Chapter 2: Regrets

Melissa's POV

 That night, I couldn't sleep. I just kept turning from one side of my bed to the other. 

My mind was filled like an over fed stomach with thoughts of Trevor banging that girl.

I hated a part of me that was missing him.

I thought about the night in his house, the night before I caught him red-handed. The night I had my first kiss. It was so magical, at least to me.

It started when I sneaked out of the pack house to meet him after Alpha Reuben left for the pack meeting and Lizzy was hanging out with her friends. His lodge is a few minutes drive from our pack house in Richmond. He's been there since he joined the Academy.

He took me into his room as soon as I arrived, because I didn't want to stay outside for fear of being seen.

I sat on his super soft bed even though there was a chair in the room just so I could feel what it is like for those who slept on it every night. 

For some reasons, I believed Trevor was different from my two previous mates. Those were just assholes who didn't care how I felt. How follish I had been? The three of them are just a bunch of assholes.

I had decided to accept him as my mate, since he seemed so promising. At least, I'll take any chance that will get me out of the Viperine Pack and Trevor was more than just a chance, because of the way I felt when I am with him.

I spoke in an attempt to break the silence in the room.

“Concerning the mate bond and your proposal,” I began suddenly, instantly gaining his attention. His green eyes were zeroed on me, its warmth shocked me with electric waves.

“I have decided to……”

“Mel.” 

He had interrupted tenderly, rising from his seat to come sit beside me on the bed. I shifted slightly to make room for him, trying not to look at his face. I felt pleasurable warmth when he held my hand. That bloody bastard really knew how to messed with my mind.

“You can take all the time you want. I don't want you to make your decision because you feel pressured. I will wait for you, but I won't leave or give up on you.”

Oh my goodness! I was already turned on by his actions. Being that close to a hot guy, I was on the edge of losing my mind and asking him to fuck me right there.

How stupid I allowed myself to be. That boy was messing with my mind and I foolishly allowed him to.

“I guess your ‘wait’ is over. I have accepted you.” I said casually, trying hard to hide how turned on I was.

“You're kidding?” He asked immediately, and I nodded to show my seriousness.

“What the ….” He paused and chuckled excitedly before he wrapped his strong and muscular arms around me, pressing me tightly to his equally muscular chest.

I inhaled his manly scent, and wished to the goddess this moment should never end.

“Can  I kiss you? Please.” I didn't just want to kiss him, I wanted him to run his hands all over my body, kiss and touch all of the sensitive places before burying himself inside me. But him asking me, killed all the resolve in me. He played me well, and I guessed falling for him really raised his ego.

I nodded, but my eyes were literally begging. He claimed my lips in a passionate kiss. Soon after, his tongue wandered into my mouth in an endless search, it raided every single corner of my mouth, stealing my senses. 

I moaned into his mouth uncontrollably, and at that moment, I foolishly believed he loved me.

It was supposed to be just a kiss, but I was so fucking aroused that I didn't want him to stop, so I put my arms shamelessly around his neck to stop him from breaking away.

“If I don't stop now, I may lose all control and take you completely.” He said between gasps, his sexy voice coaxing me into acting like a horny bitch. 

“Do what you want with me. Just don't stop.” I whispered before I realized what I did.

He started touching all the sensitive places on my body, and there I was, moaning like a horny bitch.

I spread my legs wide to accommodate him in between them, and my gown pulled up in the process, revealing my thighs to his prying eyes.

He took his lips there immediately, his kisses sent fire across my body and made my thighs convulse. 

He took his hands to my hips, gripping my panties to pull them, while his lips played with my inner thighs. I let out a sweet whimper.

He pulled my lacy panties, exposing my wet core, and I bit my lower lip. Before it reached my knees, his phone rang.

If not for that call, that idiot would have taken my virginity and add a medal to his collections.

At this point, the wolf in me growled in disappointment. I got out of the bed and got dressed, then I sneaked out of the house.

I knew a few clubs in the neighborhood but I never saw the reason to be there. 

Maybe I've found the reason tonight. Whether it's revenge or just being horny, I wanted a hot guy that would fuck me till I can't walk the next morning.

I walked quickly on the lonely road to get the club. It seemed someone is following me, I turned around and saw no one. I quickened my steps but still had the feeling of someone following me. I wanted to turn a second time, but before I did, a strong arm grabbed me and covered my mouth.

I struggle to free myself from his grip, but it was futile as he led me away.