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Standing in line with the others, we waited for chef Clementine as he inspected our designs one after the other.
"It looks a bit too...I wouldn't say shabby. Maybe, you could concentrate more next time."
"Uuuhm...I don't know, but something is definitely wrong with this."
"Okay. Great job."
I listened to his comments on the works before mine, and it made me wonder what exactly he would say to me.
I had been out of it the entire time I designed, my cuttings weren't straight and my line works were just as messy. A part of my icing design was shaky, on the edge of falling.
I knew very well why I had turned out like that, and he knew too, but he is probably going to brush it off.
I held my breath when he approached mine.
Adjusting his apron, he tilted his head to look at my own designed cake sitting pathetically in front of me.
My fingers folded inwards beside me.
"Hmmm...what is your name again?" he asked, but it was very obvious he was putting up an act. He had asked me my name while he guided my fingers through the cut and designs earlier.
"Lola," I replied reluctantly, wishing the attention of everyone wasn't on me like it was right now.
"Your work shows great potential, but you could definitely do better. Do you understand?"
I nodded, letting out a heavy exhale.
By the time he was done checking everyone's with at least one rebuke about each of them, he turned to me.
"See me before you go. I want to look at your design again."
I nodded, biting down in my lower lip.
I waited till everyone was done clearing up and arranging, more than half of the class already clocked out before going over to see chef Clementine like he had requested.
He was bent over on some kind of project at the far end corner of the class, sitting on a long stool.
Clearing my voice to catch his attention, I tried my best to control how fast my heart was beating.
When he finally looked up, I was more drawn to the beauty sitting on a platter before him.
There were several colors of cones icings and cakes deets arranged on the table, and his forehead wrinkled with a calculative tiredness.
"That is...nice," I commended, unable to hold my words back.
"That?" he sneered, nodding to the cake he had just worked on.
"It's the least of my efforts brought to reality," he finished, turning around to face me.
"That is quite impressive," I added.
"Enough about me," he said, waving my compliments aside. "You seem like a very interesting woman," he continued, his eyes swaddling across my skin causing me to wince uncomfortably.
"Mr. Chef, I do n..."
"Call me Clementine. You don't need to be too extra."
"Mr. Clementine," I corrected, exhaling sharply. "I do not understand what you mean by that."
"Oh, come off it, Lola Langford."
I was shocked to my bones hearing him call my name like that. He knew I was a Langford, yet he continued to play that risky game he started earlier.
"I'm not sure what you mean, and I do not want to overthink it and risk causing serious misunderstandings between us," I insisted.
"Okay. I see you like to be spoon fed," he smirked. I frowned at how little he was playing himself to be.
"You're a very attractive woman. How about we get together for wine one of these days? Maybe, I could even teach you a few cake techniques after that."
"I'm sorry, but I'm married," I replied defensively, squaring my shoulders at his audacity.
"You think I don't know?" he asked, adjusting in his seat.
"Then, we are done here," I snapped, walking out on him and his childish tactics.
I hurried over to my lockers to grab my bag, and when I had gotten it, I searched for my phone to reach Connor — tell him about what had happened, just to cool off.
"F*cking bast*rd. Thinks he can get in between my legs because he has a nice head to his neck," I muttered angrily as I descended the stairs that led to the exit of the building.
I was about to dial Connor when I saw a couple message notifications across my screen.
There was a link when I clicked it open. With shaky fingers and a heart that has been dealt more than enough for the day, I clicked open the link to see pictures of me and Chef Clementine from when he was guiding me through the practicals.
One of them was even a close shot of him smiling against the skin of my neck like he was about to kiss me there, his waist clearly stuck against the flesh of my ass.
My breathing dipped and the phone slipped through my fingers to the floor, tumbling over to the next step.
I searched around me like there was any possibility of me catching the culprit — of course, there was no one.
My head was heavy, hot at the same time. My thoughts were misaligned in the worst possible pattern.
I thought about who it could be — perhaps, one of those other women because they were jealous?
I thought about how extreme it could get if Eddy finds out about these pictures.
Breathing hard, I felt like screaming down the walls, but a better plan occurred to me. If I was going to be framed like this, I might as well get guilty, so that it'd be fair.
Without thinking, I headed back upstairs with a burning rage that left me thinking one thought.
Chef Clementine was leaned over in the same exact position I had met him before our last conversation.
Chewing my pride up like candy, I swallowed it whole, then walked straight towards him.
He must have heard my footsteps, because before I reached him, he had turned to face me with a confused expression that was totally understandable.
I didn't say one word. I didn't give him the chance to say anything before I allowed my bag to fall off my shoulders, then wrapped my hands around his neck and sunk my lips in his.
"Hmmm..."he groaned, frantically gasping for air, but I didn't let go. Eventually, he held me down, kissing me even more deeply.
We sucked on each other for some time before finally breaking off.
With his hands still wrapped around my waist, he looked up at me and a smile grew in his eyes. I was speechless.
Then, I felt his hand crawl up the skin under my skirt, past the elastic of my underwear, then over the inner fold of my vulva.
I winced, not too sure I wanted that.
"Relax," he muttered, pressing me more into himself.
Then, with his forefinger, he tickled my folds while maintaining an insane eye contact with me until my skin stiffened and my legs began to give away.
"No!" I suddenly snapped, pushing him away.
"Why?" he asked, getting up to face me. I didn't answer. I couldn't say any more words.
With my breathing heavy and uncontrolled, I grabbed my bag off the floor and hurried off to the exit.
LOLAI adjusted in my seat, grabbing my cutleries even before every other person did, ready to dig in.The food looked appealing. I wasn't sure what it was — I had been kept away for too long from eating according to my own terms, I had forgotten what most dishes tasted like, and now, what they looked like.Sighing, I shook my head, pushing every thought of it to the back of my mind.I felt a heaviness from the direction Eddy sat, and I knew at once that he must be staring at me.Shifting in my position — the only response I gave to whatever message he was trying to pass, I grabbed a glass and proceeded to pour myself some water."You can dig in, Lola. The food is really nice here," my father-in-law encouraged. I smiled in response, returning my gaze to the plates in front of me.It was pretty much a feast, and I couldn't wait to taste all the mouth-watering dishes that had been served on the table.Clearing his throat, Greg pulled himself up from his seat, resting his arms on the tab
LOLAA knock landed faintly against my door, distracting me from the array of thoughts that lined my mind this morning."Coming," I yelled, flapping my legs playfully before climbing off the bed to get the door.I felt light, energetic and ready to start my day — a rare feeling,I must say, since I became Mrs. Langford.A smile stretched against my face as I hurried over to the door.I had ordered room service earlier. "Just that?" the enthusiastic voice had asked after I called at 7AM for a jug of freshly squeezed pineapple juice.I wasn't hungry, and I hated to think that I had become so different from the former me who fancied a big breakfast as early as 6:30AM, because of Eddy Langford.Clicking the door open, my eyes relished the chilled juice in a jug on the tray before me, but quickly, my gaze travelled all the way up to the face of the person whose hands were grabbing the tray firmly, and whose eyes dug through mine with a purpose I couldn't guess.I couldn't even pretend not
LOLACurled on the floor, in a corner of my room, I chewed continuously on my thumb nail, wondering if Freddy would ever come.If it was the time before I broke up with him to marry his brother, I would have been certain that he would be here, but times had changed. It was just so unfortunate that my thoughts were still trapped in the past."F*ck it!" I exhaled, pulling myself up from the floor. It would have been easy to go take a warm shower, eat dinner, read a book from my endless collection of e-book and rest from the long day, but that was such a pretense at living a perfect life."What do you think I want right now?" I spoke, staring expressively at the image the bathroom oval shaped and plated edges mirror returned."You are a broken woman, and you are pathetic because of that." There was a very vivid voice in my head. I hadn't said anything, but I heard it loud and clear.A smile warmed against my cheeks."Bold of you to return my question with another question," I snickered.
The arena in Lillehammer was packed so full and tight that every time the crowd surged to its feet, I bumped hard into Eddy, his gaze returning a hard warning.I was sitting between my father in-law and Eddy with my hands folded so tightly in my lap that my knuckles turned pale."There he is," Greg said, nudging me softly with his elbow, nodding towards the ice where the Norway squad was filing out in their dark blue jersey.I managed a smile, but just enough to not get Eddy pissed. I knew very well that he didn't want to be here.Anyways, watching a game like this again brought back memories I thought had faded with time.I had watched Freddy play hockey for two years —watched him skate laps on the ice until he was throwing up behind the rink, watched him tape his own fingers when the trainer wasn't looking so no one would bench him for a fracture.I knew exactly what it had cost him to be the man skating out there now, broad-shouldered, visor pushed up, tapping his stick twice again
GREGORYThe city stretched out in front of me as I gazed out of the window, the after taste of the white wine still lingering somewhere down my throat.My fingers stiffened against the glass wedged between them, still half filled.The loud thoughts I had carried carefully since the first day weighed in my chest.I grunted, clearing my throat loudly.I couldn't hold it down, but I couldn't even move forward with everything happening in my family at the moment.I knew I needed to be careful. There was the company, and the future of my sons.I knew it wasn't going to be easy. Maybe, Lola was a distraction that shouldn't even cross my mind, but I couldn't help it. Sighing, I clasped my fingers tighter around the glass, glaring hard at the landscape of the city. Lola's room was right next to mine, but what good does that even do me if I can't call her over.It just kept getting harder for me to sleep, especially with knowing she was inside, probably taking a bath or sprawled out n*ked on
FREDDYThrough practice, I couldn't stop thinking about Lola. Maybe because I knew she was watching me like old times, and it sparked feelings that ought to have stayed buried until forever.Through the banter between her, my father and Eddy, I couldn't care less. I just stayed at the parts of her body that weren't concealed under the jacket draped across her shoulders.As soon as I got the opportunity to ask, I took it, and of course, Lola couldn't say No to me.It was a little hard convincing my coach to allow me to stay outside the team house. By the time I had concluded with the boys, checked into a hotel room, got a shave and freshened up, time was far spent.As I scurried into the elevator for the fifth floor, I wondered if she was waiting up for me or perhaps, given up and gone to bed.But then, Eddy was there. I didn't expect him to be. I didn't turn back though. I hadn't made all of those arrangements to chicken out of his presence."You shouldn't have said that, Freddy. What
LOLAI swallowed, closing my eyes to the pain of the moment suddenly ending because of the same thing I had feared.I was back in my room - the room I shared with Eddy, and I was sitting n*ked on the toilet seat, my face pressed hard against my palms when I remembered that I had forgotten my flops
LOLAMy feet hurried across the corridor, past the first room, then the second, and I was standing in front of Eddy's room.My heart was beating faster than it was while I waited for my fate at the breakfast table a while back. Not because I wanted my brother-in-law to touch me again under my husb
LOLAMy fingers felt numb around the glass. I had been holding it for the past thirty minutes, not bothering to taste its content."Stand close to the bar. Don't follow me around."I was standing close to the bar, just overlooking the show in front of me.The room was all golden lights, and string
Bulky. Too tight. Top part too revealing. To crown it all, I detested red for clothes, but the fitting assistant had called it "stunning" and Eddy had nodded in agreement.Now, standing in the quiet living room of our home in Malibu in that same dress, my body feeling not like mine, I waited for Ed







