I'm almost at the end of the book that I found a while ago, I'm slowly getting bored as time passes by for it was only useless but what can I do? I need to find something and I can't just discard this book and find another clue without checking all the pages in it. I wasn't really reading it, I was just flipping it till I reached the three-fourth of it. I'm only reading the last and the first sentence to check something that is not connected in it and that is when the content suddenly changed and all of it seems to not be completed. The first ones are about predictions of the past people of what the future will be but this seems to just be added here by someone. I think this book has been extended by anyone or by my mother for it not to be that suspicious for others. It wasn't connected consecutively because I kept on reading it and as I go further, my mind is getting more and more headaches.
I just kept on doing that until I noticed something weird about
I was startled when I heard a weird sound the moment I stepped on a certain part of the floor while walking back to the living room because I'm already disappointed at the kitchen that I saw. Am I at it again? The door in the ground things? I mean the secret rooms in it? Damn, I didn't know that this is common here. I should really take note that when my mother lived in it, it's more likely to have a door when you stepped on something. Can't she think of any door now? Just kidding. Don't be mad at me my dear mother, but I really am just saying the truth.Well, I don't wanna talk about it now. She's dead and I shouldn't question any of these because I know nothing of what she has been through except for the fact that the Vasileìas also made her suffer in more painful ways than I've witnessed and experienced in their hands. Each of us has one but hers is more painful because she'll be hurt knowing that she won't even have the chance to be a mother to me and
"It's so rude of me for not letting you know what I'm up to. I apologize for that, milady," he replied as he slightly bowed his head as a sign of respect. I was startled by his moves. Imagine a manly and hot guy bowing on me like I'm the queen that gained his respect. But it's awkward though. I'm not used to this and I have no reasons.But what's happening? What is he doing and why is he acting like that when I don't know even his name in the first place? Is he really just used to acting that way to anyone he'll see or is that really only meant for me? I just decided to answer him for I thought that he's just being playful."Forgiven. Now tell me your reason why you're doing this," I ordered him bravely as if he's a slave of mine and he needs to obey every word that'll come out from my mouth. Well, he's the first one to fool around so might as well go along with his jokes. It will not hurt if I'll have some sense of humor once in a while, and I think he's fun to be wit
"Then how will you help me?" I added to the questions that I asked him. I still have so many questions to ask but those are the most important- for now. I should ask this first and the others are for me to find out with my own hands. I'll assure myself first that he's not lying to me before starting to observe him and everything that this room contains. I know he's creepy and such that's why I'm doing this. I need to observe him to know whether he's planning something for me or what he's saying is true and he really is an invention of my mother. I don't wanna be someone who's easy to be fooled like how he sees me last time."I'll help you take those Vasileìas down just like what you're planning. I know just what I can do to help you succeed and I'm the only one who knows everything about your mother for she entrusted me with everything she has," he answered me while looking at me straight right at my eyes without even blinking. His eyes were shining that
"Why are they afraid of the fact that my mother has a time machine? Are they hiding something that requires a time machine to know? It's so unusual for someone's who's powerful to be afraid of someone that a normal person did," I asked him and that question really added flames in my heart. What I asked is so accurate that it even connected the dots that I've found for years of trying to win in this war that the world gave me. I think that's the answer to my question of where and how will we start from doing everything that we are supposed to do. It's the time machine that can help both of us that much and all we have to do is to be determined on winning over them and don't let ourselves be eaten by the darkness that they build to fool all of us.But speaking of the time machine. Then does that mean that the room I saw that contains a time machine is one of my mother's hidden rooms or something? That's what I'm assuming now for he has mentioned it a while ago. Because if it is
"Are you really a robot?" I added to make myself stop thinking about it anymore or else I won't be able to sleep with this question. I even feel like I'm solving a puzzle made of sands and that's damn Impossible as hell to solve. This whole thing is making me out of my mind now and I might lose my sanity just because of this damn thing I don't wanna be crazy just because of thinking about this if he can just answer me right away. I saw how the side of his lips moved upward and turned into a mesmerizing smile. He wasn't expecting my question at all, I know that for it is even visible in his eyes. All of his emotions are reaching his eyes including the happiness in them.Fuck it! Why are those emotions visible in his eyes if he's just a robot? What a huge question that I can ask him yet I know he'll only give me the same answer. But who the fuck will even believe his damn mysterious words? I'm getting insane, really. I don't know if I'll survive this if he'll be with me the who
"So, I shall take my leave now. I already want to take some rest without using any medicine for me not to be able to sleep. We both deserve to rest so I should be going now. I won't stay here all the time," I told him but I'm not asking for permission. I just don't want to be rude and just leave him here without him knowing. I can leave all by myself without asking for his permission. I'm just informing him and he should be thankful for the fact that I still respect him even though he has disrespected me all this time. Well, he's a robot, Heszhia, damn it! He won't even mind if you're rude when it comes to him and he won't get mad even though you'll disrespect him so many times just like what he did to you.Gosh, now I'm talking to myself? Am I even still sane or should I need to take some meds already to heal my brain and bring my sanity back to me? Well, I should really try it some other times before I get crazy because of him and his weirdness.&
My heart is still beating so fast and loud just by imagining myself being killed by them in the most painful ways that I can think of and it's giving me chills down my spine. I touched my neck and imagined it being cut by them slowly and mercilessly like wild animals wanting their prey to be killed perfectly. Damn, I'm already having goosebumps. I may be a warrior but I don't want to die without even being successful with anything. I'll accept my death the moment I have already reached my goals but not now. I won't let myself be such a weak lady, rather, I shod make them see that I can also make them kneel on me like how everyone treated them. I think it'll satisfy me seeing them beg for their lives but that's still not enough for everything that they did. This won't also be enough if I'll take it as a payment for all the lives that they took including my mother's.I held his hands when I felt the ground shaking so hard, it's like an earthquake but I know that it's not... It'
I followed him to the room that I assumed this is where he's staying at. Oh, wait. Of course, he isn't sleeping for he's just a robot so why does this have a bed, bathroom, and clothes? Robots don't sleep, I'm sure of that but why does this room seem to be already used by him? Why is this seem to be made for him to sleep on? I can see how messy it is, that means he's sleeping here. Is he fucking sleeping and taking a bath? Seriously? A robot like him does this kind of stuff? That's damn impossible! Is he making me a fool now? Or is my mother already insane to even make a robot like him?I don't want to think about it but I just hope that he's not making a fool out of me and he's just acting and making me believe that he really is a robot even though it's not. I don't know but I think what I'm afraid of is true. I want to trust him yet these trust issues of mine are taking over me that I can't even decide on whom should I trust without asking for its permission. I was used to