We sat on the couch, both close to each other, my heart is beating rapidly just by being this close to him. I still can't believe what has just happened. I don't know why I've said those words to him. It feels like my heart has been longing to say it to him but my brain kept on denying that, so as my pride kept on stopping me from admitting what I'm feeling.
It took me a lot of courage before I did that. I don't know where these feelings came from but I think it's because I'm mated to him which brought me an intense feeling of love that can't be helped anymore. I'm hopeless in a positive way.
I felt him touched me and made me sit on his lap, he started caressing my hair lightly making me feel his love through his touches. His soft hands brought chills down my spine.
I'm not a vocal type of person, I won't tell him that I do but I still can't help myself but to move without my mind's permission.
I heard from others back then that he's cold to everyone, he was ruthless and won't even look at anyone like their life matters, it's always his blank face that'll welcome anyone who'll try to approach him and I love the fact that he's like a marshmallow to me, well it just happened now, he's cold to me a while ago so I'm not surprised with that, he's naturally cold but still, I love that side of him.
He's not that hard to love, he's every woman's dream- except for me. I can't understand why they love the ruthless and cold man instead of the kind man, they have such a strange mind.
I never knew that he can be this sweet to me but I still am thankful that he is.
I faced him and put my hands on his nape wearing a wide smile on my lips. I fiercely looked at his face, my eyes are fixed on it tracing every part of his face and adoring how perfect it is.
"Blake" I called him using a sweet voice and pouting sexily, he immediately responded while his eyes are stuck on my lips.
"Yes, mi Reina?" Mi Reina... Oh, how I love his endearment for me, I always wished for a man to treat me like a queen, and here he is, treating me more than I deserve.
"I'm hungry" my answer made him chuckled, then he guided me to stand for him to be able to get up and I willingly did, I'm not kidding, I am starving already, his flirtatiousness won't make me full.
"Then I'll cook for my Queen," he said and I bit the bottom of my lips to stop myself from smiling.
I watched him cook like a professional chef, he looks so great in the kitchen.
I hugged him from his back while he's cooking some pasta, my favorite, I won't ask how did he knew that because he'll only answer that he can read my mind, but wait- why can't I read his?
"I was just wondering if you can read my mind, then why can't I read yours?" I asked curiously because it's so unfair! How come that he can invade my privacy while I can't? He's not like he's hiding something to block me, is he?
That's understandable though.
"I don't know, I just figured it out accidentally actually, maybe your body is just adjusting to it, just wait. It'll come naturally." I nod my head with his answer. Maybe he's right, it'll just come as time passes by and I hope that it'll be sooner, I wanna know how it works and I think it's really exciting.
He came back to what he's doing so I placed soft kisses on his nape to distract him. He seems distracted but continued cooking so I started licking it. Let's see how far you'll go my alpha, I wanna know how long your patience and your friend down there is.
He turned to face me and I innocently smile like I did nothing wrong, his face is fully red and he's looking at me like I did something wrong to him.
"Are you teasing me mi Reina?" He asked refraining himself to continue what I just did but I can sense that he's already breathing harshly because of the heat that I brought him and I'm still causing.
"What if I am?" I teased him more and I saw how he looked at my lips as if it's the most important and delectable thing in the world that he has ever seen.
I admit that I'm just teasing him but why am I also feeling hot? Why does it seem like I'll lose in the game that I made? Is my own body betraying me now?
"You won't like it the moment I tease you back my queen" he locked his eyes on mine giving me emotions that I'm not familiar with. My feet started to tremble, slowly regretting what I just did. Wrong move Aze.
He closed his eyes when I moved my face closer to his but instead of kissing him, I ran towards my room to escape him, but how can I when he easily caught me after a few steps?
"You think you can get away with me mi Reina? Then you're wrong, teasing an alpha will always do you good" isn't that not do you good? Oh! I think I know what he's referring to.
I stepped backward when he started moving closer but I hit my back on the door of his room that made me stop. Oops dead end, and I think I'm dead too, he smirked at me like he's telling me that I'll regret it and at the same time, I'll like it.
"Be careful of what you wish for, didn't you know that saying mi Reina?" I shook my head and smiled awkwardly at him.
He started kissing me, slowly at first but it became so hot seconds later. This kiss is so intense than the first time that we did it that it's already making my breathing ragged, he was whispering naughty words to me that I can't understand.
He lowered his kisses to my neck and started licking it like a lollipop that he just ate for the first time in his life. I moved my hands to his hair and caressed it as the heat he's giving me started to heighten up like we're being boiled by our fire.
I didn't notice that he already opened the door of his room until he laid me down to bed. The pleasure he's giving me already ate me, but I didn't know that it can be much more than that when he lowered his tongue to my chest and started nipping and licking it over and over again.
He sucked and licked it like a needy baby while I pulled his hair because of the unbearable pleasure that he's giving me, he's not even touching me down there but his touches are already scorching, but I can't still stop and don't want to stop it either.
I thought it already end in there but I was astonished when he started his way to my belly and my pearl.
He started licking my pussy and entered a finger in it, he moved it up and down at a fast pace.
"Ahhh blade.. oh yes keep doing that baby..." I tightly gripped the blanket in too much pleasure, I kept on turning my head left and right, didn't know which side to face because he's not even letting me breathe properly, I think I'm losing my breath but he'll just continue what he's doing, loving every reaction that I make.
I can see how aroused he is just by seeing me in so much pleasure, adding to the heat that we're both sharing.
I whimpered in too much sensation, arching my back and stressing his face on my pussy while he was licking my clit.
He turned his tongue's pace faster and faster, licking it nonstop while his hands are moving up and down with faster speed, it's already hitting my spot making me cry and I felt something wanting to go out on me so I let it out. Oh my fucking hell!
"Ohh I can't take it anymore... Shit, I'm coming! I'm coming ahhh... Blade..." I just exploded for I can't take it any longer, his powerful hands and mouth are something that made me weak in just a second. He licked every juice from me till the last drop.
"I'm not done yet mi Reina," he said as he takes off his clothes one by one and I just figured out that I've been completely naked. I watched him take the last piece of cloth that he has and got astonished by it, my eyes are stuck on his cock that was already aroused and ready to enter me.
An alpha size, oh hell I don't think I can take it, it's too big for me that I can even imagine myself bleeding because of him. It's so big and it's already alive and ready for me. I'm not overreacting, it's my first time seeing a thing like that that's why I can't compare it to anyone but I know that it's really big that I'm even doubting myself if I can take it.
"W-will that fit?"
He just laughed at me and placed himself above me and slowly entered me, I cried in pain even though it's only the tip that he entered, it's so painful because he's my first.
"O-ouch.. hell! You're so big blade" I moaned because of the mixed pain and pleasure that he's giving me.
"Are you hurt? Fuck! Should I stop?" He started panicking like I've got bitten by a dragon, well, I got bitten by his dragon
"No... Continue please, I can take it blade" he just nods at me and entered me completely, a lone tear escaped my eyes but I just nod at him, wanting him to continue what he's doing.
He started moving in and out of me faster like he was being chased by a horse, thank God the bed is strong enough to hold the both of us.
"Oh, blade... S-top.. no.. don't stop, please... Faster blade" I moaned and he looks satisfied with that.
"Yes my queen, moan my name... Oh god! You're so tight... O- ohh"
He moved up and down faster and faster that made the bed cracked but he still didn't stop, we kept on moaning each other's name till I felt him filling me.
Though it's painful we still let ourselves dance in the rhythm of our love with each other. A rhythm that only the both of us can understand and a pleasure that'll bind us with our love.
I closed my eyes and I felt like being drowned by sleep.
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I woke up when I felt someone continuously caressing my hair softly and kissing my forehead showing me how he respects me.
I love it when someone kisses me on the forehead instead of the lips, it's much sweeter for me because I felt so loved and respected, it's already a big thing for me and that's why I love him, he never failed to make me feel awesome.
I haven't opened my eyes yet, I want him to continue what he's doing, I want his hands on my hair. I love how he makes me feel the butterflies in my stomach just like teenagers.
It's already dark, it means it's evening and I slept for hours. We haven't had lunch nor dinner that's why I'm starving right now, I know that he knows it, well I don't know if he is because he already ate me, figuratively.
"Wake up sleepy head, I prepared some dinner for you since we only ate each other for lunch, I bet my Queen is hungry now" he cooked? Oh yeah, I remember, I missed the pasta that he cooked a while ago. I want to know how good he is at cooking, but I know that I'll love it because it's for me.
I opened my eyes and his smile welcomed me. How can a man be so soft and manly at the same time? he's so handsome and I'm lucky that I have him.
He carried me bridal style because I don't know if I can be able to walk properly with this pain, how can I, when he took me countless times a while ago?
Not that I don't want it but why is he so insatiable. I moved my attention to what he cooked for me.
Italian dishes, that's what he cooked tonight and I know that he puts a lot of effort into it that why I ate it deliciously because it is great. He can be a great cook but it's better if it's only for me.
"Eat more mi Reina, because I'm still not done yet with you"
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I woke up feeling a bit of pain in my temple yet it's still unbearable so I just erase it in my mind and yawn thinking about how good my sleep was but I immediately get up after knowing that I'm in an unknown room and I can hear the wave's tranquil sound that's soothing my ears. But instead of appreciating it, I am bothered. I am at a party last night and then this happened. What the hell! Does that mean I'm with him? Does that mean he again got me? No... This couldn't happen... I don't want this to happen. Why did he take me here and how did he manage to plan all of this when he's not with me and he knows nothing about what's running in my mind? We just saw each other for fuck's sake after years so what is he up to?What the hell is he planning to do with me? I know he has one... It's impossible that he just did this because he saw me and I have a bad feeling about this. And if he managed to manipulate our situation and turn things the other way around, t
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