CHAPTER 9: ALWAYS AN OPTION

CELESTE

I was looking around the parking lot but I still didn't see him. Hindi ko alam but I was waiting for him for an hour now. Kanina pa ako pabalik balik rito. My class end at 6:00 pm but it's almost eight and his still not here. I let a heavy sigh at tumayo sa kinatatayuan ko. Masama ang loob ko, I was fuming mad at hindi nya ako masisisi kung may galit akong nararamdaman ngayon at isa pa hindi ko ata ito makakalimutan. Sya lang ang pinaghintay ako ng ganito katagal and worse literal na umasa lang ako.

But there's a part of me saying that it was also my fault since umasa ako sa kanya na susunduin nya ako, he made fool of me! I hate him! I want to curse him to death! Pero katulad ng sinabi ko, kasalan ko rin dahil naghintay ako. Ito kasi ang hirap sa akin ang bilis kong magpaniwala sa kanya kaya heto ngayon umaasa na sisiputin pa rin nys pero mukhang malabo na iyong mangyari dahil halos ilang oras na akong nag-aantay rito na parang tanga.

I bit my lowe lip to stop the tears seems