"GET THIS FAT, SHAPELESS COW OUT OF MY PRESENCE!" I claimed our Alpha as my mate, he insulted and rejected me in front of the whole pack, resisting the mate bond. "GET THIS FAT, SHAPELESS COW OUT OF MY PRESENCE!" He said, and even with his cruel words, my wolf whined and cried out to him. Getting sold later for a few pennies was the worst heartbreak I could ever wish for. But not until I got a second chance at love with the Howling Alphas. Being mated to 2 Alphas isn't a problem. But there are more and they're all fighting for my attention. With war looming amongst the werewolf clan and plentiful revelations from the Moon Goddess, I'm presented as the solution to the ultimate problem, but that would mean even more pain for me. Will my mates choose me over their pack and the entire werewolf clan, even though they have little or no choice in the matter? Yet, with the ongoing chaos, someone is still staking his claim on me. Who is this man?
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'PIG, FAT, and UGLY' have become names I'm now accustomed to. I used to think myself beautiful until recently. All thanks to our Alpha's rumored mate, Oksana. Ever since she started deriving pleasure in dehumanizing and abusing me because she thinks I'm too fat for her liking, my life got enveloped in an endless stream of never-ending chores. She'll call me 'Pig' over and over again and I'll always answer her with a 'yes ma'am.' She makes sure I don't get to enjoy a moment of rest during the day. I work at the farms, at the pack daycare, the kitchen, I scrub the floors; I literally do everything. Yet she's never satisfied. ** Today, Mrs. Sal, the pack's Matron, assigned my best friend, Jiya, and me to clean the Alpha's living room. She must have taken pity on me and decided to give me an easy task that I'd spend most of my day doing. As Jiya and I focus on our assigned task for the day. I suddenly feel the hairs on my neck prickle. A dull pull follows, drawing me towards the large private balcony outside the room where rumor has it that the Alpha plunges in his stick into readily available holes in the pack. Since the strange pull won't stop, I let it guide me. Jiya frowns when she sees me moving towards the entrance of the balcony. "I'll be right back," I whisper and she nods. Getting to the entrance, I peek out through the corner of my eyes and see Alpha Kedar's back. The pull still won't stop. So, I step out to get a clearer view. Excitement shoots through my veins. I feel my wolf's excitement. She’s ecstatic. After many years, I feel her again; how is that even possible? My wolf is demanding. 'Him, him, him. He's ours!' I raise my eyes to Alpha Kedar and meet his gaze as he turns to see who is behind. I'm supposed to look down, 'You don't meet an Alpha's eyes.' That would be seen as a challenge. He's going to have them hang me outside the pack house because I just challenged him. But I can’t help it. 'Mine, mine, mine.' Juno, my wolf, mewls. She paws at my ribs, wanting to come out. But I don’t even know how to let her anymore, and that is crazy. 'Mate,' Juno whines louder pleading with me to let her out. How is Alpha Kedar, my mate? Isn't he rumored to be mates with Oksana? Kedar turns slowly, offering me his face first, and his body follows. Then I see Oksana, standing up from in-between his legs. She was sucking him off in a barely secluded balcony. 'Such an irresponsible man!' The balcony might be shielded with large carved balustrades that might prevent one from getting a clear view of whatever they might be doing, yet it doesn't change the fact that they're being irresponsible by making out here. People from downstairs can still see their upper body. Let's not talk about the steps connecting the balcony down. 'This man cannot be my mate.' Oksana stands up and glares at me, placing her arm around Kedar; she calls me, "Pig, what do you want?" She kisses Kedar on his mouth. 'No. Ours!' Juno lets out an inhuman wail that fills my ears from inside my skull. Suddenly, I'm shifting. My spine rips out of my skin. Pain explodes over me at the splintering bone and shredding muscles. I'm getting torn apart. I scream, collapsing to the ground. And I lay powerless on the floor, staring unblinkingly at them. Oksana's jaw dropped. Kedar is raging; his fists are clenched as if he’s straining to control himself. My vision is now sharp and focused. I can hear voices far and near, murmurings, sounds... I can smell everything. Semen, Blood, stale food, even Oksana's perfume, and she's rubbing it all over my mate. Enraged, I leap, baring my fangs. Whatever made me think I could attack Oksana? I lunge at her and she dodges me so easily, mocking me with her laughter. I hear gasps and whispers around the stairs connecting the balcony down and realize we now have an audience. Yet, I can’t seem to be able to stop. 'Fuck this mate bond.' Oksana laughs again and kicks me in the ribs. Then she snarls. Suddenly, she shifts so quickly that I'm not prepared one bit to meet her wolf, a beautiful, off-white, big she-wolf. She instantly goes for my throat. Her fangs sink into my collarbone, ripping a chunk of my skin. The pain is blinding and I instantly slump to the floor. "Enough!" Alpha Kedar yells. I’m losing blood, I'm fading by the second and none of them is doing anything about it. They are willing to just stand there and watch me bleed to death? Oh no! "Shift," Kedar commands. My bones instantly obey, cracking again, even the broken ones, snapping back into place, and I'm back to my human form. Naked and exposed, I curl into a ball and watch as Oksana slips into a free dress someone brings for her. But nobody gives me any clothing. Oksana smirks, licking my blood from her lips. I draw my knees close to my chest as I tremble. I dare to look at Kedar's face, he's glaring down at me. My stupid wolf mewls for him. She can't seem to understand the situation of things. "Stand up," Kedar snarls, his voice low. But I can’t, everyone will see everything... my body. "What's the meaning of this nonsense you just did?" I swallow a thick saliva and muster the courage to say it since he's pretending like he has no idea. "You're my mate," I whisper back. Oksana laughs like she's raving mad. Kedar stares at me like I've gone nuts. He squats down to meet me. "The Moon goddess won't mate me to a spineless, defenseless, weak, and worthless Elephant like you." He says and even with his cruel words, my wolf whines and cries out to him. "I have a mate and a type. Clearly, you're neither of both. Someone like you can never be this pack's Luna." I start to cry. Nothing hurts more than this. Not even the pains Oksana has been subjecting me to all these years. Juno cries with me. 'Why is he rejecting us?' She cries in my head and I shake my head as the tears slip down. I don't know why he would reject us. Kedar signals to his Gamma, who seems to be blocking our little audience from coming closer. When he approaches, Alpha Kedar points at me, anger evident in his voice. "Get this fat, shapeless Cow out of my presence. She attacked Oksana. Have her punished from now till dusk. She deserves nothing but death for what she just did." Gamma Reeder nods and turns to me, "stand up, or I'll drag you up," he says to me. I finally stagger to my feet, struggling to cover my nakedness as much as I can. As we climb down the stairs, squeezing ourselves among the crowd at the stairs, the males leer and smirk. Some of the females, too. A few of the elders present are staring at me, disapprovingly. Mrs. Sal and Jiya are standing very far away, horror on their faces. They don’t dare come closer. When we climb down, more crowd are gathered downstairs. I take my walk of shame. As I walk, my love handles flap, my thighs juggle, and the shame is unbearable. Everyone sees everything, and no one, no one stretches out a piece of clothing to me.~Zegulf~"What can we do to keep you alive?" I ask him."Hmmm?" he asks, his voice now barely a whisper. "Nothing can work, Zegulf Landerman. I behaved like my father. I forced myself on a very unique soul-fated. Now I have to bear the consequence of my actions."Shaking his head, I see tears flowing down Oscar's cheeks. "I don’t have any information that might help you to kill my father." His voice cracks through the air in the room and we all stare as the first spurt of blood rushes out through his nose. "But you have to kill him for what he did. He heartlessly murdered a woman. Continuously forced himself on her until she gave up. Dargo and I know this because our nanny told us before she passed.""Brody, is there something you can do?" I ask my Beta, stepping closer to Oscar as I watch more blood force their way out of Oscar's mouth.Brody comes to stand beside me, shaking his head, slowly. "I can't keep him alive, but I can take some blood samples and run extensive tests to find
~Zegulf~There’s stunned silence in the room, everyone staring from Brody to me, wondering what the fuck is happening. Brody isn’t violent, not in the way they think, and never to me, his Alpha. Out of the corner of my eye, I watch Clifton mouth to Declan, "What the fuck."Standing up from the bed, I shake the cobwebs from my foggy brain, and manage a smile at the Howling brothers, stretching out my arm for a handshake. Declan ignores my outstretched hand and instead gives me a hug that I didn't know I needed. It takes a moment for my stiff body to relax and reciprocate the gesture.Then Clifton, the brooding one, gave me a tight brief hug as well. I feel miserable that these men left their mate, pack, and Alpha all because of me.Also, it made me feel a sense of love and acceptance too."What's going on with you, Landerman?" Clifton asks, a deep frown on his. "You blacked out completely for long minutes, staring at nothing but empty space."I scratch my stubble lazily, unwilling t
~Zegulf~ We gradually head down from the car as Xavier marches forward to secure a room for us. This isn’t a defensible place to hole up in, but I can’t go any further. Shutting the door of the SUV, I hook my thumb in the direction of Oscar. "Bring the malicious prick to my room. I have questions." The sunlight shining down into this shithole’s parking lot is driving me insane. The pain is there as I feel the nerves in my joints twitching and my hands aching to do something. I’m the leader of one of the most powerful packs in the world, and here I am brought to my knees, powerless to fight invisible rules, powerless against the being that is my fated. Of course, I have to remind myself, as I walk into the dingy motel room, that I’ve read all the memoirs of other hybrid vampires who have found their mates. They describe the feelings, the emotions, and the longings. But the problem is, each and every memoir or vampire I’ve spoken to has said different things. No two pairin
~Zegulf~ "Alaric is ready to help, you say?" I ask Xavier and he nods. "He is against Golem Warsunng and his sons. They're like opposing sides, and he guaranteed that he and his men are willing to offer us any sort of help we might need, as long as it will lead to exposing the Warsunngs for who they truly are." "Good." I hum, loving the sound of that. "Put another call to him. Offer him whatever it takes to get a security net around Carmen's block and the one behind and let him know we need him here now." I say. "That could cost us," Xavier says, his focus not leaving the road in front of us. My voice comes out cold and sour. "That will not be a problem. Let them know." He nods and starts making the necessary calls. "Alpha, if we indulge him, we'll be creating war between him and Golem Warsunng. Not only that, we might end up being called up by the WVW council for not just trespassing but also starting a war between two powerful vampire clans. Are you really sure you want to
~Zegulf~ I've never felt so alone in my entire life. My mate runs away from me. She doesn't want me... It hurts so much. Xavier has offered the little explanation he could gather from putting several calls through to a couple of friends who vowed to become allies if we're in dire need of one. It turns out that my mate has been brainwashed all her life. She doesn't even know what we share or the fact that we're meant to be together... Forever. She thinks I'm something as close to the devil. She thinks she's cursed, and her curse attracts evil creatures like me to her. Goddess! What have they done to my mate? How can I get to her and have her listen to me long enough to explain what we are to each other? She needs to know she's not cursed, she needs to know she's the only one for me, she needs to know that the Sect isn't who they claim to be. If I could curse whoever makes the rules in this forsaken world, I would. Not being able to enter Carmen’s house will be my undoing if I can
~Carmen~"What?" I ask Kennedy."Swear to me you won’t invite him in," Kennedy repeats. His tone is suddenly so forceful that I wonder if he too, is trying to compel me. But he’s not a vampire. Shaking the thought away, I let the gravity of what he’s asking sink in before nodding in agreement. "I swear," I say, praying that I keep to this much promise. Kennedy lets out a breath in relief. "I’ll be there soon, but I need to hang up and drop a voicemail for my father. If anything changes, call me right away."Biting back on the words to beg him to stay on the line with me, I force myself to say, "Okay." "I’ll be there soon, I promise Carmy." He assures me. "Stay safe for me."Kennedy is on his way right now to help me. He’s the only person in the world willing to help me. But I can’t help but feel abandoned when he disconnects. Something big and hard thumps against my front door followed by a squelching noise. Then Zegulf's voice is in my head. "Answer the door, Carmen. I know yo
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