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- Beep.- Please enter the address, at 22:00 on November 6, our car will pick you up to the experimental site.----------- Welcome to the Depression Experiment, with the aim of developing an application to experience depression to sympathize and find solutions to treat and motivate patients.The experiment will last for ten days, you will play the role of a depressed patient living in her situation, experiencing ten depressive symptoms in turn. Please note:First, the patient's life can be extremely difficult and paranormal, due to the heavy effects of depression and hallucinations. The experimenter will have to deal with an intense desire to commit suicide.Two, the experimental world can provide extrI am Donald. Because of this name, I often dream that I transform into a duck wearing a blue sailor shirt and no pants. Coincidentally, the dream of not wearing pants represents deep shame, deep hurt, or subconscious anxiety. Does this coincidence mean anything?I am Donald. I am a psychiatrist. I have a secret that seems to be turning me into a psychopath. It all started when someone contacted me who wanted to buy the old house my family lived in until I was five years old, before moving to the big city. Both of my parents had gone abroad to attend conferences, and I was reluctant to take the responsibility of showing people the house. I opened the gate, looked at the garden, hired a plumber to clean and decorate a bit first, it didn't look too bad.I was very afraid of this house, never returned, but every few years I dream that I unconsciously walk in in the mist and enter. The yellow oil lamp flickered overhead, swaying back and forth, causing a long shadow to fall
The first time I smelled it, I thought it was a pleasant scent. A soft, warm, pungent, slightly acidic scent that drifts in the wind. It is unlike any perfume in the world, very natural, easy to make people relax, also very familiar.Maybe it was the scent of the Rain God. Every time it rains, that scent comes. On the street, in the supermarket, in the bookstore, in the coffee shop, at home, that gentle scent pervades every corner of my world.But on a white rainy day, when icy water molecules wafting through the air amplified that scent, it started to make me feel uneasy. On the old stone stairs, in the midst of a crowd of colorful umbrellas, as soon as that very light scent passed, I was pushed back by a hand. That hand was very hot. I tumbled downhill. I hugged my head and rolled on each slick, sharp, cold, visceral visceral like being crushed by a roller, and in the afterglow, I still saw that red umbrella upstream, quickly leaving my sight. . My head is buzzing every
“This lamp, some people say it is a wish-fulfilling magic lamp, others say it is just an old, useless lamp. Miracle or not, is from the heart of each person.”The magic lamp was inherently a fantasy. And yet this person didn't even add any magic to convince people to buy.It's even more absurd that I bought it. Rubbing all sorts of things doesn't make any move, it's a scam. In times of dire straits, people do illogical things. Not because of faith, just because of hope. Clinging to hope, even if it's something illusory, is better than despair.I stared blankly out of the old glass window in front of me, at the branches that protruded from my withered body.The bell woke me up from my wandering thoughts. It's time now.I walked down the street with my cano, looking at the dry roots of despair that surrounded them.There is no one who does not have, more or less, no matter what expression they are showing on their faces, happy or sad, laughi
It's been my third month in this world. Still haven't got a clue. It seems that this world is similar to mine, the laws of physics, scientific level, common sense, etc are all the same, just there is no existence of the “I” before. Well, now I'm living in a different body, you know, uhm… I'm transferred into another world. However, still don't know what kind of world this is, what the mission is, also, life is neither hard nor dangerous, so I just go through the day peacefully, or boringly, like this. Oh, almost forgot the most important thing. There is a difference that is higher than mountains, longer than rivers, wider than land, and bluer than the sky, is that there is no D.E in this world! No-unbelievable-D.E! What a enormous omission of a world! Slightly noted, D.E is the best web novel series of my life which I have been following for three years, three years and it hasn't finished yet! The mysterious great author kept digging the hole, and I kept jumping into, stuck there fo
“I used to have a scary dream. Like a horror movie.It was a red summer night. The red sky, the red leaves of phoenix flower, the red blood, the fiery red fire burning the last glimmers of the eyes, liberating humankind from the terrible darkness that has besieged for half a century. It was a revolutionary summer night, the final battle between humankind and the parallels. On that night, the last drop of water spilled over, the miserable human race reached its limit and stood up. Like a swarm of fearless bees rushing forward, like jihadist knights marching in silver armor, all the men and women, the old and young, raised their burning torches in the sky, sang the same tragic tune, gradually tightened the siege, cornered all the enemies into a huge school surrounded by layers of stone walls. The large clock on the tall rooftop was counting the last moments, the people left in the school rushed out to gather in ear-piercing boos. I felt like I was in a state of whirlpool, desperately r
The patient then was very special. Her wealthy husband paid a large amount of money for me to stay at her bedside and find a way to get rid of her. When the girl opened her eyes, she narrowed her eyes slightly because of the sunlight outside and asked me: - Where is this? Who are you? - I'm a doctor. And you? - Erin Lewis. - So… what happened? - Starting to notice the wires, equipments and white bandages all over the body, she asked bewilderedly. I was not in a hurry to answer, considered to select a reasonable approach. That girl’s husband said that she was very clever, it wouldn't do much to keep the situation hidden, so I went directly to the topic: - I'm not sure. Can you tell me? - What is the date today? – She asked. - August 17th. - Then I can't help you. - …What was the last date you appeared? - You… know? – The girl showed a surprised expression. - I have heard about another Erin Lewis. Can you tell me your story? Again, she narrowed her eyes slightly, I noticed
“You must have heard partly from Han. I've followed him for five years, been married for five years, total ten years, but till the time the accident happened, it was still a one-side love.After the accident, I got lost in a wasteland. It could also be called spirit's land, although I didn't really believe in spirits before. I didn't know how long I wandered in that desert, just feel that it's a very, very long time. Long enough for me to reminisce about ten years, for me to understand, love is not something that can be achieved with effort. No matter what I do, he won't love me. Long enough for me to compose a long song, oh, did he tell you, I'm an amateur musician. Could not know if it was because the desert is too large, or because I keep walking around. It also made me suddenly remember a quotation, “How can you find the destination, when you don't know where you want to go?” Then, from the sky, the voice of the god came down, asked me to exchange a half of existence for becoming
- Doctor, tell me, what am I different from her? After all, what am I lacking?She looked at me, as if waiting. But I didn't have any answer. Finally, she pursed her lips and smiled.- That's all of my story. The story of a no-being-loved one.- So, the first condition, you pity me, quickly think of a way to reincarnate me, okay? - She said. I surprisingly raised my head. Perhaps because she spoke out about the burdens in heart, her health was also improved, she seemed to be more and more comfortable. Every day, she whispered in my ear, saying half-true and half-false words:- Doctor, I'm not an expert, but seems that you want to make a national reconciliation, doesn't it? Are you sure you understood the customer's request?- I did some online research about your clinic. Do you know why he chose this clinic?- This place is very famous for the treatments, which break the rule, in both good and bad meaning, almost like following the customer's request, regardless of the principals.-