I'm without Rara, like a vegetable that isn't put in the refrigerator. Wither! I am without Rara, like an impotent man whose erection quickly relaxes. Since last night, I didn't eat. I want to die. I'm depressed. I can't stop thinking about all the bad luck that has befallen me repeatedly, as if it's endless. Not to mention I'll face those damn old ladies later. But I have more rights to my little family, not that damn grandma anymore! Why don't you die, grandma? From the beginning until now, I've never liked that witch.
It's late, and I intend to drink until the morning. After that, following Rara. I have to save my household. I miss my wife. Not until 24 hours I know the news disappeared. I was helpless not to be around her. Although I like to fight with her if I'm with her, all of this I do because I like to be irritated by seeing her face when angry. It's getting cute. I want to bite all those cute faces. From her nose, cheeks, lips, chin. All. What's more, that extrao
James Arthur- Say You Won't Let Go.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I'm go to Indonesia. Returning home, to be more precise, to pick up my wife. I will bring my wife home because here it is her house. I am home to Rara.After I get home, I'll have a DNA test. I see I have a lot of work now.Suppose the results confirm that it is my son. I'm going to marry this crazy girl. Whether Rara agrees or not, I will still marry her. I don't want to be a jerk if it's my son. Although I'm sure, it's not my son. I've thought about everything. I can't be selfish. Many lives are hanging on me now. I have thought of all the bad possibilities, and it's time for me to finish one by one.I examined this woman's face. I don't know why I feel comfortable around her. Not satisfied, but instead, there was a ferocious sense of protecting it. Her face was very peaceful when she slept; her thin lips always teased me about kissing. I kissed her lips and got up.I took a shower a
Do not you think, pesky what I experienced until there. After, all my bones broke from being pushed from the floor above with a total of 15 steps. Imagine, every rung of my bones hitting each step.I just moaned, but the hearts of everyone in this room are dead! Aldo frantically gave me punch many times in my face. Again I felt a rancid smell come out of my nose. My temples feel cold—my worst day. I can die.Not only that, Aldo seemed unconscious to make me die. Fuck! My body was kicked many times like I was a hardball. I felt like I was going to die this instant! The rewards that I get are too heavy for what I did! God is testing me. Is it a sin to hurt my wife?I almost died on this heinous and baseless accusation. Fuck!Krak!!Krak!!Time and time again, my spine and ribs creaked. The kick was merciless. I can only curl up like a baby. There is no energy just begging to be stopped, let alone avenge Aldo's actions. I think this freaking family!
PLAK!!!Come home, and I get slapped right away. What a bad luck? I closed my eyes, absorbing every pain that dissolved into the void I felt. I dare to open my eyes and stare at my opponent, who is staring at me. I'm ready to accept her tantrum."I don't know, you bastard and cowardice!" said the crazy girl angrily."What the hell?"I was pelted with the paper. The paper, the other day, I used to make this crazy women wait for me. Did I hurt her pride? I did the right thing. Argh ... Why do women love, act like that?"What kind of woman do you think I am?! You who ruined my future! I hate, have children. In my life, I never crossed my mind to have a child. And now I'm pregnant! And still asking whose child?! The bastard, who has problems and takes it all on me! Now that I'm pregnant, and still having doubts?! Just you stupid guy, who wants to have unprotected sex. So he's my son?! So you think he's a genie?! Think, there is a brain man as shallow as thi
We went to the doctor, for a womb check and a DNA test. After the DNA results came out, I was free from this woman. She couldn't indulge in claiming me, and also, Rara would be back. Even though I'm blind, where is that short woman? The earth entirely engulfed her. Rara must have hated me even more.Alisia and I went back to the doctor who examined Rara first. Because, the only doctor I know, and so it's not complicated. Because we will check the content of Alisia first."Your wife pregnant again?" asked the doctor, surprised to see me the doctor may already know me. However, he was surprised because it wasn't Rara."No. She is my friend." I pushed Alisia's body to be examined as soon as possible. The madwoman began to lie down. The doctor examines her womb by giving gel to Alisia's stomach first. The crazy woman was just silent, not arguing as much as with me. Her mouth did ask for stitches."Actually, the baby's less nutrition. The increase in fetal weight
Sad Songs- We The Kings & Elena CoatsI was writing while listening to this song, feeling desperate and (hopeless).Represent Gerald and Rara's feelings, perhaps.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯DNA yield 99,348%What the fuck, holy Shit!For a moment, I looked at the wall in front of me, which also felt upside down and was probably mocking me now. It was as if all the realms were mute and moved slowly to mock me. In a few seconds or even minutes, I can't feel myself standing on planet Earth anymore. Like I'm on another planet.Don't ask, how does my heart feel. Almost want to get out of the nest. My head was spinning and throbbing more and more, and I could feel all the cold sweat flooding my body. Nature and the world seemed foreign to me.When my consciousness returned, I crumpled the paper. This is insane! And my brain immediately imagined, what kind of hell will I live. Without Rara. Yes, without that short woman. If I could chan
"Mother ..." my tears have flowed profusely. I miss this old lady for whatever, and I want to share all my complaints. But I know enough myself and have promised to face all of this alone. Yes, alone. Together with my baby, who is getting worse. Looks cute."Oh my Gosh, Rara. Where are you? Tell me where it is now? Let Aldo pick you up. Where did you take the baby?" Mother, keep asking me. It felt like my body was trembling and stabbed with various kinds of pain in my heart, but I will pretend to look shaken to the mother's eyes because this is the path I have chosen. Even though she know, it will be like this. But ... What can I say, the rice has become porridge. Even though God has prepared shredded chicken, complete with crackers and peanuts, I don't enjoy it at all. But ... It made me worse off and felt like dying if I didn't remember I had a child."Nope. What are you talking about? Rara in Germany. How are you?" I pretended to smile while biting my lips, hold
Amnesia- 5 Seconds of Summer.Write while listening to this song. It looks like it fits this chapter well.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Pregnant!One word, a terrifying spectre that I avoid entirely. I am starting from the word pregnant, the beginning of the destruction of my life.Suppose repeated in the history of my life. I'm devastated by the word pregnant. Again, the disaster came to me. As if nature conspired to punish me.Yes, I started everything. I am willing and pretend to be pregnant so that all my plans run smoothly. However, there was an obstacle the size of a mountain waiting before me, and now I was stumbling, stumbling, unable to get back up because of my stupidity. If I wasn't that ridiculous to pretend to be pregnant and lie to my mother, this might not be my fate. Problems come insistently because of the word pregnant. The woman was pregnant, so that made me have to run away and go far to the country's tip, and now I am pregnant
Selena Gomez - Lose You to Love Me (my fav song)About this story, the ending is like this song. 😭😭. They don't end up together.💔💔🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"I know you will definitely come. I know, we are a couple that will not separate. Don't make me, to leave you again. I can't, I'm tortured, you must be right felt the same?" I sobbed in his chest. The most comfortable chest I ever felt. I gripped his hoodie as hard as I could, hoping he wouldn't leave and wouldn't go away and away from me, my life was in vain without this man."I love you. Don't disappoint me, because I have high hopes for you. I'm quite disappointed now, but ... Everything just goes away, when it comes to you." I buried my head in his chest and inhaled the pheromones of his body which was my favourite. I hugged his body as tightly as I could."I also don't want to separate you from Kelsea. I don't want to be a selfish mother. Just Angel should go. You don't stay away from me