Sleeping With My Husband's Rival

"He lied to you."

The words hit me before I even saw the man who said them.

I turned my head slowly. The hospital light was too bright. My head still felt like glass.

A tall man stood by the door in a black coat. He looked like he owned every room he walked into.

"Excuse me?" My voice came out thin. "Who are you?"

"Adrian Cole." He stepped closer but stopped at the foot of my bed. "Julian Blake is not your friend."

"Julian?" I frowned. "He's been here every day. He sat with me all night when I woke up."

"I know."

"Then you know he's been kind to me."

"He's been lying to you." His eyes stayed on mine. They were dark and steady. "Julian is your husband, Lena. The little boy who visits you is your son."

For a second, I couldn't breathe.

Then I laughed. It sounded ugly.

"That's not funny."

"I'm not joking."

"I don't even know you!" I pushed myself up against the pillow. A sharp pain shot through my ribs. "Julian told me everything. He's married to Sasha. Milo is their son. I'm just the friend who got hurt."

"That's what he told you."

"Why would he lie about something like that?"

"That's what I want to know." His voice was quiet. That made it worse. "But here is what I do know. It is easy to erase a wife who can't remember being one."

I looked away from him.

Outside the window, the sky was grey and the streets were wet. It was a world I didn't remember.

The doctor said the accident had taken my memory. Names. Faces. Whole years. I had woken up with nothing but my own name, and Julian had been the first face I saw.

I had trusted him. What else could I do?

"You're lying," I whispered. "You want something from me."

"Maybe." He didn't deny it. "Look at your left hand."

I didn't want to. But I did.

There was a thin, pale line around my ring finger. The skin was lighter there, like something had sat on it for years.

My heart began to pound.

"A ring," I said slowly. "There was a ring."

"There was. Ask the nurse who took it off. Then ask yourself why nobody told you."

I closed my hand into a fist. My nails dug into my palm.

"That doesn't prove anything."

"No," Adrian said. "It doesn't. But think about this morning."

This morning.

I didn't want to think. But the memory came anyway, clear and cruel.

Julian in the doorway, smiling. Sasha beside him, her hand tucked into his arm. And little Milo, running past my bed with his arms wide open.

"Mom!"

He ran straight to Sasha.

Everyone laughed. Julian said, "He's missed her all day." I smiled too. I thought it was sweet.

But Milo looked back at me before Sasha lifted him. Just for a second. His small face was pale. His eyes were red, like he had been crying.

Like he wanted to tell me something.

My chest tightened until it hurt.

"No," I said again. But this time it was only a breath.

"Lena."

"Stop calling me that like you know me."

"Then what should I call you?"

"I don't know!" My voice cracked. "I don't know who I am. Do you understand that? I don't know anything!"

My hands were shaking. The cup of water on my tray tipped.

Adrian caught it before it fell. His fingers closed over mine.

His hand was warm. Steady.

For one stupid second, my heart did something that had nothing to do with fear.

I pulled away fast. "Don't touch me."

"Then drink." He set the cup in my hand again, this time without touching me.

I hated that I wanted to obey. I drank.

The water was cold. It cleared my head just enough to ask the one thing that mattered.

"Why do you care? You don't know me."

"Julian and I have been enemies for ten years," he said. "I've fought him over contracts, companies, and boardrooms. I've never once lied to win."

"That's not an answer."

"It's the only one you'll get today." His jaw tightened. "I don't fight with lies, Lena. And I won't watch a woman get erased while I stand by and do nothing."

He said it like a promise. It should have comforted me.

It didn't. Because somewhere behind those calm eyes, I could see he was holding something back.

"You're hiding something," I said.

For the first time, Adrian didn't answer right away.

Then, softly: "Do you know why you were driving on Harlow Road at midnight?"

My blood went cold.

"I... no. I can't remember."

"Neither does anyone else. Julian told the police you were alone, on your way home from a friend's house." He took a slow step closer. "But you don't have a friend on that side of the city."

"What are you saying?"

Footsteps sounded in the hallway. Laughter. A child's voice. Then a woman's.

I knew those voices.

Adrian's face changed. He leaned down, so close I could feel his breath against my ear.

"You have two choices," he whispered. "Believe him, and stay in the dark. Or believe me, and find out what he's afraid you'll remember."

"And if I choose wrong?"

"Then you won't live long enough to regret it."

The door handle turned.

Adrian stepped back into the shadows by the window, as if he had never been there.

Julian walked in with a warm smile and a bouquet of white roses.

"Lena, sweetheart," he said softly. "You're awake."

He smiled at me the way you smile at someone you've already buried.