed behind us offering their support. My grandfather reached from behind and squeezed my shoulder affectionately. I smiled up at him as we entered the security doors of the prison. We were all escorted to the waiting area of the trial. When we arrived I de
Lilith Ryker and Lucian followed Ruby into my room and they all sat down around me."Lucian I have some news," Ruby said in a shaky voice. Lucian instantly got up from the chair he was in and went to Ruby."What is it love?" He asked softly pulling her into his arms."I am pregnant." Those three words had Lucian frozen and Ryker's head whip towards me. I nodded to Ryker letting him know that it was true and told Lucian, "In my visions I saw Ruby pregnant with me so I immediately had the doctor bring a pregnancy test so Ruby could take it and it came out positive.""Ruby?" Lucian whispered lifting her face to look at him, "Baby, look at me. This is a blessing and I love you so much!" Ruby was not expecting him to say that or be this excited you could tell by her shocked expressio
Lilith After a hour of being in the bed and receiving some fluids from the doctor I was finally released. Ryker and Ruby never left my side so that meant Lucian too. They were being stubborn and not listening when I told them I was fine and could be by myself now that Darius was locked away. Ruby wouldn't even let me use the restroom by myself she followed me where Ryker couldn't or wouldn't want to go. I felt bad for Lucian having to tag along with Ruby to spend time with her while she guarded me, but he didn't seem to mind."Will you guys give me a break!? I mean I love y'all and everything but I can't even take a shit without someone in the restroom!" I yelled storming out of the restroom with Ruby following me."Lilly baby, we just want to keep you safe," Ryker replied with Ruby nodding in agreement both of them trying hard not to laugh at my outburst. I just groaned and threw m
Lilith Everyone from the councils walked in including my grandfather and Ruby. Ruby instantly ran to my side and grabbed my hand. Ryker jumped up as soon as the door was opened and stood waiting holding my other hand. My grandfather and Annalise walked and stood by the side of the bed. Cynthia cleared her throat and stepped forward saying, "Doctor would you please explain to them about what you told us." The doctor stepped forward from the door way and started speaking pulling a machine with her, "Lilith, Ryker we have came to a discovery that you might want to pay close attention too." She lifted the bottom of my shirt explaining that she is going to examine my womb and show us what was discovered when I was healing. She squeezed a warm jelly onto my lower abdomen and pressed a part of the machine against me moving it around."It seems the baby is protecting itself wit
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