AMBER.The next 2 days happened exactly with my line of thoughts. Everything I had expected, everything everything had thought of somehow happened but not quite exactly though. I woke up to a totally different morning. I was first drawn to the smell of medicine that hung heavily in the air but I did not give it much thought considering that this place was an infirmary, so it was totally normal. But as everything would normally happen in a life as cursed as mine, I noticed that there was something of a struggle going around me. Had there been a fight? Or was that monster here to finish me off? Those were the first thoughts that came to my mind as I woke up. There was this slight ringing noise in my ear that didn't seem to fade for a while until after some time. My vision was a bit dazed but it was a lot better than that of the day before. I was glad things were getting better. But the continued struggle was what made me very worried. I was wondering "What the hell is going on here?"
AMBER.With a painful smile, I nodded and watched as she strutted out of the room to talk to the other nurses. I tried my best to muffle the cry that was already itching to force itself out of my throat. I felt so scared and so worried. I wondered what the hell was going on and why my life has turned out this way. Things were all good before this, all sunny and there were no atoms of problems. But I had been turned from a princess to a pig. I remembered my life before all this chaos and nonsense that had befallen me.I wished this wasn't how my life had turned out but if wishes were horses, beggars would ride. There was nothing I could do about It other than follow the crowd and pray that I was not swallowed by the storm and the dangers that it posed although my behavior wasn't going to guarantee that. The tears continued to build up slowly and soon I broke out into full tears. I did my best not to cry but it was simply Impossible. My voice was choking as I tried to cover up the who
AMBER. Once more I was alone again, and I started to cry. I was so scared about what might be happening to my body and the kind of medication Aiden must have ordered them to give me. I wondered if he was secretly doing something to get me weaker and weaker. My heart was thudding in my chest as I thought about it and the slight pain I was feeling now seemed to spike and I tension every other feeling. I just hoped that he wasn't up to some stupid, silly trick or I would be done for. And the most important part, I didn't know if I was going to make it because he seemed to be someone who heavily relied on his emotions. He acted depending on what he felt like, no matter what it was. And he never seemed to regret whatever it was he was doing. I just hoped that he was not up to something malicious or I would be done for. I was very angry with myself for no reason after some time but I reminded myself that I couldn't blame it on me, perhaps my parents were the one responsible for what I w
AMBER.Finally, it was after a full week that I was able to get out of bed. In as much as I was still weak and very sore and still experiencing a few pains, I was still able to walk a few steps with the help of the nurse. That morning g started like every normal day, even though I was well aware that this wasn't a normal day. I knew that it would end up being as bad as the others and that things might even get worse today. I just had the intuition that something pretty bad was going to happen even though I knew Aiden could do his worst considering how he had been waiting for me to get on my feet so he could take me back to the dungeon and have me tortured beyond recognition. I just hoped that I could get him to deal with his problems and even create more problems for him because it was clear he wasn't going to let go of me until he was very done with me, just as he promised. I gashed my teeth in anger at the thought, thankfully I didn't experience a headache like I used to. All thi
AMBER.Once more I was alone again, and I started to cry. I was so scared about what might be happening to my body and the kind of medication Aiden must have ordered them to give me. I wondered if he was secretly doing something to get me weaker and weaker. My heart was thudding in my chest as I thought about it and the slight pain I was feeling now seemed to spike and I tension every other feeling. I just hoped that he wasn't up to some stupid, silly trick or I would be done for. And the most important part, I didn't know if I was going to make it because he seemed to be someone who heavily relied on his emotions. He acted depending on what he felt like, no matter what it was. And he never seemed to regret whatever it was he was doing. I just hoped that he was not up to something malicious or I would be done for. I was very angry with myself for no reason after some time but I reminded myself that I couldn't blame it on me, perhaps my parents were the one responsible for what I was
AMBER.The doctor came in a few minutes later. I already knew before he did though. My wolf was gradually getting back to normal and one of things I could note was the aura he emitted. I remembered how some days back when I had been terribly wounded, my wolf seemed to be dead because of the wolfsbane that had been employed while I was being punished. I weakly pushed my head to the side to see the doctor's frame standing beside my bed. His face was wreathed in a smile and for the first time since I had always seen him, he was wearing glasses. He seems to be in a very happy mood, which was a polar opposite of mine. Inwas terribly sad and bitter and somehow angry. "Good morning, Amber," he greeted before grabbing my hand to check my pulse. "How are you feeling today?" He asked, nodding with approbation as he gently dropped my hand on the bed. I answered almost immediately, still carrying a staunch look on my face. "I'm feeling good," I replied to him, sighing. "A little tired, but g
AMBER.Just as I had expected and feared, I was awoken the next morning by a very heavy knock on the door of my room. I had slept off while thinking about escaping the Pack that night. But before I could even give it a thought, I thought about the consequences of being caught and also the kind of punishment that would face me if the guards ever caught me. I was pretty sure that there were guards standing outside my door and I was pretty sure also that there were guards at the boundary waiting for the slightest opportunity to lay their anger and rage on whoever tried to trespass or escape the Pack. Boundary guards were the fierce set of guards I had ever encountered in my life and I was sure that it would not be any different here. They were very ferocious and sometimes they killed without even getting orders. So I was not going to take chances and see for myself. I was still thinking about this when I had probably slept off the previous evening. I wondered what was going to happen t
AMBER.I was surprised to find out that some of the things had changed. It was surprising to be honest but then what would be of me, that was the question I kept asking herself and I kept reminiscing over it. Things would surely not be good and I didn't know how to react to it. I prayed that it all went well even though I was in the devil's lair where nothing would go right. Things were always bound to go wrong but I just didn't care. I would always be optimistic no matter what and yes, it worked in my favour most of the time. The guards were around for some time before they shut the door and left me alone in the darkness. The sudden darkness had already started to feel somewhat strange because of the time I had spent in the infirmary and because I had been constantly exposed to light. Well, it was now time to deal with the darkness again. I tried to make up anything in the darkness but I couldn't see anything beyond my nose. It was pitch black as even I had been blinded. I thought