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Chapter Seventeen
~Haven's POV~
My relationship with Tristian was heating up much faster than I had anticipated. I realized that's completely on me. I never realized how much I needed a sexual awakening until Tristian. Of course I liked his personality and mind and all of that but I am obsessed with how much he turned me on and how much I got him going.
I cannot wait for him to be inside me. It's practically all I think about which is why I let him go down on me whenever he wanted. Who knew orgasms were so incredible?
I couldn't believe we're actually having sex on Saturday. I never pictured this day happening like this, but I was so glad it was. Even though I felt slightly guilty about all the things I had been doing recently it wasn't enough to stop me.
Besides, is it really a
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