Chapter 18

Meadow

“What the fuck meadow? You did what?” Katie’s voice much louder than I anticipated

“Stop yelling, I can hear you fine if you speak normally” I say rolling my eyes

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN STOP YELLING?! HE MADE YOU CUM, THEN MADE YOU FEEL LIKE TRASH THEN EDGED YOU IN AN ELEVATOR, WHEN YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HAVING A MEETING. HOW THE FUCK CAN I CALM DOWN?!?” Her voice even louder.

“You see this is why I didn’t want to tell you, and anything sounds bad when you say it with that tone and that attitude” I say sheepishly.

“Babes you’re fucking crazy. I thought I said guide your heart?”

“I did, I am. It’s not like we had sex or anything, we haven’t even kissed” I say staring up at the ceiling of my room.

“Hold up, you’ve done all that but haven’t even kissed ? That’s odd” her voice more concerned that angry.

“I don’t think so, honestly I prefer it that way. Kissing is intimate and romantic, and there’s no romance happening here. It’s just hormones”

Her laugh is so loud I have to shift my phone from my ear and place it on speakerphone.

“Just hormones? Girl please, you know these are way more than hormones. Do you really think you can fuck casually? You’ll eventually catch feelings. You know that right?”

“I won’t catch feelings and I don’t even think we’ll get that far. I just really need to get him out of my system. Katie’s he’s my boss for goodness sake” I say with my core still throbbing

“Girl I wish I was I there to slap some sense into. You need to have some fun, go out, do something, fuck someone. Get him out of your system. Your body doesn’t want him, it just wants sex. You just think so because you’ve been fantasizing about him too much. He doesn’t deserve this much thought.” I could feel the confidence oozing out of her.

Turning my head to look out the window, I notice the sun was setting. So much for my beach day. Katie was right, my body just wants the feeling, it didn’t necessarily have to be with him.

“You’re right. It’s just the feeling i crave not him. My plan was to go to the beach today but that asshole ruined everything, but on the drive over here I saw a huge club, that could be fun right?” I force the optimism into my voice.

“Yes that’s what I’m fucking talking about,  Wear the sluttiest outfit you can find, get drunk, have fun and get laid.”

“You’re right he doesn’t deserve that much thought, thank you Katie. I’m going to go get ready right now.” I say sitting ip from my bed.

“Good girl, call me tomorrow and give me all the details. I’m sure Brazil has some very good dick”. She said giggling.

“It definitely will. I love you so much. Bye girl”

Hanging up, I get up from my bed and walking to the closet. Rack after rack I search for something indecent to where but I haven’t really packed for clubbing, mostly meetings and a few bikinis.

Bingo

I pick out  the top half of my favorite black bikini and practically dive into my suitcase to find my black mini leather skirt.

I had brought my favorite pair of red heels with me just Incase. It’s a good thing I pack for fashion emergencies.

I take another hour long shower and by the time I was done it was already nightfall the city was alive with people and music.

I couldn’t wait.

I kept my makeup simple with dark eye shadow, little blush and red lipstick. I was going for a sexy, dark, smokey vibe. Satisfied with the outcome, I get dressed and take a look in the mirror.

Fuck, yes I looked good. Too good. The skirt was shorter than I anticipated but it was too late to turn back now.

I looked amazing and I felt even better. The cold night breeze made everything better. The club was just what I needed, the music, the people, the whole vibe was incredible. Not to mention the amazing eye candy that was on display.

I was a lightweight. I hardly ever drank but tonight was an exemption. I grab a drink from the bar for some liquid courage and down it in one go.

“Hey beautiful, would you like to dance?” a deep voice startles me. I turn to see a handsome man holding out his hand. He wasn’t Jamey-handsome but he would do.

I give a smile, take his hand and walk behind him as he ushers us to the dance floor.

The dancing was casual at first, nothing too serious but it didn’t take me long to realize this guy was way too touchy. I try my best to keep a safe distance but DJ had other plans.

The music went  from upbeat and casual to rhythmic and sensual. All the people around start to dance slowly and sensually with each other and the man infront me looked at me with anticipation.

Fuck it, I was here to have fun and get laid anyways. I move closer and rest my body against his as we danced. Our bodies moved inline with each other’s in a slow sensual manner. I could feel his hands on my waist pulling me even closer to him,i follow on.

My mind is so lost in the music I don’t notice him pushing his face into mine.

What the fuck was I doing? Was he trying to kiss me. I place my Hands on his chest and try pushing him off but he’s too strong. I turn my head to the side doing everything to avoid kissing him but he  grabs my neck and forces my face to his.

I close my eyes, still pushing off him hoping this was all a dream.

Was it a crime to just have fun without getting into trouble?

Just as I felt the warmth of his breath tickle my nose, I hear a loud thud. Without warning, I feel an arm pulling me away from the guy and into the warmth of another body.

I open my eyes and blink in confusion as I was being pulled out of the club and into an alleyway,standing face to face with the cause of all my recent problems.