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The champagne tasted like victory.
I stood in the corner of the Bellworth Gallery, watching Seattle's elite drift between my paintings like well-dressed ghosts. They clinked glasses, murmured appreciatively, and occasionally glanced at the small cards beside each piece that listed prices most of them wouldn't blink at.
Six figures. My art was selling for six figures.
Five years ago, I couldn't have imagined this moment. Five years ago, I was a broken girl sobbing into her pillow, wondering if the pain in her chest would ever stop. Now I was Wren Mercer, rising star of the Pacific Northwest art scene, dressed in a sleek black dress that cost more than my first apartment's rent.
"You're brooding again."
I turned to find Vera at my elbow, her dark curls piled artfully on her head, a knowing smirk on her crimson lips. My best friend had a sixth sense for catching me in moments of unwanted introspection.
"I'm not brooding," I said. "I'm observing. There's a difference."
"Uh-huh." She sipped her champagne, unconvinced. "You have that look. The one that says you're about to spiral into some deep, dark corner of your psyche and I'll have to drag you out with wine and trashy reality TV."
I couldn't help but smile. Vera Santos had been my lifeline since I'd arrived in Seattle, shattered and desperate to become someone new. She didn't know the full story—couldn't know, not without knowing what I really was—but she'd never pushed. She just... stayed.
"I'm fine," I said. "Really. This is everything I wanted."
It wasn't a lie. Not entirely. This *was* everything I'd worked for. Every late night in my cramped studio, every rejection letter, every moment I'd poured my heartbreak onto canvas until it transformed into something beautiful—it had all led here.
So why did I feel so hollow?
"Ms. Mercer?"
I turned to find a gallery assistant approaching, tablet in hand. "The collector from New York is asking about *Shattered Moon*. He's very interested in a private commission."
I nodded, slipping into professional mode. "I'll be right there."
Vera squeezed my arm. "Go. Schmooze. Make obscene amounts of money. I'll guard the champagne."
The collector was a silver-haired man with kind eyes and a wedding ring that probably cost more than my car. He wanted a companion piece to *Shattered Moon*—my largest work, a canvas dominated by a fractured lunar surface bleeding crimson into darkness below.
I didn't tell him what it represented. I never did. Let them see beauty in the wreckage. Let them find their own meaning in the chaos I'd expelled from my soul.
We were mid-negotiation when I saw it through the gallery's floor-to-ceiling windows.
A motorcycle.
Black, sleek, chrome catching the streetlights as it rumbled past. The rider was just a silhouette, leather-clad and anonymous, but my heart slammed against my ribs like it was trying to escape.
*It's not him. It's never him. He's a thousand miles away.*
"Ms. Mercer? Are you alright?"
I blinked, forcing my attention back to the collector. My hands were trembling. I pressed them flat against my thighs, willing the shake away.
"I'm fine," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "Where were we?"
But for the rest of the night, I couldn't shake the feeling. That prickle at the back of my neck. That phantom ache in my chest that I'd spent five years learning to ignore.
The bond.
It was still there, buried deep, a splinter I couldn't remove no matter how hard I tried. Most days I could pretend it didn't exist. Most days I was Wren Mercer, successful artist, independent woman, master of her own destiny.
But some nights—nights like this, when the moon hung heavy and full outside the window—I remembered.
I remembered being twenty-one, dizzy with hope, feeling that golden thread snap into place between us.
I remembered his face. The horror in his steel-gray eyes.
I remembered the words that broke me.
*"You're like a sister to me, Wren. You'll only ever be a sister."*
By the time I got home, my mask was cracking. I kicked off my heels, poured myself a glass of wine I didn't really want, and stood before the one painting I'd never sell.
It hung in my bedroom, hidden from gallery owners and collectors and everyone who thought they knew me. A portrait I'd painted in those first agonizing months, when I couldn't stop seeing his face no matter how hard I tried.
Skyler Voss.
Dark hair. Steel eyes. That jaw sharp enough to cut glass. I'd captured him perfectly—the arrogance, the intensity, the hint of something softer he only showed when he thought no one was watching.
I hated that painting. I hated that I couldn't destroy it.
My phone buzzed on the counter. Mom. I let it go to voicemail, like I always did. The guilt was a familiar weight, but not heavy enough to make me answer. Not heavy enough to risk hearing about home, about the pack, about *him*.
I finished my wine, showered off the gallery's lingering perfume, and crawled into bed.
Sleep came slowly, and when it did,I dreamed of forests and moonlight and a black wolf howling at a blood-red sky.
I stayed at my parents' house that night, sleeping in my old bedroom that had been preserved like a shrine. Band posters I'd loved at seventeen still clung to the walls. My old sketchbooks lined the shelves, spines cracked from years of use. Even my threadbare stuffed wolf—a gift from my father when I'd had my first shift—sat propped against the pillows.It was like stepping into a time capsule of the girl I used to be.I couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Skyler's face. The gauntness. The shadows under his eyes. The desperate hunger in his gaze when he'd looked at me.*He looked back.*His words haunted me. I wanted to believe he was lying, that this was some elaborate manipulation. But the bond didn't lie. Through that cursed connection, I'd felt his anguish. Real. Raw. Consuming.Good, the bitter part of me thought. Let him suffer the way I did.But another part—a part I tried desperately to silence—whispered that his pain brought me no satisfaction. That seeing him
He stood there like a man turned to stone, those gray eyes locked on mine with an intensity that made my skin prickle. Through the bond—that damned, persistent bond—I felt his emotions slam into me like a wave: shock, longing, guilt, and something darker. Something desperate.His wolf. I could sense it pressing against his control, wild and feral in a way that hadn't been there five years ago."You're here." His voice was rough, scraped raw. "You came back.""My father was in an accident." I kept my tone flat, professional. "I'm here for him. Not for anything else."*Not for you.* The words hung unspoken between us.Skyler flinched like I'd struck him. Good. Let him hurt. Let him feel a fraction of what he'd put me through."Wren, I—""Don't." I held up a hand, stopping whatever apology or explanation he'd been about to offer. "I don't want to hear it. Whatever you have to say, I'm not interested."His jaw clenched. I watched him swallow hard, his Adam's apple bobbing in his throat. T
*Present day...*The morning after my gallery opening, I woke to seventeen missed calls from my mother.I stared at my phone, a cold knot forming in my stomach. My mother had called twice a year like clockwork since I left—my birthday and Christmas—respecting my need for distance even though it clearly hurt her. Seventeen calls in one night meant something was wrong.Dread pooling in my gut, I hit the callback button.She answered on the first ring. "Wren. Oh, thank God.""Mom? What's wrong?""It's your father." Her voice cracked. "There was an accident. A motorcycle crash on Route 7. He's... he's in the hospital, sweetie. They're not sure if—" A sob swallowed the rest of her words.The floor tilted beneath me. I sat down hard on the edge of my bed, phone pressed so tight against my ear it hurt."How bad?""Bad." She was crying openly now. "Multiple fractures, internal bleeding, they had to do surgery. He's stable but... they're talking about more procedures. A long recovery. *If* he
I watched the horror bloom across Skyler's face, and I didn't understand.This was supposed to be the happiest moment of my life. The mate bond—that sacred, unbreakable connection that every wolf dreamed of—had finally manifested. After years of longing, of hoping, of loving him from afar, fate had confirmed what my wolf had known all along.We were meant to be together.So why was he looking at me like I was his worst nightmare?"Skyler?" My voice came out small, uncertain. The joy that had flooded my system moments ago began to curdle into something cold and sharp.He moved before I could process it. One moment he was across the room; the next, his hand was wrapped around my arm and he was dragging me toward the back exit. His grip was too tight, bruising, but I was too shocked to protest."Skyler, what—""Not here." His voice was a growl, barely human. "Not in front of everyone."The night air hit my face like a slap. We were behind the pack hall now, in the shadows between the bui
*Ten years ago...*I was sixteen the first time I saw Skyler Voss, and I knew—I just *knew*—that my life would never be the same.He rode into the pack compound on a motorcycle that growled like a living thing, all dark leather and dangerous energy. My brother Ronan was at his side, the two of them laughing about something as they dismounted, and I watched from my bedroom window like the pathetic teenager I was."Who is *that*?" I breathed.My wolf, barely awakened after my first shift three months prior, stirred with sudden interest. She pressed against my consciousness, curious and alert in a way she'd never been before.*Mine*, she whispered.I was too young to understand what that meant. Too naive to recognize the early stirrings of a bond that wouldn't fully manifest for another five years. All I knew was that Skyler Voss was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen, and I wanted him to look at me—really look at me—more than I'd ever wanted anything.He didn't, of course.I was Ron
The champagne tasted like victory.I stood in the corner of the Bellworth Gallery, watching Seattle's elite drift between my paintings like well-dressed ghosts. They clinked glasses, murmured appreciatively, and occasionally glanced at the small cards beside each piece that listed prices most of them wouldn't blink at.Six figures. My art was selling for six figures.Five years ago, I couldn't have imagined this moment. Five years ago, I was a broken girl sobbing into her pillow, wondering if the pain in her chest would ever stop. Now I was Wren Mercer, rising star of the Pacific Northwest art scene, dressed in a sleek black dress that cost more than my first apartment's rent."You're brooding again."I turned to find Vera at my elbow, her dark curls piled artfully on her head, a knowing smirk on her crimson lips. My best friend had a sixth sense for catching me in moments of unwanted introspection."I'm not brooding," I said. "I'm observing. There's a difference.""Uh-huh." She sippe







