LOGINALPHA COLE'S P.O.V
The council meeting was already making sure that no matter what I did, I would be in a bad mood. I leaned back on my seat, my fingers gently rubbing my temples, as I tried my best to keep the mounting annoyance in before I exploded on every single person in here. "Alpha," Council man James said, leaning forward. "Talks have been going around about the more recent... changes going on in the pack." I raised a brow. "Changes?" "Well, for one, the taxes on omegas and the commoners. You have shifted those to the dignitaries. Not only that... we are receiving reports that you intend to make a few announcements at the full moon ball. Announcements that the council is still unaware of. It is genuinely unheard of, Alpha." My eyes drifted to Isaac, who was sitting on the left side, his back straight. Fucking bastard. Desperate to do anything in order to try and keep his leash on me, isn't he? I gave a small, nonchalant shrug. "To be honest, I am not exactly sure what your source of information is. Up until two days ago, when I was convinced by my lovely mate, Sylvia, I had no intentions of attending this year's New Year's ball. Maybe Sylvia has something to announce, but I don't." Isaac looked up and met my eyes. I held his gaze. He had no evidence. I have put together everything myself. Not even Beta Sean was aware, much less that woman, Sylvia. He gave a small smile, then turned away. I turned back, my eyes thin. If he thinks I will stand by and watch him play with the strings he has tied me to forever, then he is absolutely wrong. "Alpha," another council man said. "You still have not addressed the issue of the tax." I shrugged. "Do you council members really need all of that money? I am genuinely curious. Besides, reforming the tax may help in..." "Alpha," Isaac spoke up, his voice slicing through mine cleanly. I felt a surge of irritation rise in my throat. "The tax reform may encourage the omegas to work less and make them lazy. They only work right now because of the taxes." "Well, then, maybe they shouldn’t work. Anyone can assume the jobs that are associated with omegas, and they can live like they are a part of the pack instead of..." "Alpha," Isaac said, interrupting me yet again. "There has always been a clear hierarchy. The hierarchy that allows you to be Alpha and for anyone threatening your position to be cast a traitor. Removing the tax on omegas will make them our equals." "So they are beneath you because you get to step on them while they scrub your floors? There is still a hierarchy. Just one that is less..." "Anything less than what we have right now..." "Shut the fuck up, Isaac and let me speak! You are not Alpha, I am! Don't you fucking dare interrupt me." The entire hall went quiet. I hadn't even intended to lose my temper, but the old bastard was good at testing me. "I am not changing the tax reforms. If it eliminates the hierarchy system and makes all of us commoners, then so be it." I stood up and turned away, knowing I wouldn't be able to last one more minute with those men in there. "Alpha." I stopped, letting out a small breath. Beta Sean covered the distance to me, then gave a small bow. "I have some news regarding yesterday's attack." I nodded. "Meet me in my study." I turned away and headed up the stairs, towards the study. I opened the door and left it open for Beta Sean behind me. He walked in, then closed the door behind him. "We received news of the location of the rogue pack. But before we did, they sent a representative to bring word to you. This happened around an hour after the attack. And from my calculations, maybe a few minutes after they must have returned to the settlement." I nodded. "What are they saying?" "They have requested to meet with you directly. They have stated that the attack was purely accidental, and they will be on their way today in order to explain it to you directly. It was not meant as anything more than an accident." My brows slightly furrowed. "They are coming... to me with no assurance of what I could do, to tell me that it was an accident?" "Yes, Alpha. The other soldiers present there stated that it wasn't a coordinated attack. The offender was a very young werewolf who possibly went out of control. The rest of the people he was with tried to stop him too. No one took it serious at first, and that is why." I leaned back. Honourable, I must say. It doesn't change that two of my soldiers are injured and one is dead, but it was better than another set of wolves trying to piss me off. "I will see them directly later," I said, leaning forward. "Stop the plans for the attack on their pack. If anything, since their honesty doesn't change that my soldier is dead, I might imprison the offending wolf. We will see how I feel when they arrive." Beta Sean nodded. "Should I prepare the meeting hall?" I raised a brow, and he immediately nodded and scurried away. I leaned back on the seat as the door came to a close. I remembered discussing the tax reforms with Selena. The way she had been passionate. How she hated that the poor are forced to pay and the rich just get wealthier. I closed my eyes. I am doing it, and she isn't even here. The well has been poisoned, and us... however divine we could have been... we fell. I had started to doze off on the table when a knock came on the door once more. "Come in." Beta Sean walked in, then gave a small bow. "They are here. I have led them to the meeting hall." I nodded. "Is Isaac in the palace?" Beta Sean hesitated, a glint of something passing his eyes before he shook his head. "No. They seemed to be discussing something outside the palace. A few council men were there too." I nodded. "Inform the gamma that I would like to meet him later." Beta Sean nodded and walked away. I took a cold shower, my eyes closing under the spray. I dressed in a simple set, then walked down to the meeting room. I took in a deep breath, then pushed the door open. Five people were in there, two men, and three women. One of the men were noticeably younger, and he looked like he was about to pass out. The offender, definitely. Another woman was crying so hard that her bow was crooked. I turned to the other two women. Both were watching me a little differently. Like they knew me. My brows furrowed, and they immediately looked away. "Please sit," I said simply, then took a seat at the head of the table. "I received your earlier message." The older man leaned forward. "I am Jackson, Alpha. The oldest member of this rogue settlement. The incident is very unfortunate, but we have come here to establish that we have no ill intentions. We hold nothing but respect for your pack, and we will do anything to make up for this. We can do nothing about the dead soldier, but we have sourced some of the best healing ointments here, to help with the treatment of the other two. We are deeply sorry, Alpha." I looked between them, my eyes thin. The devastation of the offender and the woman who seemed to be his mother, the soft-spoken way this man... Jackson was talking to me... I couldn't bring myself to punish them. "It is very honourable on your part that you came to meet me before I came to meet you. I had full intentions of ruining your settlement. " Jackson swallowed hard. "We apologize, Alpha. We will be mindful of..." Before he could finish, the door swung open, and Isaac walked in, accompanied by a woman. The woman was shaking and crying, carrying the torn, bloody uniform of a soldier. "It is easy to be sorry when you have lost no one, isn't it?" Isaac said, his voice low. He turned to me. "Alpha, you are no stranger to losing one of your own. Are you going to let them off the hook because it wasn't Beta Ian?" I slowly stood up. Damn that snitch, Sean. "Get out of my meeting, Isaac." "I gave you these soldiers, Alpha. One died and now another has followed. One is still battling for his life and you are in a respectful meeting with these murderers?!" My eyes widened as the woman fell to her knees. "My husband. Please avenge my husband, Alpha. He was serving you! He was on his line of duty and he did nothing wrong!" I turned to the visitors. They were all standing now, the mother and son breaking down, the others solemn. Like they already entertained the possibility of this happening. I turned to Isaac. "You are doing this because of the tax reform." He took a step forward. "Avenge your people, Alpha. Will you be able to deal with the fallout if this makes it out of the palace?" "Isaac!" I swallowed hard, my eyes darting between all the crying people and this bastard in front of me. "If you think this will stop me from implementing the tax reforms, you are wrong." He said nothing, and I turned away. "I appreciate your honesty, Jackson. But my soldiers died. Two now. I will have to imprison the offender, and I will decide what to do with him once the full moon ball is over."SELENA'S P.O.V I rarely heard the rest of the things they said throughout the rest of the meeting. There was much less opposition now that Alphs cole had made it clear just how little patience he had for their nonsense.I blinked as the council members stood up. I looked up, unable to even remember what had happened. Alpha Cole have a wave of dismissal, and they walked away. Sylvia stayed sitting, Beta Alan stood behind her couch, the two men stood where they were."We have finalized everything, Alpha. We will start preparations immediately. Also, we have contacted the couture house in Silver fangs. They will arrive later, for measurements and your requirements." Alpha Cole simply nodded. "Good work, David. I appreciate you coming in at such short notice."The man, David, gave a small, almost shy smile. "You know I would stop whatever commitments I have for you, Alpha. You are that important to me."I raised a brow, and turned to Evan who looked almost annoyed. He met my eyes, then
SELENA'S P.O.V "Now that we have established that the entire pack will be invited to the two festivals and that the dignitaries will only be around for the main birthday banquet, can we have a full guest list? I have made a short outline of people we absolutely can not miss giving the gold scroll to."The man leaned forward and handed his tablet to Alpha Cole. Alpha Cole accepted it, his brows furrowed as he took in the list. He brought his right index finger and tapped on the screen, then seemed to make a few alterations before handing it back to the man.He accepted it, then looked down. For a tense second, he looked between Alpha Cole and then the rest of the council, who have still not managed to make peace with Alpha Cole's decisions yet."Alpha," the man finally said, his voice low. "Uhm... are you saying that the pack council are not to be invited?"I raised a brow in surprise, as a gasp filled the small space. Isaac leaned dangerously close, his brows drawn together in the so
SELENA'S P.O.V I lingered against the wall for a long minute, just listening. The room next door was quiet for a long while. I sat on the floor, my eyes closed as I listened to the sounds. Any sound would have satisfied me.I heard when Alpha Cole woke up. I heard when Evan told him to be careful. I heard the sigh he let out as the water hit his skin in the shower.As if compelled by a force, I pushed myself off the wall and went into the shower. I closed my eyes against the hot water, my chest tight as I felt the water run down my skin.I thought about how I would apologize to him. Do I go on my knees? Do I cry and break down? I thought of Amanda. She would probably be so disappointed in me for pushing her father away. It felt like my sins against the two of them were piling up, and I wasn't sure how much of it I could keep up with anymore. I wasn't sure how much of it I could atone for without losing my soul.I got out of the shower and changed into a simple dress. I left my hair
EVAN'S P.O.V.I let my hand rest under Alpha Cole's cheek, his warmth spreading through my palm, his pulse low but evident. A single tear still rested on his lashes, and I resisted the urge to reach out. Not just to his face or his skin. I wanted to reach out to his heart and kiss it a little better in the only way I knew how.But there was only one person that he would allow, and she was next door.I held my breath as I listened. She wasn't crying anymore. Maybe she had slipped into a restless sleep just like him. Maybe she had nothing else to cry out.I felt my heart clench, as my hand sank into his hair. I looked down. He was vulnerable. Not as vulnerable as he was when Selena had been nothing but a callback from the past, but vulnerable still.I leaned down close, my eyes darting across both of his closed ones. He was astoundingly beautiful. It was almost irritating just how perfect he looked under these lights, even with the thin red line that showed just how much the emotional t
ALPHA COLE'S P.O.V My head felt like it would split in two, and somehow, my heart felt worse. I sat on the edge of my bed, Selena's scent still engraved everywhere like a punishment, wrapped up in the last robe she had worn.I wanted to feel something. Anything other than the crippling fear that the ship might have sailed for us a while ago and she would never be able to trust me again.I wondered what I could do better. Explain better, allow her to have the mate bond back? Maybe have her around me all the time.My throat closed, the back of my eyes stinging a bit more."I think she trusts you. She is just... scared."I slowly looked up. Evan was standing close to the shower. His usual hood was off, his hair falling across his eyes. His arms were folded in front of him, his expression carefully blank.I looked away and took in a deep breath. "You should go, I...""I don't want to go anywhere. Not after I saw that."I met his eyes. "I am not that weak. I am not going to relapse and...
SELENA'S P.O.V I turned, my chest heaving. I did nothing to stop the tears that ran down my cheeks in slow, fast torrents. I hated myself for putting him through the hell of my own insecurities. Of my own distrust. My fingers gently wrapped around the door knob, and my knees threatened to give away under me. My body felt like it was supposed to belong somewhere else. Somewhere closer to him. I turned the door knob."Selena."My heart jumped, and I turned, my eyes widened with hope. Most of which crumbled the minute I saw his eyes. Still wet. Still exhausted. Still filled with the hurt I put in there.He took a step forward, then gently passed a first aid box, letting it fall to the space between us. I looked down, the tears tearing me apart from somewhere deeper than even I could reach right now."For the bleeding."I bit down on my lower lip so hard that I tasted my blood. Was it too shameless to say sorry? To say I was selfish and greedy and deeply, stupidly sorry, and that I nee
SELENA'S P.O.V A second passed, and silence fell between us. Everyone had gathered around now, yet no one could say a word. Blackmoon. Alpha Cole. All of the things I ran away from.Jackson cleared his throat. He mostly did that when he absolutely needed to lean into his authority as one of the ol
ALPHA COLE'S P.O.V I watched the omega in front of me. The sun had set into the evening, and the palace was quiet. The room was dimly lit with only the bedside lamps. The omega was on the floor, his eyes half closed, his lips parted. He was fully aroused and completely unable to speak for himself
5 YEARS LATERSELENA'S P.O.V I watched Amanda run around the open field. Her hair was long, down to her back, but she had always ensured that I knew she wanted to keep it that way.I smiled to myself, my arms crossing over my chest. She was beautiful. Seeing her like this almost made me feel guilt
SELENA'S P.O.V.I blinked up, my chest heaving hard. I could smell a bit of smoke and an accompanying woody scent, very far from the exotic scents that I was used to around Alpha Cole and his palace. Alpha Cole.The thought came back unbidden. The night of passion that we had shared, the way he ha







