"You ignore me, you don't want me, you don't touch me, you don't fuck me, and then you come at me with this weak threat just because I danced with someone else at the party?" I managed to push out the words, "Let's face it, you're not going to do a damn thing and just keep playing saint-maybe your machine has rusted after all these years of being without a mate." His jaw tensed, and his fingers dug into my skin, but then a low, husky chuckle escaped him. "You really enjoy pushing boundaries, don't you?" His free hand traced a slow path down between us and he suddenly cupped my pussy causing a gasp to slip past my lips, "Just so you know, Poppet-I have a lot of respect for you, but in the next hour, I'm going to make you forget that I ever respected you at all." Before I could retort, his lips brushed against my ear, a wicked smirk playing on his lips. "Brace yourself-because I am about to fuck you like my whore and I'll show you just how well this machine still fucking works." *** When Aurora Steel's mate cheats on her with her best friend just before their mating ceremony, her world shatters. But....Just as she hits rock bottom, a familiar face reappears in their pack-the Alpha of Darkclaw Clan, Jaxon Blackwood, her father's friend, and...the crush she'd long buried. And suddenly it seems there is no better choice for revenge against her cheating mate than letting a hot, cold, and older alpha fuck her. But in the world of revenge, betrayal, illicit desires, and forbidden temptation, an affair hidden from everyone with an Alpha like Jaxon is anything but a wise choice, isn't it?
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I pushed the accelerator, feeling the engine roar as the speedometer edged closer to its limit. It had been two hours since I started driving, and I had no clue which direction I was headed. The alcohol coursing through my veins made the world blurrier with each swig from the flask I'd snatched from some guy at the club. I groaned as more tears streamed down my face.
I pounded the horn, the sound blaring into the night. I kept pressing it until the car in front of me veered to the side, clearing my path.
My claws strained beneath the surface, desperate to break free, but I forced them to stay buried. Inside, my wolf howled brimming with both fury and pain.
I sped past.
The image of my Mate and my best friend in his apartment, on his bed, fucking the shit out each other, flashed before my eyes.
God! I had really loved that asshole and I had really trusted that bitch.
My phone, on silent mode, buzzed and vibrated on the passenger seat. Dad was calling again, probably for the tenth time since I'd texted him to cancel every arrangement for the mating ceremony scheduled for next week.
My gaze fell on the ring still clinging to my finger and I tore it off and hurled it out the open window.
It would take me one day to find a better guy to fuck and purge that bastard from my system. I'd already rejected him; it wouldn't be that hard.
Another text flashed across my phone's screen: "Aurora, where are you?"—Dad.
Not a second passed before another message appeared: "Your mom's worried sick, buttercup. Get back home. Please."
Suppressing all my anger, pain, and anguish beneath my skin, I turned the car around and headed home. The guard opened the gate, and I drove into the driveway of the mansion. I got out, handing him the keys to park the car in the garage.
I was drunk as fuck and could barely walk straight.
Kicking off my heels, I grabbed them in my hands and walked into the mansion. As soon as I stepped inside, two familiar faces greeted me: my mom and dad.
The moment I stepped through the door, my mother's worried face appeared, followed closely by Dad. "Aurora!" she cried, rushing to me. "What happened? Why did you text us like that? Are you hurt?"
Dad's gaze scanned me, his concern palpable. "Aurora, what did Ryan do? Did you two have a fight?"
A small, bitter chuckle escaped my throat. "Fight? No. Nothing that simple." I walked over to the couch, collapsed onto it, and grabbed some tissues to wipe my tears.
"Then what—" Mom began, but I cut her off.
"I wanted to surprise my boyfriend, getting all dolled up and everything. Instead, I walked in on my mate and my best friend having sex. How's that for a surprise?"
Mom gasped, clamping her hand over her mouth. Her eyes softened as she sat beside me and gently took my hand. "Come here, baby." She tried to pull me into a hug, but I pulled away.
"No, Mom. Don't give me that look," I said firmly. "I'm not crying over an asshole, so there's no need to comfort me."
"I will talk to Alpha Robert right now. How dare his son treat my daughter like that!" Dad turned around, ready to march over to Robert's house.
"What's the purpose of it all, anyway? Will it magically solve everything?" I exclaimed, "Alpha Robert's no different from his son, a certified jerk who's cheated his mate's countless times. So this will look like a very trivial matter to him. A small mistake. But I'm not Isabelle; I refuse to endure this supposed mate-bond nonsense any longer. Even the moon goddess slips up, and this is one of her blunders. I've already rejected that jerk, and I won't entertain the idea of letting him in again, not even if you paid me—I am not going back to him. So, let's drop this discussion; there's no point in pursuing it further."
"Whether you're going back—which I won't allow—or not, Ryan needs to fucking apologize for what he did. He will have to pay for hurting you."
"Dad—" I started, but before I could say more, a voice interrupted.
"Well, I have informed my beta. They will track her down—"
The sound of heavy footsteps approached us, drawing my attention to the doorway. There stood a man, six-foot-two, dressed in a black shirt and beige slacks. His muscles looked like they were sculpted from steel, and the rolled-up sleeves revealed glimpses of intricate tattoos inked on his arms. His hair was neatly styled back, and every step he took exuded the commanding presence of an Alpha.
As my eyes met his, the steel-gray eyes that seemed forged from cold and mesmerizing molten silver that looked away from his phone and fixed on me, he stopped speaking, his next words dying on the tip of his tongue. And suddenly I exactly knew who he was—Jaxon Blackwood.
Jaxon fucking Blackwood—The man whose face I used to imagine between my thighs when I was only....fifteen.
Fuck.
Even through my drunken haze, I saw every detail of Jaxon's face. Time hadn't touched him—he still looked as he had at twenty-eight, though few knew the tragedy beneath his charm. Fate forced him to kill his mate after she betrayed his pack, allying with the Bluemoon Alpha, her lover. Her affair sparked a war, costing lives and leaving Jaxon to bear the deepest betrayal as she handed his enemy the means to strike him hardest.
Back then, I couldn't grasp his pain. He hid it behind cold, impenetrable armor, and I had yet to taste betrayal myself. But Jaxon's suffering wasn't mere heartbreak—she hadn't just shattered their bond; she stained it with blood, costing many of his pack members their lives.
Ten years ago, after piecing his pack back together through sheer willpower, Jaxon came to our pack—to his only friend, my dad.
And watching him...I couldn't keep my fragile sanity. He stirred something primal within me. Even though he did not know it he was the man, the only man I ever imagined when I masturbated—well, I started because of him—looking at him made me want to do it, and I damn well did it. Over and over
When you'd catch a whiff of him, your body will crawl with desire, your pussy would clench and you'd forced to imagine if only...you could get fucked by him once.
"Seems like you guys found her," he remarked, his eyes fixed on me.
Damn his voice. It was still so fucking deep.
I couldn't tell if it was the alcohol or the ache in my heart, but Jaxon seemed even more irresistible at thirty-eight. Not a single gray hair, no sign of aging except for a denser stubble. Oh, but there was one thing to mention—now he was more much well-built, his muscles were evident even through his shirt—ten years of hard work, I guess.
"Yeah, she's back," Dad sighed with relief. "Thanks for coming on such short notice. I didn't want to burden you, man. You barely arrived, and I rushed you."
"No trouble at all. She's ours to take care of anyways," Jaxon replied, his gaze lingering on me for a moment too long, grazing over my exposed thighs before he quickly averted his eyes.
Well....I could be his, if he wanted me.
God, what am I thinking? The alcohol must be getting the best of me.
"What happened, anyway?" he inquired, his curiosity evident as he raised a thick eyebrow.
He was a fucking masterpiece. Midnight-black hair framed his face, highlighting captivating gray eyes, high cheekbones, and sun-kissed skin. He had full, rose-colored lips and strong jawline, softened by a cleft chin.
And his stubble—how could I forget? It had grazed my cheek just once when I clumsily knocked into him. He helped me gather my fallen books, flashing a smile before tousling my hair and disappearing into the stacks.
"She caught her mate..." Mom hesitated, her voice trailing off before she cleared her throat. "Well... she caught Ryan cheating with her best friend, Fiona," she explained however I only looked at Jaxon.
Maybe I could fuck him now to get Ryan out of my system.
It wasn't such a bad idea.
"Who? Robert's son?"
Oh, I forgot to mention. Jaxon and Alpha Robert shared a relationship built on mutual respect—Jaxon was a high-ranking Alpha, leading a pack powerful enough to swallow ten like ours. But with my dad? Their friendship was different. Despite being a simple beta from a much smaller pack, my dad once hit Jaxon with a baseball bat for making him lose a video game.
"Yeah, his son," Dad's voice dripped with frustration, his fingers pinching the bridge of his nose in a futile attempt to rein in his anger. "God! I want to kill that bloody bastard. How dare he betray my daughter like that, especially just a week before the mating ceremony? The audacity, argh!"
"Well, he'd been cheating for a while. Probably three months, while I was occupied with my club," I chuckled bitterly, summoning the strength to rise and navigate towards the stairs. "But I was a fucking fool to think there was nothing amiss. It's on me—I was naive."
As I struggle to ascend the steps, my drunk ass betrayed me, making me stumble, and I found myself falling backward. Yet, before I could hit the ground, a warm hand clasped my arm, hoisting me up before I gravity could drag me to my grave, and my back met a solid chest.
The earthy scent of sandalwood and patchouli hit my nose, causing me to freeze. My body literally jolted inside with the feeling of thousands of fireworks exploding inside of me—this scent... I missed it. I fucking missed it.
"Are you drunk?" Jaxon's voice, laced with surprise, cut through the haze of my thoughts, his grip firm but gentle as if afraid I might slip away.
"You sound surprised. Don't adults drink?" I shot back, turning my head slightly to meet his gaze, the heat of his body seeping through mine.
Well, I am twenty-five, not a child; certainly, I'd drink, and fuck, and suck dicks if I want to... though I could add him to the list.
"Drinking on occasions and drowning sorrows are not cut from the same cloth—celebrations won't shackle you to addiction, but this..." Jaxon's voice trailed off, as if wading through his own memories. "If this becomes a crutch, letting go will be hard—trust me, I've walked that road."
It took every ounce of willpower to tear my gaze away from his, to step back, "Fine. Thanks for the insight," I muttered, turning to retreat. But before I could make my escape, he spoke again.
"And don't shoulder the blame for someone else's sins, Aurora," My name on his lips ignited a surge of electricity, warmth flooding through my veins. "He crossed the line, betrayed you, screwed it up,—no one anticipates betrayal from the one they love. So, it's on him."
I was tempted to turn around, to look at him, or to voice something. But I suppressed all the strange urges simmering beneath my skin, and I walked up the stairs to my room, assuming in the morning, I'd wake up with the same heartache, the same pain, and the same regrets.
But little did I know moring would greet me with the most sinful and reckless ideas of all time.
Aurora"What the fuck are you doing here, asshole?" I spat, my voice laced with disgust and disdain at the sight of him."Baby, I'm so sorry... please, just talk to me and I'll explain—" He took a step closer, but I held up my hand to stop him. Technically, I wasn't supposed to slap the Alpha heir according to pack rules, but I had already broken that rule last night. The redness on his left cheek was still a visible reminder.God! I just wanted to kill him!Well, I could actuallly kill him....it wasn't such a bad option."I suggest you stay right where you are if you don't want another slap, Ryan," I said sharply. "You know I've never cared about your father's arbitrary rules, and if you push me, I might do more than slap you—I might punch the shit out of you. So back the fuck off before I lose it.""Look, I know you're mad and you have every right to be," he pleaded, his eyes soft and manipulative as he raised his hands in a calming gesture—something that used to work, but not anymo
AuroraJaxon's expression morphed from pure shock to sheer disbelief. He blinked twice, then let out an awkward laugh. "Sorry," he shook his head, rubbing under his nose with his index finger. "I must have misheard."Awe. I didn't know Jaxon Blackwood could be cute too...."No, you haven't. You heard exactly what I said, Jaxon." I leaned in, our lips almost touching. His muscles tightened; despite his self-control, he was still a man. "I want you to FUCK me," I emphasized.He drew in a breath, his hands finally grabbing mine. His touch was electric, like bands of fire around my wrists and it awakened my primal urges, "Aurora..." he began, freeing his collar from my grip. I caught a glimpse of a tattoo peeking from his chest—his tattoos now extended to his chest and probably his shoulders, no longer just on his arms. "You need rest. Go to your room."He sounded as if I were crazy, though his eyes and strained voice betrayed his desire.I gripped his collar once again, this time harshl
Aurora The morning greeted me with unwelcome enthusiasm, showering sunlight onto my fucking face through the fucking window I hadn't fucking bothered to shut. Yes, I was using the word 'fuck' a lot, even in my thoughts, but I was absolutely fucking livid. Not at the morning, but at my circumstances. The image of my bastard of a mate with my snake of a best friend on his bed, jumping up and down on his cock, kept flashing before my eyes, threatening tears that I refused to shed.Ryan...God! Don't even get me started on him. He'd always been a playboy. One pussy was never enough for him. Fuck! Why did I even think he'd be loyal to me just because he was my mate? I was so stupid!Of course, I'd been thrilled when I found out he was my mate. Why? Because I thought it would piss off Alpha Robert, knowing the orphan he always looked down on was now his son's mate and part of his family.But amidst all of it, I fell for that asshole, Ryan. His cocky grins, sweet smiles, and small gesture
AuroraI pushed the accelerator, feeling the engine roar as the speedometer edged closer to its limit. It had been two hours since I started driving, and I had no clue which direction I was headed. The alcohol coursing through my veins made the world blurrier with each swig from the flask I'd snatched from some guy at the club. I groaned as more tears streamed down my face.I pounded the horn, the sound blaring into the night. I kept pressing it until the car in front of me veered to the side, clearing my path. My claws strained beneath the surface, desperate to break free, but I forced them to stay buried. Inside, my wolf howled brimming with both fury and pain.I sped past.The image of my Mate and my best friend in his apartment, on his bed, fucking the shit out each other, flashed before my eyes.God! I had really loved that asshole and I had really trusted that bitch.My phone, on silent mode, buzzed and vibrated on the passenger seat. Dad was calling again, probably for the ten
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