Mag-log inThank you all for the comments, gems, gifts, shares, views... Just everything. I apologize for the two day lag. My middle schooler made the high school marching band and BOY IS IT DEMANDING! That being said, I am going to make every effort to start writing during all my free time to ensure I can release more without the quality of my story declining and schedule the release of the chapters so even when I am out and about living my boring normal everyday life, you can still all indulge in this world that is ever developing in my ADHD, Narcoleptic brain.
Please always remember that I welcome the comments and will take the time to read and answer everyone with actual interest and not just empty words. I started this as a way to vent the thoughts that occur to me randomly during the day as a mother of 3 sons, working in the medical field, with a husband that worships me, but knows nothing of the world I am sharing with you. Sadly, I am still trapped in my own head as far as the dark romance aspect of me, but sincerely hope that none of you are. If you are, I hope you get to break free.
I hope you all enjoy the rest of your weekend and know that I am steady clacking away on this keyboard while my son's destroy my house (I say it with a smile and utter love) and my husband (who promised it let me work in peace) constantly checks in for questions about what to do with our children. He has just left our room, after placing the noise cancelling headphones on my head and after the 100th interuption promising to not do it again... but he will and we all love him for it.
I am truly appreciative at how this has taken off after just being signed a month ago and want you all to know that YOU are the reason this is happening. And I can't express how amazing it feels to know that there are people out there that are embracing this darkness with me. Not only embracing it, but supporting it. I am floored and forever grateful.
-A-
P.S- I absolutely have taken pieces of myself and wove them in to Lori, so if you think she sounds real and genuine, know that there is a medical worker out there somewhere that curses like a trucker in private, adores her patients and works her ass off while thinking dark, DARK things ;)
P.S.S- (is it P.P.S or ... you know what, nevermind) I have noticed that my spell check very much dislikes the way that I have spelled out our main girl's full first name and has altered it in some chapters. To ease the burden of my compulsive brain to return to previous chapters and correct this while fighting off the spellcheck with every chapter, we are just going to refer to here as Lori unless the situation demands the latter. XOXO
-A-
Oh! One more thing! They don't particularly like us writing on here about other social media platforms (Which I totally get and respect), so I will be posting on the GoodNovel f******k page in the near future from my private account so if you would like take a peek at my private page and get to know your author a little more you most certainly can!
The evening slowly wound down as pack members started heading home. They arranged for the elder and his mate to spend the night so they could enjoy the party and discuss important matters in the morning. Lori’s nephews were safely tucked in, Devon looking like he was love-drunk and everyone could see it. Taylor sat on Sean’s lap, peppering his face with kisses. Alpha Kyle and Luna Jasmine had retired to their room with the look of young lovers. Gerald and Malena had also walked to bed holding hands and looking wistful. Even Freya and Bastian were making out like hormonal teens as little Selma slept in her stroller without a care in the world. Love and longing seemed palpable in the air, but nothing like what was occurring in the private garden further away from the celebration. The scene was almost wonton with Lori draped across Mathias’s chest, looking up to kiss him with a heat that rivaled 1000 suns while Tyler had lifted her dress around her hips, his head firmly planted betwee
Everyone was already outside on the expansive pack house grounds, taking their seats and preparing for the large reveal. Tyler was already fidgeting nervously on stage while Mathias placed a gentle, calming hand on his shoulders. “Breathe, big brother. She is perfection. For you. For me. For us, and she will be perfect for the pack. They already love her. What are you so nervous about?” Tyler took in another shaky breath, “Because I have a feeling that shit is about to get heavy, and I don’t want that for her. Rut starts next week, and she is going to have TWO mates. What if we break her? I mean, we have already tried to ease her in to have two alpha mates, but what if… I mean, you know how rut is.” Mathias’s shoulders shook with suppressed laughter, “Us break her? I have a feeling we are going to be the ones begging for mercy. Oh, ye of little faith, our little wolf is a walking goddess. She will be fine! She is heading down the stairs now. I am going to walk her up to you, then
The rest of that evening and most of the next day was a flurry of activity all about the pack. Sean and Taylor were seen making out like a bunch of teenagers several times when they thought no one was looking, and Lori’s nephews were playing with Gerald and Malena. Everyone was doing something, and when Lori, Tyler, and Mathias returned from training, she knew she needed a minute of peace before they started to dress for the ceremony. Theresa had already greeted Lori at the door with an iced coffee just how she liked it. Tessa was already getting her hair and makeup done, courtesy of Lori telling her that being a rogue doesn’t mean she has to LOOK like one tonight. Lori stood back, admiring how beautiful Tessa looked all dressed and her hair being done. Tessa looked like she wanted to murder someone. “Easy there, kitty cat. Retract the claws. You look stunning.” Lori barked out with a laugh. “Oh, stuff it…. Respectfully, of course, Luna,” Tessa bit back, and Lori laughed again. “
Lori, Tyler, and Mathias lay tangled in the bed for a little while. Mathias had scooped her up and placed Lori between him and Tyler so they could surround her with all the love and calming they could manage. Mathias explained to Tyler what caused her to be so upset, but Tyler wasn't understanding what had caused Mathias to react that way in the first place. Mathias lay there silently for a moment before taking in a deep breath and turning to Lori, “Little wolf, I need you to explain to me what happened up in that apartment.” Lori took a deep breath. Her face burning red at his question, and Tyler was curious and now severely concerned about what her response would reveal. She blurted out her answer in embarrassment, retelling going in to the apartment to pack, finding “their” present on the bed, and how she complied with “Tyler’s distorted voice” and pleased herself while “Mathias” held her throat. There was a heartbeat before the roar of rage that ripped through Tyler appeared to s
Lori We rode in silence for about half the ride when I became painfully aware that Mathias was side-eyeing me. "What?!" I crossed my arms and looked out the window, glancing at him long enough to see he was smirking? “Okay, pull over!" I snapped at him, and he ignored me. This mother fucker... but as I huffed and began to actually pay attention to my surroundings, I realized this wasn't the way we originally took on the way out of the pack. "Where are we going? This isn't the same way we took out?" He remained silent, and I was ready to snap. I unhooked my seat belt and climbed onto his lap from across the bench seat before he could stop me. He slowed the car and pulled over. "That got your fucking attention, didn't it?" I snarked. "I was trying to be respectful and wait until we got back to the packhouse. You are so wet, I was expecting you to slide right out of your seat. What got you so worked up, little wolf?" He smirked as he snaked one hand around my waist to pull me closer
....Oh, I'm so happy she decided to come home today ! I already had her present set up, but actually being able to meet her, see her... I'm trembling with anticipation right now. Lupar is practically frothing at the mouth right now, but we have to be careful. I should have known that tactical jock Matty (please note the disdain in my voice at the mention of his name) would practically piss on her leg to establish he wasn't letting her go anywhere alone. I am FUCKED if he comes up here, but I know my girl is going to demand independence. That is what I love about her, ya know? Well, love is a little strong of a word. That is what makes me so infatuated with her. Jesus, I can still smell her scent on her panties. Just going to shove these in my pocket for later. Lupar, should I hide? I don't want to startle her too badly. She kicked Tyler's ass in the hospital, and I don't want to frighten her... too badly. If her fear tastes half as good as her smiling presence.........The fi







