I should’ve known something was off the moment I stepped into the class.
It was the silence that hit first. It was not the usual restless hush of students pretending to read notes before a teacher arrived. But a different kind of silence that was loaded and sharp with eyes watching. Then the stares came. Dozens of eyes were on me. No one said a word, but I felt it like heat crawling up my neck, stiffening my spine, making my steps slower than normal. I paused at the entrance, pretending to scan the room like I was looking for something. But really, I was just trying not to break. Why are they looking at me like that? Did something happen? Or am I just… imagining things? Maybe it was all in my head. Maybe guilt was rewriting my reality. I took a breath and began to walk to my seat like I hadn’t noticed anything. Except that someone was already sitting there. It was Nora. Her legs were crossed, one ankle bouncing as she flipped through a novel like it was a sunny afternoon in her own living room. My bag strap tightened in my hand. That was my seat. I cleared my throat gently. “Hey… um, you’re in my seat.” She didn’t blink. Instead ,she just turned a page, like I was a fly buzzing in the background. I tried again, a little firmer this time. “Nora, can you please stand up? That’s my seat.” She shut the book with a snap, looked up, and smiled.But not the good kind of smile. “Well, well,” she said sweetly, her voice slicing through the air, “Here comes our little Miss Perfect. Holier than thou, back-from-the-dead queen of drama herself.” A few gasps filled the room. My lips parted, but I didn’t know what to say. I wasn’t expecting that kind of venom. “I’ve heard all the stories,” Nora continued, standing now and facing me fully. Her eyes glinted. “All your little secrets. You suck harder than the devil in church.” A few laughs broke out. Those low, awkward types of laughter. Still, I held my ground. I didn’t flinch. “Nora, just move from my desk please.” “Oh, look at her,” Nora mocked. “Still trying to sound calm. Still doing that fake patient act. Ugh. You’re not better than the rest of us. You just pretend harder.” I opened my mouth to respond, but a voice cut in first. “Get up,” Andrew said firmly. I turned slightly—he was standing behind me now, jaw clenched.Even though he's calm in nature, he was always protective. Nora raised a brow. “Well I know it was going to be no other person than the defender of holy Olivia,a.k.a Olivia’s personal watchman.” A few students laughed louder this time. My stomach tightened. “Olivia said you should move from her desk,” Andrew repeated calmly but firm. Before Nora could say anything, Mike,a boy who had never minded his business once in his life, decided to add his wisdom. “Excuse me” he said, waving his hand. “All desks are the same. What’s even the problem?” Lola spun around so fast from her seat you’d think someone slapped her. “Shut up there,mike”.“Your stinky mouth is the problem,” she snapped. Do you talk when the fan is on? So don’t talk when intelligent people are breathing.” The class burst into laughter. Mike shrank back, mumbling. Then Lola stood, rolled up her sleeves like she was heading into battle, and marched toward Nora. “ As for me, I don’t have energy to beg,” she muttered, grabbing Nora’s arm. “Come down from that seat, you spirit of bitterness. You’ve overstayed your welcome.” “What the hell—let go of me!” Nora struggled, trying to yank her arm away. “Then get off the seat!” Lola said, tugging harder. “I don’t like stress. Shift!” Nora shoved back, and for a second, I thought it would turn into a full-blown fight.. Then the door creaked open. Mr. Ben, our form teacher, walked in, paused, and took in the scene like someone had just dumped cold coffee on his shoes. “What’s going on here?” Everyone froze. Except Nora, who immediately tried to explain and compose herself at the same time,tossing her hair like nothing happened. But Mr. Ben wasn’t buying it. “You,” he pointed at her. “Go find another empty desk now.” Nora scoffed, grabbed her bag, and strutted away without another word. I caught her eye for a moment and in it, I saw that flicker,that tiny crack of someone who'd lost out on a football game. “She hadn’t won”,I said within my mind. Later, Mr. Ben excused himself to answer an emergency call. I had barely pulled my chair to sit when a voice from the back shouted, “Guys, guess what?” A few people chorused, “What?” I didn’t bother to look. Whatever they were gossiping about didn’t concern me until I heard my name. “Olivia.” I turned back slowly. And just like that , all eyes were on me again. It felt like I’d stolen something from each of them. That was when I saw Nora. She was sitting with her arms folded, a weird smile playing on her lips like she had just won a prize. Something twisted in my chest. Why was everyone staring at me? What had she done this time?I sat down on the seat I usually used for my study sessions. Looking at Lola’s funny smirk and Andrew’s innocent face, I realized my anger had been momentary. I just had to let it go.There were more important things to tackle anyway. Honestly, I was tired of the drama.“It’s alright, guys. No need for a formal apology. I’m fine. Just give me a few minutes to shower, then I’ll join you.” I hopped off the bed and hurried into the bathroom.A few minutes later, I joined Lola on top of my big bed. Andrew had claimed the bunk bed across the room—his favorite spot whenever he visited.It wasn’t like I had everything in the world, but my room was spacious enough for the three of us to be comfortable. That’s one thing I owed my parents: they always made sure I lacked nothing.“Hey guys,” Lola started, “I have something to say about Sara. She’s only… wait! Andrew, have you seen her in school recently?” She tossed the question at Andrew like she suspected something.He just hummed, shooting h
The path Nora was taking wasn’t quite what I had expected.I had heard from one of our classmates that there were houses along this path, but you’d need a strong mind to follow it. Now that I had entered the bush, I understood exactly what he meant.The howling of owls, the chattering of birds, and even the squeaking of squirrels filled the bush. It felt like I was walking straight into a wild forest of animals. I even thought I heard the barking of wild dogs. My heart beat so fast that I almost turned back. What if something happened to me? How would I explain to Mum that I was secretly trailing someone on her own business?Still, I kept following her. At one point, she stopped to look around. I thought she had noticed someone was following her. She stood still for a few minutes. I think she was looking in my direction.The way I dived into a nearby bush, you’d think I had just caught a big squirrel. I landed right inside a pothole, and my face went from fine to… well, not so fine.
The walk back home felt like it would never end. Maybe because my head was crammed with everything that had been happening lately. Truly, there are some troubles that even “sorry” can’t fix overnight. You just have to live through them.My legs were shaky, the heaviness and hotness of my head was trying to weigh me down. All I could think about was finding the nearest grocery shop to grab a chilled bottle of water or a soft drink to cool my head. Sadly, there wasn’t one anywhere near the school, except the canteen — which, as usual, was closed after lunchtime.As soon as I reached home, I dived straight into my neatly arranged room. I hadn’t even taken off my uniform. My room gave me that reassuring feeling like it understood my tiredness. The silence and stillness were exactly what I needed.When I checked Mum’s room, she was gone off to the hospital to stay with Dad. She usually came home at three, sometimes even before I got back from school. Then, after making sure the house was i
The walk to Mr. Smith’s office felt longer than the school’s football field. My mind wouldn’t shut up — what had gone wrong this time?Usually, being summoned here meant you’d done something worth writing your name in the school’s Hall of Shame or fame.When Andrew and I stepped inside, the room was already staged like a courtroom. Three staff members sat in a neat row beside Mr. Smith, pens poised over open notebooks. He sat in the middle, silent, watching us the way a hawk watches a field mouse. If this were a trial, he was the judge.And in the far corner, there was Nora.My stomach flipped. That girl was a walking, talking pot of trouble.“Nora, step outside. You’ll be called in shortly,” Miss Jane, our English teacher, told her. She gave Nora a look I couldn’t quite read — part pity, part warning.The door clicked shut behind her.“Alright,” Miss Jane said, her eyes moving between Andrew and me, “you’re going to be asked some simple questions.”I muttered in my head, Let those qu
I was busy settling down after we all entered our various classes when I heard some noises coming from the back.I turned to see what the ranting was about and noticed someone being pushed forcefully into his seat.“You're very stupid. I can see that you're insane,” these were the words that came out of Nora's mouth as she furiously punched Andrew in his seat.“Shut up, you spineless thing,” she kept ranting.Andrew stood up from his chair, even as some of our classmates had already crowded around him. He took hold of Nora's hand and calmly pushed her away. Andrew has never been the type to do things violently. Boys' and girls' strengths have never been on the same level — otherwise, we all know who stands a better chance.And again, as the head of the class, he was expected not to act on impulse.Yet Nora didn’t rest. She took her school bag and threw it at Andrew.“Oouu!!” The whole class screamed in a way I couldn’t even comprehend.I soon realized that blood was already gushing ou
ONE WEEK LATER They say time heals, but no one mentioned how slowly it crawls when the world you once lived in turns it back on you.It had been a long, slow draining week for me as I had lived in rewind— replaying every mistake, every word and all the moments that led me here.My mum never mentioned what had happened. Not even for once. I don't even think we have exchanged glances since then. Well, apart from the normal daughter-to-mother greeting that we exchanged.It was funny how I was living with my mum and still felt like a ghost to her. I guess I deserved it since I disappointed her and myself too.And yet here I was, brushing my school shoes on this Monday morning, standing in front of the mirror even when I wasn't sure I was ready to show my face after all the mess I had put myself in.But somehow in the middle of that mess, I found a little strength to rise again. It wasn't just because I was trying to be that perfect girl everyone knows, I just had to move forward. This w