로그인My mother did not yell, which was how I knew it was serious."Sit," she said, pointing at the kitchen table with her spatula. It was seven in the morning. Jackson was parked at one end in his chair with a blanket over his lap, looking like a boy awaiting sentencing. George sat beside him, suddenly fascinated by his cereal. Evelyn had been invited in for coffee at midnight and had slept in our guest room. She now sat very straight with both hands around a mug."Nobody is in trouble," Mom said, in the voice of someone who had decided exactly how much trouble everyone was in. "But I am going to ask some questions, and you are going to answer them honestly. Jackson first.""Yes, ma'am.""Did you tell my daughter to leave you yesterday?"Jackson swallowed. "Yes, ma'am.""Did you mean it?""No, ma'am.""Then why say it?""Because I was scared she'd leave first."Mom studied him for a long moment. Her face didn't soften, exactly. It just stopped being a wall."You have eaten at this table si
I went down in my socks, with a hoodie over my pajamas and my heart in my throat.The house was dark. Mom and Dad's door was shut, and a thin line of light showed under George's. I eased the front door open and stepped onto the porch, and the night air bit through my sleeves.The car at the curb was Evelyn's rental. She sat behind the wheel with both hands in her lap, looking straight ahead, the way people do when they are trying very hard not to listen. In the passenger seat, Jackson had already opened his door. The wheelchair was folded in the back, and he was half out, one hand on the frame, the other gripping the roof of the car."Don't," I said, crossing the lawn fast. "Stay in the seat.""I wanted to come to you.""You can't walk.""I know." His mouth twisted. "That's why I'm saying it. I couldn't come to you. I had to be driven, like a package."I stopped in front of him. Up close, he looked terrible. His eyes were swollen, his shirt was buttoned wrong, and a fresh scrape ran a
I didn't go back on Saturday.I told George I had a headache, and he didn't push. He had a trophy for second place sitting on his desk and a grin he couldn't hide, and for once I let him have the house's good mood without dragging mine into it.On Sunday, Mum asked why Jackson hadn't been over for dinner in a week."He's busy," I said."With what?""Recovering."She gave me a long look over the rim of her tea. "That boy has never been too busy for my cooking. Something's wrong.""Nothing's wrong.""Ama.""Mum, I'm fine."She let it go, the way she did when she knew she'd get the truth later. I went upstairs and lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling, replaying Friday night. *It's already over.* The way he'd said it, so calm, as if he'd practiced.I had told him he didn't get to decide. But I'd walked out anyway, and that felt a lot like letting him.---On Monday, I was crossing the quad when I heard it."Did you hear? Jackson's not even coming back for the final.""Because of the le
The semi-final went ahead without Jackson, and nobody had the decency to pretend it wouldn't.By Friday, the whole school was talking about it. Posters hung in the corridors, the race club sold wristbands at lunch, and a banner across the cafeteria read **GO WESTBROOK**. Whoever finished in the top three would qualify for the Grand Prix final. Nobody mentioned that the boy who had won every race that season was sitting in a conservatory, learning to stand."It's rude," Bella said, tearing a poster off her locker door and stuffing it in her bag. "Like he died.""He didn't die.""I know. That's why it's rude."I let that sit. I had arrived at school braced for Allison, because of Bella's text, and had spent the first two periods checking every corner. In the end she found me at the water fountain, and I almost dropped my bottle.She looked tired. No flowers, no phone, no audience. Just a girl in a school blazer with her arms folded across her chest."You wanted me?" I asked."I wanted t
Jackson had never asked me for help before. He asked in a voice so quiet I almost missed it. "Help me stand." I was in the conservatory doorway with my bag still on my shoulder. It was Wednesday, and I had told myself all the way up the drive that I was only there to watch. Mrs. Adeyemi stood by the parallel bars with her clipboard, her face as unreadable as a locked door. "Now?" I asked. "She says I can try a short hold with a spotter." His mouth twitched. "You said you wanted to help. This is how." I looked at Mrs. Adeyemi. She raised one eyebrow and said nothing, which I took as permission. I set my bag down and crossed the mats. Jackson rolled forward until the chair touched the rails. He wrapped both hands around the bars, and I watched his knuckles go white. "Where do I stand?" "Beside him," Mrs. Adeyemi said. "Left side, hand under the elbow. Don't pull. If he goes down, you guide him back into the chair. You do not try to hold him up by yourself." "Understood." "Say i
Monday morning, the gates of Westbrook High were crowded, and for once nobody was looking at me.They were looking at the black sedan idling at the curb, and at the girl climbing out of the back seat with a bouquet of white roses and a set of crutches she clearly didn't need.Allison.She wore a pale blue dress, her hair curled, her makeup perfect again. Her three-day suspension was over, and she had walked back into school like someone entering a stage. Phones were already rising around her."Oh no," Bella breathed beside me. "She's doing a bit.""Those crutches aren't hers.""They're a *prop*."Allison planted herself in the middle of the path, the roses against her chest, and waited until enough people had stopped to watch. Then she turned her head, found me, and smiled."Ama," she called. "Can I talk to you?"My stomach dropped. I had thought we'd finished in the corridor. She had said she wouldn't come after me again."Don't," Bella murmured. "It's a trap.""I know.""Then why ar







