Ford’s pov
The gall of this young lady.
‘Your mate.’ Callum, my wolf reminded me.
How could I forget?
I looked up at the moon as Nivia Evelien Leia Omari ran in her wolf form, her white wolf moving so quickly that it almost looked like a stripe passing by me.
Why, after so many years, would I meet my mate now?
For years my pack had urged me to find my mate. Eventually, when I turned 25, they decided I should have a chosen mate.
Having an heir was important, as was evident by my presence in the pack.
I was never meant to lead the Nightclaw pack. My brother, who I had never met, was to take over. But then, the Omari clan decided to wage war once again.
Their family has a tendency to be in the middle of every dispute or war on their continent.
I was in England at the time, unaware of what was happening across the ocean. I knew who my father was, and I was also keenly privy to the fact that he didn’t want anything to do with me.
Not until he and his heir lost their lives during the war. Then suddenly I was welcomed into the fold. Their beta had contacted my mother, and the rest is history.
At the young age of fifteen, I was sent overseas, thrown into a pack that was dealing with more than any teenager could handle, especially one without any alpha training.
They all still whisper about me, even now that I’ve been here for seventeen years. The illegitimate son of the great Alpha Henry Smith. The Bastard from overseas.
I’ve purposefully chosen to keep my mother’s last name. He did not want me, so I will not take on the name of my biological father. I will remain the bastard son that he sought to see me as.
Nivia ran back to her home, and I sighed internally before shifting as well and following her scent.
Nivia smelled like snow. Mother and I would go hiking across the mountain paths during the winter. She was a cold lady in many ways—a very stoic woman who would show little emotion or love toward me.
But during those walks, we would talk.
We’d reach the top, overlooking our pack, and breathe in the fresh scent of snow and the forest. For a brief moment, we would be a normal mother and child.
Once we got back down, we were back to being shunned for my mother’s choices.
What would she think of me now?
Once I reached the packhouse, I shifted back into my human form before demanding a set of clothes.
An omega provided some, and I followed my nose to the office of the alpa of this pack. Alpha Aeryn Omari, the stolen alpha. The famous daughter of the Iron Alpha and the granddaughter of the ruthless Alpha Osiris.
I had studied their family and had been eager to work with them. But instead they had shown me the discourtesy of sending their daughter to assist me. Their barely-of-age teenage daughter stared at me with such insolence during our video calls.
Her words were polite, but her eyes told me a different story.
I am her senior not only by rank but by age, yet she speaks to me as if I were a mere pup she was imparting her wisdom upon. It would vex me beyond measure. The shear audacity of this young lady was unbelievable.
When I was asked to visit the Iron River pack for one of their balls, I gladly took the invitation in hopes of coming face to face with the girl who had treated me with such impertinence.
‘She’s our mate.’
She is. Bringing Nivia home is of utmost importance not merely to me but to my pack. Especially since my mate originated from such an esteemed family.
My chosen mate had been picked based on several stipulations. Pearle had been the right breed, the right age, and she had the proper demeanour a luna should possess. We did not have a relationship built on love, but we had mutual respect and trust.
“Alpha Rutherford, come in.” Alpha Aeryn said as soon as I reached the door.
The omega had brought me a pair of sweatpants and a shirt, something I would never wear in front of another alpha if I had been given a choice.
Alpha Aeryn was wearing a beautiful gown, her large head of curls surrounding her face. She was young still, but had already made a name for herself.
Nivia was sitting on the sofa in a large t-shirt with her knees up, covered by the shirt. She looked like a pup. Pink streaks in her brown hair revealed her immaturity.
She is a child.
‘She did not look like a child near the river.’ Callum spoke.
She had looked like a goddess. The moonlight had hit her body, illuminating its beauty. She’s a temptress; her body is the beautiful exterior of a wicked soul.
“So… um… this is fucking awkward, right?” Alpha Aeryn chuckled dryly.
“Mom!”
Such a child.
Alpha Aeryn ignored her daughter, “my mate is on his way, but I have to warn you, he’s a bit protective when it comes to Niv.”
“A bit?” Nivia said, looking at her mother in disbelief.
“Okay, a fucking lot.” Alpha Aeryn said with a smirk.
Storm, Luna Storm, whichever title he is called, stormed into the office, looking at me like he wanted to kill me.
“So, this is my daughter’s mate? This fucking guy?”
“Storm, let’s talk, okay?” Alpha Aeryn said, before kissing her mate in a way I did not think was appropriate with company present. Neither was their language.
“So how old are you?” Storm asked, with lipstick smeared along his mouth.
“Dad, your face…” Nivia said, much to her mother’s amusement.
He wiped his face with the back of his shirt, “how fucking old are you, Rutherford, is it?”
“Alpha Rutherford Dashwood.”
“Oh, it’s Asswood!” Storm suddenly said, winking at his daughter. “This dude… The man you’ve been having all those videocalls with! The Moon Goddess has a sense of fucking humour.” Then his death glare went back on me, “so? Age?”
“I am thirty-two years old.” Asswood. How dare they speak of me in this manner!
“And you’re British.”
And you’re not a moron, congratulations. “I am.”
“Oh, right. You’re the guy who came here because…”
I nodded, “I am that guy. So, while I have enjoyed this conversation tremendously, I would like to discuss what business needs to be taken care of before Miss Omari can relocate to my pack.”
Storm growled, and even Alpha Aeryn seemed agitated by my demand.
“See, mom! He just wants me to go home with him. Like, it’s not a big deal! He doesn’t even like me.”
“I don’t see why that’s a requirement.” I interjected.
Nivia shook her head in anger and got off the couch, her bare legs now visible. “I’m not going.”
“Good.” Storm said. “Just stay here, Niv.”
Alpha Aeryn was silent for a bit, tapping her finger on the desk. “What if you go there for a trial period? Just as a way to get to know each other. I mean, the option of rejection is always there, but the Moon Goddess must have paired you two for a reason.”
“Mom, he’s literally four years younger than you.” Nivia said, her eyebrow raised and her head titled like a teenage girl with sass.
“Niv is right. It’s fucking weird.” Storm scoffed.
“Grandpa Osiris was older than Grandma Lily when they met. He was almost thirty, and she was seventeen. So….” Alpha Aeryn replied.
“Perhaps this is a conversation to be had amongst family.” I suggested, not wanting to be part of whatever this was. “A car will be ready to take us back tomorrow morning. I would urge you to pack appropriately.”
Storm growled, but I did not pay him any mind as I walked off. “Once again, a pleasure meeting you in person, Alpha Aeryn.” I looked at Nivia, “miss Omari, I will see you tomorrow morning.”
“No, you will not!” Nivia yelled behind me, but I was not concerned with her outburst. If Nivia did not decide to follow me, I would make sure she would end up at my pack another way.
She is my mate and therefore belongs with me.
I mindlinked my beta, who was still mingling at the party. Unlike me, he enjoys large groups of people.
I have identified my mate, and she will be returning with us to the NightClaw pack tomorrow. Could you apprise the council of this news? I would like to retire to my room for the time being.'
‘You found your mate? Congrats, man. That’s awesome.’ Samuel replied. ‘Who is she?’
‘Miss Nivia Omari,’ I conveyed.
‘What?! No, way!’ I could not understand why Samuel kept trying to speak so casually with me when I had done nothing to show I cared for this way of communicating.
‘Yes. Goodnight, beta Samuel.’
‘Goodnight, Alpha Ford. Wow. The council will be impressed.’
I am certain they will cease to be impressed when they meet my mate in person. How these people have attained these reputations is beyond me. No respectable Alpha conducts themselves the way they have.
Nivia needs to learn how to present herself properly, not in the crude manner her parents have demonstrated. This wishy-washy way of handling pack business will not be tolerated at the Nightclaw pack.
I felt Callum’s displeasure with my thoughts, but as usual, I repressed his feelings on the matter.
My wolf has a lot more temperament than I do. His actions are based on instinct and feelings instead of calculations and logic.
As I entered my room, I changed into my own set of pajama trousers. On the desk was my tablet. I had promised my children a video call, and it was almost past their bedtime.
“Daddy!” My son Percival said excitedly as he saw me on the screen.
“Good evening, Percival.”
“Dadda! I see you,” my daughter’s face flashed on the screen as she ran past.
“Where is your nanny?” I ask, wondering why the pups are being so unruly just before bed.
“I apologize, Alpha. Ada, Percy, sit down and talk to your father, please.” My nanny, Madeline, spoke briefly before mumbling a few words off camera. I believe I heard the word "desert." I would have to have a word with her. Bribery is not the way to raise small pups.
I stared at the screen, waiting for my two children to sit down and speak to me in a civilized manner. Once seated, they received the attention they deserved.
“Adelaide, Percival, we will be having a visitor soon. I expect both of you to behave appropriately. She will be staying at the packhouse.”
“Yes, daddy.” My son answered, while my daughter fidgeted with her fingers.
“Adelaide?”
“Mmm? Yes, daddy.” She replied, clearly not paying attention.
“Well, it’s late. So off to bed, you two.”
Percival stared at the screen, “I love you, daddy.”
“Love you!” Adelaide said, blowing kisses at the screen.
“Sweet dreams.” I replied with a kind smile before hanging up.
‘Would it kill you to say it back?’ Callum asked. Regrettably, despite my utmost efforts, I couldn't prevent the kids from absorbing the American way of life.
Saying “I love you” at every turn seemed like an unnecessary activity. The sheer amount of it made the words lose their meaning. “I love you” has become more akin to “I appreciate your presence or goodbye,” than its original meaning.
Of course I love my children, but they do not need to hear it every night.
My mother never uttered the words, and I turned out perfectly fine.
‘Sure….’ Callum scoffed and retreated to the recesses of my mind.
Tomorrow things were going to change. Perhaps my pack would finally start to respect me the way they should have done from the start.
Ford’s povAfter dealing with their insults Nivia and I walked to my car. I took the back seat, my beta would be driving us back.Nivia took the seat next to me.Before buckling, Nivia reached over to tap Samuel on the shoulder, “hi, we’ve never met in person, but you’re beta Samuel, right?”I held back a growl, hating how informally she spoke to my beta.He turned his body halfway to face her, “good to meet you in person, Miss Omari. Or should I call you Luna Omari?”“Call me Nivia, please beta Samuel.” She replied with a smile, before shaking his hand.“Then feel free to call me, Sam.”I had never endured this feeling before. This sense of not being in control. When I saw my mate and my beta shake hands, I felt this sense of possessiveness that was new to me.I detested the feeling of being out of control.A growl slipped out, which made Nivia look at me with distain as she rolled her eyes. “Just because you don’t want to use my first name doesn’t mean others can.”“Sit down, Miss.
Nivia’s povIt hurt. I am a strong and confident person, but it hurts to be treated this way. To be just regarded as nothing.I’ve left my home and my family to join Alpha Dashwood. And not because I wanted to either!He came up with this idea, but now he treats me like an unwanted guest.Beta Samuel placed his hand on my shoulder and squeezed softly, “It will be fine. I’ll ask one of the omegas to show you around. I need to work as well, but perhaps you could come by later and meet Sarah?”I swallowed the lump in my throat and smiled, “that sounds great.”We had not spoken much, but occasionally, when I called or emailed to check on something, Sam answered instead of Alpha Dashwood.Since he wasn’t a total ass like my mate, we would make some small talk. Nothing much, but enough for me to know the beta is nothing like my mate.My wolf didn’t like me insulting my mate, ‘you should get to know him better.’But his words and actions today were enough for me to know this man had no heart
Ford’s povI stayed seated next to my mate, who appeared fine, despite a small tremble of her arms. However, I’m assured it won't be long before Nivia breaks.Withstanding an alpha command is painful. I have observed several attempts, but none have been as successful in resisting my command as Nivia has.‘She’s strong,’ my wolf commented.As the leader of this pack, I expect obedience. To speak to me in such a manner, to interrupt me when I am trying to speak... It’s unfathomable to me that my mate should behave in such a fashion in my pack.I ignored Nivia, waiting with patience for her to do as she was told until I heard the sound of something dripping on my table.As I turned my head to see where the sound was coming from, I met the stare of Nivia, whose nose was bleeding obscenely. The blood was all over her chin, hands, and now the table.I suppose she has learned her lesson.“While I applaud your strength, I would refrain from speaking to me in such a manner once more. Now, eat.”
Nivia’s povIt annoyed him so damn much when I talked, so I kept going, not giving my mate a moment of rest from my voice.He had treated me like crap, and while I have given in to Gwyn’s request to stay here and give Alpha Dashwood another chance, it doesn’t mean I’m going to make it easy. Besides, I’m a nervous talker. So talking just comes naturally to me in awkward situations. I get it from my grandma. Well, both of them. All of them? I chuckled as I thought of all the women in my family.Grandma Lily is a great talker, but she can be pretty quiet when she’s busy painting. Then there’s Grandma April, who can’t get a word in when she’s around Grandpa Cy. They’re all actually my great-grandparents, but that’s a mouthful. Then there are my real grandparents, Grandma Leia and Grandma Eve. Eve isn’t as talkative as Leia.She did teach us all Dutch, which is a nice skill to have. Maybe I need to start cursing in Dutch to avoid more fights with Asswood.Out of all the grandparents, Gran
Nivia’s povI held my tongue as we walked inside, wanting nothing more than some peace and quiet. Unfortunately, Ford was heading in the same direction as I was.We both wanted to freshen up before dinner, I guess.“I’ll leave you alone to do your thing; I’ll head down to the living room.” I said awkwardly. How was this going to work?!“Fifteen minutes until dinner is served,” Ford said sternly as he turned his back to me and walked into the bathroom.Thankfully the kids were downstairs to distract me.They both smiled when they saw me, and Ada called me over. “This is our playtime.”“That’s cool, so what are you playing, and can I join?” I always play around with the kids in my family. There are a lot of them!“A puzzle.” Ada pointed to the pieces in front of her.That’s boring. They have homeschooled all day, it seems, and then have some time to play, and they play with puzzles. I mean, if they like that sort of thing… It’s not how the kids at home play, though.Percy joined me and A
Ford’s povWhile I worked at the packhouse with my beta, I let the door remain open.‘Let?’ Callum asked mockingly. ‘You wanted to hear Sarah and Nivia talk.’Nivia seemed much more at ease around Sarah. They spoke freely, and I listened as they spoke about various topics. While I was not pleased to hear the way Nivia talked about me in the manner she did, I had expected worse.Hearing her laugh, seemingly carefree, was delightful.It was a bit loud, though.It seemed my mate was refraining from insulting me, which I appreciated. So, I repaid my mate the favour by holding my tongue for the rest of the day whenever she did something untoward.Mostly, that is. At times refraining from speaking felt impossible. It’s common for me to share my disapproval with my pack and family. I expect them to behave a certain way, and when they don’t, I teach them how to do things the right way.I watched Nivia read to my children before bed and considered it a pleasant surprise after the events of toda
Ford’s pov This woman had a way of getting under my skin like no one else. The audacity! The disrespect! For your information, I am actually a very attentive partner. She never explicitly denied the presence of another male, and there was still the issue of another man's scent on my mate. Was my mate involved with another? This could potentially explain her behaviour, her reluctance to visit, and her rejection of my advances. Did Nivia come here just to appease her mother, only to reject me and go back to her lover, like some common trollop? Never in my life had I felt this feeling—this need to own someone and have them fully be mine. Is this what jealousy feels like? Because I am not keen on this sensation. It took everything not to storm into my closet and demand this tosser's name from my mate. There was this rage inside my chest I could not control. If Nivia was anyone else, she would have been dead. This kind of disloyalty, this whole situation, was nothing like I had ever
Nivia’s povWhile I sat in the closet like a coward, I thought about the ways Ford had insulted me today. Most of his insults were based on this idea that I was still a child. A child who wasn’t properly raised and who showed him such great big disrespect.None of it was true; he just needs to remove that stick from his ass.But… Hiding in here… Running away when I found out he was my mate… Having my mom help…Those are not the behaviors of an adult. If I want to be taken seriously, I need to start facing my problems.Hiding in this closet isn’t facing my issues. It doesn’t solve anything.And if I do come out of here, like an adult, and am able to have a calm conversation, then that means I have won.‘Real mature…’ Gwyn laughed.No, but look. He thinks I’m immature and out of control, but if I stay calm and come to a resolution, I will be the better person. I will have risen above and will have acted like a grown-up.I’m here by myself, and I can’t have Ford think that I’ll just go hi
Nivia’s povShit, shit, shit....I’m falling so hard for my mate, and it’s fucking terrifying.Remember how I thought having sex with Ford might make me like him more...? Yeah, I was right.But it’s more than just the pleasure he gives me. Although he’s really good at that part. My goddess, he’s good.I don’t even care that he takes the lead; I know how important it is for him to be in control. Besides, I’m new to all this. So I don’t mind just letting go and following his lead. It’s nice to be surprised by whatever he decides next; each position feels better than the one before.But beyond the pleasure, there is something else that I didn’t count on.It’s the way he makes me feel. The way Ford looks at me makes me feel so sexy, so wanted. He doesn’t really say it, but I can see it in his eyes when he’s watching me.Normally there is judgment behind his eyes, but when we’re having sex, he’s not judging me. I’m free to make sounds, to curse, and to make faces without feeling judged.I
Ford’s povPerhaps the Moon Goddess was not mistaken after all.Nivia’s body felt delightful; I fit perfectly into it as she allowed me to fulfil my fantasies. My defiance did not bother her; they seemed to turn her on almost as much as they did me.I am not one to let my guard down; however, while we had sex, I did not feel that similar need for control.Simply put, I felt free to be myself.Nivia surrendered herself to me, accepting my mark, and although all my previous reasonings for needing my mark on her neck were still valid, there was another reason I had not thought of previously.My mark on my mate’s neck wasn’t simply necessary to the pack, to the council or my legacy. I coveted the opportunity to mark Nivia, to make her mine in every way.I felt the similar sense of urgency Nivia had displayed, and whilst hers was out of jealousy, mine was for another reason.Nivia had not minced words when it came to our relationship. She had made it abundantly clear that the option of rej
Nivia’s povAfter some bullshit chitchat with Mom, Dad, and Forrest, Dad went into super-dad mode.“So what the fuck is up with your face? Because your voice sounds cheery, but your eyes betray you. You’re fucking miserable.”I sighed, “I am not fucking miserable.”“Well, you’re not basking in the motherfucking flow of the mate bond either. You should be fucking all day and being all giddy.”I laughed, “seriously?”Dad shrugged while Mom covered her mouth to hide her laughter, “well, yeah. You’ve seen how mates are when they first meet. They’re all over each other, sucking face all day long, being fucking clingy. Some people just stay in their room for a whole week. And you two… Well, Niv, no offense, but you don’t even act like you like each other.”I sighed, Goddess, this man is exhausting! “We do like each other.”“Prove it.”I scoffed, “seriously? Prove it? How?”“I don’t fucking know, but well… fuck it…. Your mom is going to kill me for saying this, but I’ve already started this
Nivia’s povMaybe it could work somehow?I’d be Ford’s Luna, the type of Luna he wants, and after a while I’ll take over as Alpha for Mom and get to have my shot to be in charge.I just always thought it would be different, you know?We’d run our pack together. Like Mom and Dad and all that came before them.It’s… Ugh… I don’t know if I can be a Luna like Pearle was. I don’t know if I can be a traditional Luna, one who barely is allowed to have an opinion on pack members.I’m trying. I really am.Trying to find a way things could work, because for all his faults, I am falling hard for Ford.We walked the rest of the way in silence, and I hoped maybe we could salvage the rest of the evening. Maybe I could find a way for Ford to understand we weren’t trying to embarrass him but help him.Because it was clear he reacted so strongly because we hurt his pride.I wish I could understand why Ford behaved the way he did. I know his past has shaped him to be the man he is today.If Fletcher tr
Ford’s povEverything seemed to be settled with the Wind Winder pack. Fletcher’s remains have been sent back; they have found a temporary replacement until Fletcher’s son is of age, and they have agreed to my budget proposal.To my surprise they even suggested a new alliance, this one based on mutual respect.I told them I would consider their offer, even if I would rather not have any ties to that part of my life. If it benefits the pack, I might consider it.And if it’s an agreeable option for the Iron River pack. If the Iron River pack says it’s either them or the Wind Winder pack, the choice is clear.This is what I'll be discussing shortly, once my mother-in-law is ready for our meeting.I impatiently waited until she appeared on the screen. I have other business to attend to.‘As has she,’ Callum reminded me. ‘Be nice.’Be nice, I scoffed to myself. I am perfectly pleasant.Alpha Aeryn can ask her daughter just how pleasant I can be.I didn’t mean anything by it; however, my min
Nivia’s povFord crawled into bed with me when the sun was already coming up.At least he had let me know he wouldn’t be home for dinner. By using one of the Omegas instead of calling or texting, but still… He did let me know.Goddess… Okay! I know I’m pulling at straws trying to make it seem like he cares as much as I do.If I want Ford to like me for me, then I should like him for him, right?Nah… Sorry, it won’t happen.I must admit I am starting to find his frowns and scolding expression cute. And I love it when he swallows hard to avoid saying something that isn’t proper. The way his Adam's apple moves is sexy somehow.I also love… LOVE! How he calls me darling.With his accent and the way he speaks in general, it’s fucking hot.I love how gentle he is in bed. Even when he crawls next to me, he puts his arms around me, and it feels like I’m being hugged.And the sex…. Well, not sex, sex, but it’s still sex without penetration, right? Well, the sex is just… WOW!But is it enough?“
Nivia’s povIt took a lot of restraint not to fight Fletcher when I had the opportunity, but I had to think about the consequences if I did.Not only would it look like Ford needs my help fighting his battles, but it would also mean that I’d be in control of the Wind Winder pack.Whoever kills the alpha becomes the alpha.I have no clue what Ford will do with the pack, and while I would love to discuss it with him, I am pretty sure he doesn’t want my opinion on the matter.Besides, I’m too busy licking every inch of his body. I mean, his wounds.Of course we took a shower first. Ford’s face was covered in Fletcher’s blood, and his body was covered in Goddess knows what.Dirt, his blood, Fletcher's blood, fur, pieces of skin?Although it was kind of gross, watching them fight was pretty cool.I had helped clean his back, which means we were both just wearing towels at the moment. I could have gotten dressed, but I figured it was time sensitive to tend to his wounds.‘Sure….’ Gwyn teased
Ford’s pov “Agreed.” ‘Agreed?!’ Callum growled inside my head. ‘Are you mental?’ ‘She almost lost the alliance between our packs,’ I replied calmly. Callum was beyond angry; I could feel his outrage through our connection. ‘She called you her family. She defended you!’ ‘I am an adult. Her senior. I do not require or desire her protection.’ I growled back. Fletcher smirked at me, “You should take your pink-haired Luna home. We’ll be able to help you, yeah? We'll show her how a Luna should conduct herself.” “That won’t be necessary.” I replied curtly. “Nah, it would be great, Rutherford. You can show her your mother’s resting place while you’re at it.” I swallowed down the bile in my throat, “thank you for the suggestion.” Fletcher’s eyes flashed as they used to do when he was eager to beat me. “After you left, things actually improved for the old cow. See, when there wasn’t a constant reminder of the crime she committed, people began to forget. It’s not like she was out and ab
Nivia’s “Luna Nivia, perhaps you could share how the Iron River pack handles this dilemma.” Old fucker numbero uno asked. What did I name him again? Baldie? They’re all pretty bald. Or balding at least. Not that bald men can’t be handsome. Grandpa Os continues to attract attention from women, and he's already almost seventy. That is one handsome dude, as my dad would say. Focus, Nivia. “I apologize,” I said with a smile. “I hardly slept last night; could you repeat the question?” Ford grumbled, “what stance does the Iron River pack place on the mate bond and chosen mates?” I nodded, “as the daughter of someone who was part of the School, I am keenly aware of the damage focusing solely on genetics has. However, I see a clear distinction between choosing a mate based on love or based on pressure from those in power. We trust in the Moon Goddess’s decisions to give us the chance to reject our mate if we choose to. It’s not a decision anyone makes lightly, and we consider it a pers