I rushed over to help him lay everything down.
“You haven’t put the tv on.” “No I was waiting for you.” “Ah ok, well let’s find something to watch. Come on sit up on the bed.” I climbed back on the bed and lent up against the headboard. He sat up next to me and took the tv remote flicking through the Chanel’s. We settled on the expendable film. He put his arms around my shoulders and pulled me into him so we snuggled up. We spent all day like this watching films and eating snacks. When evening came and it started to become late I moved away from him and sat on the side of the bed. “What’s wrong?” “Nothing, I uh think it’s time I went home.” “Oh.” “Yeh well I’ve been here all day, I need to get home and get some rest.” “Can’t you stay here with me tonight?” I didn’t say anything but right then my lap seemed very interesting to look at. He got off of the bed and walked around to me kneeling down on the floor in front of me. “Sasha, please won’t you stay?” “Yes stay with mate, I want to feel mate.” “Azalea be quiet. We can’t stay, I thought I said no rushing this.” “Please, please, please.” “For the love of god, stop begging.” “We’ll stay with mate,” she started to purr inside my head. “Hey,” I looked up at him. “We won’t do anything you don’t want to do ok? I would never force you Sasha.” Do I or don’t I? What’s the worst that can happen. “I can think of something.” Azalea wriggled her brows. My wolf is turning to a horn dog. “Hey I heard that” “You was meant too.” I looked at Conner, “ok.” I nodded. “You will?” “Yeh.” “That’s great.” He smiled then placed a kiss on my cheek It felt weird, it tingled and felt warm. It sent a tingling sensation all around where he kissed me. Conner stood up and went to the bathroom. He just opened the bathroom door and turned to me. “I’ll get in the shower first, you can have one after me.” I nodded. “ or you can join me.” I shook my head. “Chicken.” Azalea chuckled. I don’t know why but I started to get nervous. I’ve never slept in the same bed with a man. Ok, ok, yes I am a virgin. I wanted to wait to share my first time with my mate. I wanted it to be special. I heard the water running, I sat there playing with my fingers. I was nervous. I heard the water shut off and a couple minutes later Conner stepped out of the bathroom. I quickly looked over and thank goddess he was wearing jogger. He walked over to his drawers and took something out of it. He grabbed a towel and walked over to me. “Here, a clean towel a pair of my boxers and one of my T shirts. This will be ok for you sleep in tonight.” I needed my head. “Thanks.” I stood up and walked into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and stripped off making sure the bathroom door was locked before I got in. I found his shower gel hanging on the bracket and his lufa. I washed myself thoroughly and rinsed off. “Make sure you clean everywhere in case mate wants to taste us.” “Be quiet. Don’t say things like that.” I felt my face flush. I quickly dried myself off and dressed in the clothes Conner gave me. His boxers were to big I had to turn the top over, it was the same as the joggers I had to turn the waist band over a few times. What did I expect his 6ft 5 height to my 5ft 4. I tout his T shirt on and it fell just above my knees. I could wear this as a damn dress. I unlocked the door and peaked out into the bedroom. Conner was already in the bed. He looked up and smiled."All freshened up?"
"yes, thank you."
"Come on then we can watch a film until we fall asleep."
I nodded and carried myself forard. I got to my side of the bed and got in. I pulled the covers over me, automatically his arm came around me and pulled me in closer. My fists were clenched as I didnt know where to put my hands. So I just laid there on my side snuggled into him. Sometime during the night I fell asleep. I fell asleep to the sound of Conners heart beat it lulled me to sleep. Azalea was purring inside my head and seemed very happy and contented.
I was pulled out of my dreamless sleep by someone kissing my lips, I opened my eyes and stared at Conner who was hovering above me. He lowered his head and kissed across my chin and kissed my ear, down my neck to where my mark would sit. I couldnt stop the moan that ecaped my mouth. The instance his lips were on my marking spsot I felt my stomach clench. A strange sensation pulled at the bottom and my lips started throbbing. I could feel some slick dripping from my pussy. I squeezed my thights together but Conner attacked my neck causing me to moan even more and making me forget my arrousal was getting stronger.
"I want you Sasha."
"I .. I.. Ive never dont it before." I voiced out between the moans.
"I'll be gentle I promise."
At that moment I didn't care, I wanted him, feel him inside, I wanted him to make me see stars. His lips found mine and kissed me gently. I think he could tell I haven't even kissed before.
"Can I? you will enjoy it I promise."
I nodded, "yeah but be gentle."
"I promise."
He climbed on top of me fully and used his knees to spread my legs. He lined himself at my entrance then slowly pushed himself in. I felt an immediate burning sensation as he pushed in deeper, my breath hitched. I felt a tear escape my eyes. Conner noticed as he kissed each tear away.
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Once I had collected my belongings I went back home. I flopped on to the couch and sighed. Normally on my off days I would hang out with Ashley. But today I’m on my own. Something I’m going to have to get used to I guess. There was absolutely nothing for me to do at home so I decided to take a walk to my favourite spot. I often go there to think, it’s a place my mother used to take me. I picked up my phone and keys and walked towards the lake. I still needed to think and decide whether I’m going to give Conner a chance. I know my wolf wants me to give him a chance but can I? I left the road and took the short cut through the woods. No one stopped to talk to me. They haven’t spoken to me since my parents died. I followed the path until I reached my destination. The trees split and I stepped through the over Grown shrubbery. The lake was glistening and still. The sun shone down casting shades from the over hanging tree branches. I found the granite boulder that mum and me used t
I rushed over to help him lay everything down. “You haven’t put the tv on.”“No I was waiting for you.” “Ah ok, well let’s find something to watch. Come on sit up on the bed.” I climbed back on the bed and lent up against the headboard. He sat up next to me and took the tv remote flicking through the Chanel’s. We settled on the expendable film. He put his arms around my shoulders and pulled me into him so we snuggled up. We spent all day like this watching films and eating snacks. When evening came and it started to become late I moved away from him and sat on the side of the bed.“What’s wrong?” “Nothing, I uh think it’s time I went home.” “Oh.”“Yeh well I’ve been here all day, I need to get home and get some rest.” “Can’t you stay here with me tonight?” I didn’t say anything but right then my lap seemed very interesting to look at. He got off of the bed and walked around to me kneeling down on the floor in front of me. “Sasha, please won’t you stay?” “Yes stay with mate, I
“It means we are not in a relationship, more like friends with benefits.” “Ok. So what now?” “Well, I’m hoping you will give me a chance.” “What about Ashley?” “I won’t see her again. Look Sasha, you are my mate, my fated mate and no one and I mean no one takes president over you. Tell me why would I need her when I have you?” I sat there thinking, could I forgive him? I don’t know. But the main question is could I trust him? That is another answer of I don’t know. I looked at him. “I will have to think about it Conner, it hurt me and my wolf last night walking in on you with her. You need to give me time.” He nodded. “I understand and will give you all the time you need.” He then stood up and kissed the back of my hand. Before he walked away closing the front door behind him. I sat there what the hell. “I want mate.” Azelea whispered. I could still feel her hurting, and I knew then that I wouldn’t make this easy. I got up and walked to the window and watche
I know that I would have to face them both sometime and talk and hear there cheating excuses, but right now I needed time. But no matter how much I tried to tell myself I was alright it wasn’t true. I was far from being alright. I was devastated, broken and felt betrayed. Azalea wouldn’t talk so I’m guessing she just needs time. I can’t imagine how she is feeling right now. I mean that was her other half of her soul the one who would make her complete make us complete and he had hurt us both. I pray she will be ok. I laid back on my bed and grabbed the tv remote flicking through the channels. I found a comedy film Grown Up’s with Adam chandler his films always makes me laugh. I needed to forget about those two, at least for tonight. I needed this time for myself. Many thoughts were roaming around my head. How long had this been going on? Do they love each other? Could I watch them everyday together knowing what they both did? I don’t even know why I asked myself that last ques
It wasn’t until azalea stopped at the waterfall and looked in that I saw her for the first time.“Wow, oh my goddess, Azelea your beautiful. Your, your so white. No wonder they couldn’t stop looking at us.I couldn’t stop staring at her reflection in the water. Azelea was brilliant white with a glow of blue around her head; her eyes were a shade of purple. And when the breeze whipped past I’m sure it looked like her fur sparkled. Azelea was the most beautiful wolf I had ever seen.Azelea was giggling, “Shall we go back?”“Yeh I’m kinda tired.” We turned and walked back towards the others.“Ok, now to shift back just think of your human selves. Clear your mind.”I did what she told us and when I looked, I was human again. “I did it.” I laughed. “And it didn’t hurt.”“Dummy,” Azelea scoffed.I didn’t take much notice of her comment and went behind the tree that was hiding my clothes. I was so happy but sad at the same time. Ashley missed my shift, I looked around and saw the others with
We arrived too a queue of cars on the driveway to the conference centre. When we adventurely pulled up in front we exited and walked towards the steps. I looked around and saw so many people. Men in suits and the ladies in beautiful gowns, all looking impeccably gorgeous. We walked into the room, whoever decorated it had done a wonderful job. There were fairy lights all around. Tables were lined with flowers; there was a makeshift bar on one side of the room. Down the far end was a DJ sorting the music. Ballroom lights were shining from the ceiling.Ashley took my hand and walked us through the crowd towards the bar. I looked around at all the people. It was then that I had noticed our future alpha Conner Stone. He was 23 years of age and still hadn’t met his mate. He was handsome standing at 6ft 4 with muscle upon muscle, he had jet black hair. Longer on the top shaved o the sides. I had only ever seen him a few times, but man was he sex on legs.As if he knew I was watching him he