LOGIN“Are you okay Bella?” Beth asked
“I just need to sleep.” I breathed out. “I didn’t get much sleep last night.” “What’s wrong? Is it Ethan?.” “Ethan is fine.” I whispered so low because I was scared they will know of him, I am more worried they would figure out who he is and they will hurt him, I didn’t want to tell her what happened She didn’t deserve to be pulled into any of this. “I know what will help?.” Beth smiled as she handed me over a glass of wine, I didn’t budge as I took it, I am the maid of honor after all and I wanted to look good for her, she has been planing this for a long time It took about four hours to get Beth ready and by the time we were done, she looked breathtaking, I was able to forget about what happened because of the effect of the wine “I think I am going to cry.” Beth smiled “He is going to mind his mind when he sees you.” I stated and she smiled —- There I was watching my best friend and ex boyfriend placing the ring on each other’s finger, they looked happy especially him Cole, whisk made me wonder if they always liked each other. When I got together with Cole, it was the greatest we dated for a while, a year to be precise and then it got bad, I guess our differences got between us and after a year. We broke up, two months later he got together with Beth. I didn’t feel sad, I wanted her to be happy and he made her happy and at least she found someone else to be with. Maybe it made me mad because my eyes bubbled with tears as I stared at them when I tried to push back the tears that threatened to fall against my cheek and my breath hitches I found myself heading toward the other side of the house, everyone looked happy as if I didn’t date him first. “Are you okay Bella?.” I heard a voice from behind, I didn’t have to turn to realise who it was. Cole. “Just had a rough night.” I smiled when I headed back into the place, I don’t think it would be a good idea to see us both alone together. The engagement party was a key to me maybe because I keep drinking, I could not stop, the anger and grief of hurting someone and then watching Beth and Cole so happy. I knew after five fucking hours I have to leave so I did, my legs wobbled against the floor, I felt a tap of rain touch my body when I found myself in a garden, settled on a bench. “What does this keep happening to me?.” I breathed out, as I stared at the sky, the moment another breath falls off my lips, rain rushed out of the sky and fell against my body. “You know you are going to get sick.” I heard a voice form behind. “It’s you, are you here to force me to sit through another horrible night.” I asked when Daniel shakes his head. He stayed with me yesterday night and I never once found out who he worked for? Or how he knows where I lived?. “Get up Bella, the boss wants to see you.” Daniel said and a wave of shiver runs down my spine. His boss. “I don’t have money to offer him and I did what I had to do protect myself.” “I didn’t ask, get up.” He said again. I can’t argue and I can’t run. When I looked around, I saw two black cars and I knew that even if I wants to run, I didn’t have a place to run to, they will find me “Is he going to kill me?.” I asked “That depends on what you say to him? If I were you, I would keep my gaze down at all time when speaking to him, he is not so great when it comes to disrespect and you may want to do better at convincing him you didn’t let his guard to die .” He stated and I nodded He didn’t have to explain it further, I did understand what he was trying to say. Maybe I should fight, my eyes closed for a second and the thought of running filled my mind, if I run, I could make it to the best black but I can’t hide but what if they hurt Beth instead, they do know why I am coming form? “Let’s go.” I breathed out I have to do this for Ethan and for Beth, to keep him far away form all of this. —- Ever moment fele antagonizing, the warm face of my little brother Ethan filled my mind, how happy he would be when he sees me again, how excited he would be when he finds out I have been saving up to get him the gift that he always desired. I shrugged off the thoughts when the car came to a halt, I was not scared maybe because I knew I have been thought worse and I realized that they can’t do anything worse. “Come with me, a tip for the day. You don’t speak unless he asks you to Bella, you seem good and I believe you when you say you didn’t kill him because you wanted to but what I think doesn’t matter Bella.” Daniel said and I nodded A breath falls out of my lips when we headed further in, the mansion itself was covered in beautiful items and my eyes widened as it glanced around. “Won’t you rather prefer if I am dead? You did make it look like you wanted me dead.” I whispered and a chuckle escaped his lips. “If you think I want you dead then you have not met him before because this mere presence is death. You killed one of his own Bella and now he is interested.” Daniel stated and a shiver runs down my spineI woke up wrapped around his arms. His eyes were on mine as he glanced at me. I didn’t speak, and neither did he. There was still something in my heart; I thought it would be gone the moment I woke up, yet it was here. It was the burn and the desire for him; it was the way I felt whenever I thought about him. “I will tell Ollie every thing about Sarah,” Liam whispered and my eyes widened in shock. “Liam you are not ready, I don’t want-“ before I could speak, he leaned in and he placed his lips on mine, it was warm and soft, it felt like heaven as he swept his tongue across my lips and he pulled away for a moment. “Yes he is a kid but he deserves to know some parts of the truth and right now, we are at war, I don’t need any enemy of mine, preying on my son and telling him things that only I am meant to know about it,” Liam whispered and I smiled at him, he was about to do something huge, something he probably never thought about doing. “- I will tell Ollie only if you speak
“Bella- you can’t do it right.” I said staring at him, he softly placed his hand on mine, he knows he can’t, sometimes it’s not easy to say the truth, sometimes it’s not even about the truth, it’s about reliving those horrible memories in your mind. It has never been easy and it would never be easy, I know I can’t ignore Ethan forever but until I have something good to say, I would rather not say something that will ruin what’s left of our relationship. I turned to look at Liam. “I don’t know how she died but I know it’s not your fault, I know you loved your wife Liam and you care about her and will never ever let anything horrible happen to her, I know she didn’t die because of you.” I breathed out. “Rose is sad; she needs help and that’s why she keeps doing this, I don’t know how you let them into your life for so damn long,” I whispered as I stared at him, my mind filled with anger and thoughts. “You don’t know what you are saying, you will hate me if you know the truth t
Bella’s POV… Tears sprinkled out of my eyes, my heart skipped a beat and my mind filled with thoughts, he heard that, that’s not how he was supposed to know, he was meant to find out when he gets older, when he understands why I never came out in the open to say I am his mother. Why does he think Mom was his mother? There were so many ways I wanted to do this for him; there are so many ways I wish we had talked about it. He is too young. “Bella, please open the door.” I hate Liam begging for the third time, I didn’t want to, his mother-in-law didn’t have any right, I didn’t even eat to be a part of this dinner, I would have preferred it if Ethan and I stayed to binge-watch a movie, a different cartoon of his choice than any of this I was angry, I was upset and I didn’t want to yell at Liam, it’s not his fault, he didn’t know that any of this would happen, I should have never told her Ethan is my kid, I should have stayed away, I should have just let her imply that he is no
Liam’s POV… “Bella,” I whispered, but she didn’t listen. She started up the stairs, and in a few seconds she was gone, and I turned to look at Rose. “Ollie, take Ethan upstairs and don’t come back down until I say so.” I breathed out and he didn’t argue, he is always a good kid and he could understand what was happening, I watched as they headed upstairs too, and in a few seconds, I didn’t see them anymore. “Liam- don’t defend her Victor, I am done with you, maybe you can handle her but not me, all I have done all these fucking years is for Sarah and to be honest, I did it for you to Victor,” I stated as I stared at him, He is the only reason I tolerate this ever fucking years because I know Sarah would have wanted her father to be close to Ollie, she would have wanted Ollie to know him the way she knows him, she knows he is going to be the greatest grand father to Ollie and he is always going to love and care for Ollie. “You know what, I am done, you have to make a fuckin
“Looking at it, I don’t think she has ever been married, her kid, she slept with someone out of wedlock, so I am right, she is only a whore and she has her little product roaming around your house and you are fine with it as long as your dick gets sucked.” She said, and a chuckle escaped my lips. I glanced at her with a smile on my face, I should have known she would say something like that, I am not even surprised she will, she seems like the type of person who will run her mouth to get what she wants. “Say another word about Bella.” “Are you threatening me, Victor he is threatening me.” She said nudging her husband who let out a heavy sigh as he stared at her, he didn’t look any happier. “Are you not tired of doing this Rose.” He finally asked as he glanced at her. He was done eating and from the looks of it, Liam didn’t even look surprised that he asked her, Did this happen every year. “Excuse me.” “Don’t start, we do this every year, and every year I tell you not to
“Ollie you have grown so big.” Rose smiled. They did introduce themselves before they gave me the stink eye and she gave Ethan another one, and yes she ignored him but my baby boy didn’t even care, Rose didn’t look any happy but her husband Victor, had a smile on his face and it seemed like he was truly happy. Ollie sat between both of them and Ethan and I were on the opposite chairs while Liam sat as the head, in his normal position already. “So Liam tell me, what has been going on for the last year, I can see that you have kept busy all this time,” Rose said with a fake smile on her face, she was directing it at me, Who am I? Why am I here? Why did I have a kid who is here too. She wanted to know the story and I can understand where she is coming from but she needs to calm down about it. “You have certainly moved on from my daughter, but don’t you think you should rather go for someone with class like Caroline, someone who will be a good influence on my grandson and get







