Ford’s pov
After dealing with their insults Nivia and I walked to my car. I took the back seat, my beta would be driving us back.
Nivia took the seat next to me.
Before buckling, Nivia reached over to tap Samuel on the shoulder, “hi, we’ve never met in person, but you’re beta Samuel, right?”
I held back a growl, hating how informally she spoke to my beta.
He turned his body halfway to face her, “good to meet you in person, Miss Omari. Or should I call you Luna Omari?”
“Call me Nivia, please beta Samuel.” She replied with a smile, before shaking his hand.
“Then feel free to call me, Sam.”
I had never endured this feeling before. This sense of not being in control. When I saw my mate and my beta shake hands, I felt this sense of possessiveness that was new to me.
I detested the feeling of being out of control.
A growl slipped out, which made Nivia look at me with distain as she rolled her eyes. “Just because you don’t want to use my first name doesn’t mean others can.”
“Sit down, Miss. Omari, and buckle your seatbelt.” I replied, not bothering to address her statement.
She did as told before staring out the window. Her family was different from mine, something I was keenly aware of.
Not only in the way they conversed, but in the way they showed their love for each other. Hugs were uncommon in my household growing up and were not something I practiced often with my children.
They were allowed a hug for special occasions, and they never looked like the hugs Nivia just gave her family members. It seemed too intimate and made me uncomfortable to watch.
Once we left the Iron River pack, we would be on the road for several hours, during which I planned to catch up on some work. Unfortunately, Nivia decided this was the best time to get acquainted with Samuel.
“Last time I talked to you, you told me your mate was pregnant, right?” Nivia asked.
I was not aware they had spoken before.
“I can’t believe you remembered that. Yeah, Sarah is ready to pop. She’s excited to meet you. I’m sure you’ll be great friends.”
“I can’t wait to meet her. But I’m not planning to stay long,” Nivia replied, her words aimed to shame me.
‘Stop talking and mind the road,’ I mindlinked Samuel.
While I appreciate Alpha Aeryn's attempt to convince her daughter to join me, I detested the idea of my mate having her for a trial period. Two months she would stay at the Night Claw’s pack. I tried to hide my disapproval, but I was gobsmacked they would bring forward such a preposterous proposal.
She is mine.
I don’t assume to know what type of relationship we will have; however, I am certain that Nivia belongs with me as the Moon Goddess has determined it so.
We are destined to be mates; hence, we shall be mated.
Unfortunately, Alpha Aeryn made it clear that Nivia was very reluctant to join us and if I mistreated her daughter in anyway, The Iron River pack would declare war on our pack.
They once again demonstrated their low regard for me.
“That’s a shame,” Samuel replied to Nivia. “Well, I’m going to pay attention to the road now, but I would love to talk more once we’re home.”
It was silent for a bit, until Nivia spoke again. Could she not see I was trying to work?
“So, what’s the Nightclaw pack like?” she said, turning her attention to me.
“You will be able to observe for yourself once we’re there, Miss. Omari.”
She sighed and then began to tut her lips, “okay. So, um, any rules I should be aware of? Am I free to walk around and explore or…?”
“Despite your assumptions about my character, I am not going to imprison you or keep accounts on your every move. However, I do expect you to control your urges to behave improperly or unladylike. You do represent me, and therefor, -“
I had never been interrupted by Miss Omari before until today. She growled, “so I am free to walk around.”
“I shall not tolerate such, -“
She let out another growl, this time infusing it with a hint of her aura. Nivia was more powerful than she looked, similar to her mother. “You are not my parent and will not scold me like I’m a child.”
“Perhaps you should refrain from acting like one then,” I replied.
“I asked a simple question, and you immediately insulted my character without even knowing anything about me!” she shouted at me.
“As did you when you assumed you needed a codeword for your safety.”
"Excuse me for trying to protect myself," she said, rolling her eyes and laughing dryly. Why should I trust you? What reason would I have for believing you’d treat me right when all you have done is insult and belittle me? You’ve treated me like fucking crap every time we had a meeting.”
I tried to remain calm. At this point, expressing any emotion would signal to Nivia that she had won. “I’ve not acted any differently with you than I would have with anyone else.”
It was a lie. I had found Nivia irritating. I deserved to speak with an alpha or at least a beta, yet I was assigned a pup to deal with. One who had no previous experience in the matters we discussed. To her, our meetings were merely practices for when she would become the alpha of her pack.
Furthermore, she treated me as an equal, not as her senior.
Nivia scoffed, “seriously? So you treat everyone like shit? Great! Fucking great! I am mated to an asshole!”
I growled and stared at my tablet, “That will suffice, Miss. Omari. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have work to do.”
She shook her head in anger, sucking on her teeth as if she were holding herself back from doing more. Ultimately, she emitted a sound akin to a sigh and a growl, and retreated as far as she could in the direction of the car's door.
Such a petulant child, having a little tantrum because she doesn’t get her way.
‘It can’t be easy for her to leave everyone behind.' Callum tried to argue, but it was futile. I had left my family and everyone I knew behind when I became the alpha of my pack. There was no one to cuddle me or guide me. There were no practice runs. They threw me into the deep end and expected me to swim immediately.
‘Samuel Senior was there.’ Callum replied. Samuel Senior had been the beta when I arrived in America. He had died a few years after I had taken over, and I had assigned his older son to assist me as my beta in his stead.
He had been a stern and honourable man.
Samuel and his father were like chalk and cheese, but thus far Samuel had been adequate at his job. I just prayed Nivia’s influence would not steer him on the wrong path.
None at the Nightclaw pack should tolerate her propensity for hysterical and vulgar behaviour.
We sat in silence until I heard Nivia’s breathing becoming heavier. She moaned softly in her sleep, and I could not refrain from taking a look at my mate.
Her arm was propped up against the window, her head resting on top.
Her eyes looked puffy, her cheeks wet, and I could vaguely smell the scent of salt.
‘She has cried.’
Spurred on by my words?
There was no telling what had led to Nivia’s tears. An emotional woman such as her could have been crying for numerous reasons.
‘It’s you.’ Callum stated.
Was it really that dreadful to be mated to me? Had I not been an agreeable mate to Pearle? I am of proper rank; I take great pride in my appearance. I care and provide for my pack and my family.
Despite our rocky start, I was confident our match would succeed. As long as Nivia does her part and behaves accordingly, of course.
I turned my attention back to my work until we arrived back home.
When the car stopped, the movement woke Nivia, who wiped some saliva from her face before looking outside her window.
“Welcome home, Nivia.” Samuel said, before opening his door and walking to her side.
I swiftly opened my door, hindering Samuel in his efforts, and opened my mate’s door first.
She got out and looked at the house in front of her.
“Mmmm,” is all she said as she looked at it.
“Use your words, Miss. Omari.”
She shrugged, “I expected something different.”
“As did I.” I replied, as I stared at her from head to toe.
Nivia scoffed and muttered under her breath, “you fucking asshole.”
“What’s that, Miss Omari?”
She turned to face me with a look of defiance. “I said, -“
But just as she was about to speak more, Madeline came out of the house with my pups.
“Daddy!” Adelaide yelled.
“Now, young lady, if you want a proper hello, I expect you to behave properly.”
“Hi, daddy.” Adelaide smiled and gave me a quick bow.
“Hello, daddy.” With a quick nod, Percival turned his attention to our beta and my mate. “Beta Samuel.” My son said with a smile.
“I’ve told you to call me Sam, Perci.” Samuel said, rubbing his hand over Percival’s head.
Nivia bent her knees, ducking down so she was at eye level with my son. “Hi, I’m Nivia.”
“Percival Dashwood, it’s wonderful to meet you.” Percival said.
“And you, little princess, what’s your name?” Nivia looked at Adelaide.
“I’m Ada. You are pretty.” My daughter said, smiling at my mate.
I cleared my throat, “Miss Omari is going to be staying here as my, -“
"As a guest of your daddy," Nivia interrupted me. “Maybe you two can help show me around the packhouse later?”
“No, they have studies.” I said sternly. Nivia ought to gain an understanding of our schedule.
“Maybe another time,” Nivia said, focusing solely on my kids.
“Madeline, if you could take the kids back inside?” I asked the nanny. A few omega’s stepped out my house, “Be so kind as to transfer Miss Omari’s luggage to my room.”
They nodded and quickly grabbed Nivia’s things.
"So...now what?” Nivia said, looking at me with distain.
“I need to attend to my work. You’re free to do as you please.” I said, before walking away towards the packhouse, leaving my mate on the steps in front of my house.
She needs to learn her place. My pack takes precedence over anything and anyone.
Nivia’s povIt hurt. I am a strong and confident person, but it hurts to be treated this way. To be just regarded as nothing.I’ve left my home and my family to join Alpha Dashwood. And not because I wanted to either!He came up with this idea, but now he treats me like an unwanted guest.Beta Samuel placed his hand on my shoulder and squeezed softly, “It will be fine. I’ll ask one of the omegas to show you around. I need to work as well, but perhaps you could come by later and meet Sarah?”I swallowed the lump in my throat and smiled, “that sounds great.”We had not spoken much, but occasionally, when I called or emailed to check on something, Sam answered instead of Alpha Dashwood.Since he wasn’t a total ass like my mate, we would make some small talk. Nothing much, but enough for me to know the beta is nothing like my mate.My wolf didn’t like me insulting my mate, ‘you should get to know him better.’But his words and actions today were enough for me to know this man had no heart
Ford’s povI stayed seated next to my mate, who appeared fine, despite a small tremble of her arms. However, I’m assured it won't be long before Nivia breaks.Withstanding an alpha command is painful. I have observed several attempts, but none have been as successful in resisting my command as Nivia has.‘She’s strong,’ my wolf commented.As the leader of this pack, I expect obedience. To speak to me in such a manner, to interrupt me when I am trying to speak... It’s unfathomable to me that my mate should behave in such a fashion in my pack.I ignored Nivia, waiting with patience for her to do as she was told until I heard the sound of something dripping on my table.As I turned my head to see where the sound was coming from, I met the stare of Nivia, whose nose was bleeding obscenely. The blood was all over her chin, hands, and now the table.I suppose she has learned her lesson.“While I applaud your strength, I would refrain from speaking to me in such a manner once more. Now, eat.”
Nivia’s povIt annoyed him so damn much when I talked, so I kept going, not giving my mate a moment of rest from my voice.He had treated me like crap, and while I have given in to Gwyn’s request to stay here and give Alpha Dashwood another chance, it doesn’t mean I’m going to make it easy. Besides, I’m a nervous talker. So talking just comes naturally to me in awkward situations. I get it from my grandma. Well, both of them. All of them? I chuckled as I thought of all the women in my family.Grandma Lily is a great talker, but she can be pretty quiet when she’s busy painting. Then there’s Grandma April, who can’t get a word in when she’s around Grandpa Cy. They’re all actually my great-grandparents, but that’s a mouthful. Then there are my real grandparents, Grandma Leia and Grandma Eve. Eve isn’t as talkative as Leia.She did teach us all Dutch, which is a nice skill to have. Maybe I need to start cursing in Dutch to avoid more fights with Asswood.Out of all the grandparents, Gran
Nivia’s povI held my tongue as we walked inside, wanting nothing more than some peace and quiet. Unfortunately, Ford was heading in the same direction as I was.We both wanted to freshen up before dinner, I guess.“I’ll leave you alone to do your thing; I’ll head down to the living room.” I said awkwardly. How was this going to work?!“Fifteen minutes until dinner is served,” Ford said sternly as he turned his back to me and walked into the bathroom.Thankfully the kids were downstairs to distract me.They both smiled when they saw me, and Ada called me over. “This is our playtime.”“That’s cool, so what are you playing, and can I join?” I always play around with the kids in my family. There are a lot of them!“A puzzle.” Ada pointed to the pieces in front of her.That’s boring. They have homeschooled all day, it seems, and then have some time to play, and they play with puzzles. I mean, if they like that sort of thing… It’s not how the kids at home play, though.Percy joined me and A
Ford’s povWhile I worked at the packhouse with my beta, I let the door remain open.‘Let?’ Callum asked mockingly. ‘You wanted to hear Sarah and Nivia talk.’Nivia seemed much more at ease around Sarah. They spoke freely, and I listened as they spoke about various topics. While I was not pleased to hear the way Nivia talked about me in the manner she did, I had expected worse.Hearing her laugh, seemingly carefree, was delightful.It was a bit loud, though.It seemed my mate was refraining from insulting me, which I appreciated. So, I repaid my mate the favour by holding my tongue for the rest of the day whenever she did something untoward.Mostly, that is. At times refraining from speaking felt impossible. It’s common for me to share my disapproval with my pack and family. I expect them to behave a certain way, and when they don’t, I teach them how to do things the right way.I watched Nivia read to my children before bed and considered it a pleasant surprise after the events of toda
Ford’s pov This woman had a way of getting under my skin like no one else. The audacity! The disrespect! For your information, I am actually a very attentive partner. She never explicitly denied the presence of another male, and there was still the issue of another man's scent on my mate. Was my mate involved with another? This could potentially explain her behaviour, her reluctance to visit, and her rejection of my advances. Did Nivia come here just to appease her mother, only to reject me and go back to her lover, like some common trollop? Never in my life had I felt this feeling—this need to own someone and have them fully be mine. Is this what jealousy feels like? Because I am not keen on this sensation. It took everything not to storm into my closet and demand this tosser's name from my mate. There was this rage inside my chest I could not control. If Nivia was anyone else, she would have been dead. This kind of disloyalty, this whole situation, was nothing like I had ever
Nivia’s povWhile I sat in the closet like a coward, I thought about the ways Ford had insulted me today. Most of his insults were based on this idea that I was still a child. A child who wasn’t properly raised and who showed him such great big disrespect.None of it was true; he just needs to remove that stick from his ass.But… Hiding in here… Running away when I found out he was my mate… Having my mom help…Those are not the behaviors of an adult. If I want to be taken seriously, I need to start facing my problems.Hiding in this closet isn’t facing my issues. It doesn’t solve anything.And if I do come out of here, like an adult, and am able to have a calm conversation, then that means I have won.‘Real mature…’ Gwyn laughed.No, but look. He thinks I’m immature and out of control, but if I stay calm and come to a resolution, I will be the better person. I will have risen above and will have acted like a grown-up.I’m here by myself, and I can’t have Ford think that I’ll just go hi
Nivia’s pov Ford barely talked as we drove to the meeting. Only giving me a few instructions on how to behave. “Do not use any foul language.” “Got it.” I replied with a fake smile. “Do not under any circumstances insult me or my role as the alpha of this pack.” “Okay.” Goddess… Who does he think I am? “Do not interrupt or undermine my, -“ “Should I just keep my mouth shut? How about that?” I interjected. I knew it bothered him, but I couldn't help myself. The vein was ticking on his forehead, and he growled, “it sounds sodding perfect.” I got him… Another British curse word came out of his mouth. But I couldn’t really gloat because we arrived at a large, fancy building. “What’s this?” “It’s where the council is housed.” I looked at Ford and then back at the house, “so your packhouse is in shambles, and you don't have the budget to fix it, but this building is seen as a priority?” “Hush…” Ford warned me with a low growl. Fine. Whatever. Let’s get this fucking meeting over
Nivia’s povShit, shit, shit....I’m falling so hard for my mate, and it’s fucking terrifying.Remember how I thought having sex with Ford might make me like him more...? Yeah, I was right.But it’s more than just the pleasure he gives me. Although he’s really good at that part. My goddess, he’s good.I don’t even care that he takes the lead; I know how important it is for him to be in control. Besides, I’m new to all this. So I don’t mind just letting go and following his lead. It’s nice to be surprised by whatever he decides next; each position feels better than the one before.But beyond the pleasure, there is something else that I didn’t count on.It’s the way he makes me feel. The way Ford looks at me makes me feel so sexy, so wanted. He doesn’t really say it, but I can see it in his eyes when he’s watching me.Normally there is judgment behind his eyes, but when we’re having sex, he’s not judging me. I’m free to make sounds, to curse, and to make faces without feeling judged.I
Ford’s povPerhaps the Moon Goddess was not mistaken after all.Nivia’s body felt delightful; I fit perfectly into it as she allowed me to fulfil my fantasies. My defiance did not bother her; they seemed to turn her on almost as much as they did me.I am not one to let my guard down; however, while we had sex, I did not feel that similar need for control.Simply put, I felt free to be myself.Nivia surrendered herself to me, accepting my mark, and although all my previous reasonings for needing my mark on her neck were still valid, there was another reason I had not thought of previously.My mark on my mate’s neck wasn’t simply necessary to the pack, to the council or my legacy. I coveted the opportunity to mark Nivia, to make her mine in every way.I felt the similar sense of urgency Nivia had displayed, and whilst hers was out of jealousy, mine was for another reason.Nivia had not minced words when it came to our relationship. She had made it abundantly clear that the option of rej
Nivia’s povAfter some bullshit chitchat with Mom, Dad, and Forrest, Dad went into super-dad mode.“So what the fuck is up with your face? Because your voice sounds cheery, but your eyes betray you. You’re fucking miserable.”I sighed, “I am not fucking miserable.”“Well, you’re not basking in the motherfucking flow of the mate bond either. You should be fucking all day and being all giddy.”I laughed, “seriously?”Dad shrugged while Mom covered her mouth to hide her laughter, “well, yeah. You’ve seen how mates are when they first meet. They’re all over each other, sucking face all day long, being fucking clingy. Some people just stay in their room for a whole week. And you two… Well, Niv, no offense, but you don’t even act like you like each other.”I sighed, Goddess, this man is exhausting! “We do like each other.”“Prove it.”I scoffed, “seriously? Prove it? How?”“I don’t fucking know, but well… fuck it…. Your mom is going to kill me for saying this, but I’ve already started this
Nivia’s povMaybe it could work somehow?I’d be Ford’s Luna, the type of Luna he wants, and after a while I’ll take over as Alpha for Mom and get to have my shot to be in charge.I just always thought it would be different, you know?We’d run our pack together. Like Mom and Dad and all that came before them.It’s… Ugh… I don’t know if I can be a Luna like Pearle was. I don’t know if I can be a traditional Luna, one who barely is allowed to have an opinion on pack members.I’m trying. I really am.Trying to find a way things could work, because for all his faults, I am falling hard for Ford.We walked the rest of the way in silence, and I hoped maybe we could salvage the rest of the evening. Maybe I could find a way for Ford to understand we weren’t trying to embarrass him but help him.Because it was clear he reacted so strongly because we hurt his pride.I wish I could understand why Ford behaved the way he did. I know his past has shaped him to be the man he is today.If Fletcher tr
Ford’s povEverything seemed to be settled with the Wind Winder pack. Fletcher’s remains have been sent back; they have found a temporary replacement until Fletcher’s son is of age, and they have agreed to my budget proposal.To my surprise they even suggested a new alliance, this one based on mutual respect.I told them I would consider their offer, even if I would rather not have any ties to that part of my life. If it benefits the pack, I might consider it.And if it’s an agreeable option for the Iron River pack. If the Iron River pack says it’s either them or the Wind Winder pack, the choice is clear.This is what I'll be discussing shortly, once my mother-in-law is ready for our meeting.I impatiently waited until she appeared on the screen. I have other business to attend to.‘As has she,’ Callum reminded me. ‘Be nice.’Be nice, I scoffed to myself. I am perfectly pleasant.Alpha Aeryn can ask her daughter just how pleasant I can be.I didn’t mean anything by it; however, my min
Nivia’s povFord crawled into bed with me when the sun was already coming up.At least he had let me know he wouldn’t be home for dinner. By using one of the Omegas instead of calling or texting, but still… He did let me know.Goddess… Okay! I know I’m pulling at straws trying to make it seem like he cares as much as I do.If I want Ford to like me for me, then I should like him for him, right?Nah… Sorry, it won’t happen.I must admit I am starting to find his frowns and scolding expression cute. And I love it when he swallows hard to avoid saying something that isn’t proper. The way his Adam's apple moves is sexy somehow.I also love… LOVE! How he calls me darling.With his accent and the way he speaks in general, it’s fucking hot.I love how gentle he is in bed. Even when he crawls next to me, he puts his arms around me, and it feels like I’m being hugged.And the sex…. Well, not sex, sex, but it’s still sex without penetration, right? Well, the sex is just… WOW!But is it enough?“
Nivia’s povIt took a lot of restraint not to fight Fletcher when I had the opportunity, but I had to think about the consequences if I did.Not only would it look like Ford needs my help fighting his battles, but it would also mean that I’d be in control of the Wind Winder pack.Whoever kills the alpha becomes the alpha.I have no clue what Ford will do with the pack, and while I would love to discuss it with him, I am pretty sure he doesn’t want my opinion on the matter.Besides, I’m too busy licking every inch of his body. I mean, his wounds.Of course we took a shower first. Ford’s face was covered in Fletcher’s blood, and his body was covered in Goddess knows what.Dirt, his blood, Fletcher's blood, fur, pieces of skin?Although it was kind of gross, watching them fight was pretty cool.I had helped clean his back, which means we were both just wearing towels at the moment. I could have gotten dressed, but I figured it was time sensitive to tend to his wounds.‘Sure….’ Gwyn teased
Ford’s pov “Agreed.” ‘Agreed?!’ Callum growled inside my head. ‘Are you mental?’ ‘She almost lost the alliance between our packs,’ I replied calmly. Callum was beyond angry; I could feel his outrage through our connection. ‘She called you her family. She defended you!’ ‘I am an adult. Her senior. I do not require or desire her protection.’ I growled back. Fletcher smirked at me, “You should take your pink-haired Luna home. We’ll be able to help you, yeah? We'll show her how a Luna should conduct herself.” “That won’t be necessary.” I replied curtly. “Nah, it would be great, Rutherford. You can show her your mother’s resting place while you’re at it.” I swallowed down the bile in my throat, “thank you for the suggestion.” Fletcher’s eyes flashed as they used to do when he was eager to beat me. “After you left, things actually improved for the old cow. See, when there wasn’t a constant reminder of the crime she committed, people began to forget. It’s not like she was out and ab
Nivia’s “Luna Nivia, perhaps you could share how the Iron River pack handles this dilemma.” Old fucker numbero uno asked. What did I name him again? Baldie? They’re all pretty bald. Or balding at least. Not that bald men can’t be handsome. Grandpa Os continues to attract attention from women, and he's already almost seventy. That is one handsome dude, as my dad would say. Focus, Nivia. “I apologize,” I said with a smile. “I hardly slept last night; could you repeat the question?” Ford grumbled, “what stance does the Iron River pack place on the mate bond and chosen mates?” I nodded, “as the daughter of someone who was part of the School, I am keenly aware of the damage focusing solely on genetics has. However, I see a clear distinction between choosing a mate based on love or based on pressure from those in power. We trust in the Moon Goddess’s decisions to give us the chance to reject our mate if we choose to. It’s not a decision anyone makes lightly, and we consider it a pers