The patient then was very special. Her wealthy husband paid a large amount of money for me to stay at her bedside and find a way to get rid of her.
When the girl opened her eyes, she narrowed her eyes slightly because of the sunlight outside and asked me:
- Where is this? Who are you?
- I'm a doctor. And you?
- Erin Lewis.
- So… what happened? - Starting to notice the wires, equipments and white bandages all over the body, she asked bewilderedly.
I was not in a hurry to answer, considered to select a reasonable approach. That girl’s husband said that she was very clever, it wouldn't do much to keep the situation hidden, so I went directly to the topic:
- I'm not sure. Can you tell me?
- What is the date today? – She asked.
- August 17th.
- Then I can't help you.
- …What was the last date you appeared?
- You… know? – The girl showed a surprised expression.
- I have heard about another Erin Lewis. Can you tell me your story?
Again, she narrowed her eyes slightly, I noticed she had this habit. She looked carefully at me, her surroundings, and herself again. Finally she noticed the slightly long silk band which has one end tying her limbs and the other end fixing to the four sides of the bed.
- Tell me the current situation first. - She said.
- ...
- He… Han, is he okay? – I was a bit surprised by her question.
- He is still healthy.
- You call him, let me hear his voice.
- Well, I'm not that kind of kidnapper...
- Just call first. – She interrupted my saying. I opened my phone, turned on the speakerphone. The line was so quickly connected.
- Something happened? – Asked Han Lewis.
- No, I just wanted to let you know she's awake.
- Who?
- She said she hasn't appeared for a long time.
The guy did not wait for me to finish, just took a cold breath and abruptly hang up. I glanced at the girl's expression, but she looked so normal that make people feel abnormal.
- I'm seriously injured, he's fine, but he's not here, plus that fierce attitude... These wounds, aren't they counted on me? – The girl questioned. As being said, she was really clever.
- Mr. Lewis said that you attacked and wanted to kill Mrs. Lewis.
- I attacked her? – The girl raised her voice like she have just heard a sensational story, opened her mouth to say something, but stopped. Her expression changed rapidly, hastily turned over her stomach, looked at the red patches spreading on the ice, then asked with a trembling voice:
- Is the child… the child… still here?
Actually, it’s a question no need to be asked. I shook my head.
She looked at me with a look of frightened, stunned for a long time, mumbled in her mouth:
- I attacked you?
- Just because don't want to share this body with me anymore, you blame me this way, want to get rid of me?
- Just for that?
Then all of a sudden she jumped up and yanked on the wires and the equipment, knocked over the transmission racks. The sound of crashing echoed from everywhere. I was startled to see her using all energy to hit her head, bell, tear the bandages on the body, and scream:
- You crazy, you want me to attack you, okay, I'll attack you. I beat you to death! Kill the cold-blooded demon!
I rushed over and grab her hand. The nurses waiting outside also rushed in, panicked, tried to do something, but the girl was like a wounded beast, putting all her last strength to protest, slam herself with deadly blows, and howl miserably:
- The child! The child! It's your child! It's his child!
- You have so many other ways, so many other time, you're crazy, you're crazy, aren't you?
- You used even your own children to harm me, what kind of animal are you? Even tigers don't eat their cubs! Even though your are a demon, it is also y…
The scream suddenly stopped. The girl fell limply in the arms of one of us. The male doctor quietly removed the towel from her face.
She slept all day and night. The device showed that she slept very deeply. But she cried again. The cry of pain and agony persisted until it becomes hoarse in delirium, gave anyone who heard it an urge to wake her up. But no one could make sure that when waking up, she would stop crying. Even she said that the fetus was not hers, in the deepest sleep, she cried like her heart was broken. Or maybe not her. I suddenly wanted to know, who is the crying person?
After such a long day, everyone around was in a heavy mood. However, when waking up, the girl became so calm like nothing happened, obediently let the nurse wash her face, wipe her body, change her clothes, like a harmless little animal that could not be associated with the horribly mad woman of the day before. When the nurses were about to go out, she said in a hoarse voice:
- Doctors, nurses, I'm really sorry, I was too agitated that accidentally hurt you all. I want to directly compensate everyone, but the current situation doesn't allow it. Please help contact my husband, so that he compensates somewhat.
- No need, he pays us very well.
- He pays for taking care of me, not for being beaten up. Please don't be worry, he is very understanding, even though he hates me, he will definitely take responsibility. – She looked at us again, continued – Even if you really don't want to take it, please accept it for me.
- Okay, I'll tell him. - I replied.
- Thank you. – She smiled – Doctor, sorry to confuse you. I think again, it doesn't matter who attacked whom. The child is not mine, and it has already gone, can't do anything else with that. Have you figured out a way yet?
- Way? – I asked, quite uneasily.
- Don't worry, I'm not a two-faced person. Honestly, I will coordinate, you just follow the customer, start eliminating me!
I raised my head in surprise.
- Doctor, why do you so much insist on my story?
- You hesitate to tell me how to do it, afraid that I will be on guard, right? If you know how much time could be saved by directly drawing the way for the deer to run, maybe you will regret. - The girl kept talking, and I had no other way than replying:
- I still can't think of a way, I need to hear your story to determine the direction.
- All right, I'll tell you, on a few conditions. - The girl thought in a while and answered.
- What's condition?
- Talk later. Don't be worry, not killing, robbing people or setting fire, just some condition you surely can meet.
Perhaps because seeing the hesitation in my eyes, the girl smiled:
- What are you worried about, after I told you, if you find the conditions unreasonable, you can just shake your hand, what can I do to you?
- I'm not that kind of people.
- Okay, just forget it! Now will you hear the story?
I nodded.
“You must have heard partly from Han. I've followed him for five years, been married for five years, total ten years, but till the time the accident happened, it was still a one-side love.After the accident, I got lost in a wasteland. It could also be called spirit's land, although I didn't really believe in spirits before. I didn't know how long I wandered in that desert, just feel that it's a very, very long time. Long enough for me to reminisce about ten years, for me to understand, love is not something that can be achieved with effort. No matter what I do, he won't love me. Long enough for me to compose a long song, oh, did he tell you, I'm an amateur musician. Could not know if it was because the desert is too large, or because I keep walking around. It also made me suddenly remember a quotation, “How can you find the destination, when you don't know where you want to go?” Then, from the sky, the voice of the god came down, asked me to exchange a half of existence for becoming
- Doctor, tell me, what am I different from her? After all, what am I lacking?She looked at me, as if waiting. But I didn't have any answer. Finally, she pursed her lips and smiled.- That's all of my story. The story of a no-being-loved one.- So, the first condition, you pity me, quickly think of a way to reincarnate me, okay? - She said. I surprisingly raised my head. Perhaps because she spoke out about the burdens in heart, her health was also improved, she seemed to be more and more comfortable. Every day, she whispered in my ear, saying half-true and half-false words:- Doctor, I'm not an expert, but seems that you want to make a national reconciliation, doesn't it? Are you sure you understood the customer's request?- I did some online research about your clinic. Do you know why he chose this clinic?- This place is very famous for the treatments, which break the rule, in both good and bad meaning, almost like following the customer's request, regardless of the principals.-
That day, when she rushed to push me out of that glass, tried to touch my face with her last breath, smiled weakly and said to me "Please be happy", I knew that for the past ten years, I was wrong, totally wrong.She was in a coma for ten months, which was also the ten months I spent in hell. The monologue-like messages she sent me, the cards I'd never read, the items she quietly stacked in my drawers, the decor in the house, her vestiges, one by one hurted my heart. Her eyes, her smile, her voice that I have never paid attention to, unconsciously laid in my deep heart, tormented my soul.The day she opened her eyes, was also the day my world reborn.- Han, are you feeling guilty for that accident? – Suddenly when I was helping to wash the dishes, she asked.- No need, I volunteered. Don't try to repay me. I don't intend to use that accident to tie you down. - She bowed her head and said like that.- Not because of that accident, Erin. - I hesitated, finally decided to speak up. I pul
- So that's how it is.That's it. That's it.I sorted out my confusion, tried to calm down and asked:- Why did you come here to tell this story?- I want to review the treatment notes.I was angry in my heart, I didn't watch it then, what's the point of watching it now?- It's been five years. All have been destroyed.He was stunned for a moment, trying to continue:- Or do you search a little, maybe there is still something left?- There's nothing left. - I said ironically, looking at his slowly sinking face.Finally he politely said a few words to me and left.I leaned back in my chair, rubbed my temples, and closed my eyes in annoyance.The curtains fluttered open again.What happened in the past, why is it still as clear as it was recently?- Doctor, the second wish is a bit wild...- She said go.- All medical records about me, give me.Really all? – Looking at the notebook, the recording pen on the table, she asked. Seeing me nod, she smiled bitterly:- A whole life, but only t
"I love him. Clinging for five years, being married for five years is a full ten years, until the accident happened, I was still alone.After opening my eyes, I realized that I was lost in a desert.I wandered in that wilderness for a long time.I knew that I was coming to the end of my life. But I don't want to leave him, and I don't want to leave in a situation like this.Actually, at that moment, when I received that broken glass, I thought, dying in the arms of the person you love is also a kind of happiness. But the deeper I went into the wilderness, the more I understood, if I died for him, he would probably suffer for the rest of his life. I don't want to leave him, and I don't want to be a burden in the heart of the person I love.So when a demon's voice came up from the ground, asking me to exchange half of my existence for return, I did not hesitate to agree. At that time, I wondered to myself, why should I take half of the life span of a person who should have lost his life
- I just don't understand, what is it that incited her, to turn me off to kill me?He must have hidden the existence of the other fetus from her, I thought to myself, if she knew, how perfect would the story be?She guessed correctly, she did not know the existence of the fetus, so she murdered her own child. I suddenly had the malicious thought to let her know, to see a little bit of her true feelings, if she had any.But at that moment, I suddenly remembered the cry that echoed the first night I met her. So it was she who cried. Even though the other fetus belonged to the person she loved with the personality that had taken over her body, in her deepest sleep, she still cried with such heartbreaking pain. I had a bit of a lump in my throat, had to tilt my head to adjust my emotions. Unexpectedly when I looked up, I suddenly realized that she was looking up at me. I don't know what my expression was at that time, but she seemed surprised. Perhaps I am expressing irony, or profoundne
I once had a very scary dream, like a movie, about a world with shape-shifting creatures, mingling with the people around us. I don't remember the details, only the last scene, in the night, when humanity somehow lured all those creatures into an old school and set fire to destruction. I was finally forced to choose the younger brother out of two identical children and then hugged him and ran back to the assembly point. After that life gradually returned to normal, the family was happy and warm, but I will forever remember the child left in the sea of fire, his last look and tear, forever wondering whether the choice is correct.Waking up to realize, I never had a brother.- Helia, you should look at this file. A man in white with a handsome face, but unfortunately wearing a serious look beyond his age, put a file on my desk. I opened it up, it was a very thin girl.- Is it your patient? What happen?- Are you familiar?- No, what's wrong?- Take a closer look.- Not really famili
It was a rainy day. The road is wet and cold.I walked down the street with my cano, looking at the dry roots of despair that surrounded them.There is no one who does not have, more or less, no matter what expression they are showing on their faces, happy or sad, laughing or crying. It turned out that the desperate race had quietly taken over the world. It turned out that we weren't the only ones who had to suffer and despair. Turns out, we're all Tree People.Tree Man? Why do you remember this word?Ah, come to think of it, I saw that word on a TV news report about rare diseases. There was a man who was turned into a Treeman after a knee surgery. I still remember the look of him, from the elbows out, all over his feet were rough, dry, rough bark; On his knees, on his neck, and on his face, there were spots and cracks like hollow hollows of a tree. At that time, I thought, maybe like petrified warriors when meeting Medusa's eyes, he was cursed by some witch, gradually turning into a