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My stomach grumbled from not having anything to eat since last night.
I wasn't too comfortable to eat from Connor's, and I was too anxious to eat before leaving the house.
I thought about ordering a take out, but then, the consequences that would come from Eddy checking my order description and his demeaning words on my body size of two years made me lose my appetite.
"F*ck it!" I cussed against my breath, making a mental note to visit the closest bakery as soon as I could get a break from the classes.
"The chef is unusually late today," a blonde woman with a disturbingly heavy make-up sitting in front of me spoke, forcing me to check my own time only to find out that we had been sitting for over an hour waiting for the first lesson of the day.
My stomach grumbled more and louder, forcing the skinny woman sitting beside me to give me a dead ass scrutinizing look.
"I'm sorry. I skipped breakfast," I muttered, staring apologetically in her direction.
In response, she shook her head as if to say "it's none of my business."
I smirked rudely, adjusting in my seat, beating myself for giving in every time to the plights of humans.
"Good morning, everyone. I apologise for being late on my first day. Maybe I was actually having cold feet," a muffled laughter rose from a part of the class, "but I promise to do my best as your chef for today's class."
The man was tall, perfectly groomed hair and beards, a clean cut suit that embraced his stature perfectly, then a smile that made everyone forget that he had kept us waiting for so long with just a playful apology in return.
He took a little bow in front of the class as soon as he finished talking, and a loud clapping erupted from the class.
My stomach wouldn't stop rumbling as I joined in the clapping, just so as not to be singled out as the one odd person.
"Isn't he such a cutie?" the blonde old lady with the heavy make-up said, jamming her hands louder and longer than any other person.
"My name is Clementine. Sounds feminine, I know, but it is what it is."
Another laughter erupted from the other students, but I couldn't even pretend to see the joke in what he had just said, so I scuffed, looking away.
"We're going to begin as soon as we can with a topic you'd rather learn today from the lesson outline"
"I need someone to choose the topic so it wouldn't look like I am teaching from my convenience."
How eyes rolled from one side of the class to another until it fell on me, lingering for some seconds. I didn't look away. I didn't want to give him the wrong impression that he had also won me over.
"Okay! Let's have the pretty lady with the killer curves."
He sounded like an assh*le, yet the other student cheered him loudly.
"You can look at the scheme and tell me what you'd like for us to look at today and I will follow your lead."
Scuffing, I grabbed the class sheets off my table and glanced quickly through them, finally settling on a topic about cake decoration and icy coating.
"Topic 6," I replied simply, hoping he doesn't get to speak to me again.
"That's a good one. Get your materials ready. It's going to be hands-on practical and do not hesitate to ask me if you have any questions."
I ran my fingers through my hair impatiently, before holding them together with a ribbon.
We were ushered to the working corners, handed aprons and then taken through the processes that the topic demanded.
More than twice during the course of the lesson, I had locked eyes with chef Clementine and he would always smile at me, but I never reciprocated.
While I worked on my table, I couldn't ignore the discomfort that twisted my stomach. I wasn't sure why I felt the way I did, but I couldn't shake it off no matter how much I tried.
Because of this, I messed up my cake designs so many times, sighing at every wrong smear my spatula made across the coloring.
I was still struggling to shape a ring around the cake base after trying over and over again when I felt a movement across one edge of my shoulder to the other.
I winced sharply, turning immediately with a careless arm swing, almost hitting his jaw, except that he was in time to duck.
"Hmmm," he grunted as he adjusted his collar.
I swallowed, rolling my eyes helplessly at the awkwardness of it all.
"Do you want to attempt it again? I don't think you can," he said, inspecting my messy cake design like it was an undeserving project.
I wasn't sure what I was supposed to say — I could do with some help, but I'd rather someone else.
"Relax!" he commanded, moving in towards me from behind.
I gasped when his body crashed against mine, my skin stiffening to the shock.
"Easy. Don't force yourself. Take it easy," he continued, his words throwing me off completely.
"What do you think you are...," I gasped to the heavy hardness of chef Clementine's cock against my butt.
His fingers slid down my arms, finding my wrists.
I flinched, the rest of the words I should have said slipping right through my lips into the void of my shamelessness.
"Let yourself go," he whispered in my left ear, his voice calm and tempting.
He was holding my hand now, and pushing the icing cone to form a puddle of colors on the cake.
I didn't mind. The cake can go to hell, I was ready to lose a good performance point as long as this moment would continue — that had to be recorded as the most terrible thought I have ever had. To think that a moment ago, his presence nauseated me, and now...
The icing cone dangled from the tip of my fingers as he rammed more into me. His cock, hard and full, poked me through the friction of the material of our clothes as I ached my back to lean in better into the effect.
"That's right. Keep working. Nice and easy," he whispered breezily into my ears, nibbing softly at its outer skin.
I gasped, shutting my eyes and swallowing to the slow rotation that ring our waist together, hoping the rest of the class don't get to figure it out.
LOLAI adjusted in my seat, grabbing my cutleries even before every other person did, ready to dig in.The food looked appealing. I wasn't sure what it was — I had been kept away for too long from eating according to my own terms, I had forgotten what most dishes tasted like, and now, what they looked like.Sighing, I shook my head, pushing every thought of it to the back of my mind.I felt a heaviness from the direction Eddy sat, and I knew at once that he must be staring at me.Shifting in my position — the only response I gave to whatever message he was trying to pass, I grabbed a glass and proceeded to pour myself some water."You can dig in, Lola. The food is really nice here," my father-in-law encouraged. I smiled in response, returning my gaze to the plates in front of me.It was pretty much a feast, and I couldn't wait to taste all the mouth-watering dishes that had been served on the table.Clearing his throat, Greg pulled himself up from his seat, resting his arms on the tab
LOLAA knock landed faintly against my door, distracting me from the array of thoughts that lined my mind this morning."Coming," I yelled, flapping my legs playfully before climbing off the bed to get the door.I felt light, energetic and ready to start my day — a rare feeling,I must say, since I became Mrs. Langford.A smile stretched against my face as I hurried over to the door.I had ordered room service earlier. "Just that?" the enthusiastic voice had asked after I called at 7AM for a jug of freshly squeezed pineapple juice.I wasn't hungry, and I hated to think that I had become so different from the former me who fancied a big breakfast as early as 6:30AM, because of Eddy Langford.Clicking the door open, my eyes relished the chilled juice in a jug on the tray before me, but quickly, my gaze travelled all the way up to the face of the person whose hands were grabbing the tray firmly, and whose eyes dug through mine with a purpose I couldn't guess.I couldn't even pretend not
LOLACurled on the floor, in a corner of my room, I chewed continuously on my thumb nail, wondering if Freddy would ever come.If it was the time before I broke up with him to marry his brother, I would have been certain that he would be here, but times had changed. It was just so unfortunate that my thoughts were still trapped in the past."F*ck it!" I exhaled, pulling myself up from the floor. It would have been easy to go take a warm shower, eat dinner, read a book from my endless collection of e-book and rest from the long day, but that was such a pretense at living a perfect life."What do you think I want right now?" I spoke, staring expressively at the image the bathroom oval shaped and plated edges mirror returned."You are a broken woman, and you are pathetic because of that." There was a very vivid voice in my head. I hadn't said anything, but I heard it loud and clear.A smile warmed against my cheeks."Bold of you to return my question with another question," I snickered.
The arena in Lillehammer was packed so full and tight that every time the crowd surged to its feet, I bumped hard into Eddy, his gaze returning a hard warning.I was sitting between my father in-law and Eddy with my hands folded so tightly in my lap that my knuckles turned pale."There he is," Greg said, nudging me softly with his elbow, nodding towards the ice where the Norway squad was filing out in their dark blue jersey.I managed a smile, but just enough to not get Eddy pissed. I knew very well that he didn't want to be here.Anyways, watching a game like this again brought back memories I thought had faded with time.I had watched Freddy play hockey for two years —watched him skate laps on the ice until he was throwing up behind the rink, watched him tape his own fingers when the trainer wasn't looking so no one would bench him for a fracture.I knew exactly what it had cost him to be the man skating out there now, broad-shouldered, visor pushed up, tapping his stick twice again
GREGORYThe city stretched out in front of me as I gazed out of the window, the after taste of the white wine still lingering somewhere down my throat.My fingers stiffened against the glass wedged between them, still half filled.The loud thoughts I had carried carefully since the first day weighed in my chest.I grunted, clearing my throat loudly.I couldn't hold it down, but I couldn't even move forward with everything happening in my family at the moment.I knew I needed to be careful. There was the company, and the future of my sons.I knew it wasn't going to be easy. Maybe, Lola was a distraction that shouldn't even cross my mind, but I couldn't help it. Sighing, I clasped my fingers tighter around the glass, glaring hard at the landscape of the city. Lola's room was right next to mine, but what good does that even do me if I can't call her over.It just kept getting harder for me to sleep, especially with knowing she was inside, probably taking a bath or sprawled out n*ked on
FREDDYThrough practice, I couldn't stop thinking about Lola. Maybe because I knew she was watching me like old times, and it sparked feelings that ought to have stayed buried until forever.Through the banter between her, my father and Eddy, I couldn't care less. I just stayed at the parts of her body that weren't concealed under the jacket draped across her shoulders.As soon as I got the opportunity to ask, I took it, and of course, Lola couldn't say No to me.It was a little hard convincing my coach to allow me to stay outside the team house. By the time I had concluded with the boys, checked into a hotel room, got a shave and freshened up, time was far spent.As I scurried into the elevator for the fifth floor, I wondered if she was waiting up for me or perhaps, given up and gone to bed.But then, Eddy was there. I didn't expect him to be. I didn't turn back though. I hadn't made all of those arrangements to chicken out of his presence."You shouldn't have said that, Freddy. What
FREDDYI stretched hard against the softness of the sheets with my jet black duvet in a dump against my body like it was casually abandoned there.My eyes were still shut but I could feel the slight warmth of the morning sun against my face."Don't shut your eyes. Watch me."Immediately, my eyes sl
FREDDYI turned sharply to the door, my body cold with a feeling I couldn't admit as fear.But Lola had dived off my body, swift, like she had been waiting for this moment.Then, she was at the door, but she didn't open it.She locked it.I watched her turn the lock intentionally, twice, the sound
CONNOR"Was that necessary?" I straightened my posture, turning to look at Eddy, my body stiff from anger I could not fully express - partly because it might end up stripping bare my secret feelings, Eddy could read through lines, and then, because I still wanted to respect my friend whose house I
FREDMONI turned endlessly on my bed, regretting why I had made the decision to come back to my family.I hated them. I didn't need them. I was doing well in Europe. They appreciate my music. I had a comfortable life, and I slept well.I was this close to booking a flight for the next morning, but







