It was a rainy day. The road is wet and cold.
I walked down the street with my cano, looking at the dry roots of despair that surrounded them.There is no one who does not have, more or less, no matter what expression they are showing on their faces, happy or sad, laughing or crying. It turned out that the desperate race had quietly taken over the world. It turned out that we weren't the only ones who had to suffer and despair. Turns out, we're all Tree People.Tree Man? Why do you remember this word?Ah, come to think of it, I saw that word on a TV news report about rare diseases. There was a man who was turned into a Treeman after a knee surgery. I still remember the look of him, from the elbows out, all over his feet were rough, dry, rough bark; On his knees, on his neck, and on his face, there were spots and cracks like hollow hollows of a tree. At that time, I thought, maybe like petrified warriors when meeting Medusa's eyes, he was cursed by some witch, gradually turning into a tree, a real tree. .No one knows where the disease came from. It has been speculated to be a variant of actinic keratosis pilaris, a skin lesion caused by ultraviolet rays in the sun.Well, that's why the Tree Men often stay in the dark, it turns out it's because they're afraid the sunlight will make them scab more quickly.Actually, I think, we are also Tree People. Tree People in the soul, caused by the plant of Despair.That Seed of Despair, once germinated, takes root in one's heart and drains the lifeline. Its branches will grow in one's bones and marrow, bit by bit eating away at life, flesh and blood, horning one, turning one into a Treeman.Then at some point the Tree Men will turn into Trees. The layers of horns are motionless, emotionless, crippled.I walked up the endless old stairs, catching sight of his quiet figure.
What a big Treeman, bigger than any Treeman I've ever met. The branches are large, stretching out, casting darkness over the whole sky.He stood there, on the craggy scaffolding, in the middle of the sky soar, motionless. White cigarette smoke swirled around his face, his expression could not be seen clearly.Perhaps arrogant, like the last emperor, standing quietly on the ruins of the once-golden fortresses, witnessing the fall of the dynasty, foreseeing the fall one day. far from yourself.Perhaps cowardly, like an apprentice clown standing on a thin rope, hesitating and daring not to step down.Very contradictory, very similar: both the emperor and the clown wanted to go a step further. Just one more step, they all find their own liberation.Free themselves, even if it will chain those who love them to suffering, forever.Just one more step. Will you step further? Will step out, rush into this wide sky, tear this beautiful sunset, right in front of your eyes? Will you come out, sentence me to life in a prison of agony, no sentence reduction, no pardon? What will happen?- What are you thinking about and getting so wet, you idiot? - I don't know when he came in, smiled and ruffled my messy hair.Laugh like that again. I hate bitterly hate this smile of yours. He knew well that in front of me there was no need to disguise, yet he deliberately put on that mask. Compared to his sad expression, his smile broke my heart even more, accusing me of not being able to give him enough sense of security or belonging, accusing me of having nothing to do with other people out there. other, all made him put on a funny disguise to deal with with all his might.If you've been so deeply ingrained by the Tree of Despair, if you've been so distressed, please cry. Even if you have to pretend to smile, stay calm with the whole world, in front of me, please cry. Didn't he say that he would bear everything together? But he quietly collected all the sorrow, refused to say a word to me. If I can't see those dry branches in me, are you going to stay like this, lying to me for the rest of my life?He opened the coffee shop and clicked his tongue to compliment his cooking skills, while eating and telling stories, in order to distract me. But I had no way of refreshingly replying to his words. You're still sitting next to me, shouldn't I be glad? But actually, compared to the joy, the anxiety is more. If not today, it will be another day. My heart will forever hover watching the guy standing indifferently on the edge of the cliff, at any time can throw himself down.In the dead of night, a person sat for a long time in front of the balcony. In front of him was the night sky, the crescent moon hidden behind thick clouds, and the sporadic stars with their faint lights, but I knew he wasn't looking at all that, nor thinking about it. What do you think, he's just dazed. Motionless, lifeless, like a
tree. Not even the tree of others is slowly growing, his tree is slowly rotting. The roots of his despair were deeply rooted in the land of his soul, draining the fountain of life. The cigarette on his lips was already burned more than half, the heavy cigarette butts wanted to fall down with the wind, just like the life that had crossed the other side of the slope, waiting to plunge. I've been looking through your old photos, you've changed so much. Sad changes. He shouldn't have been like this.
Since when did that seed sprout in your heart?Was it the accident?No, probably by the time the person left.So selfish, so heartless. Another rainy day. I walked up the steps, listening to heavy creaking sounds under my heels, ups and downs. The handrails have some places where the blue paint has peeled off, revealing rusty red-brown parts, the rain is falling, drop by drop, drop by drop. It's like bleeding sores.The old stairs still seem endless, I keep walking up, going up and up, still can't see him.One step after another, that familiar figure still did not appear.One step after another, perhaps because the higher you go, the thinner the air, and you start to feel short of breath.One step after another, perhaps because he was tired, his heart began to pound in his chest.The other workers are still working diligently, certainly nothing unusual.Not yet.I pulled out my phone, pressing the button was also not smooth. Still can't call the other end. Turn off. Call back. Turn off again. The key presses, the waiting bells. Beep beep beep beep. The sounds echoed endlessly.Someone stopped me from going up again. I hurriedly inquired about his whereabouts. Turns out it was already there.If I went back to my room, I would have met in the middle of the road.Where did you end up going?Haven't told me a word already want to go?I turned my head to go down, being grabbed by the people who gave me a stern warning. Did I run? No, of course I don't want to die. Okay, I'll be more careful. Please let me go. Please.As soon as I landed on the ground, I ran. Why is it so big today, I haven't come out yet? There was the sound of airplanes buzzing overhead, I looked up, my eyes had just escaped the towering corrugated iron walls of the construction site, suddenly feeling terrified. The scenery in four directions and eight directions seemed to revolve around me, the space was high and wild, and the sky was like falling down. Where did the people come out, the highway was blocked. The sound of horns, the sound of engines, the sound of furniture crashing, the pounding of people made me want to vomit. There were cold drops of water falling on my head, I looked up. The sky was drizzling with rain. And on that towering building, next to the pointed red-bronze Effel tower, I saw a figure. The shadow of someone standing on the top of the tower, like a big tree standing on a lonely hill...ARE NOT!!! I screamed and ran over there. A series of ferocious whistles sounded, and a violent tremor hit me, and I found myself flying. At the last moment, in my eyes only the empty peak remained. Raindrops, heavy falling from the sky…
And then, I woke up in this world, surrounded by people who called themselves family, every day crying and telling me the life I told was not real, and that he never existed.
It is a sad story. When that girl opened her eyes again, I saw nothing but emptiness. There was not a single tear. There seemed to be a barren pit inside her. Used to be helpless. Used to be painful. But the emotions were exhausted.- There is no Tung Bach. There is no such person in this world, nor is there such a Thanh Dang.- I know. This world does not exist. So this world is not real.- You always say my other memories are fake, due to the trauma caused by the accident. Did you ever think that this world could also be a fake, created by my brain after the injury from the accident to convince me that Tung Bach had never come to my world, like that, never left my world. go, and should I go on living or not?You never thought that, did you? Because this is the world you've lived in ever since, without a doubt, and I'm just a person falling from the sky who suddenly came to say, this world is fake.But, you know what, I would feel the same way. A world that I've lived in all my life,
We rushed to the terrace, no. Divided to look everywhere, also did not find.- Helia, go down, don't look anymore.- What do you mean? – I seemed to have no strength left to speak, leaning slightly against the wall.- Not that. She's down.- We saw the extracted camera, she left the building, took a MaLin taxi, went on. We are contacting that party to ask.- So many cars, know when to find...People stood by the roadside waiting for the phone. It was getting dark, the street lights were starting to turn on, the mood was getting more and more gloomy.I accidentally looked at the big clock hanging in the store opposite, turned to say to the person next to me:- You go first.- ...- Here with me and everyone looking for it, without her, the market is still crowded, you can rest assured.Hurry up, don't wait any longer! I pushed him into the driver's seat.Ring Ring! The phone rang, I quickly picked it up.- Baby, are you coming back soon? My friend has been waiting for my meal.- I have
Smoke. Suddenly there was a lot of smoke. Gray and white smoke rose from nowhere, covering every corner of my world.From my nose, mouth, ears, smoke wriggled into my chest, like an army of foreign invaders violently expelling the air in my body, compressing the internal organs, constantly expanding the territory. I was like a balloon doll that was constantly being pumped with smoke, inflated into a gray mass.Just as I was about to explode, an invisible force shoved me forward.I dashed into a cold granite wall, hurried after it, running aimlessly for my life.Then in the distance I saw a gap of light. I walked over and pushed the door open.And I woke up in a white hospital bed.I hissed. A fierce cough came like a bombardment of the pharynx, the intestines and liver seemed to be pulled back. A nurse came up to me, lifted my chin, sprayed me, and instructed me to calm my breathing.Someone told me it was after the car accident.And that I was in a coma in a hospital bed for a year.
I looked up at the clear blue sky, and the thin clouds drifted by. Turns out my sky is no different from their sky.Stepping off the bus, I walked slowly. This road I have passed many times but have never walked, nor have ever looked. A gust of wind blew with a yellow rain and soft falling sounds. A few tiny leaves landed on my shirt. I looked up, the rows of tamarind on both sides of the road were in fruit season. I bent down to pick up the healthiest of the fallen fruit on the cobblestone pavement, with a crunch that peeled off the skin, blinked and popped it into my mouth. The sweet and sour taste of ripe fruit on the branch blends on the tip of the tongue, the beauty of the world.Seeing a strange uncle watering his plants naked with a snake-skin faucet, a sense of disappointment gripped my heart.I stood in front of that person's house, the house was still the same, silent and silent behind the red brick wall. I rang the bell. Unlike the last time, after only two rings, someone o
In the meeting of the darkness and the mist, from afar, with a familiar warm voice, someone was calling my name. The call seemed to echo on the cliff, echo for a long time.I felt like a pedestrian standing on a narrow but winding path, in the middle of a deep mountainous region covered in layers of white mist. I fumbled for the white curtain to move towards the call. I walked for a long time, turn after turn, mountain after mountain. I didn't feel tired, but I've been going for a long time and there's no end to it.That was the first time I reunited my parents.They came from the opposite side, like me, groping through the mist.As soon as they saw me, they rushed to me, hugged me, cried and called my name. I also cried calling their names.- Sis! Sis!From another direction, there were other calls. In an instant, the mountains shook, and snow fell on my parents. I screamed, rushed to hug them, but the embrace was empty. The scene suddenly turned black. I fumbled in the air, called t
The silvery water splashed up, like sparkling magic rays falling on the soft, beautiful little blue-violet flowers that fluttered in the wind.A really beautiful flower.But I hate its name, hate its story.“Forget me not”.It's such selfish, obviously knowing that she can't continue to be with him, can't bring happiness to the person she loves, the girl still wants the guy to never forget her, just embrace the sad ending of the love story for the rest of his life.If I were that girl, this flower would be called “Forget me”.“Forget me, keep moving, my beloved. I wish all the best for you.”Today in front of the train station I unfortunately witnessed a catastrophic accident. Well, not an accident, a suicide. The man waiting for the train, who seemed polite at first glance, suddenly started talking to me, told me to stand back a bit. At that time, I just thought that he was careful, afraid of others being in danger. Unexpectedly, he’s the one who rushed into danger. A young man full
Five…Four…Three…Two…One…Cup.I opened my eyes and met my eyes with tiny white lights and black cameras like peas interspersed on the high ceiling, feeling like a puppet in a video game, every move. are all monitored, and the retreat is controlled by the people behind the screen. Exhaustion slowly seeps into me like a piece of fresh meat soaking up spices, ready to be placed on the stove. Ring Ring. The internal phone kept ringing. I was startled to continue the call. On the other side of the line, her voice was vibrant and full of life, making me wonder if we were all the same species, the same world, after all. How can our minds be so different?- I'm busy today, let's all have fun. I replied in a voice of fake regret.- I'm so busy these days, I can't see you anywhere. If you don't go, everyone will be angry, don't play with me anymore! - The girl cooed."No one is going to play with you now," I thought to myself, then smiled and said:- Come on, I'm really busy, I'll be there
Life is indeed a chain of devaluations. People are often dissatisfied with the bad status quo, wanting to break out in search of something better, but if the results aren't as good, they start to feel good again. When those strange things happened, turning my life into something inexplicably horrifying, I was reminded of the peaceful and quiet days of the past.Turns out, calm boredom and quiet peace are only different in the speaker's mood.Circle. My neurons also seem to rotate in circular orbits. There is no way to explain the recent phenomena.Every three days, at eleven o'clock at night, with a knock on my bedside, my phone pops up a message:“Go back, Ria”At first I didn't care. Ria is not my name. I think it's the spam notification from the hidden application, and the knock is the sound from the next room, anyway the soundproofing quality here is not very good. But over time, I discovered that the knocking synchronized with the phone's notifications. And even if it's not for m