I went into my room with my head in a mess, even if I had the courage to leave I had certain doubts, for example: How will the environment be there? the way of people? Among other things that due to my little experience of leaving home made me doubt a little, but it was too late, clearly I see that if I stay here by will of my own parents I would not study, they are only interested that I serve them as a slave in this house. Poor my sister...
I took the cell phone from the night table I had, it was a little deteriorated despite the passing of the years. I had to talk to Noah who I guess also already has news from his college.
Outgoing call.
“How are you feeling, my love? “I know, saying "love" in jume was a little corny, but Noah had earned that right.
“I was just going to call you, but I see we think alike and you beat me to it.
“Oh yeah? and what did you have to tell me? “I knew where it was going, but I still wanted him to affirm it.
“It's about my university, they contacted me today and I already have a departure date, but we could go to the old park where we met, I'd like to see you before I leave “how sad it felt to be separated from Noah, I'm so used to his company that now that he's leaving I feel like my world is going to fall apart.
“All right, just let me get ready and I'll meet you there in half an hour.
I hung up.
Perfect, you're leaving the house and now you're even separated from your boyfriend, the things that happen when you grow up.
I went to my closet, there were some colored tights, which fit perfectly with my skirt with frills on the hem, I took a white shirt with the logo of a rock band, black patent leather shoes, yes, I liked to dress like a rebel girl from time to time and of course my hair tied up with a fringe that covered half of my forehead.
“I came downstairs while they were watching their favorite soap opera.
“It's okay, Isa, just remember not to come over so late at night and if you do you know where to put the bunch of keys”she was lying on the couch hugging her pillow.
My parents were a little overprotective.
“
The sun was setting and by then it creates the best colors in the sky, from orange to violet. I hope that in California you can appreciate these colors.
I took out my cell phone and was capturing some of my favorite landscapes, in my gallery I even had my separate folders for each of the moments I captured. The town where I grew up was small, but cozy, I'm not complaining, but I had to grow up. I had to grow professionally.
Immediately I felt arms grabbing me from my back and sliding over my chest, I didn't try to get away since I knew those hands perfectly well. Those soft hands and of course Noah's signature scent.
“My love," he whispered in my ear accompanied with a shy smile, "I like to see what you do," I went looking at the screen of my cell phone that I immediately put it away to turn on my heels and kiss him, but first I had made sure that there were not many people around me, not that I felt sorry for him, but I did not like to be noticed so much.
I liked to go unnoticed.
“I looked from his feet to his head, and yes, they were in those casual clothes, but they clung perfectly to his skin. Noah, in his free time he went to the Gym and he was really liking me, again I said to myself as I had to do something daring, but I didn't want anyone to see me”and this here, is it mine? “I squeezed his package that he had between his legs, it was flaccid, but I stopped caressing it because I knew how hard it would start to get.
“Of course it is”he grabbed me by the waist so I could feel it too”this and much more”he gave my ass a squeeze that almost felt like it would dislodge my buttock. Sometimes we liked to be a little daring and yes, I liked his kinky way.
“Let's sit by that bench," I suggested as I took your hand.
“Do you remember when we used to come to this park? “We walked together, he intertwined his fingers and waved my hand back and forth.
“Of course I do, so much has happened since those times, especially with all our friends. Do you remember Amanda? “We made our way to the bench to sit down”that girl who was so obnoxious and once had to pee on her skirt”we both laughed like children.
“It was funny, but she deserved it," Noah laughed, but he wouldn't take his eyes off me, those eyes of desire to constantly make me his.
“Things you have to go through in childhood, but now look at us," I looked around at our surroundings, "things have changed little by little and today we are two boys in search of our dreams.
“That's right and that's exactly what we have to talk about, Isa," he took my hands to cradle them in his, "I don't want our love to stop growing just because we will be separated, I always want to love you and give you everything you deserve, but for that we also need some time, you know that things don't happen overnight.
“I know," I answered with my eyes lowered.
“Don't be like that, I promise that in my free time or, better said, when I'm on vacation, I'll come to visit you.
“To visit me? “I will also go to the university, Noah," I replied, "immediately his face changed, this time he became a little serious and even frowned.
“Wasn't it that you were going to take some time off? “he wanted to know.
“That's right, but I've been saving up as you already knew and I have plans to go to college in California, I have enough time for a few months and there I'll have to find a job since the advantage I have is that they gave me a half scholarship “I put my lips in a single line, I hadn't told Noah this yet, but by the gesture he made it seemed that he didn't like the idea.
“it's okay, I have no problem with you leaving, but I hope all this doesn't have its consequences”he averted his gaze and shook his head.
“What do you mean by "consequences"? “I emphasized the last sentence.
“Well, I mean, there must be so many guys better looking than me or surely more than one of them has better things to offer you than me, some fancy vehicle and stuff," I looked at the horizon, I didn't like him having those insecurities.
“Noah “I took his face making him look at me” you know me perfectly well and you know that none of that interests me, not even a handsome guy, much worse that I'm interested in money and all the material things, I love you and really, that's priceless so don't think those things” I kissed him wildly, he kissed me back and an intense fire grew between my wet lips.
“Promise me that this will not end for anything in the world," he spoke to me just inches from my lips, our foreheads were glued together and the desire that enveloped us was very great.
“I promise," he whispered in a sexy way while we kept kissing, little by little I felt that very low, a little below my navel, little things were being created, "do you think we have time to do something else? “I proposed something daring.
“I say yes”he smiled pervertedly”let's not wait any longer then”he took my hand and we headed to a house that was abandoned, from time to time this was our hideout to do our things.
The house had no roof, apparently those who were building it left it half finished, but as time went by it was just walls, the good thing was that from here the moon could be appreciated very well and that night Noah and I made love like crazy and passionate boyfriends.
“I loved it all”he finished putting on his shirt, I liked to see him without it, it was sexy and I liked what he was looking at, I liked mine.
“I also loved it”I caressed his back as we sat on the edge of the wall of the house watching the moon.
“I'll definitely need this when I'm in Boston," she rolled her eyes.
“I know, believe me I'll need it too, I feel like I can't live without it," I sighed deeply, "but at least you men do that..." I hinted something to him.
“Isa, I almost don't do those things and besides it's not the same as making love to you, they are two very different things, but yes, I think I have no other alternative but to fall for it”I put his arm on my shoulder attracting me to him”please take care of me, we have many plans to make and you know I don't want any other woman in my life.
“I said the same thing young man “I pointed my index finger towards his face” be careful with those girls watching you, even if I'm not with you I'll be watching you.
“Just crazy stuff...”he smiled”we should go get something to eat, better, because every time we finish doing it I get really thirsty and hungry”he didn't wait any longer and we left our little house of love.
“
“Do you want it with chili or without chili? “asked the man with the hot dog cart.
“Of course without chili," I ordered, because of my gastritis problems.
“I'll have it with lots of chili please," ordered Noah.
We both headed towards the kiosk in the center of the park.
“Hey, don't look at me," I took the first pitying bite.
“But what's wrong with it? “He smiled, "It's always the same, like it's something out of this world to eat in front of me.
“Well, no, but I don't like it”I turned my back to him, this was the only way I could eat well.
“
Time went by and the moment to say goodbye was getting shorter and shorter, all this time I tried not to think about it, but even in the moment when you are about to say goodbye is when I felt like I had a snowball in my throat. One thing I definitely didn't like was goodbyes and in this case, even less.
“We'll always be in touch, okay? “Noah hugged me, I knew I would last a long time without feeling those arms that made me feel protected.
“It's okay," I pouted, "I'll miss you a lot, my love.
Immediately I saw that Noah had taken off a red wool bracelet, it was simple, it just looked like a thread.
“I want you to have this always, wherever you want me to go, that way I'll be with you too," he put it on my mule and made several knots so that it could never come off.
“But I... I don't have anything to give you”I thought about what I could give myself to remember me by and I touched it on my neck. My quartz necklace, it was something precious to me, it was mint green, but also Noah was something precious to me”ten I gave it to him and placed it on his neck, it fit him perfectly”now if we are even”we hugged each other as if it was our last day of life, even some tears rolled down our cheeks and it was not for less, it was the first time I would be far from him.
So it was, I said goodbye to him, but that was life, if I wanted to achieve my dreams I would have to leave certain things aside, I remembered a phrase that I was familiar with "To say goodbye is also to grow up."
But in this case it was not only a goodbye, but a "See you later".
“Is everything ready, Isa? “Mom was asking from the bedroom, today was the day I had to leave for California and my parents were exaggerating too much, as if it was a trip of no return.“Wait a moment," I said while I put everything in my small suitcase and in a brown handbag, I didn't have much in terms of clothes, I wasn't the typical girl who was characterized by provocative clothes and those things... I was old”fashioned, better, that way I went unnoticed of those morbid looks.The day was quite sunny and I liked days like that.“Here” Dad received my bags as he saw me swaying from side to side as I struggled downstairs”I think we're in time for you to catch the bus”we left the house and headed for the garage.I took one last look at my little place, that same place that witnessed many things, but that today I would have to leave behind, I put a hand to my chest full of nostalgia. I had never been separated from my parents and neither from home, for a girl who suffered from anxiet
“It's not necessary," I excused myself to the boy.“No, let me," he smiled and took my bags.“You wouldn't have bothered," I said a little embarrassed.“It's no bother, tell me which room are you going to?“Well... “I took the paper and read the directions I had written down last night after the date with Noah... it says here that it's in one hundred and four.“I know where it is," he motioned with his head for me to follow him. So I followed him. There were lots and lots of students arriving. I felt a little nervous underneath, but it was completely normal.“Are you new here? “I wanted to know. We walked into the dorms and up some stairs. The university was so big.“No, it's my second year. “He smiled at me.“Ah. That's nice," I looked around, I didn't want to miss anything at all.“Here it is," the boy stopped in front of a door. It had the number one hundred and four on the door. I knocked twice to make sure there was no one there, but there was. A girl opened the door. Her hair wa
One year later...-Loam! An order comes out—the shout of my beloved boss snaps me out of my thoughts. I curse under my breath and walk over to grab the dish ordered at table four."I heard," I told him when we got there."How much do you think about?" he reproached me.I didn't answer him, I just took the tray and took it to the customers.-Enjoy it.My shift was almost over, so I took off my apron and left it on the bar."It's time to go," I told my boss who had stared at me.—As you wish —he took some money from the box and gave it to me— See you tomorrow."Thank you, Jeymi." I took the money and counted it. Forty dollars, it was the only thing I earned in the week. I had been saving for almost a year. I would have to count how much I did. I grabbed my things and headed home.It was the graduations again, I remember that a year ago I was in that same place.When I get home I go straight up to my room and grab my piggy bank. I prayed that there would be enough money to leave. I took
I entered my room with a mess in my head, even if I had the courage to leave I had certain doubts, such as: What will the atmosphere be like there? people's way? Among other things that due to my little experience of leaving home made me doubt a little, but it was already too late, I clearly see that if I stayed here by the will of my own parents I would not study, they are only interested in me serving them like a slave in this house. Poor my sister...I took the cell phone from the nightstand that I had, it was a little deteriorated I weighed over the years. I had to talk to Nicky who I guess has also heard from your university.Outgoing call."How are you, my love?" I know, jume's saying "love" was a bit cheesy, but Nicky had earned that right."Very well," he told me with a very animated tone, "I was just going to call you, but I see that we thought the same way and you beat me."-Oh yeah? And what did you have to tell me? I knew where things were going, but I still wanted him to
"Is everything ready, Margaret?" —Mom asked from the bedroom, today was the day I had to leave for California and my parents were exaggerating too much, as if this was a one-way trip.—Wait a minute—I told her as I put everything in my small suitcase and in a brown handbag, I didn't have much in terms of clothes, I wasn't the typical girl who was characterized by provocative clothes and stuff.. I was the old-fashioned way, better, that way I went unnoticed from those morbid looks.The day was quite sunny and I liked days like that.—Lend here—Dad received my bags when he saw me go down with difficulty swaying from one side to another—I think we're going in time for you to take the bus—we left the house going to the garage.I took one last look at my little place, that same place that witnessed many things, but that today I would have to leave behind, I put a hand to my chest full of nostalgia. I had never separated from my parents or from home, for a girl who suffered from anxiety thi
"No need," I apologized to the boy."No, let me." He smiled and took my bags."You wouldn't have bothered," I told him a little embarrassed."It's not a bother, tell me which room are you going to?""Well..." I took the piece of paper and read the directions I had written down last night after Nicky's appointment, "...it says here that it's in the one hundred and four.""I know where it is." He nodded for her to follow. So I followed it. There were so many students arriving. I felt a little nervous deep down, but it was completely normal.-Are you new here? I wanted to know. We entered the bedrooms and went up some stairs. The university was so big.“No, it's my second year. He smiled at me.—Oh. That's great —I looked everywhere, I didn't want to miss anything."Here it is." The boy stopped in front of a door. It had number one hundred and four on the door. I knocked twice to make sure no one was there, but there was. A girl opened the door. His hair was completely blue and he had so
When I got to my room, Piper was there, adjusting her white top in front of the mirror."Hello," I greeted when I arrived. In spite of everything, she would be my roommate and I didn't want to start with a tense atmosphere from now on. Piper looked like one of those goth girls that was two-faced. Something inside me told me not to trust myself too much."Marga, it's good that you're here," he turned to me. Her complexion was dark and her hair was curly--Today we didn't have the chance to get to know each other better.I sat on my bed and grabbed my computer."I don't think so," I screwed up my face.“Well, I'm a sophomore and so are Trevor and Trisha."That's great." I sat on the bed Indian style and put the computer on my lap. He planned to watch a movie while he spent the night. Maybe I'll call Nicky or have a video call with him. I missed him so much.-Are you going to the party? It will be great."Actually I'm not much of a party, too loud noise gives me a headache," I denied putt
When I entered the room the first thing I did was go into the bathroom, I had left the piercings wrapped in my dress and no one could get my ideas out of me, he was murdered and someone who was at that party was his murderer, he had nothing else to find more clues to see who wore piercings.I spent a few minutes under the warm stream of the shower massaging my hair, I hadn't been here long and something had already happened that I had never witnessed in my life.I heard they opened the door.Pipper ?" I asked into the void without any response. Is there anyone there? I insisted and still had no answer. I took my towel and wrapped it around my body, I was sure I had left the lock secured so if someone just entered it must have been one of the two, no one else could open. My dress was on the floor all wet and across the bathroom door.—Ooh! “Piper and Trisha had scared me.God! How my heart had raced believing it was someone else.-Where were you? I asked as I moved my feet up and down,