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Ruined By Desire
Ruined By Desire
Penulis: R.N

Chapter 1: The Line in the Fire

Penulis: R.N
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-03-16 07:58:55

The music pulsed through the villa like a second heartbeat, bass thumping low and insistent under the chatter of too many people pretending they weren’t watching each other. I should have been dancing. Laughing. Being the carefree best friend everyone expected Sofia’s birthday to turn into a glittering distraction.

Instead, I stood frozen at the edge of the terrace, glass of champagne forgotten in my hand, staring at the man who had just stepped through the French doors like he owned the night itself.

Luca Moretti.

Sofia’s father.

The man I’d spent the last two years convincing myself I didn’t notice. Not the way his dark suit hugged shoulders that carried too much weight, not the way his jaw tightened when he scanned a room like he was cataloging threats, not the way his eyes storm-gray and unreadable had once caught mine across a crowded dinner table and held them a beat too long.

He shouldn’t be here. Sofia had sworn he was in Milan on business. Yet there he was, loosening his tie with one careless tug, sleeves rolled to his elbows, revealing forearms corded with muscle and faint scars that told stories I wasn’t supposed to want to hear.

My throat went dry. I swallowed anyway, the champagne suddenly tasting like ash.

He spotted me almost immediately. Of course he did. Luca always noticed everything.

His gaze slid over me slow, deliberate taking in the red dress Sofia had insisted I wear. The one that clung too tight at the hips and dipped too low at the back. Heat crawled up my neck, traitorous and fast. I should look away. Walk inside. Find Sofia and pretend this was just another party.

But my feet wouldn’t move.

He crossed the terrace in long, unhurried strides, the crowd parting without him asking. People always did that around him. Power had its own gravity.

“Valentina.” His voice was low, velvet-rough, the way it always got when he said my name like a secret he hadn’t decided whether to keep. “You look… dangerous tonight.”

Dangerous. Not beautiful. Not lovely. Dangerous.

My pulse stuttered. “You’re not supposed to be here,” I said, hating how breathless it came out.

A faint smile curved his mouth sharp, knowing. “And yet I am.”

He stopped close. Too close. The scent of him hit me cedar, smoke, something darker underneath. My skin prickled as if the air between us had turned electric.

“Sofia will be thrilled,” I managed. “She thinks you’re in Milan.”

“She’ll survive the surprise.” His eyes dropped to my lips for half a second long enough to make my stomach clench then lifted again. “You, on the other hand… you don’t look thrilled.”

I forced a laugh. It sounded brittle even to me. “I’m fine. Just surprised.”

“Liar.” The word was soft, almost affectionate. He leaned in slightly, voice dropping so only I could hear. “Your hands are shaking.”

They were. The champagne sloshed in the glass. I set it on the stone railing before I dropped it, fingers curling into fists to hide the tremor.

He noticed. Of course he noticed.

“Careful, Valentina,” he murmured. “Someone might think you’re nervous.”

“I’m not nervous.” The lie tasted bitter. I was terrified. Not of him. Of what he made me feel. The heat pooling low in my belly, the ache that started every time he looked at me like I was something he wanted to unravel. The guilt that followed, sharp and immediate, because Sofia was my best friend. Because he was twice my age. Because this was wrong in every way that mattered.

And yet.

His gaze flicked to my throat, where my pulse hammered visibly. “Your heart says otherwise.”

I stepped back barely an inch but he followed, closing the distance again. The railing pressed into my lower back. Nowhere to go.

“Luca.” His name came out like a warning. Or a plea. I couldn’t tell anymore.

He braced one hand on the railing beside me, caging me without touching. The heat of his body radiated through the thin silk of my dress. “Tell me to leave.”

I should. I should say it right now. Walk away. Find Sofia. Pretend this moment never happened.

But the words wouldn’t come.

His free hand lifted slow, deliberate and brushed a stray curl from my cheek. His knuckles grazed my skin. Just that. One innocent touch.

Fire.

My breath caught. His thumb lingered at the corner of my mouth, pressing lightly, as if testing how soft I was. How willing.

I didn’t pull away.

“You know what happens if we keep standing here like this,” he said quietly. No question in it. Just fact.

I knew. I knew exactly.

Betrayal. Ruin. The kind of wreckage that didn’t leave clean breaks.

His thumb traced the curve of my lower lip. “Say the word, Valentina. Tell me to stop.”

I opened my mouth. Nothing came out.

His eyes darkened. “That’s what I thought.”

Then he leaned in close enough that I felt the warmth of his breath on my lips and whispered, “You should run while you still can.”

But he didn’t move away.

Neither did I.

The music swelled inside, laughter spilling onto the terrace, but out here it felt like the world had narrowed to just us. To the space between our mouths. To the way my body leaned toward him without permission, drawn like gravity had flipped.

One kiss. One taste. What could it hurt?

Everything, my mind screamed.

Everything.

His hand slid to the nape of my neck firm, possessive tilting my head just enough. Our lips brushed. Barely. A ghost of contact.

Fireworks exploded behind my eyes. Heat surged through me, liquid and relentless. I gasped against his mouth.

He froze.

Then pulled back just enough to look at me. Eyes stormy. Jaw clenched. Like he was fighting the same war I was.

“Go inside,” he said roughly. “Now.”

I stared at him, chest heaving. “You first.”

A low, humorless laugh escaped him. “If I go first, I won’t be going inside alone.”

The words hung between us raw, honest, terrifying.

I swallowed hard. “Then what?”

He studied me for a long moment. Then his thumb brushed my swollen bottom lip one last time. “Then we burn.”

He stepped back.

The sudden absence of him felt like falling.

I stayed pressed against the railing, legs unsteady, heart slamming so hard it hurt. He turned and walked toward the doors every line of his body controlled, but I saw the tension in his shoulders. The way his fists clenched at his sides.

He didn’t look back.

But I knew.

This wasn’t over.

It had only just begun.

And God help me I wasn’t sure I wanted it to stop.

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