It has been a whole week since Lucas and I had our first night together, he said he would call but he didn't.
At first I didn't want to be that girl and call him even when he said he would but we still had an interview together. And my boss Jessica needed this week's update so I had to call him.He didn't pick any or return any of my calls and messages.But then I received a call from his media spokesperson, sending me some interview questions he had answered.That should have made me feel better, but it irritated me more. It meant he saw my calls and messages but he was ignoring me.Was I deceiving myself that the night of amazing sex wasn't that Amazing. Maybe he didn't want me anymore, he had slept with me and he was over me.I was mad at him, mad at me for sleeping with him. To make things worse, Kathy was back from her honeymoon and she wanted us to hang out tomorrow before she left for New York. What if she asked about Lucas, should I just lie to her about sleeping with her brother, or maybe she wouldn't ask.I was in my office working over the interview questions and answers sent from his office when my phone buzzed and it was Lucas.
Dinner today at 7? He sent.Suddenly I was happy, I had forgotten he had ignored me all day. I took my time before replying which was 5 minutes later.Where? I sent.He replied immediately.The Croft.I'll send a car for you at 7. He sent another one.I checked the time on my phone, it was just 5.
So I quickly left work and headed home.I took a long shower at home trying to calm my nerves, I was still mad at Lucas for ignoring and discarding me all week but I still dressed up for him tonight.I told myself when I put on one of my sexiest lingeries, I was putting it on for myself and when I wore the sexiest dress in my closet but I opted out of dressing sexy and wore something less sexy but sexy enough.His driver was downstairs right on time, 7 sharp. We drove to the restaurant in silence at usual.
When we arrived I got inside and met the hostess by door."I'm meeting, Lucas Alvarado." I said."Mr Alvarado isn't here yet. You're welcome to wait in the bar," the hostess suggested.I sat at the bar waiting for 30 minutes. But his tardiness wasn't helping my already sour mood. He knew I was pissed at him. Shouldn't he be trying harder than this to be smoothing things over?
The bar server asked if I wanted to order a drink but I said no. I was still mad at him, no man has ever treated me this way and it irritated me at the same time he intrigued me.Another quarter of an hour later, he still hadn't arrived, and I was irritated. Especially since I had decided against ordering the martini. This was beyond rude. He could have just called to cancel or let me know he'll be late. This was intolerable. I refused to wait another minute.
I stood up and headed out of the bar toward the front of the lobby, and then he walked in wearing a fitted suit over his solid chest.
I was mad at him and at thesame time happy to see him so I looked at him. So I could shoot poison tipped daggers with my eyes."I apologize," Lucas said with a decidedly unapologetic smirk. "I got wrapped up in something last minute at work and lost track of time."
I understood if something came up he is a busy man, and a ceo of more than one company but couldn't he just text or ask one of the people that worked for him to pass the message."So you couldn't just let me know, or ask someone to let me know." I say to him still irritated with him."Mr. Alvarado, your table is ready." The hostess said as she started to lead the way back toward the restaurant.
Lucas put his arm out, waiting for me before he followed her. "Vanessa?""I haven't decided if I'm staying yet." I said not following him."I hate waiting," I added still pissed at him."C'mon Vanessa stay. I'll try not to keep you waiting again," he said.As if sensing my defenses weakening, he pressed on. "At least stay for dinner. You're here. You're hungry. So am I." This time he backed up the promise with his eyes—they were dark, more brown than, dilated with desire, telling me his hunger belonged to more than just his stomach.
Yeah, I was hungry too. Very hungry.But he'd made me feel shitty. Then been late for our dinner. And then made me feel shitty again."Fine. I'll stay. Because I'm already here." I let him put his hand at the small of my back and lead me to the front of the restaurant.
Lucas and I sat at a table in the back, far away from the other guests enjoying their meals in the dim lighting, with the sounds of the Spanish guitar and the clanking of glasses as people made their private toasts.
He ignored the menu in front of him and immediately ordered a bottle of wine for the table.He let me order my food thank God, I hate when men order for me.We started eating in silence not uttering a single word. I was still so pissed at him but whenever he looked at me I felt less pissed at him."Okay let's get everything out of the way, I won't be ignored or stood up." I say sipping my wine."I apologize for that, it won't happen again." He said with a grin."Why do I get the feeling, you think this is funny. I'm very serious Lucas.""I won't be ignored, if you're busy let me know or let one of your staff let me know."I said again fuming.He stared to say something but I cut him off."I know what ever happened between us was just sex and nothing else. But we still have an interview to finish, if you regret the sex and don't want it to happen again. I'm a big girl Lucas, I can handle it. Just let me know and don't ignore me." I explain.Still looking at me, he didn't utter a single word."You look so sexy when you're mad." He said with a smirk.I blushed at that. "Did you hear everything I said." I asked still not convinced he was listening."Yeah I did. Like I said it won't happen again." He said with another smirk.And then we were back to eating silently."I would much rather be naked with you right now." Lucas said breaking the silence.
I look at him at blushed under his gaze."Yeah me too." I blurted out.His eyes narrowed at my confession, and his body tightened noticeably. His body was all muscle, concealed under his perfect skin. His fingertips rested on the stem of his glass, his body perfectly still as he internalized what I'd said. "I can fuck you here if you'd like.""Right here on this table?" I asked incredulously.""We could move to a private dining area and then I'll fuck you on a table just like this." He explained.I shifted on my seat listening to his words. I wasn't a prude, But I never was okay actually talking about sex and fucking with anyone but with him I wanted to. I liked hearing him say the word fuck."You like when I say dirty things to you." He said knowingly.I blushed under his gaze and shifted in my seat."Do you want to hear what I want to do to you." He asked again.I shifted again on seat suddenly more turned on than before.I nodded yes."I love what you're wearing, I can easily flip it off." He said as he watched me.I took a sip of my wine and dropped it."I'll rub you there," he continued, "with two fingers, along the crotch of your panties while I bit into the flesh of your shoulder. You would want more. You'll keep pushing your pussy against my hand, trying to get me to give you more."
"Will you?" I asked wanting to know more."I'll pull off your panties, and then push up your knees so that your feet were on the seat.I shifted again in my seat, I was so wet and I silently prayed I don't leave a wet spot on my seat."Then I'll lean down, put my face between your thighs and lick along your slit," Lucas said leisurely. "Slowly, Vanessa."
I closed my eyes and imagined it. Imagined Lucas licking, slowly. Imagined loving it."Then I'll find your clit. I'll touch it lightly with my tongue, like a feather, until it was plump and swollen. And then I'll suck it into my mouth and make you writhe. You'll come so hard your knees will grip my head."The envious ache inside had turned into a throb that I couldn't silence, spreading wide and long through my limbs, making every cell cry out in yearning.I moaned. Turning around us looking over the restaurant, we were seated at the back in a secluded area so no one heard us.I looked over our table and we had actually finished eating.Lucas guided me up as we headed outside the restaurant, I noticed how he gathered his jacket in front of his trouser. He was clearly turned.I wanted him so badly to invite me back to his penthouse so he could fuck me again but he didn't.He opened the car door for me and closed it when I entered, "I'll see you tomorrow." He said."I can't tomorrow." I said remembering I had plans with Kathy and Ari."Okay, then I'll see on Monday." He said and walked back.The driver drove away while Lucas entered another car parked behind us.I can't believe I agreed to this, I repeat to myself over and over again nervous about talking to my dad. The kids are out back in the pool with Lucas and their only sane grandparent, Lucas's dad. I had already kissed them goodbye I'm going to meet up with my dad in his office. I really really wished I had a more sane family but that's not possible, both my parents are totally insane. When I called my dad and told him I wanted to talk to him he asked to take me lunch but I decided against that and suggested his office Incase he loses his cool when I tell him what I want to talk to him about because that's probably a possibility. The driver drops me off at my dad's office, I take a deep breath before heading upstairs to first see my brother's who both are lawyers like my dad and are working with him. "Clara is Justin in?" I ask my brother's secretary before heading for his office. "Yes he's in." She replies with a smile and I nod before
I'm outside on the balcony, on the phone with my mother for the second time today, which is a record for us I try as much as possible to avoid phone calls with her. She's complaining about my father yet another time, he's cheating again. Not sure he ever even stopped but that's something I can't say to her. I look over the huge glass windows staring at Lucas, my perfect husband. He's is sitting on the little sitting area in our bedroom, working on his laptop while watching CNN. I don't want to be on the phone with my mother I want to be inside with him cuddled up or something, he just got back from Europe last night and we've barely been alone with the kids and everything. "Vanessa are you even listening to me?" My mother asks sensing my concentration is somewhere else. "Ofcourse mom I'm listening but I don't know what to do help." I say with a sigh. "You could talk to your father about this who
"It's official your daughter's favorite person is her grandpa." I said to Lucas joining him in our bedroom holding our 2 year old Alexis. "I had to pry her off his arms before she would come with me." I add. "My dad has always been good with kids." Lucas says collecting Alexis from me. "Yeah he's amazing, he's so good Jamie Louis and Alexis." I say smiling. Jamie Louis is Alexis' cousin, Kathy's son. "You should go put her to sleep, I'm going to take a shower." I say as I enter the bathroom. The past 3 years of our lives has went by blissfully, we got married 1 year after Lucas proposed ofcourse I had to work really hard to fix our relationship but we made it work. Months into our marriage we found out I was pregnant with Alexis, our perfect little angel. Lucas was ecstatic a
I tried to get a hold of Lucas but he wouldn't see me or even talk to me. I went to his office but every time they said he wasn't in, I went to the manor but Rosa wouldn't even let me in.I called him over and over but he wouldn't answer or call me back.I even asked Kathy for help but she wouldn't do anything. She said she's staying out of it, Lucas will see me if he's ready.It has been more than a week and still nothing from him so I decided to call his best friend Eric to ask for help.Eric wouldn't even talk to me, until I showed up at his office and begged him.Then he agreed, he lured Lucas to his house and gave me the address.When I showed up, Eric took me to Lucas who was watching a basketball game in the living room then he left us alone."Why are you here?" Lucas asks when he sees me."I had to see you but you wouldn't see me." I say."
I avoided Lucas all week, I wasn't ready to see him or talk him. But Ari explained that I should atleast hear what he has to say, so I texted him to come over so we can talk."Vanessa, I'm so sorry." Lucas says joining me in my living room, I don't say anything I lead him to the couch sitting at the opposite end of him."How long have you known?" I ask him."The day we got back from our trip, Elaine was waiting for me at home." Lucas says running his hands through his hair."That's when I found out." He adds."You said you always use protection, was that a lie?" I ask."No Vanessa, I always use protection it must have been an accident or something with the condom." Lucas says running his fingers through his hair again."I know when we got together you and her were on a break, but did you officially break up with her?" I ask dying to know."Yes I did, af
We took an early flight back home to L.A, we arrived just few minutes ago. Lucas's driver was waiting for us and now we're on our to my apartment.Lucas is dropping me off first before going home, he had said he had a meeting.I was snuggling in his chest in the back sit as the driver quietly drove us."Have you ever been in love?" I ask Lucas looking up to his face. I have been wanting to know since we confessed our feelings to each other."No." Lucas says looking at me."But there have been other women before me?" I ask again."Yes, there have been other women but no one compared to how I feel about you." He says kissing the top of my head gently."What about you?" He asks me. "Ever been in love?" He adds."I thought so, when I was a teenager." I say."But now that I think about it, it wasn't love. It was infatuation." I add explaining."Are
We spent our days in bed making love then talking our favorite things. I opened myself to him telling about my childhood and all the things I hated about being a Ford.And for the first time last night he opened himself to me telling me about his mother, what he remembered about her and how lost he felt when he lost her.We even talked about the baby we lost, how much it hurt then and how much it still hurt to remember.Today is our last day here we had just finished dinner and we were back at our room. Lucas was sitting on the balcony watching out the beautiful view.I walked to him suddenly aware that I needed him to know my feelings for him. I needed to tell him how much I love him."I want to tell you something." I said to Lucas."Okay." He said with a smile closing the distance between us."Kiss me first," I said.Lucas bent down gently brushing his lips against mine before pulling away."I love you Lucas." I say ag
Okay that was a close call, I took a few deep breaths before going back downstairs with Lucas.We join my parents and Justin in the dining room. We were about to sit down when my other brother Wesley joins us."Wes!" I say as he gives me a quick hug."I thought you weren't coming?" I ask."Yeah I wasn't but Justin said your boyfriend was coming so I canceled all my plans." Wesley said with a smile. I roll my eyes at him before introducing him to Lucas.The chef serves us all a plate and we start eating with my dad and Lucas back to talking about the stock market."So Vanessa when are you taking your vacation for this year?" My mother asks."I was thinking we should take a family trip this year." She adds."Uhnmm I'm kind of taking my vacation days next week." I say lying. There's nothing worse than a family vacation with my family, it always ends in arguments and honestly I can't deal with any of that at this point in my life.
I couldn't make it to lunch with my aunt and mom so I stayed home with Kathy.Lucas had some work to do so he was out all day but Kathy asked me to stay, we had a full spa day at home and okay I was definitely getting used to the Alvarado manor it is like staying in a palace.Kathy had someone come over to get our nails done and after that we spent the whole day eating junk food.Pregnancy has made Kathy crave alot of junk food and she was making me eat with her, and you obviously can't say no to a pregnant woman.We were watching keeping up with the Kardashians when Ethan, Kathy's husband got home."Hey baby," he said giving his wife a kiss."Hey Vanessa," he said noticing me."Hey" I said with a smile checking the time to see it was already 10pm."Wow it's late," I say getting up. "I'll go check for Lucas." I say getting up."Okay," Kathy says smiling. "Goodnight." She a