تسجيل الدخولStaying late was not part of my plan.
But apparently, I didn’t get to have one anymore. The office had slowly emptied over the past hour, the constant movement and low conversations fading into silence. Now, it was just the quiet hum of the building and the occasional sound of footsteps in the distance. I sat at my desk, staring at the screen, trying to focus on the report in front of me. Trying—and failing. Because my mind kept drifting back to one thing. Him. “This is ridiculous,” I muttered under my breath, pushing the thought away again. I had work to do. Important work. Work that actually mattered. Not… whatever this situation was. Still, something felt off. Too quiet. Too controlled. Like I was waiting for something to happen. And that was the problem. I didn’t like waiting. A soft knock on my door pulled me out of my thoughts. “Come in,” I said. Adrian stepped inside, his expression as unreadable as ever. “You’re still here,” he noted. “You told me to stay.” “I told you he told you to stay.” I frowned slightly. “Is there a difference?” “Yes.” That was all he said. Of course. I leaned back slightly. “Does he usually keep people this late?” “When necessary.” There it was again. “That word doesn’t explain anything,” I said. “It’s not meant to.” I sighed quietly. “Do you ever give straight answers?” “Yes.” “And?” “This isn’t one of those times.” I almost smiled. Almost. “Am I supposed to be doing something specific?” I asked. “You are,” he said. “Which is?” “Waiting.” That again. “For what?” Adrian looked at me for a second. Then, “You’ll know.” I shook my head slightly. “That’s not helpful.” “It’s accurate.” He turned toward the door, then paused. “Ava.” I looked up. “Be careful.” My brows furrowed. “About what?” A brief silence. Then— “You’ll figure that out too.” And just like that— He left. Leaving me with more questions than answers. Another hour passed. Then two. By now, the building was almost completely empty. The silence had changed. It wasn’t calm anymore. It felt… intentional. Like everything had been cleared out for a reason. Like I wasn’t just working late— I was being kept. The thought made my chest tighten. No. That was ridiculous. Right? I exhaled slowly and stood up, stretching slightly. I needed a break. Even just a minute. Grabbing my phone, I stepped out of my office and into the hallway. It was dimmer now, the lights softened, the atmosphere quieter than before. Too quiet. I walked slowly, my heels echoing faintly as I made my way toward the break area. Almost there— “Leaving already?” I stopped. That voice. Of course. Slowly, I turned. Ethan stood at the end of the hallway, his jacket gone, sleeves slightly rolled up, like he had been working just as late. Or pretending to. “I was taking a break,” I said. His gaze moved over me briefly, not in a way that felt inappropriate— But not entirely professional either. “A break,” he repeated. “Yes.” A small pause. Then— “You’ve been here for hours.” “So have you.” That earned me a slight look. Not annoyance. Something closer to amusement. “I don’t take breaks,” he said. “That sounds unhealthy.” “It’s efficient.” I crossed my arms lightly. “There’s a difference.” “Is there?” “Yes.” Silence stretched between us. Not uncomfortable. But not easy either. “Walk with me,” he said. There it was again. That same tone. Like it wasn’t a request. I didn’t move. “I’m working,” I said. “You’ve been working.” “And I’m not done.” “You are for now.” I frowned slightly. “That’s not your decision to make.” A pause. Then— “It is.” Of course it was. He turned slightly, already walking. Not checking if I followed. Assuming I would. That alone almost made me stay where I was. Almost. But something in me— Curiosity. Defiance. Maybe both— Pushed me forward. I followed. We walked in silence for a moment. The hallway stretched ahead of us, empty and quiet. “You don’t like being told what to do,” he said finally. “That depends on how it’s said.” “And how did I say it?” “Like I don’t have a choice.” “You don’t.” I stopped walking. He didn’t. Not immediately. Then he turned back, his gaze finding mine. “Something wrong?” he asked. “Yes,” I said. “That.” A brief pause. “You assume too much.” “I don’t assume,” he said. “I decide.” “That’s not how this works.” “It is here.” I held his gaze. Refusing to back down. “I’m not everyone else here.” “I’m aware.” “Then stop treating me like I am.” Silence. Heavy. Charged. He stepped closer. Not enough to be inappropriate. But enough to feel it. That shift. That tension. “That’s exactly why I don’t,” he said quietly. My breath caught slightly. I hated that. The way he could say something so simple and still make it feel like more. “You keep saying things like that,” I said. “Like there’s something different about me.” “There is.” “And what is it?” A pause. Then— “You don’t know your limits yet.” That hit harder than I expected. “And you do?” I asked. “Yes.” The confidence in his voice— Unshaken. Certain. It irritated me. Challenged me. “Then maybe you’re wrong,” I said. Another step closer. Now the distance between us felt— Too small. “I’m not wrong often,” he said. “That sounds like arrogance.” “It’s accuracy.” I shook my head slightly. “You’re impossible.” “And you’re still here.” That— That made my chest tighten. Because he wasn’t wrong. I could have walked away. Should have. But I didn’t. “Go home,” he said suddenly. I blinked. “What?” “You’ve done enough for today.” “And earlier you said—” “I changed my mind.” Just like that. Like everything else. Controlled. Decided. Final. I exhaled slowly. “Fine.” I turned to leave. Then— “Ava.” I closed my eyes briefly. Then looked back. He was watching me again. But this time— It wasn’t sharp. Or challenging. It was something else. Something quieter. More dangerous. “You’re going to have to learn something,” he said. “And what’s that?” A pause. Then— “You can’t stay unaffected.” My stomach dropped slightly. “Watch me,” I said. His gaze didn’t waver. And the faintest hint of a smile touched his lips. “Let’s see.” I turned and walked away before he could say anything else. Before I could think too much about what just happened. But one thing was clear— This wasn’t just tension anymore. It was something building. Something neither of us was stopping. And I wasn’t sure who would lose control first.Home was supposed to be my escape. It had always been. A place where things made sense. Where I didn’t have to think about anything beyond what was right in front of me. Simple. Quiet. Controlled. But tonight… none of that worked. I dropped my bag on the couch and kicked off my heels, exhaling as I ran a hand through my hair. Silence filled the apartment. Normally comforting. Now, unsettling. Because the quiet didn’t clear my mind. It amplified it. Every word. Every look. Every moment I had tried to brush off. “You feel it.” I closed my eyes briefly. No. I wasn’t doing this. I walked to the kitchen, pouring myself a glass of water like that would somehow reset everything. It didn’t. Nothing did. I leaned against the counter, staring ahead. What was happening to me? I had dealt with pressure before. Handled complicated situations. Maintained control when things tried to spiral. That was who I was. So why… why did this feel different? Why did it feel like s
By midday, I had already read the same document three times. And retained almost nothing. That alone was enough to irritate me. I didn’t get distracted. I didn’t lose focus. That wasn’t who I was. And yet… here I was. Staring at numbers that blurred together because my mind refused to stay where it should. “Ava.” I looked up, already knowing. Lila stood there, arms crossed, expression knowing. “You’ve been on that same page for ten minutes.” “I’m reviewing it.” “You’re staring at it.” “I’m thinking.” “You’re spiraling.” I sighed, leaning back slightly. “Can you not diagnose me right now?” “I can if it’s accurate.” “I’m fine.” “You’re not fine.” “I’m working.” “You’re distracted.” “That’s temporary.” She tilted her head slightly. “Is it?” I didn’t answer. Because I didn’t know. She stepped closer, lowering her voice. “Did something happen in his office?” “No.” “Ava.” “It was work.” “That’s not what I asked.” I closed the fil
I didn’t sleep well. Again. It was becoming a pattern I didn’t want to acknowledge. Every time I closed my eyes, my mind replayed the same thing… His voice. His words. Be careful about what you’re pretending not to feel. I turned in bed, exhaling sharply. This was ridiculous. I wasn’t pretending anything. I just knew better. That was the difference. By morning, I was already tired. Not physically, mentally. And that made everything harder. I got ready in silence, choosing something simple, clean, controlled. No room for distraction. No room for error. By the time I arrived at the office, I had already made a decision. Distance. That was the only solution. No unnecessary conversations. No private meetings. Strictly work. Nothing else. It was simple. It had to be. “Ava, you look like you fought someone in your sleep.” I glanced at Lila as I set my bag down. “I’m fine.” “You say that every time you’re not fine.” “I just didn’t sleep wel
The office felt different after the morning meeting. Not in a way anyone else would notice. But I did. Because I was trying too hard not to. I stayed at my desk longer than usual, reviewing documents that didn’t need reviewing, replying to emails that could have waited. Anything to keep myself anchored. Focused. Untouched. Unaffected. “Ava.” I looked up. Lila again. Of course. “You survived the early meeting,” she said, sliding into the chair across from me without asking. “Barely.” “That bad?” “No. Just… long.” Her eyes narrowed slightly. “And?” “And what?” “And you’re avoiding something.” “I’m working.” “You’re deflecting.” I sighed softly, closing the file in front of me. “What do you want, Lila?” “The truth.” “You can’t always have that.” “I usually do.” A pause. “Did something happen this morning?” I hesitated. Then shook my head. “Nothing important.” “Which means something definitely happened.” “It was just a meeting.”
By the time I got home, my mind was already preparing for tomorrow. 8 a.m. meeting. Early. Too early. But necessary. I set my bag down, slipped off my shoes, and headed straight for the shower, letting the warm water wash away the tension of the day. Or at least. That was the plan. But even standing there, eyes closed, trying to relax… my thoughts drifted back to him. Again. That steady voice. That look. The way he said my name like it meant something more than it should. I opened my eyes, exhaling sharply. No. This had to stop. I wasn’t going to let this turn into something complicated. I stepped out of the shower, got dressed, and forced myself into a routine, dinner, a bit of work review, then bed. Simple. Controlled. By the time I finally lay down, I was exhausted enough that sleep came quickly. But not peacefully. Because even in sleep, there was no real escape. The next morning came too fast. My alarm rang, and I groaned softly, reaching out to silence it
The rest of the day passed in a strange kind of tension. Not loud. Not obvious. But constant. Like something just beneath the surface, waiting. I kept my focus where it belonged, on my work, on deadlines, on anything that didn’t require me to think about him. And for the most part, it worked. Until it didn’t. “Ava, you’re doing it again.” I looked up from my screen. “Doing what?” Lila leaned against the edge of my desk, arms crossed, watching me too closely. “Thinking too hard.” “I’m working.” “No,” she said. “You’re overworking. There’s a difference.” I exhaled quietly. “I have deadlines.” “You always have deadlines.” “And I always meet them.” “That’s not the point.” I leaned back slightly in my chair. “Then what is?” Her gaze sharpened just a little. “You’ve been off all day.” “I’m fine.” “You’re not.” I didn’t respond. Because arguing with Lila when she got like this was pointless. She tilted her head slightly. “Did something happen?” I hesitated. Just f







