Crushing On My Best-friend's Father

NEVAEH 

I have a romantic crush on my best-friend's father who also happens to be none other than my professor.

I know what you must be thinking about me and yes, you're right. I'm a dirty, little slut with no shame and a potentially horrible best friend but can you blame me?

Castia, my one and only best friend has been nothing but kind to me. We've been best-friends for seven years even before we graduated high school. We were so close that it got to the point where we couldn't be separated.

We even had to enroll in the same college together because we couldn't bear to stay apart from each other and now, I'm scared that this hidden secret of mine might cause a rift between the two of us in the future if it gets out for any reason.

When my father died in an ghastly car accident two years ago, her dad had taken me as his daughter and treated me as such. He did everything to play and fulfill the fatherly role in my life.

He had done everything right by me and my widowed mother but it wasn't enough. I wanted more. I craved more than he could give and even though I was ashamed to admit it to anyone else, I wasn't ashamed to admit it to myself.

I don't know when this sexual attraction for him started or when it became this intense but one thing I knew for sure was that it wasn't going away anytime soon because no matter how hard I tried to push these dirty, lustful feelings away, for some reason, it still lingered like an unanswered prayer.

At first, I wanted to believe that it was because I missed my father so much and wanted someone to replace him in my life but as time went on, I realized that it wasn't the case.

If I truly missed my father, I wouldn't be having these nasty, erotic thoughts of what my ass would look like if it was grabbed and pounded from behind by my best-friend's father.

I wouldn't be having sex dreams of him touching me, teasing me and running his hands all over my petite body. And I definitely wouldn't want to know what I tasted like when he kisses me on my core.

Or what it felt like to have him thrusting deeper inside me, wrecking my walls whenever I saw him. I most definitely wouldn't be imagining myself riding on his dick till I came all over his sheets.

It wasn't a pure, fatherly love or affection as anyone would like to believe. It ran deeper than that and I knew it for a fact. He was supposed to be off limits, the one thing I could never get but for some reason, I wish that he wasn't.

To make matters worse, I have tried my best to stay away so that I don't dwell on these feelings but each time I try to do so, the universe finds a way to bring him closer to me in a way that I can't avoid his presence. 

"Nevaeh!" Castia called, snapping her fingers over my face and I flinched, jerking away from my dirty, mind consuming thoughts which i definitely knew must've made me cum in my pants by now.

"You zoned out on me." She whined but I only forced a smile. I didn't mean to zone out on her but how could I concentrate, when her father was literally standing right there in front of me in a tightly fitted shirt that hugged his biceps and jeans that seemed to outline his perfect ass?

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." I apologized because honestly, I didn't mean to.

I looked around the class to see that it was almost empty as students trooped outside the building one after the other.

"Where's your dad?" I asked in a low voice when I didn't see him standing at his usual spot, behind the professor's desk. I didn't want to sound too desperate even though I practically was at the moment. 

"He left not too long ago." She tells me as she started packing her books one after the other. "Class is over. Weren't you paying any attention?"

I was disappointed. Not because I missed the class but because I was too lost in my thoughts to eye fuck him one last time before he left.

Now, I probably wouldn't see him until next class or when I go over to Castia's house which I hated doing because I didn't want to run into him and add to my unending fantasies for any reason.

I am scared that I will lose myself and my sanity if I keep running into him often.

Before now, I had thought that staying away from her house would automatically mean that I would be able to curb these feelings but you must've seen my surprise when we heard that he would be filling in as a substitute professor because the other one was involved in an accident and recovering.

As if running away from him wasn't enough, the universe literally brought him here, in front of me and I don't want to give the universe any more ideas by pushing my luck.

So now, I'll have to endure the pain and torture of seeing him here while I avoid going to her house for as long as I can.

"I guess I wasn't." I sighed and joined her to pick up my books as well. "Did your dad give us any homework?"

"Yeah and it's due tomorrow morning." She answered. "I wrote it down somewhere. I'll just give it to you so you can copy out the questions so, hold on a bit."

I watched her rummage through her things to find it but just before she could, she was distracted by her boyfriend who just barged into our almost empty class unannounced.

"Hi babe," He greeted and kissed her full on the lips. I look away, ignoring their love display like I wasn't there at all.

She kisses him back before pulling away. Her lips stretched in a full smile. 

"Hi Heaven." He greeted teasingly like he usually does. My name Nevaeh, is actually spelt Heaven backwards but I don't like it whenever he or anyone I'm not familiar with on a personal level called me that and he knows it too which is why he keeps on doing it. 

"Funny. Keep it up and you might have a world record of getting on my nerves." I sneered with an eye roll. As if watching my best-friend get stuck to a guy like him wasn't enough, I have to go through the teasing as well.

"I'm counting on it." He winked at me but I am utterly disgusted. I don't get along with him and Castia is well aware of this. She has even failed to get us to be friends on multiple occasions so we only tolerate each other for her sake.

"Alright, break it up you two. No more fighting." She warned sternly and we went silent almost immediately. 

"Did you find it yet?" I asked, urging her this time but she signals me to be patient.

"You didn't forget about our date right? It's almost time and that's why I'm here to pick you up." He reminded her and she hit her forehead with a deep sigh.

"Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry." She apologized to him before turning to me.

"Nevaeh, I have to go." She said, picking up her bag in a hurry while I'm still trying to figure out what's happening.

"Kelvin and I have been planning this date for weeks and I don't want to miss it."

"But the homework—"

"You can come over to my place to get it later." She told me and I froze to the bone. Over to her place? The one place on earth that I don't want to go? That I'm avoiding for a reason? Is she nuts?

"But—"

"Oh come on Nevaeh," She interjects. "Don't give me another excuse. You're always trying to avoid coming over everytime I bring it up. Is there something over at my house that you're afraid of? Tell me and I'll kill it for you."

How on earth can I tell her that it's none other than her Tall, sexy, well built, handsome father? Just how?

"Anyway, come over and get it." She pressed on. "It's too much so I can't send it to you by text either. If you want, you can even sleep over and we'll work on it together. I'm sure that your mom won't mind. I'll talk to her if you want me to."

"You don't need to. I'll be there." I tell her because my mom has never had any issues with me going over to her house. Whatever issues that's there is only there because of me and my messed up, dirty mind.

"Then it's settled. I'll see you later at my place. I love you best-friend." She kissed my cheeks before heading out with Kelvin, leaving me speechless.

I watched her leave, not knowing what to do or say next. Going over to Castia's house is like going over to the lion's den. It's like I purposely want to be bitten by the very thing that I'm afraid of. 

Well, it doesn't matter. It's not like I can run away forever anyway. I'll just try my best to stay clear off his path no matter what, even if it meant locking myself in Castia's room until it's time to leave.

Otherwise, I might end up d

oing something that I should never do in the first place, something that I may or may not regret.