Larissa Maynard
~•~My engagement party, which was supposed to be a happy evening for me, was one of the most torturous parties I’d ever been to. I had to put on a smile and pretend to like the numerous people in the room, most of whom I didn’t know. I didn’t know if it was an engagement party or an opportunity to meet new clients and investors.Alexander was busy socializing with everyone while I stood beside him. After congratulating us on our engagement, everyone went straight to business. I didn’t even see the point of the party anymore.I was bored as hell, but I tried not to let it show in my face as I looked around until someone tapped me. I turned around and my eyes went wide, a bright smile spreading across my face when I saw my friend, Bridget. I almost kissed her in delight.She smiled politely at Alexander. “Congratulations on your engagement.”“Thank you, Bridget.”“May I steal Larissa for a few minutes?”My eyes shone with gratefulness at her words. While I didn’t mind taking the opportunity to meet new people in the business world, it was my engagement party for fuck’s sake. Although I wasn’t the biggest fan of the party, they should have some decency.“No problem.” He said smoothly, kissing me on my cheek. He avoided kissing me on the lips because he didn’t want to ruin my lipstick, according to him. “Come find me later, Rissa.”I smiled tightly as I walked away with Bridget. I hated the name, Rissa, and he knew it. Well, he should because of how much I’d said it but it didn’t stop him. If anything, it propelled him to call me that often. It had become a habit of him and I didn’t bother calling him out on it anymore:Taking my mind off Alexander, I looked at Bridget. “You told me you weren’t going to make it.”She laughed. “I am just coming from the airport.”I scanned her outfit, holding back a laugh. She was dressed formally in a blue suit jacket and matching pants.She hit my shoulder lightly. “You are lucky I didn’t have the time to change. I would have outshone you in your own party.”It didn’t feel like my party anyway.Bridget was a very beautiful woman with a slender figure. Her red hair called for attention and her beautiful brown eyes were captivating. She made people shiver with just one stare. We had been friends since I graduated college. She was also my closest friend.“You saved me from killing myself.” I sighed as we approached the buffet. “All they’re doing is talking about business. It makes me feel like I’m not serious with the company seeing as I have no interest in their talks.”She laughed. “I feel you. It would hurt a woman’s pride to have her husband focus more on business than on her.”“We are not married yet.”“You’re going to get married anyway.”That was very true. I was going to get married soon, and knowing my in-laws, they would want to rush us into it. I had never really thought about getting married, but that was until Alexander proposed to me and I saw no reason to decline.If I were to get married, I would as well marry him. I wouldn’t say I loved him very much, but I liked him enough and that was okay. Bridget often reminded me that my thoughts were self-sabotaging, but as long as I wasn’t hurting myself or Alexander, I was okay.I was content with life. There was nothing particularly exciting about it, but it was okay.Just as I took a plate, I thought better of it and shook my head. Bridget raised an eyebrow as she started filling up her plate with the variety of food available.“If I eat anything, I’m certain this dress would come off immediately. I’ll eat when I get home.”I hadn’t eaten all day and I was hungry as hell, but a few more hours wouldn’t hurt. I wasn’t looking forward to embarrassing myself at this party. The headlines would change from ‘the engagement party of Larissa and Alexander’ to ‘Wyatt Maynard’s only daughter had her dress come off at her own engagement party. I wonder if the wedding would be just as entertaining’.Bridget shook her head, shooting me a pitying look. “Why are you wearing such a tight dress anyway? Your breasts are literally spilling out.”“I suppose my mother-in-law doesn’t mind if I flaunt my cleavage to every man within a mile radius.”She laughed as we found a table to settle at. “Your relationship with her will forever amuse me. You know for a marriage to work, you have to be on good terms with his mother, right?”“I know, I know, but does she know that?” She was riddled with the idea that she was older so she had more experiences and was always right.It was not my fault that his mother and I had clashing personalities. She loved the opposite of what I loved. We were bound to clash when it came to my wedding preparations. She also didn’t like me very much, but she knew the benefits of her son getting married to me.It also didn’t help that Alexander was a huge mama’s boy. Don’t get me wrong, I was all for having a good relationship with your parents, but even if his mother made the most outrageous demands, he would try to see reason in them. He never dared to say no to her. She knew that and she used it to her advantage.I eyed the food on Bridget’s plate, stealing a shrimp when it got too much. One shrimp wouldn’t hurt, would it?Alexander and I were supposed to get married in six months. I already knew it was going to be the longest six months of my life.Larissa Maynard ~•~I was more than happy when the guests started to reduce two hours later, but that meant Bridget was about to leave as well and I was sad about that.She gave me a kiss on my cheek, bidding me bye. As she left, I set out to find Alexander, but I ran into my mom instead. She smiled when she saw me. “I knew you weren’t up for a party, but you did well.”I returned the smile. My mother was the only one that considered my feelings, but that still never stopped her from doing what she wanted. “Come on, let me introduce you to this high-end model, she can help push the business forward.”I shook my head at once. “No, ma. I haven’t eaten all day and I’m leaving.”“But–““If I stay any longer, I will die of hunger.”She pouted, but she let me go. I spotted Alexander in a conversation with three other men, but thankfully, he excused himself when he saw me. “Hey, baby.”“Can we go now?” I went straight to the point.He looked around at the few guests that were still around.
Caspian Bianchi~•~I knew it was a bad idea, but I was a selfish ass, which was why I didn’t mind visiting Larissa when I was certain she was done with her stupid engagement party. The Larissa I knew would not have agreed to that, but she had probably changed.Part of me hoped that she was still hung up on me as I was on her. A selfish part of me hoped she wasn’t in love with the man she recently got engaged to because the irrational part of me wanted her back despite how unsafe she’d be with me.Maybe, I could have moved on from her if I had tried; if I wasn’t stalking her to know what she was up to, if I was not going out of my way to always check that she was okay. When she had started dating Alexander, I thought it would be a fling like the other men she’d dated. Imagine my surprise when he proposed to her a month after meeting her. He was obviously after her connections.I rang the doorbell for the third time, beginning to wonder if she wasn’t home. My men had seen her dickhead b
Larissa Maynard ~•~I still didn’t understand what Caspian was doing in my house. I didn’t know why he was kissing me but I blamed it on the alcohol as I kissed him back.“You taste like champagne.” I breathed out when he pulled away just enough for his lips to latch onto my neck.“And you taste like my fucking favorite wine.”It was my favorite wine now, but I couldn’t reply to him as he continued to kiss down my neck. I knew it was wrong to let him kiss me but his kisses and touches were so fucking familiar that I couldn’t stop him even if I tried. It was easy to get lost in him when I was tipsy; when the wine I drank reminded me of him.When he was in my house after five years of no contact, holding me like I was his again. My back automatically arched as I bared my neck for him, giving them space to place open-mouthed kisses on my neck. My breathing was heavy and my brain was in a haze as I pulled him by his shirt so I could kiss him again.Caspian devoured my mouth like he used
Larissa Maynard~•~I woke up the next morning with a slight headache, but when I pulled the covers away from my naked body and saw the fingerprints on my hips, I knew last night had been real.“Fuck,” I muttered, realizing what this meant. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” I chanted. My wedding was six months away and I had just slept with another man. It didn’t matter that he was my ex. It didn’t matter that we didn’t get closure yet. I was engaged to someone else and I was meant to be faithful. Fuck!I stood up, wincing at the slight soreness between my legs. That damned man hadn’t cared to hold back. He knew I was engaged. He came to congratulate me on my engagement. He knew exactly what the fuck he was doing.Exhaling, I decided not to blame my poor decisions on him. He wasn’t the one who cheated on his partner. Sure he knew I was taken before he decided to barge into my house and kiss me like his whole life depended on it, but Caspian had never been one to care about the rules anyway, especia
Caspian Bianchi~•~I let out a satisfied sigh, savoring Larissa’s naked body again. I knew it was my last chance, for now. When she woke up, she would come back to her senses. My eyes strayed to the digital clock on her nightstand. It was already morning and I needed to get moving. I had already cleaned her up last night and arranged our clothes properly, so I didn’t have much to do as I woke up.Placing a kiss on her forehead, I let sleeping beauty rest as I got out of bed. I stared at myself in the mirror, my fingers brushing my hip where her name was tattooed on. I had it done two years after I left her. I couldn’t stop thinking about her and I knew my heart would only belong to her. I was hers in every sense of the word. She just didn’t know it yet.I got dressed quickly and dropped the note and keys I had planned to give her last night. I gave her one last look before I finally left her house.I wouldn’t go as far as to say that Larissa was still in love with me but there were
Larissa Maynard~•~Monday came by so fast and despite the fact that I just had my engagement party three nights ago, I was back to work.My part-time assistant, Ava, pushed open the door for me and I walked in while she kept her pace behind me. Ava had been my assistant since I took over the company right after finishing college, even if she only ever assisted me during specific work hours. I didn’t like a full-time assistant as I didn’t want someone following me around all day and everywhere.However, Ava was leaving soon. She had gotten married last year and she was pregnant. It wasn’t showing yet but she was going to take a break anyway. I needed to find a new assistant before she left and I wasn’t looking forward to it.“Good morning, boss.”“Good morning, Miss Maynard.”“Good morning, CEO.”“Good morning, ma’am.”Despite the turmoil going on in my head, I managed to smile at all my employees, replying to their greetings as I walked by. My life had been going smoothly before Casp
Caspian Bianchi~•~It was exactly a week after I visited Larissa. I had missed seeing her already and I felt the urge to, but there was something I needed to take care of first. I was going to visit her fiancé.I stepped out of my vehicle and gave the keys to the valet, then I entered the club through the back door. It was my luck that Alexander decided to visit my club today.“Good evening, boss.” The two men by the door bowed respectfully as I walked past them. Larissa would have my head for daring to meet with the man she was to marry, but I didn’t care. I was doing it for her good, and eventually mine. The only way to convince her to be with me was to get rid of Alexander. Well, I wasn’t going to kill him. I just needed to remove him from her life.I walked up the stairs that led to the VIP area. It was basically a gentlemen’s area where all sorts of things took place. Women usually stripped for men and if they wanted extra servicing, they could have whatever women they wanted ho
Larissa Maynard~•~I was quite annoyed even if I had been the one to blow him off first. But then again, we didn’t have plans then. How could he forget that I was supposed to spend the night at his place? And couldn’t he just come home?I wasn’t trying to be a controlling girlfriend but blowing me off to go a club with his friends didn’t sound appealing to any woman.I sighed as I looked around his house, wondering if I should just go back home. I wasn’t in the mood to see him anyway. I’d been thinking a lot and I was considering a break up with him. It wasn’t because I was still in love with Caspian or anything as ridiculous. It was because if I cheated on him, I didn’t like him enough and I would be punishing the poor man by getting married to him when I didn’t even love him.Closing my eyes briefly, I sat on the couch, not in the mood to sleep yet. I had a new design to work on. I didn’t have the time to think about my love life. It was a hassle at this point in my life.The doorb