THE ALPHA'S FORBIDDEN LUNA

(Lyra's POV)

"You're not supposed to look at him, Thorne. Wolves like you don't get to look."

Marcus Reyes said it low, almost bored, the way you'd remind a child not to touch a hot stove. I kept my eyes on the floor tiles I was scrubbing and said nothing, because saying anything back was how Omegas ended up on kitchen duty for a month instead of a week.

The Ashwood pack house smelled like woodsmoke and roasting meat and, underneath that, like the particular tension of a pack counting down to a wedding nobody wanted. Seven days until Alpha Kaelan Ashwood mated Selene Voss and ended a border war with a signature written in a bonding mark. Seven days, and every wolf in the house had an opinion about it they were dying to share with someone lower ranked than themselves.

I had opinions too. I kept them where I kept everything: buried, behind nine years of practice.

"Faster," Marcus said, and walked off to go make someone else's day worse.

I'd been nine years old when I came to this house with nothing but my name, and my name had been enough to get me spat on in the yard before I'd even unpacked. Thorne. The pack that sold out Ashwood hunting grounds to human hunters and burned for it. That was the story. I didn't remember enough of the actual night to argue with it: smoke, my mother's hands shoving me into a hollow log, a silence afterward that swallowed everything I used to know. I just remembered growing up inside a story that had already decided what I was before I could decide anything for myself.

I finished the tile floor and stood, wiping my hands on an apron that had been someone else's twice before it was mine, and that was when the air in the corridor changed.

I felt it before I understood it: a pressure drop, like the moment before lightning, my pulse jumping to match a rhythm that wasn't mine. My wolf, who mostly stayed quiet and tired these days, sat up inside my chest like she'd been struck.

Alpha Kaelan Ashwood turned the corner.

He wasn't looking for me. I want to be clear about that, because everything that came after got twisted into a story about fate finding us, and it wasn't that clean. He was walking fast, mid conversation with Marcus, jaw tight the way it got when the word Voss came up in a sentence he didn't choose. He was tall in the way that made rooms rearrange themselves around him, dark hair, a scar along his jaw that every pack rumor had a different origin story for, and eyes that were, right then, the color of a normal man's: brown, tired, human looking.

Then he saw me.

His eyes went gold.

Not flickered. Went. Amber gold, wolf bright, right there in a public corridor with Marcus three feet away, and I felt the pull hit me like a hand closing around my sternum and squeezing. Every instinct I owned screamed one word, over and over, in a language older than the one I spoke out loud.

Mine. Mine. Mine.

I stopped breathing. He stopped walking. Marcus's voice trailed off mid sentence, and for one endless second the entire corridor held still around two wolves whose bond had no legal right to exist.

"Lyra Thorne," Kaelan said. Not a question. Like he was testing whether my name in his mouth would make the feeling in his chest less impossible.

I made myself look away first, because looking away first was the only power I had left. "Alpha," I said, and I made my voice as flat and small as nine years of training had taught me to make it, and I walked past him down the corridor with my heart going like a war drum and his gaze burning a line down my spine the entire way.

Behind me, I heard Marcus say, very quietly, "Kaelan. Tell me that wasn't what it looked like."

I didn't hear the answer. I didn't need to. I already knew what it looked like, because I could still feel it clawing under my ribs, demanding I turn around.

It looked like the single most dangerous thing that had ever happened to me.

I made it exactly to the end of the corridor, around the corner, out of sight, and then I stopped, pressed my back to the wall, and let myself shake for four full seconds, because that was all I was going to allow myself.

A mate bond. To the Alpha. A week before his mating ceremony to someone else. With my name.

Thorne women didn't get mate bonds to Ashwood Alphas. They got funerals.

I was still standing there when Briar found me, took one look at my face, and went pale.

"What happened," she said. Not "what's wrong." She already knew something had.

I opened my mouth to lie to her, the way I lied to everyone, the way I'd built an entire personality out of telling people nothing was wrong.

"I think," I said instead, my voice cracking on it, "I just got myself killed."

Somewhere down the corridor, a door slammed, and I heard Damon Ashwood's voice, the retired Alpha, Kaelan's father, a man who never raised his voice for anything, rise into something close to a shout.

That was the first time I understood that whatever had just happened in that corridor, it had frightened Damon Ashwood far more than it had frightened me.

And I did not yet know why.